the winter soldier.

[011945]

independent private & selective rp blog for james "bucky" barnes of marvel comics. based on vibes mostly and a complete rewrite of canon. read rules before interacting. interactions for this blog are strictly plot driven! affiliated with @kuhblooey and @hu1ksmash. written by billy / seth / joe. (25. mexican. he + they)

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[011945]

what am i supposed to call you? /+ elektra

@kuhblooey.

bucky doesn't know what he got himself into. maybe finding threads to pull at, pick apart. stick his nose where it shouldn't go, but anything else makes him uneasy, anything else makes his heart start pounding and his mind stick to a loop, a bump on the record.

what he definitely doesn't need is the quipy commentary elektra is so eager to give, like she doesn't have anything better. like he keeps proving her right, whatever little mind games she likes to get at. he doesn't have time. "whatever you want. i don't care." there's a wrong answer to this, she knows this james knows this. he hasn't been the winter soldier in so long, but he hasn't been james either, he is no one at this point but she doesn't seem the type to care about that either. but he doesn't have the patience and he's sort of begging for her to fuck up so he can really move on with it.

"now you can stand there or you can help. again i don't care." he doesn't show her the door, just yet. because he could use an extra set of hands, this whole thing is time sensitive.

[011945]

someone tried to kill you and you're the one apologizing? / miles

@outshur

the gun is still warm. bucky spares a glance at the bullet that simply crushed upon impact on his metal arm, the blood red, splattered in a matter not entirely unfamiliar to him. bright light blue eyes blink miles back into focus. "well, i got a little bit of blood all over your shirt." a little bit. still. "-you're going to have to get rid of that." he reloads the gun, starts to gather the few objects laying around that are of importance.

"now more of them are going to follow us. we have to get out of here." apartment complex, somewhere in the middle of nowhere. these guys aren't with steve. these guys are looking for bucky for unfriendly reasons. payback, or revenge, or settling a debt. however anyone wants to flip it. bucky's memories are a maze, and this idiot painted a mark bright red on his back by coming here. he opens the window, farther that it should be able to. "-after you." he nods in the direction of the fire escape.

[handspike]

@011945 said, “i  have  a  bad  feeling,  and  i'm  never  wrong.”

they're  walking  in  the  dark  -  it's  a  catacombs,  under  the  abandoned  hospital.  not  the  usual  gig  they  get  called  in  for.  something  about  a  mad  scientist  and  a  trail  of  bodies.  her  flashlight  won't  work,  and  his  is  already  dead.

“i  bet  i  know  what  you're  thinking.”  she  hits  the  back  of  the  light  until  it  flickers  back  to  life.  “we're  walking  into  a  damn  trap.”

[011945]

bucky seems unnerved, he finds himself in the familiar position where others would be afraid bucky's instincts lead him else where. wires crossed, fried off in his brain. the sensation of static permeates the air and he does not know if it's in his head.

"don't tell me you're a psychic now." words are sarcastic, deadpan as he looks around. the dripping of the condensation from the roof creates a rhythm, going through a wet patch after most of the catacombs were dry, he tries not to think too much of it. looking for anything that will disturb the pattern.

bucky hates doctors. to no one's surprise. "-if there's only a straight line. no exits? yeah. this is definitely a trap. so. it's time to start thinking about a plan when we get there." bucky is, famously, shitty at making any plans that deviate from the simple two step: driving in and start shooting. which tends to work out for him. hence why he works alone most of the time.

[handspike]

“i'm  not  him,  you  know.” 

it's  the  closest  to  death  she's  ever  been,  and  there's  not  a  shred  of  shrapnel  in  her  chest.  but  she's  looking  down,  and  it's  a  long,  long  fall  from  where  they're  sitting.  there  is  only  below,  and  nothing  above  them.

“everyone  keeps  trying  to  tell  me  what  i  should  be.  how  not  to  be  like  him.  how  to  be  like  him.  but  i'm  not  him.”

guilty  by  association.  sometimes  she  thought  her  sister  only  ever  stopped  talking  to  her  because  of  how  much  she  looked  like  their  mother.  cruel  fate.  now  she's  sharing  a  small  space  with  bucky  barnes.  he  has  a  legacy  of  history  in  his  shadow.  they  only  know  of  each  other.  but  they  don't  know  each  other.  their  few  threads  of  fate  are  tied  within  a  handful  of  people  -  namely,  clint. 

“he's  my  friend,"  she  will  speak  of  him  as  her  equal,  “he's  my  partner,”  sometimes,  not  all  the  time,  “we  are  not  the  same.”

she  wants  bucky  to  tell  her  who  he  is.  maybe  she  was  the  one  who  needed  to  share.  who  was  looking  to  share.

“your  cat,”  she  had  derailed  his  story,  and  she  brought  it  back,  gaze  flickering  to  his  with  a  sense  of  delayed  shame,  “how  did  you  end  up  with  her?”

[011945]

her words get his attention, properly. there was a time where he was the one in that situation. where he wasn't the winter soldier, and bucky barnes was second to one steve rogers. those days are long gone. but he's been remembering, decoding those events from years of writing over them. gaps in between that don't make sense but the feelings, those are very much present.

"that's a relief." he says it jokingly, clint is complicated, clint infringes on a closeness that bucky does not want to think about at the moment, needs to be reminded that. it's easier to hide about it slightly than to give it any more thought. he focuses on the matter at hand. the almost dying, and kate being here. she's not clint. "-and just so we are clear, you don't have to be anyone you aren't. so it's good. that you know that already." took him long enough to figure it out. comparisons and thoughts that haunt him once, there's worse and bigger things clouding his nightmares now.

"alpine. she was a stray. kept following me to my place. would let herself in, one day she just moved in and i didn't kick her out. started getting her things. plays with any shoelace she can find." bucky thinks it's the type of thing you share, the type of thing that isn't in a file somewhere.what he is trying to do? he doesn't know. maybe to show he is human. barely. "-you got anyone waiting on you back home?" he asks because he thinks it's the nice thing to do.

[handspike]

@011945 said, “don't  try  to  get  inside  my  head.”

isolation  was  not  safety.  isolation  meant  death.  if  nobody  knew  they  were  alive,  or  where  they  were,  they  would  not  be  saved.  not  by  an  army,  or  fleet  of  avengers,  not  unless  there  was  a  tracker  shoved  into  his  prosthetic,  or  attached  to  her  bow. 

there  were  creatures  beneath,  genetically  mutated,  feral,  chomping  at  their  heels  as  they  made  their  ascent  up  the  tower.  the  only  way  they  could  even  go  was  up,  keep  climbing  higher.  disappear  into  the  hail  of  snow.  it  was  freezing.  a  blizzard  raging,  and  it  was  easy  to  use  the  sleet  of  winter  as  cover.

“come  on,"  she's  begging,  hours  had  passed,  just  sitting  up  here.  the  boredom  was  driving  her  utterly  insane.  but  they  were  out  of  options,  and  outmanned,  down  beneath.  “you  don't  have  any  stories  you  want  to  share?”

[011945]

bucky wasn't equipped for this. socializing outside his well curated circle. but people kept barging in, and maybe it would do him some good. but he doesn't know. he doesn't think about it, as it's too recent to think about it.

he didn't think he'd die like this and a part of him is sort of amused, like obviously he cannot die like this. kate is an interesting character, sure enough. but anything three degrees away from clint sort of puts him on edge. tough exterior or not he rolls his eyes. fine. okay.

"my stories might not be the sharing type." does she know who she is hanging around with? what he's done? blue eyes settle on her. both of their noses turned a bright shade of pink. the cold is familiar and unnerving. that's what has him on edge. it reminds him of-

"i got a cat. recently." he starts, doesn't know where he is going with it. he just looks elsewhere. the cold doesn't get to him just yet. "-i don't think i've had a cat before. she's nice. i'm wondering what she is up to right now." he waits for a moment, does this count as deflecting? he's making time. "i could tell you about how she ended up with me." sets it on the table.

[011945]

hi like this to plot and stuff <3

[notmorbid]

daredevil: season 1 [2/2].

dialogue prompts from the first season of marvel's daredevil.

i want to make sure the right person pays for what happened.

let's leave on a note slightly higher than 'deeply depressing'.

admittedly, i'm a work in progress.

you just gonna lie there all night?

nobody feels sorry for you and nobody ever will.

smart is making the right decision at the right time.

i'm gone five minutes and you turn this place into a shit show.

well, you're just a little ray of sunshine.

there are no heroes, no villains. just people with different agendas.

you got a warped perspective on the whole good/bad thing, you know that?

do you have friends? people you care about?

relationships are a luxury we can't afford.

you don't know what's going on in your own backyard.

i swear i will not kill anybody.

try not to get stabbed.

maybe there's hope for you yet.

what part of 'don't tell anyone about this' don't you understand?

you're one of the good ones.

on occasion, some dickery may leak out. doesn't mean i'm wrong.

remind me not to put you on the witness stand.

i know what i'm doing. i am not some kid.

threats are clear in any language.

never trust the quiet ones.

respect: you gotta give it, if you want it.

we should be out on the streets, cracking names and taking skulls.

i'll go, if that's what you really want.

you made a promise to always be honest with me.

you believe what you're saying about me?

the hebrew word 'satan' actually means 'adversary'.

nobody can totally erase their past.

most people dance around me like i'm made of glass. i hate that.

man cannot be both savior and oppressor.

it's not a job. it's who you are.

if you weren't half dead, i would kick your ass.

was anything ever real with us?

say what you need to say.

why didn't you tell me it was that serious?

saying it means it's true.

there's nothing you can do but swim in shit and hope you don't get too much in your mouth.

we all have things we hold onto for ourselves. that we don't want anyone to know.

we don't live in a world that's fair. we live in this one.

i only ever needed my friend.

at least i got to see you with your shirt off again.

this isn't a story. this is people's lives.

how do you know the angels and devils inside me aren't the same thing?

what do i look like, a public damn library?

you're not supposed to be in here.

if you say 'it's complicated', i will punch you in the face.

i don't know how to pray.

i know things are weird, but i'm still around.

the world fell apart. didn't you notice?

someone tried to kill you and you're the one apologizing?

they could never take you away from me.

the wind blows harder the closer you get to the mountaintop.

you want to run away together, or just run away?

is this what we are now? people who don't even talk to each other?

i can't do this alone. i can't take another step.

you're not alone. you never were.

people seek the truth, no matter where they find it.

you look like you're having some anger issues. you want to talk about it?

you are my heart. you're everything.

god bless your designer pumps.

i know i haven't earned it, but i'm asking you to trust me.

go be a hero. just don't get killed doing it, okay?

it's not the end. it's just an inconvenience.

this city doesn't deserve a better tomorrow.

what am i supposed to call you?

there are a lot of decisions i'd give anything to go back and change, but i can't.

[keenmemes]

murder, she wrote — season one.

a collection of dialogue starters from season one of murder, she wrote. adjust wording as needed.

if this is some kind of a sick joke...

well, i thought you'd be pleased.

that's the trouble, [name]. you've never dreamed. and it's about time you did.

they'll love you, just like i do.

actually, i've not been sleeping well.

i didn't come here to be wined and dined.

i'm mortified by my behavior. i've come to beg your forgiveness.

suppose i just settle for the pleasure of your company.

it is never inappropriate to wish the world a little ill will.

alright, alright. stop getting hysterical.

i couldn't go through that. not after all these years.

another time, a different place, we might've had something.

you shouldn't be out on a night like this.

don't ask questions that beg obvious answers.

maybe if you lost someone you'd be a little upset, too.

i suppose we do have to keep up appearances, don't we, darling?

you know, i'm not used to being summoned.

you call it murder. i call it a career move.

guess i shouldn't drink alone.

i hate to say goodbye to people that i like.

you're always making fun of me.

around here, some of the real beasts walk on two legs.

would you like me to stay here with you a little longer?

spoken like a true champion of justice.

i think you know by now how i feel about you.

you know, the only thing i'm guilty of is caring.

i better warn you: i've been practicing a little.

perhaps you have an aversion to sunshine.

i'm not used to being refused.

i don't need your dime-store psychoanalysis.

i can be a generous friend, [name]. i can also be a dangerous enemy.

i have a dire feeling we're both in the same predicament.

that's a nasty temper you've got, [name]. i've always told you it was gonna get you in trouble one of these days.

well, congratulations. you are the talk of the town.

i'm only injecting a little honesty into this conversation.

she never gave a damn about me. she hardly even admitted that i was alive.

right now, i'm almost glad you talked me into this.

you know, if i didn't love you so much, i'd resent that remark.

it's hard enough to know yourself, let alone another person.

first rule of eavesdropping: never complain if you don't like what you hear.

if you think i've come to defend you, [name], you can guess again.

last night, i was nearly killed.

i assume you have a very good reason for breaking into my home.

i was afraid you wouldn't leave this alone.

all i'm saying is, don't sit back and watch. jump in.

i'd rather remember things the way they were.

i couldn't think about anything but killing him.

my occasional exploits are grossly exaggerated, believe me.

you shouldn't meddle in something you don't understand.

[notmorbid]

how high we go in the dark.

dialogue prompts from how high we go in the dark by sequoia nagamatsu.

you never seem to need me.

you're only one person. you only have one life.

i've gotten so used to keeping to myself. surviving.

comics let us see a brighter world. forget our troubles.

who do you need me to be right now?

our mission today is to have fun. can you do that?

where are you? i can't see you.

this is no time for modesty.

do you have anything to say for yourself?

i wanted to believe ____ would get better.

you need to learn how to talk to me.

i miss ____ so much.

are you going to sit around and feel sorry for yourself all day?

how would you prefer that i respond?

i know i might seem selfish. i'm just not sure i understand.

i never really understood ___, you know?

no bringing work home with you.

there's _____ in the fridge, if you're hungry.

i consider you a good friend. i've never had many of those.

can you tell me what will happen to me?

you tend to transform into an adolescent surfer dude when you drink.

i'll come, but i'm not hanging out all night.

'anywhere' is not a valid destination.

someone should have listened to you a long time ago.

i've been hurting for so long now.

what about the things you wanted to do with your life?

i'm sorry we couldn't have met another way.

shitty things happen to good people for no reason.

i should have known something was wrong.

i don't want to talk to anyone.

i never realized how important you were to me.

the shit hit the fan, and it's all over the goddamn ceiling.

i don't expect you to understand what i went through.

what does 'start fresh' even mean?

have you decided to be nice to me again?

saving the world doesn't really allow for much time off.

we need to try to be a family while we still can.

i don't always say 'thank you' enough.

i'll love you for lightyears.

when you wake up, i'll be there.

we look for perfection where there is none.

if we don't ____, what did any of them die for?

you want to run away? after all we've been through?

my home is a museum.

if you let yourself feel everything all the damn time, it'll wear you down.

everybody deserves a little time to feel normal.

you're basically a stranger, and you're all i have.

a few good days doesn't change anything.

i just want you to stay here with me and not talk.

people have forgotten how to care for each other. how can we expect them to care about the world?

it's easy to be lost in fear. it brings people together, often for the wrong reasons.

you need to take care of yourself first. think about your future.

i'm sorry for everything i never told you. everything we never were.

what else have you learned just to impress me?

you must have been a real romeo in school.

maybe it's nothing, but it's the most i've ever had.

i don't want to only remember the good times.

how long are you here for? everybody misses you.

you broke all of our hearts.

there is so much light we cannot see.

we have to play their game to survive.

i love you. i'll love you forever.

i don't share my whole story with everyone.

you can touch me. it's okay.

[classsymemes]

a comprehensive list of scenarios

feel free to combine multiple prompts or add  “ + reverse ”  to switch roles !   for reference, the one sending in the prompt is the one committing the action.

1.  GUEST :  for one muse to offer the other a place to stay. 2.  STORM :  for both muses to find shelter from a severe storm. 3.  MEDIC :  for one muse to show up at the other’s doorstep injured. 4.  SURPRISE :  for one muse to come home and find the other already inside. 5.  TRIP :  for both muses to road trip or travel together. 6.  BABYSIT :  for one muse to help the other home while they’re drunk. 7.  INSOMNIA :  for one muse to find the other still awake at 3am. 8.  AMBUSH :  for both characters to come under attack by the same enemy. 9.  DANCE :  for one muse to ask the other to dance at a party. 10.  STRANDED :  for one muse to help the other who’s stranded on the road. 11.  SERVICE :  for one muse to cover the cost of something for the other. 12.  SAFEGUARD :  for one muse to save the other from being hit by a vehicle or from some other life-threatening event. 13.  DAZE :  for one muse to wake somewhere and find the other hovering over them. 14.  STOWAWAY :  for one muse to find the other hiding on the same ship. 15.  TAXI :  for both muses to share the same taxi ride. 16.  MAKEOVER :  for one muse to help the other with a new outfit or hairstyle. 17.  LIFEGUARD :  for one muse to rescue the other from drowning. 18.  DISASTER :  for both muses to work together to escape a fire, flood, or other disaster. 19.  TRANSIT :  for one muse to sit next to the other on a public transport. 20.  SPRAIN :  for one muse to carry the other after spraining their ankle. 21.  EMPLOY :  for one muse to be hired as the other’s bodyguard, tutor, assistant, etc. 22.  QUEST :  for one muse to help the other with a task in exchange for compensation. 23.  SOOTHE :  for one muse to calm the other during a panic attack. 24.  RECOVER :  for one muse to return the other’s lost belonging. 25.  UMBRELLA :  for one muse to share their umbrella with the other on a rainy day. 26.  HEAL :  for one muse to nurse the other back to health from a sickness or injury. 27.  NIGHTMARE :  for one muse to comfort the other after a nightmare. 28.  REUNION :  for one muse to run into the other again after a long time. 29.  PRIZE :  for one muse to win the other a prize at a carnival. 30.  NUDE :  for one muse to walk in on the other while they’re changing. 31.  BED :  for both muses to wake in the same bed, naked or fully clothed. 32.  TRAIL :  for one muse to notice the other has been following them. 33.  EVADE :  for one muse to pull the other into an alleyway to escape their pursuer. 34.  THIEF :  for one muse to confront the other after having something stolen by them. 35.  CAUGHT :  for one muse to walk in on the other singing / dancing. 36.  FESTIVE :  for both muses to decorate for a special occasion. 37.  PRESENT :  for one muse to give the other a  (birthday)  gift. 38.  WEARY :  for one muse to wake up after falling asleep on the other. 39.  CAPTIVE :  for one muse to hold the other against their will. 40.  SNAP :  for one muse to yell at or push the other out of frustration. 41.  SLEEPOVER :  for one muse to stay the night at the other’s place. 42.  TRESPASS :  for one muse to trespass on the other’s property. 43.  BREAK-IN :  for one muse to discover the other robbing their place. 44.  MERCY :  for both muses to come across an injured animal. 45.  UNKNOWN :  for both muses to wake and find themselves in a strange place. 46.  ACCOMPLICE :  for one muse to assist the other at the scene of a crime. 47.  ASTRAY :  for both muses to take a detour and lose their way. 48.  RELAX :  for both muses to share a hot tub or hot spring. 49.  MUSE :  for one muse to model for the other’s art project. 50.  ACCOMPANY :  for one muse to give the other an extra ticket to an event. 51.  SALVAGE :  for one muse to retrieve the other’s belongings from a thief. 52.  MEAL :  for both muses to prepare and share a meal together. 53.  CEMETERY :  for one muse to find the other at a gravestone. 54.  REFUGE :  for one muse to shelter the other from enemies. 55.  ARRANGED :  for both muses to date or marry out of convenience. 56.  FAVOR :  for one muse to owe the other a favor. 57.  VACATION :  for both muses to book the same hotel on vacation. 58.  DEFEND :  for one muse to save the other from one or multiple assailants. 59.  CATCH :  for one muse to return the other’s pet that escaped. 60.  RESTRICTED :  for both muses to sneak into someplace they’re not supposed to be.

[leneemusing]

devoted, yearning & obsessive

❝ you occupy my thoughts. day and night, even in dreams you're there. i want you to never stop haunting me. ❞

❝ i am eternally yours. until the stars go out. and maybe, even after that. ❞

❝ my heart bleeds the color of your soul. i would cut it out and put it in your palms if i could. ❞

❝ it's like you have knit yourself around my ribs. i could no more cut you out than i could remove my own lungs. ❞

❝ you are woven into my soul and i dare not cut a single thread. ❞

❝ i am yours, body and soul, to do with as you wish. ❞

❝ i don't require you to love me back, or to care for me as i do you. only let me be here, let me devote myself to you. that would be enough. ❞

❝ i want to trap your smile in a bottle and take it out when no one else can see. ❞

❝ you belong to me and i to you. ❞

❝ do not look away from me. i cannot bear it when i do not occupy your vision. ❞

❝ i will follow you. to the ends of the earth, to the very gates of hades and whatever might lay beyond. ❞

❝ i will always be here. no matter how far you go you can always come home to me. ❞

❝ tell me all the places you have been hurt, every rejection, every scar. let me love you in all the places where you have burned. ❞

❝ i will not ever let you go. ❞

❝ you cannot escape this. you cannot run away from the love we share. ❞

❝ what we have is deeper than words could capture. ❞

❝ i will be anything you desire. i pluck out the parts of me you find distasteful and stuff your love in the craters left behind. ❞

❝ tell me what you wish of me and i will do it. ❞

❝ i could spend all day merely watching the air in your lung. i would count every blink. i would cherish every sigh from your lips. i could watch you merely exist for the rest of my life. ❞

❝ don't let go of me. i think if you lost me i would die. ❞

❝ i will cut out the tongues of every man who has wronged you. ❞

❝ i wish i could crawl inside you and make a home out of the hollows of your bones. ❞

ACTIONS:

WATCH: for sender to watch receiver sleep.

WATCHED: for sender to wake up and find receiver watching over them.

DISCOVER: for sender to find a journal full of sketches receiver made of them and sender finds them looking at it.

DISCOVERED: for receiver to find a journal full of sketches receiver made of them.

FOLLOW: for sender to stalk receiver, claiming they're doing it to protect them.

FOLLOWED: for receiver to stalk sender and claim they're protecting them.

GOING: for sender to take receiver to a secluded cabin for a romantic getaway.

GONE: for receiver to take sender to a secluded cabin for a romantic getaway.

SACRIFICE: for sender to kill someone who wronged receiver as a grand gesture.

SACRIFICED: for receiver to kill someone who wrong sender as a grand gesture.

CAUGHT: for sender to catch receiver staring at them.

CATCHING: for receiver to catch sender staring at them.

REVEAL: for sender to slowly undress themselves while receiver watches, but doesn't touch.

REVEALED: for receiver to slowly undress themselves while sender watches, but doesn't touch.

BATHE: for sender to bathe receiver, meticulously and tenderly as if serving them.

BATHED: for receiver to bathe sender, meticulously and tenderly as if serving them.

[011945]

you're so square, you're a cube. (clint)

this is it, this might kill him.

clint is driving, and bucky just wants to get somewhere and crash. usually sleeping means nightmares but he doesn't care, he's just not doing great and he doesn't need any of clint's silly little antics to keep digging in his ribs. arms crossed over his chest before he leans back at stares at the roof of this car. shitty car, stolen. they didn't get the chance to get something better. because this day, this week is getting worse and worse.

"i believe those are two distinct shapes, clint." he sounds tired and he cannot be bothered to hide it. "-i can't be a cube if i'm a square. so. make up your mind." he does have it in him to put up a fight for clint. it's the least he can do to feel normal, not knowing where nat is. the thought fresh of having kissed clint. no. thank you. actually bucky would like for things to go back to normal. (inside, he knows that the situation changed for the worse and there is no normal. perhaps there's never been a normal.)

[011945]

the sun is high, and bucky is distracted by the way the strands of red hair framing @kuhblooey's figure.

from where he is standing, bucky is surprised to see his life so neatly in front of him. everything he works for, everything he stands for it's right in front of him. he catches her eye and it makes him smile, something quiet as he approaches nat. his intention has never been to tame nat, he believes there that that is simply not possible. she's practicing her shots as if she needs to, and bucky is distracted, completely disarmed. the sun setting, and nothing is supposed to thrive here. in the middle of the desert, things die. not meant to last, and yet. and yet. they're here.

they had a wedding, and now a honeymoon and bucky still couldn't believe it, she had a ring on her finger, and he had a ring on his. it's not the only of his she has.

"you know, i think we should get ya' a new hat." he crosses his arms over his chest. "that one is old." it's meant to be teasing, to be distracting. like anything would make her miss.

[011945]

[ PASSENGER ]:  sender  touches  receiver  while  sender  is  driving. /+ from nat :D

hands on the wheel. eyes on the night road, barely illuminated by the headlights. stolen vehicle, they reported themselves in. comms are off, and if they knew what nat got up to once things where said and done and they were heading back, they wouldn't send her in with bucky.

his breath hitches, and he stops looking at the road for just a second. bucky doesn't meet her eyes, she's looking elsewhere. it's makes him chuckle slightly, the seriousness he usually carries himself with just melts. granted this isn't a bad moment since it's just them, but the danger of it, the thrill...well, it's doing something alright.

"nat." it's breathy barely there, the sound of her name. it's not a reprimand, it's simply him acknowledging what she's doing. it's this game they play and for the most part she could get away with anything. he would let her. time and time again. he feels hot, shivers slightly. some how some way she keeps finding ways to put him on the spot. and he keeps being okay with it. he holds the steering wheel a bit tighter. swallows.

@kuhblooey

[011945]

“ let  me  take  care  of  you. “

bucky knows what bruce means when he says that. and he thinks he knows why he's saying that. lately, bucky has been more and more of himself. whatever that means, and he's all about bruce now that the dust has settled, the complicated pieces falling into place. but this isn't and it has never been just about sex. and while bucky finds himself unable to say it, out loud as it is just being barely able to show it. he's been trying to get the message across.

the problem is that caring about someone, is that caring sometimes goes both ways.

the instinct is to resist, but when bruce says those words and he means them when he's saying them it kind of takes bucky's breath away. blue eyes glimmer with some sort of deep feeling that he can't speak on. it doesn't take him out of it, the heaviness of the moment, shirts off, pants barely on, on the couch like they can't get their hands off each other long enough to get into the bedroom. bucky's hand on bruce's face...framing it. and bucky barnes is intimately familiar with wanting. with yearning. the feeling never truly goes away. even after getting here, even after being together before it makes his heart swell. he smiles slowly, whatever worry or hesitation that was there leaves him. kisses bruce once or twice before "-yeah. okay." it's softer, always this sensation haunting him where vulnerability is concerned. bruce will take care of him. and that's okay. more than okay.

@hu1ksmash

[metalprompts]

*      ―    ﴾  𝚗𝚜𝚏𝚠  𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚜  ﴿   :    𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒  𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐘  𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.

personally ,   i’m  tired  of  the  secondhand  embarrassment.   so  here’s  a  random  assortment  of  nsfw  actions  and  dialogue  prompts  that  don’t  feel  too  over  the  top.   (  don’t  forget  to  add  [ reverse ]  if  you’d  like  to  see  the  receiver  perform  the  action.  )

actions.

[ PULL ]:  sender  pulls  receivers  hair.

[ HICKEY ]:  sender  gives  receiver  a  hickey.

[ TRAIL ]:  sender  leaves  a  trail  of  kisses  down  receivers  stomach.

[ HIPS ]:  sender  pulls  receiver  in  closer  by  the  hips.

[ KNEES ]:  sender  lowers  themselves  to  their  knees.

[ STRIPTEASE ]:  sender  teasingly  strips  their  clothes.

[ STRIP ]:  sender  undresses  receiver.

[ GRIND ]:  sender  grinds  on  receivers  thigh.

[ ORAL ]:  sender  goes  down  on  receiver.

[ PASSENGER ]:  sender  touches  receiver  while  sender  is  driving.

[ DRIVER ]:  sender  goes  down  on  /  touches  receiver  while  receiver  is  driving.

[ OVERSTIMULATED ]:  sender  repeatedly  making  receiver  orgasm.

[ PUBLIC ]:  sender  and  receiver  have  sex  somewhere  public.

[ CAR ]:  sender  and  receiver  have  sex  in  a  car.

[ CONTROL ]:  sender  is  riding  receiver  and  receiver  takes  control  by  guiding  their  hips.

[ SHY ]:  sender  covers  their  face  and  receiver  moves  their  hands  away.

[ EYES ]:  sender  makes  receiver  look  them  in  the  eyes.

[ BEG ]:  sender  begs  receiver  to  touch  /  fuck  them.

[ MORNING ]:  sender  wakes  receiver  up  with  sex.

[ STRADDLE ]:  sender  sits  in  receivers  lap  to  tease  them.

[ CAMERA ]:  sender  records  receiver.

[ RECORD ]:  sender  is  recorded  by  receiver.

[ MOUTH ]:  sender  puts  their  fingers  into  receivers  mouth.

[ LOVE ]:  sender  tells  receiver  they  love  them  during.

[ PUSH ]:  sender  pushes  receiver  onto  bed.

dialogue.

“ you  look  so  pretty  like  this.  “

“ i  want  to  spend  all  night  learning  every  sound  you  make. “

“ let  me  take  care  of  you. “

“ i’m  not  wearing  any  underwear  right  now. “

“ you’re  really  good  at  that. “

“ god,  you’re  so  wet  /  hard  …. “

“ i  think  about  you  when  i  touch  myself. “

“ tell  me  what  you  want. “

“ please  touch  /  fuck  me. “

“ i  love  teasing  you. “

“ touch  yourself  for  me. “

“ i  get  so  wet  /  hard  around  you. “

“ get  on  your  knees. “

“ you’re  such  a  tease. “

“ tell  me  you’re  mine. “

“ i’m  yours. “

“ i  want  you  to  cum  for  me. “

“ i  want  you  to  cum  in  me. “

“ i’ll  be  good,  i  promise. “

“ you’re  doing  so  good  for  me. “

“ you  feel  so  good. “

“ you  sound  so  pretty  when  you  moan. “

“ i  could  be  your  toy. “

“ fuck  me  like  you  love  me. “

“ i’m  gonna  cum- “

“ i  just  want  to  feel  something. “

“ i  wanna  be  on  top  this  time. “