Music Saved Me

This is who I am.

[089musicismylife]

you: snape had the most tragic death

me, an intellectual: fred weasley had his whole life ahead of him. hedwig was the lost of harry's innocence and childhood, and dobby was a free slave that was murdered by those who thought they were above him. sirius black spent 12 years in prison for a crime he didnt commit, and yet still blamed himself for the deaths of his best friends, and then died after living his time in freedom in a house he hated, barely seeing the one person he loved more than anything in the world. remus and tonks had finally found happiness, and were going to have a child and won't live to see that child grow up. the creevey brothers were underage and shouldnt have been fighting in such a terrible war to begin with but they did anyway. cedric diggory was not meant to be in a war, but he was the bravest of them all, he was kind and good, and he was thrown aside like he was nothing, but spent his last moment standing beside harry potter, ready to face an unknown enemy.

[089musicismylife]

So I'm back

My page has been inactive for almost a year. I'm now in my second semester of college, this semester I'm taking English 102 (English comp 2). My papers for this semester are based on Online Communities that support eating disorders. So as part of my paper I will be looking into tumblr communities, I will try to refrain from rebloging anything triggering.

[ithelpstodream]

[alexundefined]

Accurate

[b-o-m-b-s]

Hm…just learned something about myself

[neooosoul]

I hate this. My anxiety sucks ass

[ciarachimera]

The fucking car one. I literally envision the car crashing or losing a tire or something all the time.

[drinkmyoctober]

Struggles

[momoiroinkremade]

Tip: if you are aware someone has anxiety, or if you dont know. Please be careful of how you word things. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve almost started crying because someone said a certain thing and i didnt read it write because of how they worded it. Anxiety is one of the worst things. We aren’t trying to be controlling of what you say, all we ask if for you to think before you speak.

[processintegrated]

IF you’re not sure how to word things, you can say these, but neutralize the statement! Make it clear of the topic you’d want to discuss (see you in office/need to talk), if it isn’t bad, assure them they look good if you ask about the outfits, make it clear you’d like to see them at the movies, etc.These modifiers always put me at ease.

[089musicismylife]

All I want is to see my own blood spilling out of me right now... fucking hell it's one of these nights

[adrianesthread]

Please help!

My dad said that if I get 10,000 reblogs, I can adopt a shelter cat. Please reblog!

[knightwayne]

endless list of favorite characters → pamela isley

↳“They can bury us in the ground as deep as they like. But I’ll grow back. We always grow back.”

[tyrannosaurus-sock]

Shoutout to gray-asexuals!

Shoutout to gray-aces who wonder if they’re alone on the spectrum because we so very rarely talk or post about gray-asexuality.

Shoutout to gray-aces who feel as if they don’t fit in anywhere.

Shoutout to gray-aces who are hesitant to tell people about the gray part of their asexuality because acceptance is so hard to find.

Shoutout to gray-aces who proudly announce the gray part of their asexuality no matter the opposition.

Shoutout to gray-aces who are questioning or confused.

Shoutout to gray-aces who haven’t come to terms with their own identity yet.

Shoutout to gray-aces who fight the fight for asexuals as their identity is ignored or shoved aside.

Shoutout to gray-aces for being gray-ace.

Shoutout to gray-aces!

[grace-and-ace]

M y   w i s h   l i s t

(x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

[runawaymarbles]

R2-Demi2, requested by beriala. (redbubble) (more pride droids)

[asexualassassins]

PSA

asexuality is a spectrum.

Asexuality Is A Spectrum!

Asexuality is a spectrum!

Asexuality is a spectrum!!

ASEXUALITY IS A SPECTRUM!!!

Thank you for your time.

[angelsaxis]

“Demisexual people don’t experience sexual attraction until a deep bind has formed…so like EVERY OTHER PERSON–” Mmmm nope. Couples who wait in a relationship to have sex do so because they want to get to know each other better before they start doing the do. They already find each other sexually attractive (mostly), they already have the attachment, it’s just polite to actually get to know your s/o before trying to get in their pants. I’m thinking it might be slightly culturally influenced. Also, there are people who start dating just so they can bang, so the above statement doesn’t make sense.

Demisexual people don’t feel that sexual attraction until they feel close enough to their partner, so that could be weeks, months, or years, depending on the person. It’s more of an emotional attachment than a polite gesture the way it is with other couples.

I mean this is just my take on it, but I’m pretty sure that’s the general idea.

[lgbtqokay]

we’re born this way 🌈💖

[leiko-tomago]

a post on demisexuality

because i’m sick of explaining my sexuality and people not understanding it

demisexual - only being able to feel sexual attraction towards a person if an emotional bond was formed OR if you feel romantic attraction

demisexuals can have, and enjoy, sex. however, not all demisexuals desire sex

many demisexuals that desire sex focus more on how it feels, rather than their attraction towards the person

demisexuals are often attracted to fictional characters

demisexuals are also often attracted to people who cosplay their favorite characters

many demisexuals can only have a crush on one real person at a time. like, they can be attracted to many fictional characters, but only have 1 person they know in real life that they like

demisexuals never really look at somebody they’re just seeing for the first time twice. it isn’t until an emotional bond is formed that they start noticing physically attractive things about that person.

demisexuals are not “picky”

demisexuals are not just “waiting until marriage/waiting to meet the right person.”

basically, somebody’s whose demisexual can’t just look at a stranger that people think is attractive and feel the same way

yes, demisexuality is a real thing

[chunkyconcrete]

demisexuals, bisexuals, pansexuals, asexuals, humans.

[shiniiigami]

stop defining relationships as sex (-: not everyone has sex (-:: it’s not that complicated (-:::

[089musicismylife]

I feel like I'm being ripped limb from limb. I don't mean this figuratively, I am being very literal. I feel the pressure and pull as if somone where trying to tear me appart. When did my depression become this real, this tangible?

[redemptiionss]

I’m…. Just so done