LovelyCrush

Just a blog where I share my own walk with RA and shit in my life that makes me laugh. There's gonna be gratuitous fucks, bad puns and if we are lucky boobs. Not mine, but someone's. Maybe. Cheers!

[catchymemes]

[0fucksra36]

Sharing advice. I'm a life coach now.

[0fucksra36]

I have RA. Rhuemitoid arthritis. The highs and lows are real, often lonely, and painful.

I'm too young for this shit. Who isn't though. I've decided to use this space as my confession.

No false or forced positivity. No bullshit. I'm too tired.

Here's to the start of my transparent story.

I have degenerative and progressive diease/neurological disorder. RA and essential tremors. Ra is degenerative. ET is progressive. I move through ME/CFS or chronic fatigue syndrome due to autoimmune dysfunction.

I'm not alone. I'm not complex. I am tired. I hurt. I push and it gets damn tough. This is more than I normally would ever share.

Lol yet here I am.

If I'm having a tough go, and this happens to find you struggling my hope is that you choose this next moment. The next breath and even perhaps the next wave of possible agony.

I'm choosing those items. Sometimes just moment by moment.

We don't have a ton of control, or maybe any at all when it comes to our humble shell.

I can choose to show up as much as I am able. I can choose to come to terms with all of this as often as needed.

It's hard. I'm tired. I'm still here. Choosing my hard.

Tomorrow will be better. The sun will rise.

[artistprovocateur]

Banksy

[0fucksra36]

Thought I would change things up a bit this year. Gotta keep the hubby guessing. 😍😛🤣

[mydailybookquotes]

“Write enough stories and every shadow on the floor looks like a footprint; every line in the dirt like a secret message.”

-Stephen King

[themedicalstate]

“Science knows no country, because knowledge belongs to humanity, and is the torch which illuminates the world.”

— Louis Pasteur

[thetoymakers]

[i-alwayslikedstrangecharacters]

Happy Days After Killing 🎃🔪

[spirit0fyouth]

[artist-frida]

Without Hope, 1945, Frida Kahlo

Medium: oil,canvas,masonite

https://www.wikiart.org/en/frida-kahlo/without-hope-1945

[0fucksra36]

Can I tell you how tired my heart is?

I’m so old in this skin and my luster is gone.  Just to sleep. 

A moments peace of uncorrupted brow and deep breaths.

Timing.

My timing, its off and my unprotected soul doesn’t know any better. 

Heels and knuckles drag against crooked lipstick stains. 

Sleep.. Twenty minutes.  Two hours. 

Shh, please just awhile. 

I promise to take you out of the box and play nice tomorrow. 

When the sun is high and sharp enough to cut. 

But now,

let me linger in the shadows and play hide and seek with peace. 

1 Mississippi… 2 Mississippi…3 Mississippi…ready or not here I come…

[duplicitous-nature]

[oockitty]

Finally, some good fucking art.

[punk-crowley]

This is powerful.

[one-flower-blue]

[tobyland]

http://tobyland.tumblr.com

[0fucksra36]

Just the facts here

[0fucksra36]

Damn right I didn't. My joints couldn't handle that. 🤣