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have you guys thought about Crozier’s moon crater being seen for the first time like ever yet. is anyone else emotional about this or just me

#the terror #the terror amc #francis crozier #moon #artemis ii #franklin expedition #something something he’s finally seen again #there’s something poetic about this i’m just too tired to write it

got a heart locket at the thrift today and none of the other prints were small enough to fit besides these. so uh fitzier locket…..

#the terror #the terror amc #cant wait til my coworkers ask what i put in it #bam doomed old man yaoi #james fitzjames #francis crozier #fitzier #my girlfriends #eventually i’ll put the mystery meat photo in it

these two are so dundy and james to me…. jfj pretty boy rockstar and dundy his partner in crime heartthrob guitarist who may or may not have kissed a few times….

#the terror amc #the terror #taps mic. is this thing on…#james fitzjames #henry le vesconte #fitzconte #bon jovi #such an obscure comparison please tell me someone gets it

man these spot the difference games are getting harder and harder

saw this cat on pinterest and went “wait…. she looks familiar…” like tell me that’s not james as a cat

#the terror #the terror amc #james fitzjames #i am obsessed with his eyes #he’s so pretty

high as hell and can’t stop thinking about francis and james’ 17 year age gap. i just know james’ brain starts making dial up noises any time francis mentioned something from his early sailing days.

francis, lighting a cigarette: when i went on my first expedition to find the Passage you were 8. isn’t that weird

james, so dizzy he can’t stand straight: can yuo put that out. on me

#the terror #the terror amc #james fitzjames #francis crozier #fitzier #old men yaoi #high posting

so the little self-indulgent fitzier one-shot i posted earlier is getting way more love than i expected.... you guys are so sweet, i'm so glad y'all like it !!! i've had a few people request a follow-up or a sequel and i promise i'm working on it!!

in the meantime.... here's some messy art of our beloved Jamie ! the dress is slightly different bc i have no idea how to bring the jellyfish-like ruffles to life, i apologize :P

thank you again for the love on Red Wine Supernova, it really does mean the world <3

#the terror #the terror amc #james fitzjames #jamie fitzjames #fitzier #art #my art #francis be careful before i steal your girl #im obsessed with her

posted a fic for the first time in a WHILE :D

2.6k of modern au fitzier. francis sees jamie in a dress for the first time and gets so excited he almost passes out. here’s the link

#the terror #the terror amc #james fitzjames #francis crozier #jamie fitzjames #fitzier #my fic

“the end of vanity.”

finished this lil altered screencap redraw while at work today :D added a little color and features matching jamie’s physical showings of scurvy

this scene has always stuck with me. not only is it a breaking point of his “mask” (perfection/pride/identity/what say you) and his true realization of his health, but the imagery of blood dripping onto the feminine masque after the scene of him holding up a dress to himself and smiling…. oh dave k how i love you. jamie fitzjames you will forever be special.

#the terror #the terror amc #james fitzjames #captain james fitzjames #jamie fitzjames #art #redraw #my art #it’s a little messy but whatever

some WIP screencap sketches from recently…..

when i say recently i really mean that i did the first in like 20 minutes while watching tv just now and the second i’ve been working on here and there for about a month now 💀

#the terror #the terror amc #tuunbaq #screencaps #sketch #art #shoutout to the ‘scan document’ feature on the notes app

arcticterrors

I know this is old discourse, but the way that duty has to be put before emotion in the Terror is so tragic.

The Lieutenants having to put their feelings aside and use Irving's body as evidence. Gore, clearly well-loved, never getting a proper send off because Franklin died so soon after. The whole crew having to push on after the deaths at Carnivale, and the massacre after the failed hangings, without catching their breath.

The we’ll mourn when it’s over of it all, but they never did because it never was. Not until it was their turn.

patrice-bergerons

Fitzier is the true bespoke enemies to...homoerotic friends(?) dynamic, because they are not simply rivals who, over time, learn that there is more to one another than they previously gave credit for. Neither is theirs merely a story of becoming a better person in the process.

But rather they push one another to be better. Without finesse or care for one another's feelings or even any real care for one another at all, but they are complements, one’s weakness is where the other's strength lies, and my God will they not let one another get away with falling short.

What else do you require? Respect? Well earn it. And more. That scene where people slide the door closed on James screaming at Francis in the immediate aftermath of the punch has James yelling we both know what's happening here re Francis’s alcoholism. And according to the script for how that conversation goes, one of Francis’s retorts is that James has no friends, only admirers.

Ultimately of course the decision to change and the follow thru lies with each man. But what a fascinating, marvellous thing to have a rival who not only tells you that you are shit (Sir John did that plenty to Francis too after all) but who is driven by an ironclad belief that you can—and should—be better. No wonder then the sheer depth of friendship between them, once they do rise to the occasion.

something that is haunting me recently is the difference between fitzjames and crozier’s reactions to losing sir john. yes, obviously, some moments are at play like personal dynamics and relationships, as well as crozier’s ‘soberness.’ but this goes deeper than fitzjames losing a friend and crozier being a ‘good captain.’ they’re two halves of a whole with their reactions and this is one of the many examples of why the dynamics created between characters in the show continues to amaze me.

crozier’s first reaction is to immediately get his men in check and to safety, while james mourns and processes that they just lost their captain, he just lost a friend. this is james’ first polar expedition, so he’s personally unfamiliar with the danger of the arctic, but he has seen death and loss in great amounts in the war. he knows what it’s like to lose someone, but this is different. this loss was unprecedented in many ways: sudden and bloody and violent, but it’s different than war. he’s young compared to the others in command, he has a more “human” reaction. we see him try to rescue sir john, pointing and saying “he’s just there” and trying to climb in himself to reach. tears are freezing to his face as he weeps. he pleads. he yells. he never fully recovers. this breaks him. loss changes a lot for a man who is already on the verge of losing his mind.

francis, on the other hand, jumps into action. commands his men with the voice of someone who knows what to do, protects them. he even physically turns away from fitzjames trying to crawl into the hole after sir john. he does not give himself room to mourn. sir john had wronged him, he may have even held resentment for him after their last encounter, but he was still part of the franklin family. i think he recognizes this with his comment, “i never wanted anything as little as i want this now.” he both means the new seat of command as well as his captain dead in the most horrifying way. he slips deeper into his addiction before sobering up. this is what makes him a good captain.

they’re easily seen as opposites, especially with crozier’s stern demeanor in the great cabin scene vs fitzjames’ break down. crozier is entirely serious, plain yet clearly exhausted. fitzjames’ face is shriveled with tears, he pleads at crozier in frustration: “do you not feel what has happened?” rather opposites, i think they are mirrors of each other. i think they balance each other in their reactions; one needs to mourn for the other, who takes over command. james mourns enough for the both of them, francis takes the load of command and responsibility. not because they can, because they must.

#back on my bullshit #this series makes me crazy #i love character studies #i could write a book just on how wonderful the writing is #the terror #the terror amc #james fitzjames #francis crozier #sir john franklin

toured a large on-going forensic archaeology project yesterday w my bestie as a part of our job/studies and afterwards we got to do a little work on some of the human remains uncovered. could not stop thinking of the crews of the Erebus and Terror and the identification process, how this person was alive and living just a few hundred years ago. held his mandible to examine teeth condition and thought of James Fitzjames and the identification of mandible NgLj-2:226. it’s so crazy to me that these bones were once a living, walking human and now we get to help them rest fully.

#i love my job #anthropology #forensic anthropology #the terror #the terror amc #hms erebus #hms terror #james fitzjames

eve and tom update….. we are four days in and already on eve and tom 2.0. was packing my dorm up and accidentally sat a book down onto eve and pressed the reset button (once again, these are SO bad) (funnily enough, the book was Ice Ghosts by Paul Watson… talk about irony). @lakylla later revealed to me that they also accidentally reset theirs 💀

also, the only two things that they do is need the bathroom, and sometimes an Evil Guy comes in and you have to give them medicine. but it’s the concept that keeps us going

#terror tamagotchi #the terror #the terror amc #hms erebus #hms terror

bought shitty little tamagotchi knockoffs at the dollar store with @lakylla and of course we had to choose the ships. meet tom (hms terror, red, lakylla’s) and eve (hms erebus, blue, mine) (they had predetermined names we had to choose from)

will update about them throughout the summer but we’ll be apart and have no idea if they’ll survive 💀

#the terror #the terror amc #hms terror #hms erebus #they’re very shitty and we don’t really know how they work #true friendship lies within the doomed ships #yes we’re annoying about the terror #terror tamagotchi

saw this meme on twt and had to make a terror version. came to me in a dream

#the terror #the terror amc #james fitzjames #francis crozier #the franklin expedition #jamie fitzjames #i couldn’t find the template so i just made it #fitzier

itching to watch another miniseries (preferably) but am looking for such specific vibes. my favs are midnight mass, the terror, chernobyl, masters of the air- u get it

if anyone has any recs pleaseeee tell me 🫶🙏

#the terror amc #the terror #chernobyl #hbo chernobyl #midnight mass #mota #show recommendations

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