My first fic in this fandom(I’m new gen) enjoy!
Nurse!Gerard x Fem!reader
Summary: You are ill and Gerard is your nurse! Over the time she spends with you, the two of you develop feelings for each other! But will this end happily for you two?
Authors notes:One, I’m new gen(literally started heavy listening to MCR last week) Two, I also apologize if this is bad I tried my best💔 Other than that I hope you enjoy!
“You’re doing such a good job sweetheart,” She whispers as she gives you another shot. “Ow…” You mutter. “I know hon. They’re the worst. Thankfully the pain doesn’t last long.” Gerard said as she placed a bandaid on where you were poked at. “Thank you, ma’am.” You replied. “Oh sweetie you don’t have to get so formal with me.” She reassured you. You couldn’t help it though. As Gerard was gathering the medicine bottles and trash to dispose of later she said, “I’ll be back with some yummy lunch for you in a bit!”
You watched as she soon walked out your room and you couldn’t help but feel a little flutter in your stomach.
It went on like this for a couple of weeks. Gerard would come to run a few blood tests, change your IV, bring your food, or just do little check ins on you. You loved when she did any little thing. She was just so…Perfect.
However, your health wasn’t doing too good. Everyday felt like a new struggle. A new mountain to climb. Thankfully, your cute nurse was there to help you in your time of need. She was the light in your darkness that made it seem possible of there being a life not stuck here in this hospital. You didn’t mind it that much because you got to see Gerard everyday but it still sucked being stuck there.
One day you couldn’t help but grow a little confidence. You decided it was time to tell Gerard how you felt about her. You already saw her twice today. Once for breakfast and the other time for your medicine. And for whatever reason just seeing her, her calling you pet names like ‘hon’ ‘sweetie’ ‘sweet pea’ ‘honey’ made you feel like you could conquer the whole world if you wanted to. “Ma’am…I think you’re really pretty, kind, and caring…No that’s too cheesy.” You mutter to yourself. “Ma’am you have been nothing but kind to me since I got here. Helping me out when needed. Feeding me. Calming me down. I know it’s your job but it makes me feel…Special….Ugh I’m no good at this.”
You don’t get out of your bed. It would just result in your legs being wobbly or the risk of you falling. So for now you stayed put fiddling with the blankets and occasionally switching the tv channel. Suddenly there was a knock at your door, “Knock knock!” Said the familiar sweet voice. It was Gerard. She came in with a cart that had your lunch on top of it. The food here wasn’t the best but she told you to eat. If she told you to eat you best believe you would eat.
She set the food on the table that connected to your hospital bed. “There you go dear.” She said while gently patting your head. You look down at your food and your stomach churns. It didn’t look appetizing at all. But you were doing this for her. So with mighty courage you took a deep breath and took the first bite. “Mmm…So good…” You practically lied through your teeth. She just giggled.
As Gerard was heading out the room you stopped her, “Wait!” You said, “I…I want to talk.” She stopped in her tracks while turning on her heel to face you. “What’s the matter sweet pea?” God damn was your stomach doing flips. You clasped your hands together and just started spilling whatever came to your mind. It was open. It was honest. And you held eye contact with Gerard the entire time. When you were done with your confession, Gerard walked over to your side and placed a gentle kiss on your lips.
It lasted for a few seconds before she pulled back and said, “Honestly, if you hadn’t done that I probably would’ve shaken you and yell my confession.” She teased and it got a reaction out of you. You giggled slightly imagining how the scene would play out.
The next few weeks were bliss…Sort of. Like always your health was going down at the second, but your new girlfriend was always at your side. Most of the times you were too weak so she would help you take a bath. And when it was time for bed? She would rock you until you fell asleep while whispering sweet nothings in your ears and gently kissing on your face.
You and Gerard deeply cared for each other a lot and she would often tell you what your life would be like once you got out of the hospital. In all honesty Gerard believed that you would get better. She promised every day would be filled with joy and leave no room for negativity.
However you started to not believe in her promises due to the fact you were getting worse by the day. She was always by your side no matter what though, changing your IV, giving you blood tests and medication, and even started bringing you edible food from her home. You thanked her so much for that.
One day the two of you were watching whatever was on TV while she was preparing your shot for the day. You had been very weak that day and your body was just in pain. “Okay hon, I need you to stay still for me.” “Yes ma’am…” You horsed out. “Three…Two…One.” Gerard counted then gave you your shot to which you whimpered a bit in pain. Once the needle was out she put on a heart band aid on your arm. “There! Do you like it?” She asked while gathering the supplies together. You looked down at the band aid and faintly smiled. “Cute.” Was all you said before getting back under the covers.
You felt Gerard give you a kiss on the forehead. “Ugh sweetie just think. Soon you will get better and we’ll be together living in a beautiful home…Maybe get a dog or cat. Are you a dog or cat person? I don’t mind!” You look up at Gerard as she waited for your response. Her smile bright. But you were just…Tired. “Why does it matter?” You say, “I’m not getting any better anyway.” Gerard’s smile faded. “Don’t say that sweetie! You will get better!” She urged for you to believe. “No. No I won’t. I feel worse than the last day you’re trying to get me to believe in a lie and I just…I love you but I need you to stop believing in your lies. Please.” You didn’t yell. Didn’t raise your voice. You were just tired.
Gerard looked at you and hugged you tightly in her arms. “I love you too hon…I just…I just want you to believe like I do…” “You need to face reality though, ma’am…I want to spend the rest of my life with you…And I’m sure you feel the same with me…But that’s just a silly dream.” “Then let me dream…” Gerard whispered gently while pampering you in her sweet kisses.
A day had passed since you and Gerard had your heartfelt moment together. She was doing her daily routine, preparing you some avocado toast(ingredients she brought from home) and heading towards your room. As she made her was a few doctors rushed past her almost tripping her. What was going on?
She soon made her way to your room and saw you being worked on by doctors and soon the toast was completely forgotten about and she headed towards you to help out the other doctors. Doctors then discussed doing an emergency surgery. As they took you to the operating room Gerard was being comforted by another nurse. Gerard didn’t cry. She needed to be strong. And she was still living in her dream imagining that everything would be okay.
After surgery you were still left unresponsive and had only a few weeks but your state would be as you were. Doctors were discussing whether to pull the plug. You had no close family members. Your parents had already passed and you had no siblings. It was all up to the doctors to make the choice now…Until Gerard spoke up. “I’ll decide.” She said. The doctors knew about your relationship with her. So they allowed it. Gerard decided that she did need to stop living in her dream world. You weren’t getting any better. You were always in pain and she didn’t want that for you anymore.
Before she pulled the plug she said a few words with you. “I…I’m sorry if I kept you hoping that you would get better. That was wrong of me but I…I just couldn’t imagine a life without you and now that life is closer than I imagined and…” She started tearing up. “Fuck…” She cursed as she looked at your state. Asleep. In a hospital bed. “I still think of our first kiss and if I knew this is where you would’ve ended up I would’ve never left your lips…” Gerard walked to your bed and placed a gentle kiss on your lips. “I love you, hon…I hope you have a peaceful afterlife.”
And with that Gerard pulled the plug.
When she arrived home after her shift she went up to her room and cried. She cried until she fell asleep. And in her dreams? You were there.
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