Promises brought down to nihil

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[thequotespot]

“I spent so much time trying to become who others needed that I forgot who I actually was.”

[thoughtkick]

“If I am not good to myself, how can I expect anyone else to be good to me?”

— Maya Angelou

[fragmentedm3mories]

from live performance of Puce Mary, 2025

[ihateyouvishal]

"I may think of you softly from time to time. But I’ll cut off my hand before I ever reach for you again."

//Arthur Miller, The Crucible: A Play in Four Acts

[1327code]

So many things have happened, don't even know where to start.

But I'm alive....

In case anyone was wondering.

[1327code]

Hoje faço 13 anos de Tumblr! 🥳

[philomena-famulok]

©Philomena Famulok

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[bitesizedpoetry]

Sylvia Plath

[lovinganddreaming]

asking myself “is this really who i want to be forever?” a lot lately

[kosmogrl]

[bled]

[feelingsoftheday]

Imagine being loved the way you love

[1327code]

I keep wishing I d13d all the time.

I feel it is so unfair that people that have such beautiful lives, that love living, that have ambition and dreams d13 for unexpected reasons.

And I'm here alone and miserable, wishing for my d34th for like 10, 11 years now? Or even more, I think. I turned 31, thinking about d34th since I was what, 16-17?

Why? Why can't the universe just fvcking take me?

Seriously, I've tried k1ll1ng myself so many times and none worked for obvious reasons that people have to save other's lives and etc and mainly because I'm a stupid ass idiot fvcker that can't make the job done properly.

I wish I wasn't born being extremely afraid of bl00d tbh. I freak out by only thinking about it and then I have to avoid all of the options that involve that shit because I freak out before doing anything.

Fvvvvvvvvck, I don't want to be here anymore. Fvvvvvvvvccckkkkkkkkkkk. I can't stand it any fvcking more.

[emotionalwords]

[from-a-spiders-web]

Window of an Old Convent in Barcelona, 1860

[1327code]

Hoje faço 12 anos de Tumblr! 🥳

[chuchaitiu]

When the time is right, you will meet somebody who has everything you miss from your last love, and oh so much more.