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i'm sick of meaning! i just wanna hold you!

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i love you american poet and botanical garden savannah brown

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[clearpills]

from Gabi Abrão

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i've decided that nothing is ever that serious. sometimes i forget most things aren't real outside of my mind and i get to snap out of the mental fog whenever i want. dude, whatever. you're alive. nothing else has to matter that much. look out the window, step completely out of your head and breathe in the fresh air. snap out of it. you're alive dude. who cares about anything. whatever

[marginally-diligent]

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puede ser que tenes otro blog? Creo que te seguía y lo perdi jajaj

quién sabe :¬)

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god this app sucks

[standupdonor]

i must not take it personal. taking it personal is the mind killer. taking it personal is the little death that brings total oblivion. i will face taking it personal. i will permit it to pass over and through me. and when it has gone past i will turn the inner eye to see its path. when the taking it personal has gone there will be nothing. only i will remain

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''Maybe I need you the way that big moon needs that open sea, maybe I didn't even know I was here till I saw you holding me.

Give me one room to come home to, give me the palm of your hand, every strand of my hair is a kite string and I have been blue in the face with your sky''

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"Friend, if the only thing we have to gain in staying is each other, my God, that is plenty." Hope you're doing OK kind soul. You're not alone.

what a lovely message, thank you <3 i'm sorry i'm late answering this. i'm processing a lot of things at once but it doesn't hurt so much anymore, it's impressive what a month of isolation and being present with yourself can do. i'm planning fun things for the future, i'm reaching out to friends again, things are looking up. i hope you're doing ok, too <3 i'll quote andrea back at you:

"what i know about living is that pain is never just ours. every time i hurt i know the wound is an echo, so i keep listening for the moment when the grief becomes a window"

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been crying to this song as of late. in case you wanna join in

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at the age of 19 the closest thing i had to spiritual guidance was the work of poet andrea gibson.

back then andrea's words would often come to life as small darts thrown quickly at the softest parts of my body, the same ones i would work so hard to hide from the world every second of every day. no real violence was ever involved in this experience of course, that wasn't andrea's style at all. sharp and precise as they were these darts would only assist in gently holding my body up, like the tiny beaks of a dozen swallows, exposing my see through skin and the anxieties living under it so i could name them as openly as my shame would let me. anxieties, say, like a chest too small for its bleeding heart, a love that couldn't survive another season, a cruel world that would never get better.

i have andrea to thank for my core belief that my sensitive nature is my biggest strength. this human condition has gifted me the best possible canvas to paint a life on. i'm passionate about my own passion, even when it backfires, maybe especially then. how good is it to know that i have the gift of patience, that nothing my hands can offer is ever shallow, that this well in my chest cannot be emptied out? and when i'm washed ashore from stepping too far into the ocean like i've done one too many times, how lucky am i to get to laugh about it and do it all over again?

through their art andrea showed me that words spoken straight from the heart can transform the lives of those willing to play around in the dirt with their shadow. there has never been time for perfection - the present moment stretching out in front of our tongues is all we have. so today i ask you, as i ask myself, to soften your grip and speak directly from your chest. let it be ugly, let it be raw, let it be full of love. because that's all a good life can ever be built on, lump in the throat and all.

rest in absolute glory andrea. your political advocacy and lifelong commitment to sharing your honest heart with the world have touched the lives of so many and will continue to inspire future generations to come <3

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[wonder-brother]

Ken Shiozaki (Japanese, 1972) - Dragon and Tiger (2017)

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No devolves follow? 👉👈

mis días en esta aplicación están contados, mi recomendación es que no esperes mucho de mí

[godspreciousdaughter]

It is very jarring to contemplate on how deeply alive everything is. It feels only capable as a consequence of love in all its divinity. Even within myself physically are many ecosystems, cells, bacteria that all are very much alive. Interactions, fights and communications that happen between them beyond my understanding. I hold a whole universe of what is deeply alive inside of me. My blood, nerves, saliva, the unknown. To look outside and feel the resources that all share, makes me feel at home. I am in awe of what being alive means while I have the opportunity to do so

[leg-time]