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[ryebreadgf]

how lovely, the way lovers lean on each other. i've been thinking about the physics of it, the gravity of hearts. the first human instinct: to find something to lean on. we all have it, the radar for warm solid things. i am good at being lonely, but loneliness makes you heavy. what do you do when you cannot lean? you fold. i fold on myself. there is warmth here, too. a center here, too. i wish it was enough.

[ryebreadgf]

let me tell you a secret – sometimes i think this might all be a bad dream. every now and then, when the world is quiet enough, when the yellow light hits the ceiling just right, i feel like a child again. sometimes i wish i could find the spot where time is the weakest, touch it, tear it apart, and wake up on the sofa, behind my parents’ backs where i’ve crawled after some nightmare. from the tv, a laugh track. i’m pretending to sleep. it’s summer. see, the balcony door is ajar. see, there’s a mosquito trying to get in. see, my heart isn’t aching. see?

[themorningglorywontbloom]

*whispers* rio renders…

[ryuko-archive]

why do anime girls from the 80s and 90s look so much better than anime girls today

[ryuko-archive]

okay but seriously when did this

become hotter than this

[fruit-succubus-deactivated20190]

Pedophiles

[wahbegan]

[17cities]

today i feel so scared and lonely. for once, i really don’t know what to do besides just hold on and watch the minutes pass. everything is so hard lately. i don’t know what to do...? i don’t know what to do

[mydarling-suggestions]

and i’ll continue proclaiming my love, as if you didn’t already know all along

[shampangold-deactivated20200702]

[jokaito-aa]

Half gods are worshiped in wine and flowers. Real gods require blood.

[martysimone]

Myla London | Elm Row • set in Leavers lace + soft mesh + satin ribbons

[fionaohanlon]

[perfectframes]

AS TEARS GO BY / 1988 / WONG KAR-WAI

[thebootydiaries]

[serpentmythos]

This tag has me dying

[bunbijou-archive-blog]

[tenorgender]

[birdblinder]

I wanted someone to make me feel something more than God can give me… And I don’t think it was a sin, I don’t think it was a sin because it didn’t feel like a sin, it felt like I’m supposed to feel.

Novitiate (2017), dir. Maggie Betts

[i-love-hotwomen]

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[ihaveemotionalmotionsickness]

“WHEN THEY SAY YOU CAN’T GO HOME AGAIN, WHAT THEY MEAN IS YOU WERE NEVER THERE” by Marty Mcconnell