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☆ (features smut and/or is smut),
❀ (fluff),
✤ (angst)
"Beauty, to me, is kind, generous, and people that are humble."
**the majority of these fics allow you to read for both The Dirt!Nikki and actual!Nikki! the only time i don't use The Dirt!Nikki is if I'm using current!Nikki with his age today, which I'll specify! 💗**
➳ Sticky Sweet ☆ ❀
summary: When Vince believes to have scored you for the night, he's in for a rude awakening when you suddenly go home with his best friend, Nikki.
➳ Sweet Like Candy ❀
summary: When the party heats up at a concert in Tacoma, you're suddenly taken by surprise when Nikki Sixx thinks you deserve a drink during their show.
➳ Pampering ❀
summary: Skincare was never an ideal thing for Nikki, and every time he saw you perform it, he ran. But today? You were going to win, even if it was just for him to put on moisturizer.
➳ Best Friends ☆
summary: You and Tommy Lee have been best friends since high school marching band. When Tommy joined Nikki's band, he told you both to stay away from one another. But did Tommy really think you and Nikki could stay away from one another?
➳ Home Sweet Home ☆ ❀ ✤
summary: It's August of 1990 and the Dr. Feelgood tour has come to an end. You and Nikki are engaged and after the light of events the previous year with him, you just want him safe in your arms post tour.
➳ Pre-Show Workout ☆
summary: Not only are you the wife of Nikki Sixx, but you're also his stylist for shows. When he realizes he has but fifteen minutes before the band goes on, he needs his fix.
➳ Pouting ❀
summary: When you're missing out on the first few shows of the Stadium Tour, you desperately crave to be near your husband. And after a quick pre-show FaceTime call where he essentially makes fun of you for pouting, you throw caution to the wind and pack your bag.
➳ What Are You Hiding? ☆ ❀
summary: Nikki convinces you to join him and the band for their 1984 tour with Ozzy, but there's a secret you're hiding. You're crushing on Nikki, and he's crushing on you, too. The moment he sees you walk out in a hot little bikini, his mind runs wild.
➳ Unexpected ❀ ✤
summary: It's the year 1988 and you just found out you're pregnant. You and Nikki weren't planning it, and after a talk with who you thought to be the mature one of the band, you finally tell Nikki.
➳ Unwanted Surprise ❀ ✤ ☆
summary: You and Nikki recently got married. The holidays are upon you, and Doc decides it would be a great idea to fly Nikki's mother out to the show, and so she can meet her daughter-in-law.
➳ This Is Gonna Hurt ✤ ❀
summary: When Nikki's dealer comes onto you at an after-party, it's only a matter of time before something goes wrong.
➳ Little Rockstar ❀
summary: Your and Nikki's daughter, Ella, decides she wants to learn bass just like her father. But then Uncle Tommy is brought into the mix and suddenly, Baby Mötley Crüe is in the talks.
➳ Hey Nikki ❀
summary: It's cleaning day and Nikki's resorting to leaving the house due to how crazy you get. But when he walks downstairs to find his wife belting out a rendition of Toni Basil's Hey Mickey to replace Mickey with Nikki... He's very intrigued.
➳ Same Ol' Situation ☆ ❀
summary: You and Nikki have been best friends since you were 17. He was always someone you trusted. When you two decide to channel a friends with benefits situation code-named S.O.S. after their famous song, it wasn't long before you two would slip... Falling in love with your best friend is the brutal consequence for an agreement such as yours.
➳ Fake It ☆ ❀
summary: Your parents would be very upset if they knew you were sleeping with a guy who you weren't dating. Your friends-with-benefits companion, Nikki Sixx, just so happens to be over for an afternoon of fun when your mother shows up and suddenly he's playing boyfriend.
➳ Burning Up ❀
summary: When you wake up on a Saturday morning with a fever, Nikki jumps into action. Despite your best efforts at pushing him away so he doesn't get sick, he's not afraid and only wants to be close to you.
You're All I Need ✤
summary: After finding out you were pregnant while Nikki was gone, everything seemed okay in the world... Until it wasn't. Feeling empty and alone, he comes home for a few days to some disheartening news.
➳ Do As I Say ☆
summary: Whenever you see a pretty man with this expression 😮 , you just wanna put something in their mouth.
➳ She Goes Down ☆
summary: Post-concert at the Whiskey, and Nikki Sixx has sought you out from the crowd. A good question is; does he bite?
➳ I Thought You Should Know ☆
summary: During the Dr. Feelgood photoshoot, you decide to let Nikki know a major detail... This only leads to you finding out that two songs on the album are about you.
➳ My First Kiss ❀
summary: Laughing at the fact you've never kissed anyone, Nikki takes it upon himself to teach you the art of making out.
➳ No Resistance ❀
summary: You know that if you two start heavy petting and kissing, it was game over. No one would get their job done. But luckily for Nikki, you're persistent.
➳ Dream On ❀
summary: What could be better than coming home and finding your husband doing laundry? Oh, that's right. Coming home to find him doing laundry while trying to sing Dream On by Aerosmith, that's what.
➳ Can't Keep My Hands To Myself ☆
summary: When Nikki comes home to find you undressing for a bath, of course, he wants to join. And he's a man who can't keep his hands to himself.
➳ You Expect Me To Play Like This? ❀
summary: With five minutes left before showtime, Nikki thinks he can be sneaky and score one round with you before the concert. But when you put a stop to his antics and resort to heavily kissing him, it leaves him in an awkward situation.
➳ Wedding Shenanigans ☆
summary: Deciding to mark 'have sex at a wedding' off your list with Nikki, the two of you sneak away for some much desired time together... Only to get caught red-handed after emerging from your escapade.
➳ Let Her Sleep ❀
summary: After a long night with the guys, it was certain you would crash eventually. And when your boyfriend is Nikki Sixx, he's obviously protective of you and your sleep.
➳ Protect The Polka Dots ❀
summary: His polka-dotted Theatre of Pain outfit... It's a prized possession in your eyes because of just how darn good he looks in it. This means that on the way to the tour bus in the pouring down rain, you're willing to sacrifice your pretty blue dress for his theatrical ensemble.
➳ I'm Not Made of Glass ✤ ❀
summary: Nikki has been overly protective since he found out you were pregnant. And you can only be pushed so far until you snap at your husband, ensuring to inform him; you're pregnant. Not terminally ill.
➳ Wake Up Call ❀ ☆
summary: It's the Stadium Tour and as the guys gear up to load onto the bus for the next city, Nikki isn't present. Instead, your husband remains passed out in the hotel bed and Tommy is adamant he gets there soon. Oh, you know how to wake him up.
➳ False Alarm ❀
summary: When you drag Tommy along to help you buy more baby clothes, you're suddenly hit with feelings that you think are nothing, but Tommy being Tommy, threatens Nikki against you. Calling his Terror Twin and telling on you, you soon learn that there is such a thing as Braxton-Hicks.. and you strike a bet with Nikki about your upcoming labor as to whether or not he'll stay upright while welcoming his daughter into the world.
➳ Counting Down The Days ❀
summary: It's nearly time for your daughter to make her arrival, and you receive a surprising visit from your best friend, Anna.
➳ Go Get Your Girl ❀
summary: You and Nikki have been head over heels for one another for years. And Tommy knows. This means he has to push his Terror Twin into finally coming to terms with himself; he loves you.
➳ Night Swim ☆
summary: Convincing you to join him for a night swim, you should have known he wanted you out there for a night of fun.
➳ Can't Get Enough ❀
summary: Pushing your way into the studio, you just want him. That's it.
➳ Cherry Kisses ❀
summary: When Vince threatens to make a move on the girl Nikki's head over heels for, the bassist finally musters the courage to approach you. And luckily for him, you've desired his company for the longest time.
➳ Marking You Up ❀ ☆
summary: You decide to impose a bet on your boyfriend; while you have the privilege of marking him up with hickies, he's not allowed to touch. And since Nikki Sixx is certainly dominant, can he hold back and let you have your fun?
➳ If I Stay ✤
summary: December 25th, 1987. It's supposed to be a Merry Christmas, but that was drastically changed due to the events of December 23rd, 1987. Nikki needs help, and you're going to be there for him every step of the way.
➳ Have Mercy On Me, Sixx ☆ ❀
summary: A tickle fight suddenly lands you and Nikki barreled on the floor, stripped naked and moaning each other's names. Oh yeah, note to self; don't use Mötley songs as jokes.
➳ I Think Girl ❀
summary: While you two have decided to keep the sex a secret until your first child is born, Nikki and you suddenly uncover a pair of shoes that scream you two need to find out. And intuition says, girl.
➳ What Was That For? ❀
summary: Nikki's back from tour and the first person he wants to hang out with is you. However, something's different. Impulsively, he finds himself pulling you in deep for a kiss unlike never before. And he doesn't know why.
➳ Affirmations ☆
summary: When you and Nikki are offering one another words of affirmation, things that you love about each other, it's something that Nikki says that kickstarts both of you into desiring a little fun on the couch.
➳ Quiet ☆
summary: Nikki catches you at his favorite time. Fresh out the shower, you're touching areas of yourself that drive him mad. One thing leads to another and he's railing you in front of your mirror while struggling to ensure your three-month-old daughter stays asleep. But you couldn't help but get loud.
➳ I Want You & Only You ✤ ❀
summary: Nikki notices that you've stopped eating and little does he know, there's a battle you're enduring within your mind that he could do so much better.
➳ You. Me. Bed. Now. ☆
summary: Nikki arrives home in a bad mood thanks to his day. His fix? You.
➳ Bad Girl ☆
summary: Deciding to walk into his Zoom meeting wearing nothing but his shirt, you demand punishment.
➳ Newlyweds ☆
summary: After becoming husband and wife, you and Nikki cannot wait to get your hands on each other and take advantage of the bridal suite.
➳ I'm Staying ✤ ❀
summary: Sleeping with your dear friend was all fun and games until you ended up pregnant. Worried that Nikki is going to freak out since he's about to leave for Mötley's world tour, you promise him he doesn't have to be a part of this journey. But he quickly surprises you.
➳ I Knew You Liked Me ❀
summary: Nikki is a relentless tease and he's insisting you have a crush on him. But you think the same of him. What happens when he threatens to kiss you, just to prove that he doesn't have feelings for you?
➳ Because I Love You ✤
summary: Determined to make Nikki see that he does in fact have a problem, results in you two getting into a heated argument where you find yourself confessing your love to him unexpectedly.
➳ Move In With Me ✤❀
summary: Always having been dependent, you're offended when your boyfriend of only 3 months proposes that you two move in together... But he has his reasons.
➳ Marking You As MIne ☆
summary: When you're getting ready for a party at Vince's, Nikki comes in to find you and decides to add his own personal touch to your look... with his teeth.
➳ Lean On Me ❀ ✤
summary: In labor with your first child, the father is a no-show. So, your sister takes it upon herself to call your best friend, Nikki.
➳ Messy ☆
summary: As you're giving Nikki his pleasure, he loves to tell you how good you are for him, but you nearly bring the man to his knees when you make a mess.
➳ 30 Minutes ☆
summary: Cuddling with Nikki while watching a movie is all fun and games until he gets handsy... And says you have to wait until the movies over before he'll take you.
➳ Pretty Thighs ☆
summary: While Nikki's busy, you're wanting to play. But before he agrees, he makes you complete one task... His thigh or nothing.
➳ Coming Home Gift ☆ ❀
summary: It's a nightly ritual to always kiss Nikki before bed unless he's out of town. So, when your husband returns and you're asleep, you feel bad for not getting your goodnight kiss in, but he decides to gift you with something else.
➳ Tasting You ☆
summary: There's something so hot about watching you prance around the house while doing chores... And Nikki decides he can't take it anymore and needs a taste of you on the tip of his tongue.
➳ Don't Leave ✤
summary: Walking in on Nikki and Roxy, Tommy's fiancée, leaves you battered and bruised, your heart broken. Can Nikki mend it?
➳ I'm Terrified ✤ ❀
summary: Neither of you asked to get pregnant, but it happened. All you want is for Nikki to be supportive, but when he's scared out of his mind, you don't know what to do.
➳ It's Idiot-Proof ❀
summary: You're terrified to be pregnant, but Nikki eases your mind. You suddenly begin to wonder; are you even parent-material?
➳ Don't Lose Me ✤ ❀
summary: It's the 1989 Moscow Music Peace Festival and it is crowded. Nikki understands how you are with big crowds and therefore ensures not to lose you in the sea of people.
➳ Beautiful ✤ ❀
summary: Nikki's in charge of doing photography for you. But when you present yourself to him as a mess, he takes matters into his hands and assures you that you are the prettiest angel he ever did see.
➳ Freedom ❀
summary: Morning sickness was supposed to end before your second trimester, but here you were, still throwing up. Not to mention - you're supposed to be on bed rest. Yet all you can think about is the wind whipping through your hair while Nikki drives you along the Sunset Strip. Will he give you what you want?
➳ Because of You ❀
summary: When Nikki's asked to babysit your 3-year-old daughter, Anna, he's quick to accept the offer. He's been your best friend for years and he's hopelessly in love with you. Could Anna be the reason he finally makes his move?
➳ Messing Around ☆ [current Nikki]
summary: Helping Nikki workout, you're placed underneath him for pushups... But you can only go so long without trying to tease him.
➳ That's What Friends Do ❀
summary: As Tommy's onstage alone doing his epic-upside-down drum solo, Nikki surprises you out of nowhere with a kiss.
➳ Boyfriend Blues ✤ ❀
summary: You and Nikki are meeting your daughter's boyfriend for the first time... And of course, it goes wrong. You never disrespect a little girl's father in front of her, especially when they're a daddy's girl.
➳ Gorgeous ✤ ❀
summary: Desperately trying to find a dress to wear to an upcoming music award show, your husband goes shopping with you, only to hear you downgrade yourself. And he hates that more than anything in the world. So, as long as he kisses you, you can't say anything bad about yourself.
➳ Worried About Bambi? ☆
summary: Sometimes, Nikki's ideas make you angry. But deep down, you love them. When he starts to take you to the forest, you can't help but fall into his plan.
➳ Rocketship ❀
summary: Listening to Nikki sing Rocketship live brings about a tear-fest you weren't expecting. No matter the ups and downs you two faced, you always made it through. You're forever grateful to have him.
➳ 3 A.M. ❀
summary: Nikki comes home at 3 A.M. to find you on the counter. When neither of you is ready to get some sleep, you slow dance in the kitchen – until it leads to other bouts of fun.
➳ Matching Tattoos ✤ ❀
summary: After having been with Nikki for years, it's only a matter of time before you cave in to get a tattoo... Even though you're deathly afraid of needles.
➳ Come Here, Cowboy ❀
summary: There's something about your Seattle boy in a cowboy hat that drives you wild.
➳ Shower Kisses ❀
summary: Patiently waiting for his girl, Nikki just can't stop kissing you. You're practically irresistible and taste like candy.
➳ Just Wanna Punch You ✤ ❀
summary: Nikki knew that this pregnancy would take a toll on his wife, but he wasn't expecting the all-out cry fest in his kitchen.
➳ My Girls ❀
summary: When the doctor orders you to be put on bed rest so you don't risk going into early labor, Nikki can't help but feel like it's all his fault, and you finally hear him admit that he's terrified to become a dad.
➳ Little Tongue Tricks ☆ [part 2 of My First Kiss]
summary: After Nikki teaches you how to kiss, you're wanting more. You want to learn those sweet little tongue tricks that he uses on the girls he's with.
➳ His Girl ❀
summary: Arriving home after a recording session with the guys, Nikki finds you fast asleep in bed, so he decides to pepper you with love.
➳ Silent Treatment ✤ ❀ [part to of Don't Leave]
summary: After you catch Nikki cheating on you with Tommy's fiancée, Roxy, you aren't sure whether you can carry on being his girlfriend. Was he deserving of your forgiveness? You leave the tour, deciding to give the bassist some time to reflect on his decisions and give him a taste of the silent treatment that nearly drives him crazy as you contemplate the outcome of your tethered love story.
➳ The One That Got Away ✤ ❀
➳ [ part two ☆]
➳ [ part three ✤]
➳ [ part four ✤ ]
summary: When you dated that guy who was always picked on in high school, the one who played football as a means to take out his aggression, was obsessed with music, and your first ever love, it broke your heart when you two had to say goodbye. He left you as Frank Feranna, only for you to find out many years later... He's Nikki Sixx and he's in a band? What happens when you come face-to-face with the one guy who you deemed as the one who that away?
➳ Ghost ✤ [part one]
summary: Turning 21 was supposed to be fun. It wasn't supposed to be finding out you're pregnant with a rockstar's baby whom you had a one-night stand with. When you discover the revelation, you try to contact Nikki through the number he gave you, only to have him completely ghost you. Having your baby girl alone without her father, it isn't until 5 years later that Sophia begins asking the question; where's my daddy?
➳ Daddies & Daughters ❀ [current Nikki]
summary: It's the day Nikki and you never thought you'd see arrive... Ella was getting married. It's a heartfelt and teary-eyed day for the Sixx's, especially for Nikki who is giving his little girl over to her future husband.
➳ Say It Again ☆ [current Nikki]
summary: Post-show one night of the Stadium Tour, Nikki performs his post-show ritual of railing you to get his adrenaline out. However, tonight is different when you suddenly allow a title to slip from your lips, which causes your husband to go absolutely feral on you
➳ Tame Her ☆ [current Nikki]
summary: You loved being a brat, and you loved being punished. But this time, you really took it too far. When you anger Nikki throughout the course of a day with little gimmicks that you know upset him, you believe you're coming home with a changed mind, deciding you wanted to be loved on... But Nikki's a brat tamer, and he has to tame you.
➳ Come & Get Me ☆ [current Nikki]
summary: As Nikki works on rehearsals in Nashville for the Stadium Tour, you go out shopping for lingerie... And decide to distract him.
➳ Stealing the Show ❀
summary: During the Maximum Rock Tour, Nikki and Vince decide to boot Tommy off for the drum solo and replace him with his 13-year-old little girl, Amber. It's clear to see... Drumming is in her blood, and Nikki's hopeful his little girl decides to master the bass.
➳ Surprising Sixx ❀ [current Nikki]
summary: It has been one of Nikki's lifelong dreams to have his little girl play alongside him for a show. At Download 2016, the members of Sixx:A.M. come together with the help of you to bring Ella out for the show, so she can surprise Nikki.
➳ Pregnancy Roulette ✤ ❀ [current Nikki]
➳ [part two ❀]
➳ [part three ❀]
summary: After a tipsy night with Amber, Ella, and Brittany playing an unknown game of Pregnancy Roulette, three pregnancy tests return negative, while one remains positive. The question is... Who's the pregnant one?
➳ Startled ☆ ❀
summary: Upon getting Ella and Jude to bed, you and Nikki bask in the glow that is Mommy/Daddy Time. That is until Ella wakes up from a startling nightmare, the kind where Nikki has to force his baby awake, which leads to your night of fun with your husband ending quicker than it began. But so long as Ella is safe.
➳ Night With the Boys ❀
summary: A night with the boys means alcohol, listening to the first snippet of their new album, and undergoing the biggest hangover of your life
➳ Red Hot ☆
summary: If there's a look you loved more on Nikki, it was when he was all hot and sweaty post-show. Oftentimes, this meant the bassist would be dragging you along for some post-show fun... And tonight is one of those nights.