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yoojin . 19 . hawks and bangtan "this my hand will rather the multitudinous seas incarnadine, making the green one red." [previously tazertantrum]

[moonykyu]

PRODUCE X 101 • Kim Wooseok • Love Shot ♡

[narika-a]

it should be illegal to be this cute

[petrichorade]

(baby)sun-kissed

[defwang]

Jinhyuk’s glued to Wooseok’s back 💞

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RTTWC Ep2: taking ralph for a walk

[tenminutemisconduct]

marns is a supportive friend…

[stromeuh]

dylan ‘loves cuddles’ strome

[jjonghyun]

“I want to be a real musician…” - kim jonghyun, 2008

[seulpeo]

some jonghyun moments i never want to forget

standing up for lgbt students and minorities at large by amplifying their voices, but doing so respectfully (dec 2013)

reflecting on his appreciation for hero movies… ‘i have to protect my world’ (mar 2013)

receiving boxes of listerine after a joke comparing his deja-boo suit colors to listerine flavors went viral, during base promotions (feb 2015)

comforting a fan who was self-conscious about her name with a handwritten note at a shinee fansign (may 2015)

going to comfort a crying key during shinee’s concert at tokyo dome, but ending up crying himself (early 2015)

speaking playfully with a male listener on blue night radio (may 2015)

mentioning his gratitude for fans and listeners in creating a safe space with blue night radio (july 2015)

discussing his conversation with taemin about “gender roles, prejudices and negative views about artists, etc.” when writing pretty boy for taemin ft. kai on blue night radio  (aug 2015)

personally supporting radio guest baek young ok on blue night radio in her efforts to bring sanitary pads to low-income girls (mar 2017)

there are so many more moments to include but i wanted to hold onto these for sure. jonghyun, you were a celebrity like no other. i cant imagine a world without you. i wish you’d gotten to known how many hearts and minds you touched with your voice, your songwriting, and just by being yourself.

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puppy hugging the members one by one

[fyjjong]

esquire korea ♡ may ‘17 issue translation: sullaem (source) are you happy? this is duo interview’s last question. jonghyun: i’m going to be happy. (*) for the past six months, i’ve thought about this the most. about happiness. my disposition in and of itself tends to torment me. for people like me, it isn’t easy to be happy. though on the other hand, it is possible to grow. so, now, you want to grow but also be happy, too. jonghyun: a few years ago, i was crying and whining at my mom and my sister. when i was really drunk. i asked my mom and sister …, it wasn’t long after we’d moved. i asked them if they were happy. after i’d been drinking, i woke up my entire family who’d already gone to bed, like some ahjussi. it had been my number one goal in life, you know, to make my mom and sister happy. they both woke up and told me they were happy. but i was so jealous at the fact that they were able to reply that they were, indeed, happy. because it wasn’t like that for me. i told them while sobbing, i want to be happy too. then i felt like i’d done my mom and sister wrong. but ever since then, i started contemplating about happiness. for about six months, i pondered specifically over what i would need to do in order to become happy. i think that time of transformation has come. i think i need to become happy, now. i must become happy. i am going to be happy. (*) [translator’s note: the full nuance of “행복하려고요” is a little hard to translate directly. it’s kind of like saying “i am going to try to be happy”, like he’s telling himself he will be happy no matter what, and he will do all he can to ensure his happiness from now on.

[exoullent]

I feel at loss towards a world that does not accept differences … different doesn’t mean wrong.

Kim Jonghyun  (via neymarspassion)

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jonghyun: is there anyone, from our blue night family, that is crying alone?

not crying of pity, but asking, “why am i living like this?” is there anyone that is feeling uselessly sentimental and guilty? 

don’t be like that. i hope you think those bitter days of crying alone are the most beautiful days of your life. you’ll realize with time that your life is actually, pretty alright. i promise you. i’ll write you a guarantee! 

the most beautiful thing in the world is right now, this moment, you. don’t ever forget. 

today’s closing song is boohwal’s “friend, do you know? (친구야, 너는 아니?). until now, it has been blue night, this is jonghyun.  

[kunstpause-archive]

Jonghyun was one of the most thoughtful artists I’ve ever followed. His support for the lgbt community and his advocacy for mental health has been a beacon of hope in an industry that denies both. I can’t even put in words how much he will be missed and how much this hurts.

[fyjjong]

[seulpeo]

pyeongchon lotte store fansign - 150526 because my name is hella crappy i didn’t want to tell it to shinee so, at first, i asked not to write my name but jjong was like: “then what would you like me to write?” but suddenly my mind went black so i just asked him to write my actual name. while he was writing it i wanted to tell him i’ve gotten a lot of comfort from blue night but, when i got as far as mentioning blue night, i suddenly burst into tears. jjong got flustered and asked: “why are you crying?” and the manager was telling me to move along so i just left and, while i was crying and waiting in jinki’s line, i briefly made eye contact with jjong and he mouthed “don’t cry”. even while i was getting jinki’s autograph jjong poked me in the arm when he had a break (in his line) and told me not to cry. i was seriously having a mental breakdown so i couldn’t tell shinee anything i’d planned to say and went back to my seat and was waiting then jjong wrote something and a staff member brought over this note from him. even though i wasn’t crying because of my name, i was actually crying because of shinee. it’s embarrassing but it felt like all the times i’d been hurt because of my name were being healed. the note reads: “don’t cry. it’s a pretty name. it’s the other people who are foolish. you’re incredible.” (source: sullaem via dc gallery)

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puppy hugging the members one by one

[jjonghyun]

jjong + blue night radio quotes  [02.03.14 - 04.02-17] thank you jjongd. until we meet again ❤