BRIDGERTON | 1x08 ‘AFTER THE RAIN’
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BRIDGERTON | 1x08 ‘AFTER THE RAIN’
Buck and Eddie (9-1-1)
Perfect (read while listening Ed Sheeran-Perfect or Best part of me or thinking out loud or put it all on me or... Yeah I guess you get the ideia!)
Eddie let out a breath that didn't even know he was holding. Buck was between his legs, with his back pressed against his chest, breathing slowly, almost lurking to sleep but not quite yet. Eddie right hand was massaging Bucks curls while his left was resting against his waist. Bucks right hand was holding Eddie left arm and his left arm was on top of his abdomen. Theirs legs and feet touching.
Christopher was sound asleep at his room and the TV was on but at a very low volume. Making them company but nothing else.
Eddie looked at Buck and sighed heavily.
How he get to be this lucky? How? He didn't do anything to deserve this kind of happiness, didn't do anything to have a second chance in love when he screw up so bad the first time around.
He couldn't say he didn't love Shannon because he truly did, but between the pregnancy and him re-enlisting something fade away, something was obviously not right. Looking back and having Buck in his arms, he could tell that he and Shannon weren't meant to be, she gave him Chris and for that he was incredibly grateful but they didn't understand each other, they didn't respect each other, they couldn't even communicate past two sentences without saying something regretful and bitter to one another let alone actually be together as a couple.
Sure, him and Buck had their problems, everyday one's actually, they couldn't stop the bickering and they would argue about anything but they could communicate! Eddie learned to do it with Buck, he learnt that is better to say something, anything, than bottle up and explode. He learnt to speak his mind without fearing Bucks reaction, if he hurt Buck he would make up for it latter. He learnt that that old saying "don't go to bed angry" is actually the best advice ever. They learnt that eventually, not the first round, or second, hell not tenth but they got there and now they knew that it was better to be up talking about their feelings until 4a.m. with a shift beginning at 8a.m. than go on with theirs life's being angry at each other. They could work even mad at each other, surprising everyone including themselves, but they knew that deep down something was very wrong and more than a couple of times, their trapped victims had to listen to them confronting each other in the field, that was not pretty even though they worked in sync like nothing ever happened. Talking was always the better solution, talking about how they felt was always better.
And he feels, he feels so much, and he was so much better at showing it and saying it than he was at the beginning and all thanks to Buck, not because he pushed him but because Buck was so given, he didn't fear being too much, too emotional, too sensitive, he just says what he feels and sometimes he shows and oh boy, sometimes actions speak even louder than words (even Bucks words!).
He could see I love you when he tucked Chris in bed, or made him breakfast, or took care of laundry, or when he reprimanded Chris (he wouldn't say it out loud but the first time that he saw Buck reprimand Chris, the only thing that came to his mind was that he couldn't have asked for a better second father figure in his son's life).
He could hear I love you when Buck kissed Eddie's cheek, when he bathed him after a really tough call, when he had a nightmare and just stood there waiting for him to talk, not pushing, not once.
He could feel I love you every time they went on a date (Eddie was out of practice and couldn't care to woo Buck because he thought that they were wayyyy past that phase even when they got together, but Buck was having none of that and he was so grateful), every time they make sweet love, every time they went to Abuela to help her, every time someone would make a comment about their relationship or Chris and Buck put them in their place (no matter who that was, he snorted just remembering his father look last time that happen). He could be in love every single moment but mostly when they were alone, when no one could see them...with time Eddie learnt to show his affection towards Buck at school, or at the firehouse but he was never as free to act as he wished as when they were alone at home. When Eddie could be as sappy as he wanted, or vulnerable and fragile. To the outside world Eddie was still the strong man everyone knew, but deep down he knew that everyone suspected that when it comes to Buck things were different and they were right.
With Buck he showed his true self, the needy boyfriend sometimes, the one with self esteem issues, with insecurities, so afraid to mess up Chris education, to certain extend afraid that people were right saying that his relationship affects his son in a bad way. With Buck he could talk and just be, he could behave as he wished because he knew that Buck would be there to reassure him, to tell him that he was the best father any kid would ask for, that their relationship was showing Chris what a healthy relationship between a couple should be (with all the arguments and misunderstandings in-between), showing Chris that two people wouldn't always agree but the love had to always be there. And deep down he knew that was the truth, the way they treated each other was the right way, they kissed and hugged and showed their emotions in front of him, they would argue but at the end they always showed a solid unit too. Their son was going to remember how to treat his other half a few years from now because of them.
Christopher wasn't Buck's son, not in paper and certainly not by blood but he was his son all the same. He treated him like his own and Chris treated him like he was his actual father, even calling him Papa. He feared the day that Chris spit the words "you are not my real father" to Buck, it was bound to happen really but he also knew that was not the truth. To a certain point he was thinking about asking Buck to adopt his son. That way Christopher would be their son, officially. Even though Buck was Chris guardian in case something happens to him, adoption is a whole different thing that was yet to be approached by either of them.
Pressing his thumb against his ring grounded him. Only a few months after they got together Buck moved in and just a couple of months later they felt like boyfriends wasn't a good enough word for their relationship so they kind of agreed to get engaged, few days latter Buck got down on one knee (he was just faster because Eddie had the ring already, was just thinking about the right time and place), of course Eddie said yes.
After that they were just enjoying being together and haven't even picked a date or place. But the word fiancé sound a lot better than boyfriend, that's for sure. Maybe they would have a really long engagement because they weren't in a rush for anything. Maybe they came home one day and decided that was time to get married, like they agreed to get engaged because boyfriends wasn't cut it anymore.
Buck snore a little and that alone made Eddie laugh. How could he be happy all the time? It's not like he's always smiling or anything like that but he is happy about how things are at work, he is happy about the 118 family they created, he is happy about Chris grades and behaviour at school, he is happy about how their psych appointments are going, he is happy about how his relationship is right now. He is happy because without realising they became family, he is someone that Buck can trust, Buck knows that Eddie will never leave him, Eddie knows that when things are tough he can trust Buck to make everything better, he can trust Buck to take half the burden off his shoulders and if anything else fails just be there by his side.
He is happy because their relationship isn't new anymore, is not about exploring every inch of skin every free time they get, it's not about finding out what pissed them off the hard way, it's not about figuring out how to behave around other people or Chris, it's not about the big things or little ones, it's not about continuing to woo the other afraid their spark will fade, it's not about stupid insecurities or questioning anything and everything, it's not about what ifs about the future.
It's about comfort, about Buck being his home wherever that might be, about when they are going to get married instead of just the possibility, it's about them raising Chris together with or without adoption papers, it's about having something -someone- to fight for, to fight to get back to at the end of the day.
Buck stirred up so he squeezed his shoulder lightly.
-Time for bed?
-Im good here - Buck said turning around, kissing Eddie chest on top of his shirt
-Well I'm not
-Outch, and I thought I was cute and fluffy
-You are those things and one more, you know what that is? Heavy!
-You don't complain when we are in bed
-That why we are going to bed, this couch isn't nearly comfortable enough
-Ok, fine, you win - Buck said getting up, starting to walk towards the bedroom
Eddie puts his hand at Buck's lower back and just feels like… home.
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Buck and Eddie (9-1-1)
Too much or not enough? - Part 3
Eddie wakes up before Buck and just rolls to be as close as he can without waking him up.
Memories of last night invading his mind.
-Im going to make love to you Eds - Buck whispered into Eddie's ear lobe, liking him afterwards.
-Please Evan - Eddie's plead
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-Do we really need this? - Eddie said looking at the condom - Want to feel you so bad
Buck eyebrows where shot up, shocked! Bucks breathing so heavy against his neck, he knew they both wanted this and wanted it fast because he didn't know how long he could hold on before he went insane without Bucks cock inside him.
-Cmon Evan, how many times have we been tested?
-So many times that I lost count
-Have you been with anyone after the last one?
-You know the answer
-As you know mine… please Evan! With or without I don't care anymore! - He said desperate.
Evan kissed him hard and pushed without any barrier and his brain just melted and exploded at the same time.
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They were enjoying the new sensations, new spots, new places to bite, new dirty talk, all to get the other rilled up to the point of coming while making love in the purest, rawst, slowest and sweetest way possible. Just careful enough to not wake up the kid sleeping next door (although the kid sleeps like a rock until his alarm clock goes off).
Eddie tried to reach for his cock to give himself some pleasure.
-Don't - Buck said quickly grabbing his wrist
-You are coming untouched tonight
-I can't
-You can Eds - Buck grabbed both his wrists above his head with one hand and with the other squeezed his thigh trying to make Eddie squeeze him harder. Buck then grabbed both Eddie's arms near his head, interlocking theirs fingers and a few pushes later and a slight change in position made Eddie see white spots all over his vision and a gutural sound came out of his throat.
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Eddie was feeling his dick come to life again just thinking about the way Buck made him come untouched. A smile was all over his face, he couldn't stop it.
Eddie though about his marriage, or even before. He couldn't think of a time when he was this happy with anyone. Where he could be himself. He wasn't going to pretend to be "the man" of the relationship, the one being emotional stable, the toughest guy, the one that never cracks under pressure… that doesn't even make sense since his partner is Evan Buckley, the man that wears his heart on his sleeve while does everything to help everybody but himself, no matter the consequences. He wishes he could be as brave as him, but he isn't and he knows that sooner or later they will have issues.
Eddie's knows he isn't good enough for Buck, he hides his problems until they are such a mess that everyone ends up figuring out, he suffers in silence, he tends to thinks he's always right, he can't even think about the night Buck is right beside him when he has a panic attack or a nightmare, he doesn't know how communicate, he doesn't know how to be vulnerable in a relationship.
Buck stirs and pushes away his thoughts.
Time to be happy again. Time to enjoy the present.
-Hey
-Hey you - he said sniffing Bucks neck and when he realised what he done can't prevent his smile.
-Time to make some pancakes for Chris hum?
-Just a second, we can pretend that it's just the two of us for a few more minutes…
-We can - Buck said looking at Eddie and extending his arm so Eddie could come right inside his embrace
-I just wanted you to know that last night… - he took a deep breath - never felt like that, not, not ever Evan - he said looking at his eyes. Hoping he could assume the unsaid. He never felt like that with anyone, not even with the women he married, the women who gave him Chris. Not with anyone before or after her. Evan Buckley has made him feel like no one has and at the same time he ruined him for anyone else. He knew he wouldn't get what he had last night with anybody else except Evan.
-Im that good? - Buck said with a crooked smile
-Fuck, I knew I shouldn't have said anything - he said wanting to leave but got stopped by Buck hand at his wrist.
-Eddie - he said serious - I feel the same way okay? It was never like that for me too. - Buck knew that Eddie wasn't upset per se, but making fun of his confession wasn't a good response.
Their finger were interlocked, the air heavy, their breathing uneven. Eddie nods and swallows hard before starting to get ready for the day.
As they make breakfast, get ready, put Chris into school and park outside the firehouse everything seems normal, they did this so many times before this weekend that the whole routine is as easy as breathing, no bumps, no second thinking, no questioning what comes next in their morning routine. They just know. They just work.
As they walk together inside the firehouse nobody questions anything, they have arrived together a million times before…
As they bump shoulders and touch each other waists nobody says anything…
As they ask Bobby to talk with him privately nobody says a word…
As they sign the papers from HR, Bobby doesn't even blink…
As they continue to work like always nobody sees anything out of the ordinary…
As they walk home with Chris right behind them they look at each other and just know that besides what happens insides those four walls, everything else is just the same and it feels so so right!
Fin...
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Buck and Eddie (9-1-1)
Too much or not enough? - Part 2
Same rules apply. Owner of the pic anyone? Apologies in advance, I still don't know if this is good, please comment and let me know!
Buck knew that Eddie was almost awake, he could sense from this breathing.
With care buck rolled Eddie into his back and kissed his cheek.
-Good m-
-shhh - Buck said putting a finger in his lips
Eddie smiled and let Buck do whatever he wanted. Letting his hand wonder at Buck's head and neck, touching with care.
Buck slided one finger from Eddie lips, slowly into his jaw, going to his Adams apple -making Eddie swallow-, down to his chest, traveling from one nipple to another, breathing against them in the process, down to his belly button and stopped for a moment seeing how Eddie's muscles tensed underneath his touch and his cock twitched for a second.
Buck looked at Eddie but his eyes were shut, trying to control his breath and savoring the sweet touches.
He then sucked his fingers and aimed for Eddie's hole, gentle, so very gentle. One finger first, just testing how open Eddie still was from last night. It slided so easily that he immediately added another finger.
Last night they ended up having sex, Eddie said that he wanted him inside and as stupid as it was the possessive side of him came out to play and suddenly all he could think about was being buried inside Eddie. It was Eddie's first time with a man and although Buck tried to open him up with as much care as he could, he was feeling the need to check if everything was ok down there. Not in a sexual way, but in a lover taking care of his other half kind of way.
Buck was afraid that Eddie would come to his senses in the morning, deep down he knew that Eddie wasn't drunk last night but a small part of his brain was teeling Buck to think that way so in the case that this didn't go well he was already half prepared.
Buck could actually see when Eddie realized what he was doing - checking him up - and not fingering him to have another round.
-Buck…
-Let me do this ok? You can dump me afterwards
-What? no, that's not happening! - he said grabbing Bucks shoulder and pulling him for a deep kiss, trying to make the younger realize that he regretted nothing from last night.
-Don't you dare not finish what you started Evan! - with that Buck choose to let Eddie do whatever he wanted with him - which in this case was riding him like their lifes dependent on it.
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Buck was on his back with Eddie head resting on his chest. It felt right, like they belonged their. Eddie's free hand was rubbing small circles in Bucks skin and Bucks free hand was tracing Eddie's spine. Again, it felt like right there was where they should be, forever.
They needed to talk but seemed like both of them knew that that conversation was going to make or break them so enjoying the moment seemed better, safer for now.
-What about you take a shower and I start breakfast? - Buck said after what seemed like forever.
Eddie agreed and went to the bathroom while Buck went downstairs to start breakfast. When he was almost finish and obviously sulking in what ifs he felt Eddie's kissing his shoulder and wrapping him in a hug from behind. All of the sudden he let go a breath that he didn't know he was holding. Everything was at the right place once again.
-Let's talk please? - Eddie asked
They knew that they couldn't postpone this conversation anymore. They sat at the table looking at their plates full of food that would probably get cold.
-Look Eddie, I can't do this ok? Can't go back to Buck 1.0 and fuck around, so if you want that, I'm sorry but I can't be your fuck buddie or whatever you were thinking coming here last night. I just can't ok? It will suck but we will be professional at work and I will visit Chris wherever you allow me. Just please don't make me not see Chris - he said in one go without even looking into Eddie's eyes until he finished. Eddie was smiling. Smiling. Did he said something funny?
-Good. Now how do you what to start? Telling Chris? 118? Our family? Or do you want to move in? Because let's be serious, you spend more time at our house than in here… or do you want to sign those damn papers that I have on my desk for God know how long that make you Chris guardian if anything happens to me? Do you want me to propose already? Because I know you are it for me, I just wanted to enjoy some romance before getting married but honestly it's all the same for me as long as we are together - He paused and look straight into Bucks eyes that by now where wide open in shock - You pick but I want lots of sex either way, after last night my imagination and right hand won't cut it anymore.
Bucks mind was racing, did he hear right? Was this really happening? He was going to have a chance to build something with Eddie? With Chris? To have a family unit that was his? A home instead of a house? Someone to come home to? He only dreamed about this kind of stuff, because let's be real, past few months proved that the world seemed to thought that he couldn't have nice thing in life. Or if he did have something nice, some kind of black magic was going to be thrown down at him to prove him wrong.
-Evan… - Eddie said slowly, sitting next to Buck, thighs touching - you have to know that I love you as in I'm in love with you and I know you love me too.
-I love you Eddie, I love you so much it hurts sometimes. You and Chris are my world
-And you are ours. - He said kissing Buck softly, pouring every emotion he could in that kiss, proving Buck that he was souber last night, that he had no regrets, that he was in, so in. Not only for the good sexy stuff but also for the hard, painful ones.
Soon enough the kiss became more and more heated, they couldn't bring themselves to stop touching, sucking, biting, exploring the others body with soft but strong touches.
-As much as I want you, what about we eat something before picking up Chris from Abuela? We agreed that we would have lunch together today.
-I want to tell him - Eddie said being serious.
-Today?
-Its just… I don't want him to find out with us sneaking a kiss or through somebody else, I want to be the one telling my son I found somebody new to share our life's with, somebody that he can count one as another parent.
Buck was on the verge of tears with pure, raw emotion. How could he be so lucky?
-You want me there?
-What about I tell him tonight while I tuck him in and we answer whatever he might what to ask us in the morning? Together?
Buck nod yes, that sounded like a good enough plan in his head.
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The time had come, Eddie went to have "the talk" at Chris rooms and Buck went to Eddie's room and didn't need much to find a paper fold with some documents inside. He sat down on the chair close to the desk and went through them, one by one. By the end overwhelmed was not even begining to cover it. They basically say that if anything happens to Eddie that prevents him from taking care of Chris either mentally or physically, then Buck would take over as Chris guardian and would have full access to all bank account, some piece of land back at Texas, house, car and insurance. In a different document Eddie was nominating Buck to be his medical care contact and having him make whatever medical decisions about his condition, including turning off breathing machines.
Buck knows that with the work they have, lawyers always recommend to write a will, just in case something happens, Buck left everything to Maddie (not like he has something worth leaving on a will but he had to do one). Now Eddie changed his will, he could see that Shannon's name was in the old ones and Buck's name was in the new ones just waiting for his signature.
Then he saw a envelope with Chris name on it, underneath that one he also saw one with his name. Buck knew that he was meant to read it when something happens but curiosity had the best out of him. With shaky hand Buck opened the envelope and the letter inside.
Evan Buckley,
If you are reading this then something happened, something not good at all. Am I in some psych ward because my PTSD got so bad that I can't even get up in the morning? Or am I a vegetable in some hospital bed and they are asking you if they should turn off the machines? Or maybe I got crushed during a call, currently at a wheelchair and just begging for someone to end my life because it's not worth living anymore? Or maybe things got south and I'm not even there anymore to tell you how much I trust you.
Don't worry about me, don't worry about how I would have acted or what I would have done! I trust you completely! I'm leaving you with everything I have (don't expect a beach house, it's more along the lines of debt and me being a pain in the ass even afterlife) and don't even doubt yourself with Chris. You have been a second father figure from the beginning, you know everything about CP by heart, you are going to raise him as your own and I just know that he's going to turn out just fine with you guiding him. If he turns out half the men you are, then he's better than I could even hope for with me as his father. We both know there's no way in hell everything will be just rainbows and sunshine, but for those day… do you really think that I did everything right the first time? Yeah… thats just not how parenting goes! Don't worry, I'm not!
I'm not giving you advice or instructions for anything, like I said once "There's nobody in this world that I trust with my son more than you" that still stands.
I'm sorry if the "I have your back" that you had in mind didn't include this. And for whatever you done and do, my "thanks you", will never be enough.
Thank you for always having my back, on and off work! Thank you for everything you will do from now on. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
I love you.
Eddie Diaz.
-Those documents weren't made for you to cry, you know? - Buck hears Eddie's voice at the door but can't even see him thanks to the tears.
-Edd- he tries but nothing comes out and suddenly he feels Eddie hugging him.
Eddie was so happy while talking with Chris, his son was really happy for his dad and even made a comment about having pancakes for breakfast more often. But seeing Buck like this just shattered his heart.
-Thank you for trusting me
-Of course I trust you, I trusted you before and continue to trust you now that we are together, nothing changed ok?
Buck just nods while trying to even out his breathing.
Minutes pass and with a deep breath Buck looks at the papers signing them all, puts them into the fold and holds them to Eddie.
He was serious, overthinking something, Buck could feel his wheels turning inside his head but wanted to give him space and time.
-Thank you… this is not about me knowing you would take care of me and Chris, I know you would. This is me knowing that you have the final say, that you can keep Chris without my parents to fight it out or leaving Abuela and Pepa with something that they can't take care off, they are not getting younger, I want to help them, not making it worse.
Buck just nods and smiles just a little, enough to make everything better between them and clear the air.
-How it was with Chris?
-He loves you Buck… He wants pancakes for breakfast thought
-He will have them for sure - they smile so bright this time, Eddie could swore that the sun rose again in Bucks face.
-We should go to bed and get some rest - Eddie said kissing the corner of Bucks mouth.
-We should - said like a whisper, nipping Eddie's lip.
To be continued...
Lii
Tem como traduzir o imagine? Não sei ler em inglês Hahah
Não tem como traduzir amor, me desculpe 😟
Lii
Boas pessoal, aqui está um oneshot sobre Buddie, ship da série 9-1-1, com Buck e Eddie... Não sei se alguém assiste
Não sei porque escrevi isso aí, é longo pra cacete (tem 3 partes), está em inglês, meu inglês é tudo menos perfeito, revisei a coisa toda em 20 minutos portanto deve ter um monte de erro, acho que ja não sei escrever hot
Bahhhhhh
Acho que tá oh uma bosta mas aí a Nessa e a Mii me convenceram a postar 🤷🏻♀️
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Ainda Lemos sobre o 1D adoraríamos imagines de volta com nossos meninos favoritos ♥️♥️♥️ feliz por vcs terem voltado !!!!
Então sendo bem sincera com você, nenhuma de nós consegue escrever com os meninos da 1D na mente :/ nós sempre vamos amar eles mas agora estamos focadas em original ou outros fandoms então fica difícil escrever sobre alguém que você não pensa mais...
Não estamos dizendo que NUNCA vamos escrever sobre eles mas neste momento sabemos que não nós conseguimos comprometer...
Lii
Buck and Eddie (9-1-1)
Picked this pic from Twitter, not mine! If anyone knows who made the edit please let me know!
Apologies in advance, this might suck!
Too much or not enough? - Part 1
Buck blinked several times once his brain registered that the doorbell was ringing. He was a little out of it, more unconscious that he cared to admit, his lack of sleep from almost 3 days doing some shit that could have wait was finally catching up on him. Although the nap he was taking at his couch felt like he slept for 10 hours straight, he was nowhere near ready to wake up.
The doorbell rang again and he stood up to answer it. Who was it? It was 11pm on a Friday night, he was exhausted and tomorrow was his day off, he didn't deserve this shit.
When he was almost at the door he heard keys and he knew that was Eddie, he was the only one with keys to his place.
The door almost hit him but he was able to step back and avoid a collision with his door.
The moment he put his eyes on Eddie he could sense that something was wrong, he was breathing heavy like he ran a marathon.
-Edd..
All of the sudden Eddie closed the door and pressed Buck against it, breathing for a second before clashing their lips together. In a hot second Bucks body was overwhelmed, he could feel Eddie's hands on his hips, pressing further to the door, Eddie chest against his, his breathing heavy against his. When his brain finally decided to catch up he kissed back and grabbed Eddie's neck with both hands, the moan that came out of Eddie's lips was something that his brain wasn't prepared for, porn be damned. Eddie's tongue was begging for entry and Buck complied trying to feel everything that Eddie was giving.
To soon he tasted alcohol and he just knew they had to stop.
-Eddie, Eddie, stop - he said pushing him further away from his body and looked into his eyes.
-You have been drinking - he said disappointed.
-Im not drunk, not even a little - he tried to defend himself but in Bucks mind all he heard was "yes, I drank before coming here"
-Keys to your truck now - Buck said extending his hand in the hair demanding
-Where's Christopher?
-Abuela - Eddie answered and dropped the key chain into bucks hand
Buck closed his eyes and rested his head against the door thinking.
He wanted this to be real so bad, wanted to have Eddie and Christopher as a family, wanted to kiss Eddie mouth until he couldn't breathe, wanted to feel him against his skin begging for Buck to take him, wanted to claim Eddie as his for anyone to see, wanted the good and the bad, wanted the best day ever and the shitiest of them all, he wanted all of it with Eddie. That's why this hurt so much more, Eddie was just messing with his brain and body for the night, while he was under the influence of alcohol. Tomorrow, sober, the only thing they would have left was going to be awkwardness and a ruined friendship. He would lose Christopher and that was something that he was not willing to lose, fear of losing Christopher was what had hold him back, what prevented him from bare his feelings to his best friend.
-Look at me - Eddie asked putting his hand on Bucks face. Buck could feel his breath against his skin, at the nape of his shirt
Buck opened his eyes and saw Eddie's. Fear splashed over them.
-I drank because I am a coward that couldn't confess his feelings for his best friend without liquid courage, which is ridiculous because I only drank one beer and drove here. - he laughed for a moment - which was obviously too little to get me to drunk confess my feelings and too much that now you think I'm not sober enough to know what I'm doing. - Eddie closed theirs distance and pressed their foreheads together - I do Buck, I really really do.
Bucks mind was in overdrive, he wanted this to much for his own sake. He was throwing cautions to the wind for now.
He put his hand on Eddie's small back to bring him closer and captured his lips hot and heavy. First kiss was good but too clumsy due to his slow brain, now was time to show off. Buck lick Eddie's bottom lip feeling with his tongue every inch of lip he could, teasing Eddie just before he shoved his tongue inside Eddie's mouth as if he was schearing for the last drop of beer that he swallowed before coming to his house. Demanding, possessive, angry and gentle all at the same time, making Eddie's head spin with want. Eddie's hands went to his chest, grabbing his shirt, as if trying to get a hold of something just to prevent him from falling, giving in to the feelling.
Buck right hand was holding Eddie in place, while his left hand went to Eddie's hair pulling softly. At the same time Buck tried to slip a little bit into the door so they were on the same level. Their tongues battling inside their mouth, not caring who won what, just revenging each other as hard as they could. Eddie was the first to lose the battle against oxygen and pulled apart, just to start biting and liking the curve between Bucks neck and shoulder.
Buck moans gave Eddie courage and started trying to take off bucks shirt.
-I need you Evan - he said breathless into Bucks ear lobe while he touched Bucks skin with just his fingertips, tentative, careful, like he never touched skin before, driving Buck wild.
Bucks mind was battling between the fact that Eddie just called him 'Evan' and the fact that this might be too much too soon.
-Hey, we can slow down, this doesn't need to be rushed
Eddie didn't respond with words right away, instead he took Buck right hand and pressed against his erection. Buck out of pure instinct gave it a little squeeze and whimpered feeling how hard Eddie was under his jeans.
-My dick may disagree with that
-Can feel that - Buck said laughing slightly
-Are you gonna do something about that?
-Sure am
He could give Eddie something right? He could get him off doing the minimum, that way if Eddie regretted it in the morning things wouldn't be so bad right? He could do something, just not all of it, he repeated for himself, like a mantra, so he could believe it.
Buck pressed his fingers on Eddie hips and pushed him towards the loft. How could they still be at the door at this point? Eddie kissed him again, almost asking to me taken right there and then, distracting Buck enough that Eddie ends up pressed against the kitchen island instead of against the couch witch was his initial intention.
-Have you done this before? - he asked against Eddie jaw - With a man I mean
Buck knew that they had to have a little conversation before anything else but damn if Eddie fingers playing with his shirt and pajama pants weren't distracting.
-You know I was married - he said trying to think under the constant assault of Bucks tongue and lips
-Before her?
-No - he said almost ashamed of his innocence
-Afghanistan? - Buck asked determined to get the full picture
-I meant my vows, my right hand was all I got - he said desperate to finish this conversation
Buck licked one last time what would be a beautiful hickey the next morning and straight up Eddies shirt, making sure that was not showing and looked into Eddie's eyes with a grin.
-Guess I have to explain a thing or two then
Eddie pressed his body against Buck until they both felt each others erections.
-I know you have a dick, jackass
-That was not what I was thinking but yeah, guess you are right
Buck grabbed Eddie's both hand and pressed them against the kitchen island behind them with as much strength as he mustered without bruising. Every inch of Eddie's pressed firmly against either Buck or the hard surface.
-We are both strong, so don't worry about being too much, I know you can free yourself and kick my ass. Ok?
-You bet - Eddie said pushing Buck against the wall in a split second
Fuck. If they ever have make up sex or some sort of anger sex this would be interesting to say the least. His dick was getting harder just to think about it.
Buck composed himself and took off his shirt and pressed Eddie's palm into his chest.
-There's no boob - he said making Eddie move this hand where would be a round breast - no soft curves - he made Eddie squeeze his hard muscle - no soft skin - he make Eddie feel some hair chest and scar tissue close to his shoulder.
Then Buck proceeded to take Eddie shirt.
-There's no soft skin either - he said pressing his hand into Eddie's chest - no small hand - he said putting his hand against Eddie belly, covering almost all his skin - no nails stretching your back - he said trying to stretch Eddie back but failing because he had no nails whatsoever.
-Jesus Christ Evan Buckley, I know you want to give me a heads up so I don't freak out but I think I can figure it out by myself!
Seconds later Buck was with his ass on the couch, Eddie strangling him and on their way to a heavy make out season as if they were teenagers.
Soon enough Eddie was trying to touch every inch of skin Evan has just exposed and going insane because his jeans were in the way of him feeling Buck erection. In one swift move Eddie was of Bucks lap and their pants were nowhere to be seen.
As soon as Eddie straddled Buck again the feeling was almost too much.
Too much for someone that dreamed about this countless times, full of doubt and insecurity but right here, right now, he knew that Buck was all he needed.
Buck was almost in pain, Eddie manhandled him to the couch and got rid of their clothes so fast that his brain was yet to catch up. His hands were at Eddie's hips, pressing down, making them feel how hard the order was, the thin fabric of their underwear doing nothing except getting wet. This was too much and not enough all at the same time.
Buck teased the waist of Eddie underwear and he almost scream.
-Yes, please Evan!
His name escaping his lover lips was all he needed to finish this. He touched Eddies dick and gave him a few strokes, soon after he pulled his own and began to stroke them together. Massaging the tip slowly, mixing their pre-cum together and then go back down, revealing at the sensation.
Eddie was gasping for air at his neck and mumbling incoherent words in Spanish.
This was going to be embarrassing fast for both of them. Buck wanted to make it good for Eddie but could feel the orgasm coming in full force, no way he was going to be able to stop now.
-Come with me Eddie - he plead, gasping for air.
One. Two. There more strokes was all that took for them to say each other names like a prayer, over and over again.
Few seconds passed by without either of them making a single move. Buck was running his fingers slowly up and down Eddie's back when he straight up his back, looked at Buck and kiss him.
Slow, steady, as if he was saying "thank you for making me feel good".
With that Buck lifted them up as Eddie weighted nothing and carried them upstairs to the bedroom.
-I know you can carry me but this could have ended up really bad - Eddie said kissing Bucks jaw when they were already in bed. Eddie on his back with Buck between his legs.
-But it didn't.
-Lucky you
-Lucky us - Buck said laughing softly.
To be continued...
Lii
Please let me know what you think. Good or bad!
Eu literalmente amei. Gostei de saber que vocês estão de volta, eu adorei e que Adam gostoso hein
Nós também estamos felizes de voltar e ficamos mais felizes ainda de saber que vocês ainda nos acompanham. Que bom que gostou do que eu escrevi. Adam é bem gostoso mesmo kkkkkkkkkk.
/Nessa
Eu tava com muita saudades desses hot's, vocês são demais. Simplesmente amei, ficou ótimo ❤
Fico muito feliz de saber que gostaram, de verdade. Espero que eu consiga continuar assim, escrevendo coisas boas pra vocês kkkkkkkkkk.
/Nessa
Boa noite gente!
Como vocês estão? Postei um imagine pra vocês, quer dizer, não é bem um imagine, é uma cena hot original, espero que gostem. Deixem a opinião de vocês pra eu saber o que acharam.
/Nessa
Depois de um dia cansativo no trabalho, finalmente cheguei em casa. Trabalhar na redação de uma das revistas mais conceituadas do país não era nada fácil, ainda mais quando estávamos perto da data de publicação de mais uma edição quinzenal. Há pouco tempo consegui a vaga de redatora que eu tanto sonhava, mas as minhas responsabilidades ali dentro aumentaram, obviamente, precisava mostrar que realmente mereci a vaga e que não se arrependeriam de ter me colocado ali.
Pendurei as chaves do lado da porta, tirei o casaco e o coloquei em cima do sofá. Meu apartamento ficava na região de Santa Mônica, em LA, apesar de ser distante da revista, eu adoro o clima desse lugar. Mudei há pouco tempo com meu namorado para este apartamento, estamos juntos há 3 anos e agora decidimos morar juntos, já que nós dois temos uma vida profissional mais estável, o único problema é que ele viaja muito.
Ele viajou para Washington faz 4 dias, é repórter por isso mais viaja do que fica em casa, mas mesmo com essas viagens o nosso relacionamento tem dado certo, é claro que a saudade aperta de vez em quando, mas sei que quando ele volta o nosso relacionamento fica melhor ainda. O conheci em uma das festas da revista, tinha sido convidado por um de meus colegas, mas o nosso romance demorou pra acontecer já que estávamos focados em nossas carreiras. Demorou a me convencer a sair com ele, mas no final tudo deu certo.
Ainda pensando em como estava com saudades dele fui até o banheiro e enchi a banheira até estar em uma temperatura agradável. Entrei e me acomodei, sentindo meu corpo relaxar pela primeira vez no dia, era uma das minhas partes favoritas da casa, onde eu conseguia repousar e sentir o estresse deixando o meu corpo aos poucos. Hoje tinha sido um expediente cansativo e corrido, devido às milhares de coisas que deveríamos fazer antes de publicar qualquer coisa, precisava mesmo de um tempo pra mim.
O som ambiente estava me relaxando cada vez mais, adorava colocar música baixa para ajudar no alívio do cansaço. Depois de um bom tempo relaxando, decidi que era hora de sair e preparar alguma coisa para comer. Entrei no quarto apenas de toalha e parei na frente do espelho, deixando a mesma escorregar pelo meu corpo. Gostava de me admirar, obviamente já tive minha fase de insegurança comigo mesma, mas agora aprendi a me valorizar e aceitar como sou. Não tinha o corpo das modelos da revista, eu me cuidava, mas não me preocupava tanto assim com meus atributos físicos. Quadris largos, cintura curvilínea, coxas grossas, pernas definidas, estatura média, cabelos ondulados, pretos e longos, olhos castanhos, esse é o meu biotipo.
Parada na frente do espelho comecei a pensar nos inúmeros elogios que Adam faria. Ele é um homem elegante, alto, pernas e braços compridos e fortes, não tem um corpo malhado, mas se cuida, assim como eu. Nos falávamos toda noite quando estava fora e hoje decidi fazer uma coisa diferente, queria surpreendê-lo, decidi que faria uma foto sensual pra mandar pra ele.
Coloquei somente uma calcinha nova que havia comprado para fazer uma surpresa no dia que ele chegasse e me posicionei na frente do espelho. Com um dos braços cobri meus seios e com a outra coloquei o celular em um ângulo que não mostrava o meu rosto e tirei várias fotos nessa e em outras poses. Já tínhamos trocados fotos sensuais, mas hoje era diferente, sempre que fazemos isso acabamos na cama no final do dia e agora com ele viajando seria impossível, mas queria fazer uma surpresa mesmo assim.
Deitei na cama e enviei as fotos, aproveitei para checar as redes sociais. Alguns minutos depois uma nova mensagem chegou. Uma foto de Adam com a camisa aberta, mostrando o peito largo aparece na minha tela. Eu adoro como mesmo não sendo musculoso ele consegue ser muito gostoso. O peito dele é largo, moreno, forte, definido, mas não tão exagerado, alguns pelos se encontram espalhados por ali e eu adoro a forma como ele reage quando estou passando a língua por ali. A foto veio acompanhada de uma mensagem “Achei justo retribuir o favor. Ps: Estou contando os minutos pra poder estar contigo e fazer tudo o que tenho em mente”. Quatro dias sem ver Adam e eu já estava louca para que ele voltasse, era sempre assim quando ele viajava. Só de lembrar o quanto era bom ter seu corpo quente colado no meu, em como sua respiração ficava ofegante toda vez que estávamos na cama me excitava.
Respondi a mensagem com mais uma foto e dizendo que estava louca pra descobrir as coisas que faria comigo, mas dessa vez a resposta demorou a chegar, aliás, ela não chegou. Eu deveria desconfiar de Adam, mas não havia motivos para isso, sabia o quanto seu trabalho ocupava tempo e era imprevisível.
Observei mais um tempo a foto e lembrei da última vez que dormimos juntos. Uma noite antes dele precisar viajar, cheguei cansada do trabalho e lá estava ele me esperando com um sorriso no rosto e uma garrafa de vinho em um dos poucos momentos que tinha folga. Usava apenas uma calça de moletom preta, caindo de seu quadril, do jeito que eu adorava que ele ficasse em casa. Aquela noite foi a despedida perfeita, nós passamos a noite toda acordados. Lembrar disso, depois de ver aquela foto me despertou uma excitação que eu não sentia desde que ele havia viajado, sabia que não poderia contar com ele essa noite, então teria que resolver o meu problema com as mãos.
Retirei a calcinha que usava e a joguei em um canto do quarto, fechei os olhos e comecei a pensar no corpo quente colado ao meu, nos lábios colados no meu pescoço e a respiração ofegante no meu ouvido, eu adorava os sons que ele fazia quando estávamos transando, me excitava ainda mais. Comecei a massagear meus seios lentamente, apenas lembrando de como Adam tomava eles com a boca e chupava freneticamente, belisquei os mamilos, pensando em como seria bom ter ele nesse momento mordiscando aquela região. Uma das mãos foi deslizando levemente sob a minha barriga, causando um arrepio gostoso e minha mente viajava para quando meu namorado beijava e lambia a minha barriga suavemente, me provocando arrepios iguais esses. Desci um pouco mais a mão chegando na minha pélvis, onde Adam quase sempre depositava beijos e lambidas enquanto olhava nos meus olhos só pra ver o quanto eu ficava satisfeita apenas com aquelas carícias.
Abri um pouco mais as pernas, ficando mais à vontade na cama. Não tinha vergonha de me masturbar, sabia que isso era normal e fundamental para uma vida sexual satisfatória. Conhecendo o meu corpo era mais fácil saber o que me agradava e o que eu não gostava e isso facilitou muito as coisas entre mim e Adam. Continuei descendo a mão até chegar na minha boceta, que já estava molhada. Passei o dedo pelos lábios dela, sentindo eles ficando molhados com o meu próprio líquido. Acariciei meu clitóris inchado, soltei um gemido ao sentir ele pulsando.
- Nem me esperou chegar em casa? - ouvi a voz e abri os olhos imediatamente.
Adam estava encostado no batente da porta observando atentamente cada movimento meu. Ajeitei-me na cama, sem tirar as mãos do meio das pernas.
- Não sabia que chegaria hoje - digo olhando diretamente em sua direção.
Consegui terminar o trabalho e voltar antes para você. Aquela foto que me mandou mais cedo me ajudou muito nessa decisão, sabia? - ele disse dando passos largos em direção a cama.
- É? Acho que fiz um favor pra nós dois então. Preciso de uma ajuda aqui - digo acariciando levemente o meu clitóris pra ele ver.
Sinto a cama afundar um pouco com o peso dele. Adam se posiciona no meio das minhas pernas e começa a distribuir beijos pela minha barriga, me fazendo arrepiar. Sentia falta de sua boca no meu corpo e só descobri isso nesse momento. A língua dele passa por toda a minha barriga, enquanto uma de suas mãos sobem até o meu seio, onde ele massageia de leve e com o polegar acaricia meu mamilo endurecido. Meu namorado beija minha pélvis e deixa um beijo em cima da minha boceta, fazendo-me soltar um gemido. Sua língua começa a passar lentamente por entre os lábios e da minha boca só sai gemidos e alguns múrmuros. Minhas mãos estão ao lado do meu corpo, experimentando depois de alguns dias a boca de Adam na minha boceta, o movimento pra cima e pra baixo que sua língua faz me deixa louca. Meu clitóris é sugado e isso faz com que minhas mãos agarrem firme o lençol, tentando segurar o gemido, mas alguns me escapam. Meu namorado segue me chupando com maestria, mesmo depois de três anos de relacionamento parece que cada vez que estamos na cama aprendemos um pouco mais sobre o outro.
- Aí que saudades que eu estava dessa boceta – ele diz me olhando nos olhos.
- Amor, chupa mais rápido... – digo ofegante e levemente desesperada para sentir mais sua boca lá embaixo.
Adam obedece e começa a explorar ainda mais minha boceta com a língua, fecho meus olhos para apenas sentir o prazer que é ter sua boca ali. Minhas mãos vão parar no cabelo dele, puxando de leve. Sinto alguma coisa na entrada da boceta e logo descubro se tratar dos dedos de Adam, meu namorado começa um vai e vem gostoso enquanto suga meu clitóris. Puxando seu cabelo com mais força eu gemo mais alto, não me segurando mais.
- Por favor, Adam, me fode mais forte – peço, ou melhor, imploro entre sussurros.
- É assim que você gosta né... Eu amo sentir sua boceta apertando meus dedos, mesmo depois de tanto tempo amo essa sensação de estar dentro de você – ele diz tirando a boca rapidamente e voltando a sugar.
Os dedos entram e saem rapidamente e cada vez mais fundo, minha boca está entreaberta, escapando gemidos e palavrões, sem conseguir me controlar. Minhas mãos agarrando seu cabelo mais forte. Meu corpo contorcendo na cama.
- Eu vou gozar, Adam... – digo sentindo o orgasmo se aproximando.
- Goza na minha boca, quero sentir seu gosto – ele diz sem parar de meter os dedos em mim.
Agora ele apenas fode minha boceta com os dedos e acaricia meu mamilo, me deixando cada vez mais louca. Sinto uma onda de prazer passar pelo meu corpo e sei que estou chegando perto. Não me controlando mais me deixo levar e sinto o orgasmo me atingir. Adam sorri enquanto me vê gozar. Estou ofegante, quase sem forças, tremendo na cama. Ele vem por cima de mim e me beija, sinto meu gosto na sua boca. Meu namorado tira a camiseta e a bermuda rapidamente e eu fico apenas admirando o quão gostoso ele é e na sorte que eu tenho. Escuto o barulho da camisinha e quando olho Adam está com o pau na mão, fazendo movimentos de vai e vem. Pra mim não tem nada mais erótico do que ver ele se tocando, ele sentindo prazer, fico louca toda vez que faz isso.
Fica em pé e me puxa para a beirada da cama.
- Não vai querer nem um boquete antes de me comer? – digo olhando pra ele.
- Isso pode esperar. Eu preciso estar dentro de você agora – ele diz esfregando a cabeça do pau na minha entrada.
Meu Deus! Isso é outra coisa que me deixa louca e ele sabe disso. Sinto a cabeça inchada esfregando no meu clitóris.
- Porra, você sabe que isso me deixa louca! – digo ofegante.
- Sei mesmo. E adoro quando você fica com bastante tesão – ele diz com um sorriso safado no rosto.
Esse homem vai me matar de tesão. E ele sabe disso.
Depois de alguns segundos me torturando, finalmente sinto a cabeça do pau preencher a minha entrada aos poucos. Ele entra devagar pra eu experimentar cada cm do seu pau entrando em mim. Adam tem um pau mediano e não muito grosso, mas nunca me importei com isso, até porque ele sabe usar muito bem.
O pau não demora pra estar todo dentro de mim e meu namorado fica parado apenas me olhando, me torturando mais um pouco.
- Você fica com uma cara de safada quando meu pau tá entrando na sua boceta, sabia? – ele diz ainda parado.
- Filho da puta... Quer me matar de tesão, não é? Me come logo, Adam – eu imploro mais uma vez.
O desgraçado dá um sorrisinho safado e começa a entrar e sair de mim bem devagar. O corpo dele se curva pra baixo, fazendo com que fique bem perto do meu rosto, posso sentir o hálito quente bater contra meu rosto. Ele faz movimentos de vai e vem, aumentando o ritmo aos poucos. Minhas unhas cravam em seu ombro largo, enquanto sinto-o entrar cada vez mais rápido em mim. Acho que nem ele aguentou de tesão.
O ritmo aumenta, entrando e saindo mais rápido e mais forte.
- Me come, porra! – eu praticamente grito quando ele entra com tudo em mim.
- Ah! Que boceta apertada você tem – ele diz com o corpo em cima do meu e agarrando os lençóis acima da minha cabeça.
Sinto os movimentos frenéticos que seu quadril faz contra mim.
- Meu Deus! Você mete tão gostoso! Mete mais forte! – falo entre gemidos.
Ele não para e só aumenta o ritmo. Meus gemidos saem cada vez mais altos. Sem vergonha nenhuma eu peço por mais. Eu preciso de mais.
- Aí porra! Ficaria a noite toda socando em você – ele diz com a boca próxima do meu ouvido.
Sons selvagens saem de sua boca. Adam sempre falou muita besteira na hora do sexo e dessa vez não podia ser diferente.
- Olha como essa buceta engole meu pau! – ele diz e levanta seu corpo um pouco, apenas para apoiar as mãos ao lado do meu corpo – Encaixa muito bem. Ela é tão apertada!
Ele mete com mais força dentro de mim. Minhas pernas agora estão em seus ombros. O seu quadril batendo com força contra mim. Sua testa pingando suor. Sua respiração ofegante. De sua boca saem gemidos e xingamentos.
- Gostosa do caralho! – ele continua xingando.
Minha respiração ofegante, meus gemidos. Meu corpo suado e quente. Minhas mãos agarrando o lençol.
- Não vou aguentar muito tempo... Preciso gozar – ele diz ofegante.
Eu não consigo falar nada. Apenas concordo.
Ele aumenta mais o ritmo, se é que isso é possível. De repente sinto meu corpo ser invadido por uma onda de calor. Meu coração acelera. Pequenos choques correm pelo meu corpo. Minha boceta se contrai. E então depois de alguns segundos sinto meu corpo relaxar.
- Porra amor... – Adam diz ofegante – Estou quase lá – ele diz entrando e saindo de mim.
Depois de mais alguns movimentos sinto seu pau se contrair e então seu corpo relaxa em cima do meu. Os dois suados, mas felizes por estar juntos novamente. Nossas respirações vão se normalizando e nossos corpos relaxando. É sempre muito bom ter Adam de volta em casa.
Eu estou fora de mim de ter visto que vocês estão de volta 😭💜 as notificações sempre ativadas 💜 estava com saudades
AAAHH! 🥰 e nós estamos TÃO felizes em ver vocês ainda aqui... sério, a gente não imaginava isso. Muito obrigada mesmo, também sentimos muita falta do nosso cantinho ❤️
/Mii
O sininho ainda tá ativado nem acreditei quando a notificação chegou aqui
Bendito seja o sininho kkkkk
Pois acredite, estamos de volta! Hehe 😍
/Mii
Por sorte vi o post de vocês lá no outro tumblr que sou Moderadora e vim segue pelo meu ❤️
Aí que bom que vai nos acompanhar agora, mesmo que esteja um pouco diferente as coisas por aqui, a gente espera que vocês continuem gostando muito da gente.
/Nessa
Oi saudades de vocesss ❤ Kaa
Oiiii, também estávamos morrendo de saudades de vocês e gostamos muito de saber que ainda tem gente que gosta da gente e que estavam esperando por algum sinal de vida nosso.
/Nessa
Mds que saudades daqui eu seguia vcs quando criei meu primeiro Tumblr
Oi meu anjo... Também estávamos com muitas saudades e ficamos super felizes por saber que vocês ainda estão nos seguindo.
/Nessa