“Where Else Would I Go?”

“You cannot control with respect to whom you fall in love.”

[1mlostnow]

Log Entry #727

Name : Evan

Age : MINOR!

Pronouns : he/they

Please don’t be afraid to send asks, I love answering them :)

Music: MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, FALL OUT BOY, Cage The Elephant!!!, Pinegrove!!!, AJJ, Car Seat Headrest, Crywank, Seb Lowe, Will Wood, P!ATD

Shows/Movies: Hannibal, The ReAnimator, House MD, Sherlock, Supernatural, Dead Poets Society, Criminal Minds, Bones, Superman 2025, Batman Animated Series 1992, Teen Wolf, Animal Kingdom

Other Interests (Background): The Secret History, Percy Jackson, Saw Franchise, Velvet Goldmine, The Truman Show, It 2017, Ghostbusters, FNAF, Stranger Things

I also love to write, and release every thought I’ve ever had into the wild.

Hawkins (Never Been) : 15.8k, Fix/Epilogue Byler

Size of the Moon : Ongoing, 10k, 2/11, Cleradin AU

[1mlostnow]

I love rodeos

[hymaziie]

Sniff

[yankee-with-the-brave]

Can’t believe the show ended with them as exes when the actors are like this in-between takes.

Never let the Duffers cook again.

[1mlostnow]

I want to buy a laptop but I’m overwhelmed by choices

Literally all it has to do is open google docs

[1mlostnow]

I think about Kingdon to this song a lot

[crybabyleclerc]

Listen up, I saw a Park the shark x Ogilvie (ogilshark) edit on TikTok and it has permanently altered my brain chemistry. I literally cannot stop thinking about it. So I’m gonna need the fandom to get with it and start making more content thank you very much lol.

[1mlostnow]

Was it perhaps the new perspective edit because that had had me fucked up for WEEKS

[crybabyleclerc]

YES IT WAS😭

[1mlostnow]

I KNEW IT 😭 have you read the fic based off of it? 👀

[bisexualdisasterbitch]

rare aesthetic becoming obsessed with a ship no one else cares about

[crybabyleclerc]

Listen up, I saw a Park the shark x Ogilvie (ogilshark) edit on TikTok and it has permanently altered my brain chemistry. I literally cannot stop thinking about it. So I’m gonna need the fandom to get with it and start making more content thank you very much lol.

[1mlostnow]

Was it perhaps the new perspective edit because that had had me fucked up for WEEKS

[lilac-fairyy]

10 people i'd like to get to know ⋆˚࿔ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

thank you for tagging me @coolchickblog ❤︎⁠

- last song: my all - mariah carey

- currently watching: the OC

- current obsession: leopard print, big sunglasses, david lynch, and 90s rock (love love love temple of the dog)

- currently reading: jackie: public, private, secret by j. randy taraborrelli

- currently working on: organizing my space and getting back into girlblogging

- currently wearing: university t-shirt and plaid pj shorts

- last google search: adult ballet classes near me

- favorite flower: can't choose between roses, lilies, and peonies

⋆˚࿔ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ tags: @blushribbon @cinnamqn3 @bowwiees @betsyflores @chicach3rryc0lalime @bambidolli777x @lipglossandlacee @whimsyyangel @dolly-lina @petal-purre

[chicach3rryc0lalime]

10 people i’d like to get to know ❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

ty for tagging me @lilac-fairyy

last song: brand new city - mitski

currently watching: pretty little liars

current obsession: autumn, mlp: magic princess game, bianca1207, drawing

currently reading: my year of rest & relaxation (still😞)

currently working on: decorating my room & drawing + journaling more frequently

currently wearing: pajamas😛

last google search: i’ll pass

favorite flower: lily of the valley, cherry blossoms, & tulips 🌷

❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ tags: @fawnsbabydoll @stargirl6969 @sparklingsonderingdeer @buttonlace @strongbabydoll999 @epiclittlel6dy @kqvsn15 @l1ttle-lady6ug @perpetuaqtpie @prettyp1nkmushr0oms

[strongbabydoll999]

thank u Sara I love you 🩷🩷🩷🩷 @chicach3rryc0lalime

10 people I'd like to get to know

last song: mariners apartment complex - lanita

currently watching: ginny & georgia (rewatch)

current obsession: vibe curation, scarface, writing

currently reading: the bell jar (still 😀), blind willow sleeping woman (by murakami)

currently working on: not letting the voices kill me and my novel

currently wearing: pajamas im not going anywhere 🥲

last google search: rumi poet

fave flower: gladioli, lotuses, water lilies, tulips, roses

@sparklingsonderingdeer @salvatore----girl @springfairey @gogeturlobotomia @worstangelalive @sincereleedoll @sincerelycrescent @annikalately @mayjailerjumpropequeen @maithaofthezora

[salvatore----girl]

Tysm @strongbabydoll999 <3333

Ten ppl I'd like to get to know 🪷🏹🎼💗🌙🪽

● last song - Nina, pretty ballerina- ABBA

● currently watching - heartstopper (rewatch)

● current obsession - Priscilla, girlblogging, the virgin suicides

● currently reading- the virgin suicides

● currently working on - my novel ♡♡♡

● currently wearing - a ugly red jumper and pink shorts

● last Google search- ao3 .....

● fave flower - Lillie's, Daisies, tulips ♡♡♡

@dr3amerlove @paranoiddollie @cruelgirll @frizzycurls @g0rgelle-fatale @michellebelle00 @hanboncinnabon @holymolyitssam @rubyrubieruby @rayainterrupted111 @chicdeliciousweetart @maneaterc

[holymolyitssam]

ty for the tag grgrggrgr

last song: dancing queen - ABBA

currently (re)watching: bee and puppycat

current obsession: toy story, yhs, eddsworld, the pitt

currently reading: loveless - alice oseman

currently working on: finishing math and finally getting that fucking grade

currently wearing: sabrina carpenter shirt and blue pj pants (I'm not ready yettt ughhh)

last google search: your ai slop bores me

fave flower: lily of the valley, lilacs

@conjunction-girll @c-vile @feathersfallingaway @fawnamber @incognitostunner @stagefrightbaxter @lizzyemily @glitterstargalaxy and OPEN TAGS bc I'd love to get to know any of my mutuals better

(sorry if u didn't wanna be tagged ☹️)

[c-vile]

thankuu thanku for the tag @holymolyitssam

Ten people I’d like to get to know°❀.ೃ࿔*

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• last song - Breathe by Malcolm Todd

• currently watching - Community by Dan Harmon (tv show) , I believe in unicorns (movie)

• current obsession - girlblogging, figure skating, sitcoms, movies and anime (my usual), politics

• currently reading- The Communist Manifesto by Friedrich Engels and Karl Marx

• currently working on - my mental health and anxiety, losing weight, and trying not to constantly accidentally ignore people

• currently wearing - Black flared leggings, dark blue lace tank top, corduroy white jacket on top

• last Google search- Fernando Torres

• fave flower - Double pink peonies, lilies, and hydrangeas

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Tag: @lipglossandlacee @valdezsimp02 @clleanlliness @prophecyhaunted @loppyusa @xoxycodonex @biggestbigbackever @dreaming-in-daylight

(So sorry if u didn’t wanna be tagged, feel free to ignore this if so😓)

[dreaming-in-daylight]

ty for the taggggg

- last song: i like to think you’re the leaves by mage tears

- currently watching: (nothing, all my websites are down :c)

- current obsession: watching the sunrise, sneaking my music player, tomodatchi life, reading

- currently reading: the book thief, the cadence of part-time poets, crimson rivers

- currently working on: murder mystery wip, spending more time with myself, getting closer to my family, being more comfortable with talking

- currently wearing: pajamas and a hoodie and earphones

- last google search: sackboy from little big planet

- fav flower: lilies

@wilsons-limped-husband @a-nightfull-of-books @prophecyhaunted

[wilsons-limped-husband]

Thanks for the tagg

-last song: This ain't a scene, its a goddamn arm's race by Fall Out Boy

-currently watching: Friends

-current obsession: trying to wake up before twelve

-currently reading: a fic with animal kingdom and the pitt and The survivor wants to die at the end by Adam Silvera

-currently working on: my story

-currently wearing: my pajamas cus i just woke up

-last google search: how do i stop period pain immediately at home no medication used

-fav flower: carnation

Tagging: @drumsolo77 @professeurm @fatherpo

@1mlostnow @wildeartworld @juliahouse

@deanbane

[1mlostnow]

It’s been forever since I’ve done one of these yay!

Last song : Until Then - Robo Pumpkin

Currently Watching : Animal Kingdom, Teen Wolf

Current Obsession : lowk scrapbooking

Currently Reading : PHM!

Currently Working On : ogilshark fic 😭

Currently Wearing : same clothes I slept in, I feel like shit today

Last Google Search : do pickle shots actually work for cramps?

Fav Flower : white bleeding hearts!

[1mlostnow]

I just finished season 2 of animal kingdom I’m going to be fucking sick

[1mlostnow]

Stay with me

No, you dont need to run

Stay with me

My blood

WHASSAP

I had to search this up because it sounded familiar but I couldn’t figure out why

Has Josh Dun had his baby yet

[wilsons-limped-husband]

Yepp, in December he gave birth to his baby, felix

[1mlostnow]

Ok so I’m seven months late omg

[wilsons-limped-husband]

its alright, I didn't know he was pregnant until earlier

Do u ship joshler?👀

[1mlostnow]

I don’t, simply bc I know nothing about them 😭

[strawlessandbraless]

hey, hi there. I got a hankering for some destiel college AUs. can you help a gal out? Cheers.

I will always be there to recommend destiel fic to a gal in need. You can count on me. Here are some of my very favorite destiel college/university AUs:

The Dean Winchester Beat Sheet by saltyfeathers (this was my first destiel AU and I only read it to understand the ‘you can’t be gay you ride a motorcycle’ reference. It’s a classic & all time fave)

I Thought You Only Liked Me For My Cardigan by ImYourHoneyBee

Everyone Experiments In College by rachelladeville

Get Some by sysrae (if you like a more hedonistic Endverse style cas, oh baby is this one for you)

And This, Your Living Kiss by opal_bullets (a classic)

Four Letter Word For Intercourse by bendingsignpost (yet another classic)

Aesthetics in Autoerotica by relucant (model Dean and erotic photographer cas)

Option C by followyourenergy

Hope you all enjoy!! Not as many fics but I promise a very solid list. As always feel free to add any you like including your own fics!!

Tag List

@worrynoodle @dean-you-assbutt-cas-loves-you @whimblixseven @mercurialkitty @justjayisfine0 @mypeopleskillzarerusty @you-needajelloshot @readingthebones @angel-fruitcake @my-flying-sister @dyllonatorrex-arts @own-personal-brand-of-brainrot @moovawy @itscarmelnotcaramel @featherandsquirrel @jenmishlvr44 @bondnamesthejames

Comment, DM me, or send ask if you'd like to be tagged in my fic rec lists. It will only be used for these fic recs, no other posts.

[mercurialkitty]

This Charming Man by expectingtofly

The Shots We Don't Take by MandalaRose

[bluegreenblues]

These are great recs! Excited to read the ones I haven't read :)

All the Way by cadignan is a personal favorite of mine! Also Love Needs an Audience by Catchclaw for a shorter option.

[1mlostnow]

Stay with me

No, you dont need to run

Stay with me

My blood

WHASSAP

I had to search this up because it sounded familiar but I couldn’t figure out why

Has Josh Dun had his baby yet

[wilsons-limped-husband]

Yepp, in December he gave birth to his baby, felix

[1mlostnow]

Ok so I’m seven months late omg

[1mlostnow]

Do people still read smutless fics bc I’m irritated as fuck watching people complain about it

Lmk plz

[1mlostnow]

Stay with me

No, you dont need to run

Stay with me

My blood

WHASSAP

I had to search this up because it sounded familiar but I couldn’t figure out why

Has Josh Dun had his baby yet

[1mlostnow]

Hullo Evan. Me is back :3

JIMMY HELLO IVE MISSED YOU how are you???

[wilsons-limped-husband]

I AM GOOD

Finished my finals got a 9.30/10

How about uuuu

[1mlostnow]

I’m good !!! Mine were all A’s except for Spanish because I’m terrible at Spanish 🤞all I’ve done this summer is go to the movies I’m loving it so much