1n2theVeil

[vollzeitherz-deactivated2026012]

there should be a word for when you’re not sad exactly just… carrying a small expired dream in your coat pocket and occasionally touching it to make sure it’s still there

[1n2theveil]

I know im a shipper at heart but come on.....

One's hobbie/ new trajectory is reaching for the sky and the others is exploring the underworld like..... bitch what star crossed both meet in the middle for some supplies or something meet cute.

Its just so 😩😩😩😩😩 it would be such a Great Story... ughed id devour it! Plus plus plus if the roles were switched somehow how I feel like they would still be so natural together.

[1n2theveil]

In my missing MiMi T. era again

🥹

and Okolo&Demi and Dani and Jelly/Her Aquarium

and

*sniffs* all the girly pop reactors 😭

not ruminating... just reminiscing bc theres a 2016 flashback trend going on

not a good year in life, but in MUSIC and community... 😮‍💨 we were 1

[frailbug]

i am so easily impressed by trees

[1n2theveil]

I hate that I go so slow it seems like ive given up.... I never give up not really. If after trying to cancel my life.. the minute I woke back up and found out it didnt work... welp back to it.

Part of me thinks I tried to end it because I put so much meaning into a dream, a wish, a future impossibility.... thanks to that ever pesky hope/faith trust and pixie dust mentality lol.

I dont understand why I cant grow outta the inner fairy in me. Just because technology has me convinced magic COULD exist in this world as so much is still unexplained by science... how much there is still to learn. Maybe just on my level of plebian it seems mystical magical... but those Fae are tricky creatures and not as innocent as we 1st believe. Well unless you know more about the inbetweeners and goobly goblins and not so much that magical, but a fae hidden among the humans is entirely possible to me. I caught a glimpse of them once... just a quick shift of the filters and their they were.. in all their glory.

I have never been more enamored then I am trying to catch that glimpse just one more time... worst addiction this curiosity 🙃 Genuinely though the perks outweigh the stress of feeling outta place, in the way, and unwelcome. I just will exists in the smallest most inconspicuous of spaces where I can rave and praise and not be overbearing in others rightful spaces.

[1n2theveil]

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Bro, i need to share this bc I cant even begin to explain how much i missed this fucker!!!

Fr my favorite insta artist.... literally life giving aesthetics and such perfect curated posts (to me at least) that capture moments in time in such a visceral way. I cannot explain how much this specific account just (chefs kiss) every fucking post.

Honestly feels like the most real person with pseudo celebrity status. It gives the most "this is a real person with a real life away from social media" that feels sorely lacking in most influcers/ celebrity pages or social media. Which understandable bc they gotta what their ps and qs to maintain their jobs... but its just so REFRESHING. Bro I drink every post right up and it is immensely hydrating everytime. Seeing the account so bare bones is disheartening, except it just means thats theres so much space to fill with memories.

Vibes be top notch and it just makes my day seeing the account be back and active. Like 6 months without it showed how much I truly just like certain aesthetics.. much to my annoyance

It gives me so much energy 😌

okay, thats all.

(side note not naming personally bc im trying keep art separate from artist)

[001x456]

people who don't experience hyperfixation don't know what it feels like to hyperfixate so much on something that it becomes not only your subject of obsession but also your source of happiness and literally the main reason why you still keep going; literal source of strength and life.

shoutout to my favorite fictional characters, favorite people, favorite ships, favorite movies, favorite tv shows, fanfics and archive of our own

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

ai can never ever write half as good as an average tired writer who pulls an all-nighter writing a slow burn gay fanfiction for their favorite fictional characters out of hyperfixation, love, passion and spite they have for the way canon treated their little gay ship

[harleyquillao3]

I’m in this photo and I don’t like it 😂😭

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

nothing but love and respect to all fanfic writers

[1n2theveil]

Feeling like writing a story a letter a song a something of gratitude for those who I reach for in times of stress. The coined term Emotional Support [.........]

might be the caffeine that hasn't let me sleep yet though....

[surqrised]

“Someday, someone is going to look at you with a light in their eyes you’ve never seen, they’ll look at you like you’re everything they’ve been looking for their entire lives. Wait for it.”

— Unknown

[perfectquote]

“Never make fun of someone’s passion because that’s the thing that saves them from the world.”

— Unknown

[perfeqt]

“Someone somewhere is searching for you in every person they meet.”

— Unknown

[resqectable]

“Sometimes you have to be silent as no words can express what you’re feeling deep inside.”

— Unknown

[1n2theveil]

The urge to overexplain to not be misunderstood cycles into not able to explain correctly and ending up misunderstood anyway

silence is key.

[resqectable]

“Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.”

— Unknown

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

how it feels occasionally revisiting your old fandom you’re no longer a part of but all the good memories are still there. #nostalgia

[1n2theveil]

Like visiting a childhood home... not your current one, but its somewhere you can still feel the echos of the love and acceptance

Love something so much to consider yourself part of a Fandom never fades. You carry that with you for life as a part of you will always remain in that space and a part of it will always remain with you. Something something energy cannot be destroyed or something