sad-eyed lady of the lowlands

Rien au monde ne peut m’empêcher de t’adorer jusqu’à la mort

[grainelevator]

girl you want a bf or not

[grainelevator]

Actually I want two

[polish-lolita]

[rimaismaill]

[2004closer]

“The Kiss” a Klimt notebook my ex sent to my house, when it arrived, we weren’t talking with each other anymore and he was with another girl. My mind keeps ruminating on a lot of questions. All the time. And I can’t do anything to stop it, I can’t do anything at all. That used to be my favorite Klimt painting.

was it all a plan to leave me and meet her? how long was it going on? were you posting that you were buying things for me because you wanted her to see and get jealous? what was the point of everything? did you do it on purpose? was there ever a letter? if not, why would you lie about it? why? if I didn’t unblock you that day, what would happen? would you contact me or just go see her and ignore me? would you ever try to apologize? were you giving me things then because you were already planning everything to leave me and you felt secure with her? what the fuck happened? how could you be so cruel and say that you sent me a letter just to keep me waiting for something that never arrives? hoping for something that never existed? why would you do this to a person? you bought me the present on purpose because you knew that when I received it you would already be with someone else? was it to punish me? or was it because you hated me? what did you tell her about me before everything happened? did she know how much you said you loved me? did she know about our story?

I don’t know, and even though I keep asking myself these questions over and over in my head I believe (and hope) that it wont matter one day

[2004closer]

why is everyone so boring

[2004closer]

lately it’s been mystic pizza cat ballou the last picture show

[2004closer]

omg i hate that everyone says that i’m super quiet anywhere and everywhere i go but sometimes what tf do u want me to do? for example: i entered a ballet class and the girls said i was quiet but i mean I’m NEW and you don’t even try to talk to me other than just point “you’re quiet” people basically expect me to talk to them out of nowhere in a place where I don’t even know them and I’m the ONLY new one and instead of just asking me things or idk they say “you’re so quiet” WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS NOW??? LITERALLY HOW DOES THAT HELP? Thanks for stating that I’m quiet instead of just…talking to me?

or i don’t know this socializing thing isn’t for me

[2004closer]

I’m a mix of everythings that’s incompatible

[2004closer]

and everytime i scratch my nails down someone elses back i hope you feel it

[2004closer]

When you’ve blocked each other on everything so now you’re arguing over email

[2004closer]

I really wish women were not male-centered. I just lost my best friend and men are the main reason. Not because we were interested in the same person, but because that’s literally the only thing she talks about. She might mourn me but not in the same way I’m going to mourn her. I don’t even mourn her. I just mourn everything she could be if she wasn’t so male centered. I won’t miss her because she wasn’t actually good to talk to, but she could have been. Mourning her lost potential.

[chickenscanfly]

Wild at Heart (1990)

[briecheeseprettyplease]

[2004closer]

“does she get this wet for you baby”

[2004closer]

eu sou tudo que eu queria ter eu eu não me tivesse

[2004closer]

Always a pleasure when they text you “Talk to me or I’m gonna kill myself”

[2004closer]

june took everything from me, including my one and only best friend so I have no one to talk to about silly things and I’ll just post everything here I guess