23.07thoughts

Deep thoughts. Writer. Book lover. Autumn & Winter are my favourite seasons.🍂☃️ “I’ll be with you from dusk till dawn”.

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“You two are honestly perfect", a friend said. < p>“What? We aren’t even together”, I said. < p>“That’s exactly why I’m saying it. The fact that you can both walk past each other and know that there is no hard feelings. Just knowing that you both are on good terms. Neither of you carry any hatred in your hearts. Both of your feelings are out in the open and you’re both accepting things really well. Well I guess what I’m trying to say is, after a break up, people usually mess up and don’t want to sort things out and be at peace. They are full of pride and wouldn’t ever come back to fix any broken pieces. But you guys, you really have taken that step and it’s so beautiful to see how great it has turned out. I wish more people had it like this when they are no longer together. I wish there were more people like you two because it’s so much better this way.”

— loversjournalx on Instagram

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“I would love to see myself through his eyes. I just want to know how he sees me. Does he see me as the peace maker? The one who holds his heart and always protects it? Does he look at me and think “wow, I really do love her.“ I will always wonder. But I mainly would love to know why he chose to love someone like me. I may be kind and loving to him, but what was it about me that he never saw in anyone else? Then again, I ask myself the same question. What was it about him that made me fall in love? He was different to the rest, he had my heart… Only him. I knew he was different because I fell in love with him, not the rest, nobody else. Just him. And maybe it was the same for him.”

— loversjournalx on Instagram

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“Maybe I knew I deserved better but I always wanted you. You were just that one person for me, you know? Like there was something so different about you… Something so beautiful. And I hadn’t seen it in anyone else. You were that one person that made me understand what love was and you sure did give a strong meaning to it. Maybe I didn’t want to settle for more because I had always wanted you. I believed in you even when you couldn’t believe in yourself. And that’s how I knew I truly loved you… I stayed by your side throughout it all. Through the bad, through the worst and through the good.”

— loversjournalx on Instagram

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“But we can’t chose who we fall in love with, that’s just how life is. We fall in love at the most unexpected time with the most unexpected people. Even if we never saw it coming, it just happens. And I guess that’s why they all say love is “blind”, we are walking through a journey of hardships without realising the consequences.”

— loversjournalx on Instagram

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“It’s crazy to think if we did things differently, we could have been together right now. It’s always just them thoughts spinning around… It leaves you thinking, what if it happened?! It makes you think maybe if you said that one thing, or if you did that one thing differently, things would have worked out. If you spoke sooner, if you said the rights things then, I would have been yours and you would have been mine. But sadly, no. And I shouldn’t keep reminiscing on the past because no matter how much I keep thinking of what we could have been, it shall never happen. I guess everything happens for a reason and me and you not being together was probably never meant to be. You don’t understand it well and neither do I, but we soon will do.”

— loversjournalx on Instagram

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“I know what it’s like to fall in love which is why I don’t want it just yet. I know how risky it is and how you’re putting your happiness at risk. I know how difficult it is to keep up with heartbreaks and everything else included. I know what it’s like to be let down and be crying all night long. But then again, real love isn’t always about sadness. There’s a lot more to it. There’s happiness and much better things. And whenever the timing is right, maybe I will fall in love again. This time, I may be happier… This time, it may be better.”

— loversjournalx on Instagram

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“I wish that I could go somewhere far away with you. Far away from everyone. Far away from everything. I want it to be just us. I want to talk to you. I want to hug you and keep you close. I want to hold your hand and tell you about my secret thoughts. I want to lay there with you and let all my feelings out, especially the ones that I have been hiding all along. I want to be truthful with you and feel comfortable. I just want us to escape. Away from reality, away from everything… A place where it’s just me and you.”

— loversjournalx on Instagram

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“But why did you fall in love with me? We wasn’t even close to lovers, or anything. I’m confused, how did it all happen? Why? I can’t answer. I didn’t plan for it all to happen. I realised too late that I loved you, I cared about you so much that I didn’t even realise I was falling for you at the same time.”

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“Maybe not something as special but the sparkle when she’s around will always remain.”

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“Life will teach you many things. And one thing that you will always know throughout your years is to never depend on anybody. You are your own person and you can survive on your own. Making your heart believe that you cannot live without people is false. You can, and you will. Live life for you and not for others.”

— loversjournalx

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The feelings that are kept beneath the heart are often the ones that matter the most.

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“Pretending that your feelings don’t exist isn’t getting rid of them. Rather, it builds more attention to them. Your heart will always know the truth. No matter how many lies you tell it a day… it knows. You can never escape from your own heart, from own feelings. So listen to what they have to say.”

— - loversjournalx

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“Sometimes you just can’t explain it. No matter how many words, no matter how many sentences - it can’t be said the way you feel it. Our feelings are valuable. They are pure and personal. And sometimes we are lucky enough to experience things that make us feel this way.”

— - loversjournalx

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“You were the best thing that ever happened to me. It is because of your traits and parts, I am who I am today. Isn’t it amazing how another human can have an influence on who you eventually become.”

— loversjournalx

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“When love comes again, let it. You deserve to be happy again, you deserve to have them feelings again. It’s so unfair spending the rest of your life with fear. Fear of thinking. Overthinking. Will it work? Will it slip? Will it hurt me again? Not every love is out there to hurt you. One day a love will reach you. It will finally make you understand why it didn’t work out for you in the past. It will show you what love really is… You just have to give it a try. Because love is beautiful and you sure shall experience that one day.”

— loversjournalx

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“Soul mates will always end up together. No much how much love got lost, no matter how much distance there was. You lose each other to find each other again. That’s what it’s like when someone is meant for you… if they leave, they will return and stay forever.”

— loversjournalx

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“There is a reason why you crossed paths. No one comes into your life for no purpose. There are lessons to be learned, memories to make and feelings to discover. Each person holds something… each and every person.”

— loversjournalx