i hope everyone on here recovers one day, because you all deserve to be happy and have peace with food, instead of suffering with this horrible mental illness. ❤️

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i hope everyone on here recovers one day, because you all deserve to be happy and have peace with food, instead of suffering with this horrible mental illness. ❤️
when i die i want u all to come to my grave and put stickers on it
Literally came so close to committing the unalive last night hahaaaaaa and I SH so hardcore
How the fuck am I gonna keep the cuts hidden ahhhh
Basically binged and I still have dinner plans w my boyfriend fuck
For someone w an0r3x1a I sure eat a lot
I took a bunch of diet pills which is dumb but fuck it
Gonna try not to eat tmr Sunday I definitely will have to bc family but tmr despite my social commitment at the lake I’ll be Gucci
Liquid fast starts Monday I have to be at my first gw by the 31st of may or 1st of June
I have 11 days I got this I’m so close
Meh I’m hungry why does the body need food I’m like bitch eat the fat on my thighs calm down
I woke up and I’m getting the courage to weigh myself bc I’m so fkin scared I’m STILL maintaining😞
AHH FINALLY SCALE DID THE MOVES. Only 1.6 down but the most important thing is we are so close to getting out of the 140s.
Motivation…:)
Also realized imma need some tummy definition for the beach so gonna start doing this core workout 3x a day
6 weeks of that + fat loss should do somethin
I woke up and I’m getting the courage to weigh myself bc I’m so fkin scared I’m STILL maintaining😞
Okay so with food in my stomach I’m still at the same weight I’ve been the past few days. Tmr morning I had better see a difference.
Wtf is going on
It’s so hard not to like panic and get too emotional about this stuff.
Like I know it won’t help I just gotta put my mind to it and let the results come but I can’t stand how I look and am so mad I let it get to this point
Like I don’t wanna cry lol it’s pointless. Just starve instead.
I know what I gotta do. It’s not a matter of can I it’s will I or won’t I.
I got this. I’ll fix it.
Are like 1000 cals yesterday most likely.
Fuckin pissed.
I have to eat today bc of the shoot, but we could order our own food and I just got a house salad that’ll be like 140 cals
Thursday I’ll be fasting and Friday as well.
I may not be able to weigh myself til Friday since I might stay at the air bnb for the shoot we’ll see
I hate being this size.
Also I volunteered to help with a shoot for a client tmr and I realized I need to be in a swimsuit so that’ll be great.
I just want to lose weight
All I want right now is a salad from sweetgreen
With avocado, green goddess ranch, sweet potatoes, JUST MY BODY IS SCREAMING FOR NUTRIENTS.
but it’s too high calorie 🥹
I miss getting salads at lunch.
It’s harder since I’m not seeing results either right now since I’m maintaining.
I just want to get out of the 140s at least. Pls lol. Some progress
I’m hungry and cold 🙄 time to go look at some motivation lol
Fckin maintaining since last Thursday!!
I read though that maintaining on your period isn’t uncommon
Will keep you guys updated :/
I just wanna lose 30lbs istg
I don’t ask for much lawd 😂