CHILDREN (UNDER 18) ARE NOT WELCOME HERE
I’m really sick of going through the first few pages of followers and having to block a handful of people for being under eighteen. This is an adult blog. This blog is not meant for children.
If you are 14 years old, you are not welcome here. If you are 16 years old, you are not welcome here. If you’re 17 years and 11 months old, you are not welcome here. If you are under 18 at all, you are not welcome here.
THIS IS NOT A SPACE FOR YOU.
It is illegal for you to view this page and I am personally uncomfortable with minors following me. Please leave and don’t return until you’re of legal age to view pornographic material (18).
Yay my blog is 18+
Please respect my wishes if you are under 18 please always post it or have a private account to weed out any hastily adds. Please inform people if you notice they’ve followed you and you are under while they are over. Totes respect you’re right to be and have your own blog, I just want to make sure no mistakes are made and that you respect my requests as I do not want any potential issues of any sort. I just reblog stuff I like. Hop page to page. Please be safe, everyone, but especially anyone under 18 do not get taken advantage of. People will tell you anything you want to hear with no feelings of guilt or remorse because they’re getting what they want from you. The other underage littles, it would not surprise me if 25-50% of them are actually just men trawling for younger people with hopes to exploit. Please be smart and careful, respectful of others wishes and most of all safe. Mind you, I get it your 16 17 and I’ve seen a lot of 12-14’s and you know where to go to get what you want. But the laws there are in place are there to keep you safe, trust, I thought I knew it all too. Thank you for respecting my wishes, please do message me if I am following you and you’re not 18 and older. Preferably 21. But the law is the law. My best wishes and love to each and every one of you. Thank you!
I’m officially changing my role from the latter to the former. I’ve been lost in a haze of free time and changing tides of pornography. I started out wanting to be a diapered daddy dom to a baby girl. Too being a switch to being more sub than dom to completely beta in search of a Dommy Mommy to make me her diapered sissy baby girl (not life style but just during our sexy play time and of course she would be a sexy strong woman who exudes confidence and that can’t be hidden. I still have feelings for being diapered forced to mess dressed as a sissy with My beautiful Dommy Mommy diapered up and strapped on sooo she can take my dirty diapered hole with her fucking me hard and deep with her big strap on in a flurry of stinky crinkling diaper on diaper sex as she pisses and shits her own diaper from fucking me sooo long hard and deep without taking a break. But recently I’ve come to the realization that just like some other bad habits in my life thinking like this and entertaining this type of thought pattern and touching myself to the kinda thoughts such as considering myself this woman being pounded hard dressed in sissy best and a thick pink diaper her forcefully trusting her diapered strap on deep into me. But as I’m changing other bad habits in my life I’ve realized it’s time I get thoughts like this out of my mind. As well as limiting myself to limited time on platforms like this feeding my brain the wrong thoughts which will determine my future all because I’m a horny person around the age at which children would be considered well, the older side of child wanting age but I don’t want children. So I’m done bathing my brain in depravity every day and being jealous or thinking the caption is hot and what’s turning me on when really it’s the girls in the captions that make the captions a sexy hot thing to me causing me to consider them. Oldest trick in the book. Sex sells. Using sexually attractive women to train brains into making men want to deepen the pit they’ve dug themselves in to depraved sissy sluts wasting money and letting the horny part of their brain run the show. Everyone realizes that there is a reason we feel so guilty and disgusted with ourselves after cumming to this type of pornography right? It’s because the pleasure drops completely our brain is no longer getting coated in the pleasurable neurotransmitters and you go from cloud nine back to reality in a matter of seconds as your orgasm fades, so like a drug you find deeper and darker depraving ways to try to make your orgasm last longer, fucking yourself in the ass, vibrating butt plugs, all the way down to considering yourself a girl and wanting to take real cock in the ass, I’ve always been interested in pegging after someone I really like brought it up but it’s because I was friendzoned horny when she talked about it, it implanted it in my mind as a sexy thing associated with her and I became interested in it. But I only ever wanted strapon from a sexy woman whose dominating me. Never was I ever turned on by the thought of letting a real man take me. I realized that the line between the two was very thin and I don’t want to cross it. As I am cleaning up my life I am letting the grip that this pornography has over me loosen a little bit every day. This page has mainly been for things that turned me on while I was horny. But even then I would reblog out of horniness not out of the actual want for that thing. So a lot of this stuff on my blog is not really of interest to me. It was just the horniness taking over, which could cause anything to be added to the list of things that turn me on in thought but I know that in reality if I ever had the chance I would never allow myself to get that far. So it was basically reblogging for the sake so that others could get turned on by it. Spreading the the addictive pornography on even though it wasn’t truly an interest to me. It was more of a “damn that’s one really fine chick, oh snap she got a dick, but she still fine as hell. Or
Damn, this chick is fire as fuck hot but the caption talks of taking real cock for her.” The horny brain allowed me to look past it to reblog. So I am going to be cutting back on my usage of these platforms and start getting back to a reality where I have a life and build up the life I want not stay addicted to stroking to crazy horny fetish kink bdsm porn. What started out as an innocent diaper/pants messing fetish torqued, warped and twisted the part of my brain that is turned on by things. So from now on I will be spending the time I would be spending stroking bettering my life. I mean for heavens sake. It was so bad, that I would literally bargain with myself in the morning saying I have a little more time before I get up and shower and go to work. It was literally taking my rational thinking and warping it into thinking that I could make it to work in time after showering even though I knew for a fact that if I did not get in the shower by a certain time that I would assuredly be late to work and I’d justify it says oh it’s only a couple minutes but those couple minutes mattered and it endangered my livelihood. All because I was waking up early to spend time looking at addictive pornography and touch myself to it in hopes I could add a bit more time. Luckily I am not going to allow that to happen any more because as my mind sobers up more I realize that I should be spending my time in the morning meditating, exercising and making my life healthy in pursuit of something realistic like career growth or starting my own side hustle, reading books and expanding my mind in healthy ways. Rather than reblog and stroke to fantasized fetishized pictures and videos in hopes of finding the perfect Dommy Mommy on here or other platforms used for porn only to allow them to use me, try to get money out of me and even though I knew better a few of them actually tricked me into it luckily it wasn’t much but it still happened. I am loosening my grip on this false narrative of hopes for the perfect reality of finding a Dommy mommy to take me in and fulfill fantasies and help me test my boundaries of what I would actually like and what I would dislike based on fantasy that I knew wouldn’t be realistic. I’ve tried butt plugs and while not terrible I could not imagine having a beautiful woman smash me hard as fuck with her huge strap on. It’s just not what I would want. So I hope this gets through to some people I hope it spreads, you’ve been basically allowing yourself to be brainwashed deeper and deeper into more deprave thoughts. It may have started innocently but it has taken a massive turn and that’s obviously clear by the shift in the types of pornography that turned me on then lost their zest leading me deeper and deeper gripped by horny hormones in my brain. But I’ve come to realize that I control my emotions and feelings. It’s one of the very few things that I have control over in this world. Here I was the whole time looking to give up control to a Dommy Mommy so I wouldn’t have to make decisions but you know what life is about making decisions every day. Tough or even ths smallest ones. Whether or not to jerk off in the morning or not. Choosing to leads to a chain of events putting me in a precarious place in reality. Phones are pretty damn evil and it’s about time that we pull ourselves out of this false digital reality where we can escape from the dull drab reality that we live in trying to become something I’m not. All just hopes of becoming something I’m not. While falling prey to so many “doms” who I could just as easily be that dom, it’s not that hard to make an account, post pictures that I have saved and message people get reblogs have people message me and accept their willing submissions to me as their superior goddess. Making them worship me and pay me a tribute just to talk to me then have them do depraved stuff and force them to send me evidence of their depravity that I could hold over them so that they feel a loss of control. I hope this reaches many people and helps them get better like I intend to do.
I will still be on here from time to time because this is a hard habit to break but it’s not about breaking it or getting away from it. It’s about maintaining control and keeping moderation a thing allowing myself to be on here but only when I truly have free time and couldn’t be doing something more productive. I truly hope that this post can spread and help people break away or at least moderate themselves, realize that you going deeper and allowing yourselves to become sissy sluts and making alterations to your body, or starting hormones even though you truly do not feel like transitioning, or stretching your ass out and making yourself a slut for what’s probably a man recording everything you do on screen for them to hold over you later or even if it is a woman do you really want to give her that kind of ammunition? Do you really want your life potentially destroyed because you’re horny and depraved. Find a better place to spend the energy that’s wasted striking your little nubs, locking up your clitties, making cummies and having sissygasms. It is time to change your intake so that the outcome of your life can be better. The more you think about stuff like this the deeper you will go. The more you think about these things and other related stuff the more your life will turn into it until one day you wake up and don’t even recognize yourself, I mean people gotta realize that even if you lock yourself up, you gotta understand that at any time you want the tiny locks that come with most cages can be picked with a paper clip, or if not it can be cut off with a pair of snips. Even in giving up control you’re truly not giving up control because you can still easily escape. So if you are going to give away information so that they can black mail you, make sure it’s not truly your information because in a second your life could go from a honey fantasy to a divorced, jobless reality forcing you to become a cock sucking and fucking sissy slut to make money just to live. Potentially ending up homeless and just destroyed. There is getting your rocks off and there is going to far and as a community I feel we need to recognize that we have allowed it to go to far. Just like anything that makes you feel good in this lifetime, it can be ok in moderation, but every day makes it worse for you, so why not take control, and make it so every day you take a step out of the hole you’ve dug, don’t shovel another chunk out of the hole digging it deeper. For example. Fill in one scoop a day, 6 days a week and maybe take one scoop out for one day a week. But you gotta realize females will be the dominant gender, men have held them down long enough. The internet opened Pandora’s box and connected women who were in the same bad situations and empowered them. Before you got your daily news paper and the nightly news telling you what is going on and what to believe. Then the internet opened up making so many people realize that there struggle was the same and banded them together. Women went from being used and abused to being the ones using and abusing. The pendulum of power had swung past center mark and women will be controlling most things soon, maybe the sissy sluts have it right seeing them taking over and getting on their good sides early. But there will always be a spectrum of reality, an amount of people who will need to act this way and that is just how reality goes. Just try not to loose yourself. Try to control urges and maintain composure use your energy for better happier things in life. Focus on what matters, what truly matters. If you’re completely lost in sissy hood fetish lifestyle that you’re to far gone, I hope it works out for you and you don’t get dropped like yesterdays news at some point because that is what happened to them and or to their mothers growing up. Men have become less attractive and women have become increasingly attractive by the day. I see it in the workplace. Women are getting the higher roles and the balance of power is switching.
