Me being Me🤡

35% efforts,100% drama

[eldesvandesheyenne]

[35percentvibes]

I think I judged too quickly, and I’m sorry for that.

It’s making me teary, honestly.

It’s strange how people can carry so much and still smile so perfectly,

how no one ever guesses what they’re going through.

[35percentvibes]

I spent 17 years with my extended family, people who were once so close and well known to me. Then I moved away for studies, and somehow, things changed. Now, whenever I attend family gatherings, it feels like I’m surrounded by strangers. I carry this quiet sense of isolation, and sometimes I wonder… is it even necessary to meet anymore?

[35percentvibes]

I lost in the process of blending in.

[35percentvibes]

The Case of the Mysterious 👍 Emoji

So there’s this senior in my department, and I’m pretty sure he’s trying to slide into my life. Let me break it down:

First encounter? A department picnic in December. Turns out, he was already my Facebook friend (his friend request, btw).

We’ve never talked, like ever. Not online, not in person. Then one day—out of nowhere—he sends me a 👍 on Messenger. No context, just vibes.

I left it on seen, because…what even was that?

Fast forward two months, he messages again: ‘Sorry, I sent that by fault. Just noticed now.’ 💀💀

And here’s where it gets sketchy—he’s been out here stalking my old posts, liking them, and even reacting to my random comments.

I haven’t replied to him, haven’t even opened the chat, because how do you ‘accidentally’ send a thumbs-up emoji?? (Not even a quick reaction, an actual emoji!) Am I overthinking, or is this guy playing the long game? 👀🤡

[35percentvibes]

Cherishing Without Owning

I cherish things, but I’m not the type to chase after my favorite items. Whether it’s something aesthetic or completely ordinary, I’m never like, ‘Oh my god, I need this.’ If I like something, I just let it be. Sometimes I think maybe I wouldn’t be able to take proper care of it, and I don’t want to risk that responsibility. Maybe that’s just who I am.

[35percentvibes]

How I Thought University Would Be vs. Reality

After 12th grade, I thought there would be no studying in university. I imagined all my future university mates chilling, being carefree and not stressing about studying. With this mindset ,I entered my university, and to my utter surprise I found everyone super focused on studying and fiercely competitive. But there I was, chilling with my initial thoughts 🥲. And during every class test, everyone is like super serious, while I ,of course, was just being my usual carefree self🤡. While everyone scored 80% ,90% ,there I was, chilling with my solid 35%( pass marks:40%). And that's how my university life sucks ✌️.

What was your first impression of university?