365 Days of Words

My name is Kelcey. This blog was created on May 3, 2010. I wrote something every day for one full year to help me try to figure out what it was I was feeling and what I wanted. I'm still figuring it out. kelceykoch is my original Tumblr Ask Twitter Instagram

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A losing battle with depression.

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Not feeling like myself lately.

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Just really feeling myself these days. 🤷🏻‍♀️

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💁🏻

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Hello Internet. I miss you. 👋🏼

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Happy 6th birthday to my blog that I neglect. #neverforget

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The last two years have been a test; a seemingly endless string of struggle after struggle and fight after fight. There are moments of short-lived happiness followed by longer moments of loneliness and urgency. There have been people who think it’s okay to fall in and out of my life, knowing that I’ll probably continue to let them keep coming back. There have been people I once considered my closest friends who disappear in times of need. I have had job losses and breakups and friendships end and fade away as if they never existed at all, but the impact of those lost moments still weigh me down heavily. I’ve had people that I used to keep so close to me that continuously made me feel like nothing and made me feel like everything I loved and believed in was useless. I am tired of these types of people and I am tired of these types of feelings lingering around. This is my reminder that I don’t need those types of people and that everything will be okay. Be okay.

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Hi internet tumblr world, I miss you.

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I’m still here.

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Have been inspired by your blog ever since you started in 2010. I remember coming to this tumblr for inspiration every time I had to write an essay for school. I'm turning 20 this week, 5 years later, and I was surprised this blog was still up, and that you're still active. You are so talented :) don't ever stop writing <3

😘😘😘😘 I wish I were more active. I miss it so much. Happy early birthday, little one.

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The loneliness faded away for a little while as I lost myself in the mouth of another lost soul. Our bodies were tangled, our tongues twisted, our fingers grasping for something, anything, and our lungs gasping for air.

The loneliness faded away for a little while as the breath of another lost soul danced across my neck, my collar bones, my chest. Our bodies twisted and intertwined as the light peaked in through the curtains; first, it was the light of the moon, followed by the sun.

The loneliness faded away for a little while as I felt the comfort of a body of another lost soul beside me. Our hands touching, our bodies shaking, our minds blanking, and our hearts racing.

Temporary, like most things these days.

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Invest in yourself. Learn to love yourself. Tell yourself it’s going to be okay. Remember that it is always going to be okay. I’m okay.

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I was 14 when I first followed your blog and I'm turning 19. Miss you,Kelsey. I hope you're happier.

Oh little angel. I feel so old. I hope you are happy too!

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Mood swings. 💁

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Don’t let fear of failure scare you from love.

I am in love with someone who is also in love with me just as much, but they have convinced themselves that they would mess up later on and we have now spent the past month wasting time and missing each other because he’s afraid of ruining it later...

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Playlist

When We First Met

Here is the playlist you asked for. I could add a million more songs to this, but I tend to get too carried away with playlists sometimes.

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I've been reading these ten words over and over again trying to understand how these things keep happening and how something so good could just end in a second.

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Because I love you.