Eyks, 20 ♀

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guess who is active on tumblr again??? <3 <3 ??/ <3 ooooooo

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Hey :) do you think its funny it came out the year you were born because it resonates with you so much? It's always interesting to me when stuff I really dig came out the year I was born.

Hey! I know you asked this to me a really long time ago now, like 250 days or something. I only just read it cause I haven’t really been on tumblr since uni started, and I'm really sorry for that. 

I do find it crazy it came out the year I was born, because it crystallises my feelings so well sometimes. What cool stuff came out the year you were born? 

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i love your art! do you have an instagram?

Hey! I do have an instagram but I don’t really put my art on it to be honest, I tend to avoid instagram atm cause it makes me feel like I’m not keeping up with people n makes me sad. 

But, here it is : skyeturnerr 

Also, very sorry if you asked me this years ago, I haven't been on tumblr since starting university really >.< 

xxxxx 

[selfcare-bot]

u ok?

take a little time rn to take a sip of water !!! 🌼🌼🌼

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FUCK. YOU. YOU WATER SIPPING FUCKG

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why do I feel like i need to completely fucking break down to start getting better again? 

[sudokuyomi]

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I just think it’s really funny that this film was released the year I was born

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It’s summer, I just moved in to a 6 bedroom house with my friends, but they’ve all left. It’s just me, I’d like to say I go through the motions and feel content, but most of the time I am anxious, and however I spend my time it’s just not the right way. I am alone, and I have this nervousness for my next interaction with friends, however far in the future, meaning I can’t relax in to my loneliness. 

My boyfriend comes over every evening, I cook for him, I buy the ingredients which I can't really afford. I think he loves me but all we do is fuck and eat and it’s putting this sickness in me and I feel trapped.

 I’m lowering my medication and he told me I’m doing well, but he has no clue, he wouldn’t be able to see the signs either way. I’m probably only lowering it because I know he doesn’t like medication anyway.

I see all this time ahead and realise I could be making something for myself, maybe build a career, but it makes me so tired, and I feel like maybe I’d be happier if I lost all ambition apart from what I’m going to do with the next day. 

I could go and be with my family, but I could also just not move, which is easier. 

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someone recommend me an anime where it rains a lot

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Curdled Milk Charcoal Acrylic and Ink Eyks

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IJsselmeer

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summer is disgusting and if my body permitted I’d sleep through all of it.

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Burning man wake up and BURN ME

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I really love your art

Thank you! x 

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I’ve been reading Georges Bataille and listening to Coil for a few days now and I’m starting to feel funny 

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Werking for new project lads

[weirdfishes]

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when you have a mental illness but you feeling good so try real hard to keep up with every1 around you to the point where you make urself real sick again and have to spend a few weeks drifting between deep sleep and ‘alone time’. yeh hi there it’s ya gal ME.