DEAR CAT think what you want!!! LOT of HOOPS you're jumping through LIKE A circus CIRCUS CIRCUUUS performer TO get to that conclusion!!! I WILL STAND by that what I SAID was so NOTHING nothing NOTHING and I DID NOT and DD did not deserve this message, I DO NOT think you would have said this if you weren't GOING THROUGH IT yourself THOUGH so it does not really HOLD WEIGHT for me!!! IT IS water under the WATER!!!
I HOPE LAIKA GETS BETTER!!! NOT my BUSINESS!!! NEVER my BUSINESS!!! I HOPE YOU AS WELL take a nice break YOURSELF!!! YOU DESERVE ONE as it LOOKS like you're RUNNING ON FUMES!!!
HM... WHAT DO I DO when I NEED A BREAK from something ANNOYING or FRUSTATING ME... hm... WHAT CAN I OFFER... WHAT CAN I OFFER... I BACK AWAY and work on MY PROJECTS alone and TAKE A NICE BREAK AWAY FROM PEOPLE and things that ARE MAKING me ANGRY!!! IT REMINDS ME that the world KEEPS turning!!! THAT I DO NOT need to be helpful and INVOLVED with people!!! THAT if i take a break THE WORLD WILL NOT END!!!
SOMETIMES you need a good reminder!!! IF I WERE TO not take those breaks I'D SEE myself BITTER and RESENTFUL!!! SERIOUSLY think about doing ANYTHING to get people away from me ANYTHING AT ALL!!! I'D BE no help to anyone and I'D BE MEAN!!! I'D BE REAL MEAN!!!
when I REALIZED that THERE WERE STILL soulmates AND I HAD A little golden THREAD connecting me to someone else, I WAS REALLY ANGRY!!! I WAS REALLY FRUSTRATED!!! AND I WAS SCARED!!! I DON'T like it and it makes me upset!!! SO I spent MY TIME doing things alone and DIDN'T worry about it, I TOOK A NICE BREAK and got my shop finished up!!! MOSTLY FINISHED UP YES ALMOST READY!!!
AND it gave me time to NOT be stressed out about it, I WOULD HAVE been VERY angry and yell at my soulmate for EVERY LITTLE INCONVIENCE if I JUST WENT RIGHT AWAY to find them!!!
BECAUSE i took that break WHEN I FINALLY REALIZED who my soulmate was I WAS ABLE TO SEE how SWEET and KIND THEY WERE!!! AT how much I REALIZED that she didn't take THAT MUCH DAMAGE and I FORGOT i was CONNECTED WITH SOMEONE!!! AND I WANTED TO SPEND TIME WITH HER and GREET HER as a friend, GREET HER AS SOMEONE i LIKED!!! THAT I learned to like VERY QUICKLY!!!
IT WOULD not have happened... it would not have happened... IF I DID NOT take my break!!! MY BREAK!!! MY BIG BREAK!!! I would have been MEAN and not able to do ALL THE NICE STUFF I WAS ABLE TO DO!!!
I AM SURE you will not take this the right way, find a way to make this a BAD thing!!! AND THAT IS OKAY TOO!!! IF YOU GAIN nothing from my advice, NO NOT EVEN ADVICE just a NICE message about what HELP I CAN OFFER!!! YOU DON'T need to take it SO IT ISN'T ADVICE!!! THAT IS OKAY I DO NOT need a response AND YOU DON'T NEED TO READ IT AT ALL!!! IF YOU DISLIKE IT you can just NOT have a response... I MEAN THIS with a sincere TRUTHFUL TRUTH heart... I am not going to prove my worth to you, or my morality, we don't know one another.
we can DISAGREE on things without it being a MAJOR DEAL!!! WE CAN move on knowing that we don't really like one another and THAT IS OKAY!!! I HOPE you are well regardless SINCERELY... it can be stressful QUITE stressful to try and help people going through it and yet it is courage A LOT OF COURAGE TO TRY!!! YOU are trying and I COMMEND THAT that THAT is meaningful!!! THAT IS MEANINGFUL!!!
THANK YOU for reading dear cat!!! I HOPE things go well for YOU and YOUR FRIEND!!! WISHING you both WELL well WELL!!!
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