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TW | got terminated, again (was aestheticthin1) | 5'6" | SW: 150 lbs | CW: :( | LW: 142 lbs | GW: 142 lbs | UGW: 110 lbs 

[3rachakgs]

my mom told me last week that she doesn’t think i could ever stop eating and you wanna know what it has done to me? It has made my ed worse. worse as in:

- i haven’t eaten more than one meal a day, if even that

- i’ve thought about purging again (i haven’t in so long)

- i can’t stand looking in the mirror

- i over estimate my calories now

- i exercise way more than i usually do

- and so so much more

and the worst part about it, before she said anything, i was considering recovery cause I was tired of this shit. But now i feel like i have to prove to her that i could stop eating if i wanted to.

[3rachakgs]

I cant wait

I cant wait until my pants start sliding off my hips because they are too big

I cant wait until my shirts all become baggy

I cant wait until my cute underwear actually look good

I cant wait until I can become thinspo

I cant wait until i’m 30 pounds under my SW

I cant wait until I can wear skirts

I cant wait until my fingers thin up

I cant wait until my boobs shrink

I cant wait until my jawline starts to show through

I cant wait until my stomach doesn’t stick out

I cant wait until im skinny

I cant wait until this is all over

[velvet--sunsets]

[ihavetobeskeleton-deactivated20]

society says no to anorexia but yes to anorexic bodies

[briar-rosalie]

I have been reported in the past for reblogging pics that were taken from Vogue magazine so like, literally this, right here, right now.

[dizzzydreamzz]

LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK

[skimnyspinebreaker]

facts 💅🏻

[we-kartu]

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[thin-mami]

skinnyyyyy

[3rachakgs]

I love being at 150. this is such an accomplishment. now I just need to break 150!

[thepiscesactor-deactivated20121]

Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.

[minotaursauce]

Of fucking course

What sick bastard doesn’t

[xaldien]

“You’d be surprised”, said Xaldien, who just lost four followers and received a lovely “men can’t be raped” anon shortly after reblogging this the first time.

[minotaursauce]

Yowch, disgusting.

[samuraiko]

If I don’t reblog this, assume I’m dead.

[glory-of-hera-blog]

Always reblog this

[nygmobblepot-der-pool-deactivat]

If you Dont reblog this if u see it then i cant call u my friend

[witchofthefuture]

IF ANYONE TELLS ME THAT MEN CAN’T BE VICTIMS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AND RAPE, I AM SICKENED BY THEIR MERE PRESENCE ON MY BLOG.

If you disagree with me, unfollow my blog, block me and never look at my blog again.

If you want to debate about this or send anon’s about this, I will reply but your actions have consequences.

[witchofthefuture]

Out of 19000+ followers I have, only one of you actually reblogged about this issue, yet a lot of you have reblogged and liked a picture by playboy about catcalling and that how men should never do it.

Additionally, I have received abuse in my ask box (which I will be answering when I can) and threats. In particular death threats and rape threats.

I can see the real problem here already. Male domestic violence and rape is just invisible in our society because we don’t want to talk about this because it just damages the status quo of this fucking website.

[tarothy-deactivated20230301]

I’m a male victim of child sexual abuse. We matter. Please, reblog this.

[happerbunny-deactivated20211002]

Please never forget male victims are real and it can happen to everyone/anyone

[3rachakgs]

im at 150.6 today even after eating cake and ice cream last night

[wingedbeings]

[3rachakgs]

only my ed would ever make me eat cake off the ground... to say im ashamed is an understatement

[silent--starvation]

cw:99.4 height:5'7 I want to lose weight so bad.

[cribblingdebression]

my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.

[skinnidreamzzz]

this is the most confident i’ve felt in an outfit in MONTHS🥺

[darkswell-deactivated20230130]

I AM READY TO GET BACK ON TRACK.

SPEAK THIS INTO EXSISTENCE, SKINNY BITCH FEBRUARY STARTS NOW.

I’m gonna buy a planner, I’m gonna be organized, I’m going to workout everyday, I’m going to get back to restricting to 600cal.

This is it, January always tastes like the year before, but FEBRUARY IS WHEN THE REAL CHANGES BEGIN.

REPEAT THAT WITH ME

I

AM

READY

[getsmallforsummer]

HARD PILLS TO SWALLOW

“I need to lose weight so bad. My rolls are all over the place. Maybe I’ll skip dinner!” -my mom looking in the mirror, age 8

“These people are disgusting, I can’t even watch this show without wanting to throw up” -my mom watching weight loss shows, age 11

“That dress is perfect! Now we just have to make sure you don’t gain any weight before July because it’s already pretty tight” -my mom and aunt as I was trying on bridesmaid dresses, age 13

“Don’t worry, she was a bigger girl. Not really my type, know what I mean?” -my ex talking about his ex girlfriend, age 16

“Has she gained weight? Man, she’s really letting herself go. I mean, she used to be so pretty” -my friend talking about his ex, age 20

“Babe you gotta take it easy on the sugar! That’s how you get a big belly like (coworker), *laughs*” -my boyfriend on an ice cream date, age 21

Every time you made a fat-shaming comment, no matter who the target was, you taught me my ED mindset. You taught me that the world will love me less if I’m fat. You taught me that pretty equals skinny. You praised me when I was low weights and cautioned me when I was gaining. So don’t turn it around on me asking me how this could have happened:

what did you expect?

[skinnyrollercoaster]

This really needs to be fucking heard by everyone…

[deathdrinksteawith-ana]

Trigger warning!!! I think this is super important, and needs to be heard and read and understood.  You can affect peoples lives, even if you don’t mean to! Especially for the worst, so please be mindful about what you say.

[tokijin-deactivated20170926]

[chinesegook]

I reblogged this once and found $999 on the floor.

Reblog the Money Susie and you’ll have money coming your way too 💵💵

[mareya]

Holy shit I just won the lottery this really works

[tomblogger]

How do you find $999 on the floor?

[chinesegook]

I Reblogged The Money Susie Thats How .

[iwiazumi-deactivated20150910]

DO NOT!!! SCROLL PAST!!! THIS!! REALLY!! WORKS!! i didnt really believe in things like these but when i saw it on my dash i thought, well, why not, ive really been needing money for the new game i want to buy anyway. and i hit reblog. the next day my mom gave me $100 in CASH and when i asked her why she said that she just felt like increasing my allowance!!i dont know if shes going to keep on giving me $100 allowance so im reblogging again just to make sure

[coolcud]

Fuck it

[spiderkiths-remade-deactivated2]

Does it work?!!! Or is it a fraud?!

[tokijin-deactivated20170926]

Those Who Question The Money Susie Will Suffer 500 Million Years Of Debt

[daringdraconicdeity]

The real question is why the heck she stuffed money up her nose do you hAVE ANY IDEA WHERE THAT’S BEEN?

[tokijin-deactivated20170926]

[kittensinswimmingpool-blog]

Hi

[virtueofjoy-blog]

Wtf why does this work???

[voncent-am]

Please Money Susie, I need yer cash

[3rachakgs]

kpop has made me broke. money Susie your help would be greatly appreciated right about now