i am invisible

look at me, please look at me

[3y3r0t]

he / it / bug / pup , 18 , u can call me hugo or ghost

[manicfather-blog]

[disqualified-human-1103]

I can’t go a day without thinking about killing myself

[disqualified-human-1103]

Is anyone else afraid of things actually getting better?

Cause honestly every time they do, they just crash again and I feel worse than I ever have

[honeypleasejustkillme]

[svnflowerdreams]

suicidal thoughts always come back no matter how hard i try so why am i even trying?

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

So many people hurt me and they're all fine yet I'm suffering, they don't even feel guilty and I'll be like this for the rest of my life

[honeypleasejustkillme]

currently

[manicfather-blog]

[disqualified-human-1103]

I’m so tired of begging for anyone to want me

[3y3r0t]

i put tiny holes in my face with metal to avoid putting one big hole in my face with metal

[3y3r0t]

“i cant take it anymore”

but all i do is take and take and take until one day theres nothing left for me to grab

[3y3r0t]

maybe

going on a date will make me feel loved and adored one day

instead of used and dirty

when at the end of the day, inevitably, all they wanna do is fuck me

[honeypleasejustkillme]

"ur so quiet"

[disqualified-human-1103]

There’s such a difference between being alone by choice and being alone because you have no one

[bpdgotmelike]

have the biggest urge to self-destruct just so I can feel something

[chronicallyonlinesworld]