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Welcome to 🪄✨ the Cringe Zone! ✨🪄
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You've reached AXYER's probably most cringeworthy blog (well, besides the vore blog)!
Over here on this little corner of the interwebs, I like to post about my experiences being fictionkin.
I'll proooooooobably be posting primarily about being fictionkin of the Heart (Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium), but who's to say the other ones won't come in eventually! Eh? Eh?
I also take requests for a handful of things! Scroll down if you're interested. 😳
Please do note a few things:
-I am like, REALLY sensitive. Like, craaaaazy sensitive. Like, it is literally so easy to hurt my feelings you don't even know. Please be gentle with me! I promise I don't bite, and if I'm rude/wrong/whatever it is NOT on-purpose!
-I'm not going to get too in-depth about my mental ouchies (quite frankly, they're none of your business!) but I do have OCD and I do have schizoaffective. Because of my OCD, I will never reblog things that work based off of superstition/peer-pressure. No "reblog this or else [XYZ] will happen" or "I don't care WHAT your blog is about, what your 'aesthetic' is, what you care about, what your summer job in 2017 was, what your mother's maiden is, YOU BETTER REBLOG THIS OR YOU'RE A HORRIBLE PERSON!!!"-type posts, nothing that triggers compulsion in someone to get them to reblog because, quite frankly, that's not cool. My schizoaffective leads me to have a bit of the paranoias, so be patient with me! Sometimes I'm a little off my rocker.
-Also don't you dare enable my delusions regardless of how "harmless" or "validating" or literally whatever they are I will be absolutely pissed at you if you let me remain in a delusion regardless of what the delusion is. /srs
-No politics here! I wanna keep this a safe escape from reality, just as I do with all my blogs! You won't find any depressing morbid real-life problems here, at most just first-world alterhuman problems.
-I'm specifically not going to discuss DID/OSDD/adjacent-topics (such as Tulpamancy) regardless of what they are, and I'd like you to respect that! There's no winning in that discussion and absolutely no one can agree on anything related to the disorder and related stuff. Please don't ask for requests if your alter isn't fictionkin! I only do fictionkin requests. I know this is probably a bit unfortunate, but I really, really don't wanna associate with the DID/OSDD/what have you community just because discourse and misinformation run rampant, and I'm personally not looking to get involved in that matted knot of a discussion! No hard feelings, of course– you can still interact and be friends, I still support the disorder and people with it– just keep that discussion away from me, m'kay? It's nothing against DID/OSDD/etc. or the people with it, it's just that I'd like to keep away from the discussion due to… a lot of reasons! Some personal!
-I sometimes mess up! Please let me know as soon as possible when I do! I don't like to be a bad person, and I think people who do are losers. If I make a mistake, kindly (and I mean kindly, I'm a person after all!) let me know and I'll do better! I won't change if no one tells me anything.
-I do NOT want to interact with doubles of Heart!!! Please HARD DNI if you also identify as Heart (or anyone on your account does, for that matter!)! There are no exceptions to this, I would've let you know already if there was!!! Well, okay, maybe if it's a fictionhearted, synpath, or a copinglink, that's not as bad.
-I'm not personally comfortable interacting with com-shippers! My abuser was a hardcore com-shipper and I'm still recovering from it, not to mention just generally the not okay aspects of it. Please DNI!!!
-Mias World fans HARD DNI as well. /vsrs
Tags:
#bb [character] moment - Kin stuff about da character!
#the blues and greens - Favourite posts!
#you laughed and smiled instead! - All-time favourite posts!
#imprisonment was all that i earned - Vent posts! Trying to make these not too frequent anyone.
#dead leaden eyes? - Serious posts!
#*bites chew toy* hee hee my teeth - Reblogs!!!
#pacted by the moon - Friends!!!
#exchanging spiders - Discussion!!!
#when harmonia shines - My lover, Grimmie!!!
#palpitations be among ye - Kinshifts!!!
#misanthroposting - Me posting about how much I hate humans
Here are my kintypes!:
-The Heart (Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium) blended with the Robber (Ain't no Rest for the Wicked - Chonny Jash Cover) "Villain" Heart! I'm mostly just Heart, though. I know that this kintype of mine came from some odd, ask blog-type crossover AU world, hence my current love and passion for crossover AUs. This leads me to having noematas + memories of a lot of random characters unrelated to CCCC! I know I was a spawn of entropy (Soul was a deity of entropy of sorts, I don't know if that was actually the case or just how I perceived him) and a God/Goddess (genderless) of the Moon, and I lived in a world between worlds composed of Soul's mind. I wasn't a figment of his imagination, and the world was very real; it was not just a mindscape, it was an entire universe. But I don't know who or what "Whole" was other than he was Soul at one point. I know I had an undying hatred for humanity and any human-adjacent entity, and that was part of my villainous motives; I also know Mind was a rival of mine but he wasn't necessarily good either. I also had a strict code against murder and would never kill anyone.
-Grimmchild (Hollow Knight). An "iteration" of myself in another world. Dunno too much about this kintype, but it came to me in a dream and was the first sign of alterhumanity to me back in 2022.
-Glorified stick figure (species), my (Villain) Heart kintype was one of these! But like, a creature that took the form of one as its Host was one itself.
-Idkin, the aforementioned parasite! Now, I don't know how much of an idkin I was, in all honesty, as I have conflicting memories. But to an extent I know I was one of these bad boys.
-Blitzen. The Santa reindeer. I don't know how. I don't know why. But apparently that was me at some point. I truly cannot wait for what December will be like for me.
-Miscellaneous "iterations" of myself. I believe my kintypes (with the exception of Blitzen) to be various iterations of (Villain) Heart, myself included, and us all being the same entity albeit different AUs of one another. I know there's also a dystopian version of myself, a "furry" version of myself, and a "canon-accurate" version of myself too!
-SCP-682, a copinglink! I hate people too, just like da hairy gator <3
-The Mangle, another copinglink! I just strongly, STRONGLY relate to feeling torn apart and put back together to the point where your self-image is so brutally warped <3
-And a whooooooooole bunch of synpaths! Shall we go down the list?
• Ffionn Fox (Still Here)
•Kickin Chicken (Smiling Critters - Poppy Playtime)
• The Vinki (Rain World - Modded)
• Beelzebub (Helluva Boss) (I do not support Vivziepop nor am I fond of her shows) (you're ok to interact if you are though :))
• Mackenzie (Bluey)
• victim (Animator Vs. Animation - Fanon)
• Fink (OK K.O!)
• Simon (The Mind Electric)
• Barry Noceda (Ferngully: The Last Rainforest)
• Puss in Boots (Shrek)
•Pink Pearl (Steven Universe)
Requests!!!
I bet that's what some of you are only here for, eh? No worries, I get it. I'm the same way.
I take:
-Fashion kit requests
-Moodboard requests
-Care kit requests
-Pokémon team requests
-And tips for species euphoria!!!
Rules:
-Rushing me does not make me go faster. Spam me and you're not getting anything, m'ny'alright?
-If the source is not listed down here, just ask! I'll let you know if I'm down for it. :)
-Be EXTREMELY specific. I do NOT work well with vague instructions and it is not my fault if you get disappointed. If you want a fashion kit, specify the clothes you like. If you want a moodboard, specify the themes and colours. If you want a Pokémon team, specify what kinds of Pokémon you do and don't want. If you want a care kit, tell me what you like and what you're looking for. BE. SPECIFIC. I don't want to disappoint you! And if you ask for a "surprise me" then that's on you. /lh
-If your name is Dakota and you ship siblings together and continuously defend com-shipping to people who are triggered by it that you're well-aware of then you are not allowed here. Bye-bye. Shoo. You've ruined my life enough. Toodaloo. Sayonara. I wrote your name on the door just so you know which one's the exit and I can remember you're gone every time I look at it.
-I will not do anything with saliva or with weed. Just a personal preference.
-I will deny whatever makes me uncomfortable, I apologise if this is inconvenient! I'll try my best but sometimes I just can't handle things. Please don't get upset, there are countless other kin blogs you can go to!
-Please do not specify personal information in the asks! This is just a given, but still.
-Tell me your kintype and the full name of the media alongside it! I don't wanna get confused yk.
Things I am best at:
-Therianthropy
-Otherkin
-Conceptkin
-Elementkin
-Divinekin
-Spacekin
-Rain World
-Animator Vs. Animation
-FNaF (pre-Help Wanted)
-Centaurworld
-Dream SMP
-OK K.O!
-Octonauts
-Gravity Falls
-Pokémon (as in, da creatures)
-Happy Tree Friends
-Undertale (+ Sans AUs)
-Hollow Knight
-BoJack Horseman
-Skylanders
-Tuca & Bertie
-Inside Out
-World of None
-Hateful Wonderland/Still Here (I HIGHLY doubt there's any people who even still know about this but… the offer's there)
-Poppy Playtime (especially the Smiling Critters!)
-SCP
-Tattletail
-Hazbin Hotel (well-versed but not a big fan)
-Helluva Boss (well-versed but not a big fan)
-FNaC
-Popgoes
-ONaF
-Countryhumans
-Eddsworld
-TADC (not HUGE into it but well-versed)
-Summer Camp Island
-Polandball
-Plague Inc.
-Generation Loss
-Dungeons & Dragons (either canon stuff or a D&D player character)
-Spy vs. Spy
Things I am not too well-versed in but would love to do:
-Niche media (ESPECIALLY webseries/webcomics gimme gimme I have so much I need to get into)
-Warriors
-Digimon
-Tally Hall (I've listened to the entirety of MMMM, G&E, HP:II, JHJH, and have been hyperfixated at one point but anything outside of that realm I'm gonna need to research)
-Stray
-Cuphead
-Bendy and the Ink Machine
-Wings of Fire
-Portal, Portal Two, + Portal Mods
-Villainous
-Steven Universe
-Teen Titans
-Over the Garden Wall
-Craig of the Creek
-Bee and Puppycat
-Star Vs. The Forces of Evil
-Amphibia
-The Owl House
Things I'm not as good at (but can still do! Just need research):
-Placekin
-Objectkin
-Live action shows
-Movies
-Pokémon Trainers
-QSMP
-HermitCraft
-Aphmau
-Object shows (with the exception of BFB and Love of the S*n. Pretty confident I can do those ones.)
-FNaF (post-Help Wanted)
-Book series
-SparkleCare Hospital
-Don't Hug Me I'm Scared
-Popee the Performer
-Henry Stickmin
-Roblox games/myths (Dandy's World, Phighting, Pressure, etc.)
-OCkin (you'll have to be as specific as possible)
-The Sun and Moon Show
-Kirby
-Dragon Prince
-She-Ra (the OG and the reboot)
-FNaF: Security Breach
-KinitoPet
-Danganronpa
Things I'm iffy on (and probably won't do):
-Basically every anime
-Team Fortress
-Resident Evil
-Vocaloid
-Project Sekai
-Honkai Star Rail
-BlueyCapsules FNaF AU
-Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium (straight-up won't do Heartkins)
Things I WON'T do (and you shouldn't ask):
-Mias World (absolutely not.)
-Cookie Run Kingdom
-Ace Attourney
-Unicorn Wars
-Sam and Max
-Media that promotes problematic content (not media by problematic creators, specifically media that supports it)
-Dramatical Murder
-Your Boyfriend
-The Coffin of Andy and LeyLey
-Doll Eye
-Pinky and the Brain
Anywho, enjoy your stay. :3333
