lee felix. friends to lovers
➳ hi i was just in the mood to write felix, i love him, that is all. ♡
you two spend practically every waking minute together
and when you’re not he’s spamming you with memes and funny tiktoks
honestly 90% of your phone notifications is just felix tagging you in funny posts
you’d have like a million and one inside jokes with him just like the most obscure things that would always raise some eyebrows from the people around you
he was your other half really, whenever something exciting came up in your lives you immediately wanted to tell each other
felix would definitely have a bunch of pet names for you as well, just variations of your name, or teasing nicknames in relation to something embarrassing that happened to you
he can’t really pinpoint just when exactly he fell in love with you, because truthfully, you’ve always made his heart race with excitement, you’ve always made him grin so big his cheeks would hurt.
he’s always been an affectionate person, cuddling with his friends, playing with their fingers mindlessly, he did it subconsciously, without much thought. but unlike when his fingers are twiddling with jisung’s or jeongin’s, with yours his skin feels lit aflame. his heart contracting when you push your back against his chest, nuzzling into his warmth.
he’s never felt the overbearing urge to kiss chan or minho before, but with you, it’s all he can think about really.
falling in love with you was possibly the easiest thing he’s ever done. he already thought about you throughout the majority of his day anyways. anticipating the next time you’ll be together, the next time you’d fall asleep on his chest and he’d pray you couldn’t hear how loud his heart was hammering in his chest.
he’d think about how hard he’d laugh at your overly dramatic expressions to the cookies he baked for you, how you always acted like they were god sent delicacies, which they were but felix was pretty humble about his knack for baking.
the way you always know what to say to him to get him to double over in uncontrollable giggles
his happiest memories are with you by his side, his best naps are always with you entangled in his arms, everything always funnier when you were by his side, laughing along with him
the moment it hits him like a ton of bricks though, is when you're animatedly telling him a story that is too hilarious for you to choke out without giggles interrupting every other second.
he hasn’t processed a single word you’ve said, his thoughts only filled with your laughter, such a wonderful sound, the way you smiled at him so unabashedly, just for him to take in and admire.
wow he’s really really in love with you huh.
with his heart pounding in his ears he’d lean in and kiss you, mid-sentence, and you’d be so taken aback that you couldn’t do anything but stare in disbelief as your best friend kissed you with so much fervor it winded you.
despite your lack of response, felix would be so overwhelmed with emotion he’d just cup your cheek and kiss you further, deepening the kiss with the tilt of his head, his lips slightly chapped but so warm and inviting you’re just about to kiss back before he pulled away once realization hits
his entire face burning crimson, and he’d just open his mouth and close it over and over again like a dead fish
“i-i … i can explain-” his eyes would search yours for some kind of response but your facial expression would be too difficult for him to decipher. his brain is panicking and going like a mile a minute because you’re still just looking at him with eyes all wide trying to process what happened because you swear a second ago you were telling him about your ridiculous coworker and the argument they had with a customer today but then he kissed you? and kissed you hard at that?
“f-felix y-” he’d interrupt you immediately,
“w-wait listen- i’m sorry- i just, you look so cute when you smile and i love when you laugh and i think i’m in love with you sorry if that’s weird, or like, creepy, i didn’t mean to kiss you i-i- mean you just looked really really cute-” he’s blabbering on again and only seconds into his sentence, you’d give him that smile again, the one that leaves him breathless and he’d finally shut up not because he’s talking too much but because he kind of forgets how to function when you look so beautiful right before him.
cupping his cheeks in your hands you’d rest your forehead against his, eyes flickering over the freckles that paint his cheeks before resting over his own that were filled with worry and guilt and so much love. he always looked at you like that, with so much love and affection and you cursed yourself inwardly for never noticing it until now.
“you’re so stupidly adorable felix, if you wanted to kiss me you should’ve just said something.” you’d rub your thumb over his cheek gently, feeling the flustered heat radiating off from them and laughing softly to yourself.
he’d blink, once then twice, opening his mouth again before closing it and yeah he was at a loss for words but he’d manage out a “i’m… just- wait what the fuck is happening-”
just like that any anxiety or worry that filled the air dissipated, you snort in disbelief at the situation, unable to hide your amusement as the two of you broke out into fits of giggles
after a few moments, you’d catch your breath, managing to clarify “i like you too!”
nuzzling your nose against his and he’d just burn red all over again, a shy laugh escaping past his lips, he’d hide his face in the crook of your neck trying to calm his racing heart because wow his best friend liked him too? what the fuck happens now?
thinking on it for a while, he’d finally gain the courage to ask what’s lingering on his mind, “does that mean i can kiss you again?” his voice is all muffled because he’s still hiding against your neck, arms wrapped around your waist squeezing slightly in anticipation for your answer.
you’d lift his head up by his chin, forcing him to meet eyes with you and the sight of him so flustered, hair disheveled and a dopey smile on his face, it was you this time overwhelmed with the overbearing urge to kiss him
so you did, and he wouldn’t waste a second to kiss you back, that grin of his interrupting the kiss every now and then, causing the kiss to become a bit messy and uncoordinated but it was perfect nonetheless
he’d be so elated he’d push you down on the couch and start kissing your face everywhere because let’s face it kissing you on the lips was just a clang of teeth at this point, neither of you capable of completing the ministration properly from excitement.
“i cant believe i get to do this 24/7-” kiss “i should’ve done this sooner-” kiss “why do you smell so nice–” kiss
with a content blush capturing the apples of your cheeks, you brushed his fringe out from his face before placing a kiss of your own in between his eyebrows.
p.s happy 3rd win to our babies skz !!! keep streaming stays ♡
