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[4ngelswish]

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hello! this is my 4th blog. my previous one was reported and terminated.

TW my content is mostly vent posting. i’m depressed and have suicidal thoughts. i’m sorry to anyone who relates to my posts and i hope for you to heal ❤️ i don’t like tagging my posts and i’ve pretty much stopped tagging all together, but i still try to put tws on specific posts.

if i post a picture, 99% of the time it’s not mine. i’ll source the creator if i know where it’s from. if i post something of yours, lmk and i’ll source it or remove it 💖

i don’t have anyone in my life that i can find comfort in when i am having mental episodes, and so i vent anonymously online. this is all i have in terms of emotional “comfort” so please just block instead of reporting.

please don’t dm me, i am terrible at socializing and it makes me anxious.

[wizardarchetypes]

really strange how you can be almost at peace with something that happened to you but it will continue to be a defining moment of your life for the rest of your life. you wont think about it much anymore but in a conversation about a film someone will mention the year it was released and you’ll think to yourself, “that was before it happened” and you’ll see an old photo and think how strange it is to have existed before it happened and somehow it’s like living a life in two acts

[4ngelswish]

i wonder how long it’ll take some people to find out when i actually go through with it ♡

[speakingspirals]

i hate talking about my problems.

feels like i'm forcing them to care about me.

it's so embarrassing.

[iownsnails]

I know it’s a “permanent solution to a temporary problem”, but I also know that a chronic mental illness will still be a chronic mental illness in 70 years

[4ngelswish]

i am struggling to accept the truth

[yellow-cat]

remember to be scared all day so youre not caught off guard when it happens

[fromhersoul]

[aidashakur]

[hotboyproblems]

does it scare you that in less than 3 months it’ll be 2014

[paper-stars-still-glow]

im gonna be real with you hotboyproblems it scares me somuch

[4ngelswish]

i think i am done experiencing

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[4ngelswish]

am i unlovable, even for you, god?

[televisionenjoyer]

[talonabraxas]

[speedlimit15]

Uh oh i think something deep inside me just gave up for good 🤣

[4ngelswish]

please tell me how much of myself should i water down in order to be good enough,? ^_^