i have control issues, mommy issues, adhd and im a perfectionist, it wasnt a question of IF i would develop an ED it was more of a WHEN would i develop it

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@losing-life
i have control issues, mommy issues, adhd and im a perfectionist, it wasnt a question of IF i would develop an ED it was more of a WHEN would i develop it
myfitnesspal when i starve myself: ur unhealthy, no weight projection for you!! 😡 eat more, loser
myfitnesspal on the one day i binge: if u eat like this everyday, in five weeks you will be
✨morbidly obese✨
I jokingly said that I was relapsing last night and my bf just laughed said ‘no you’re not don’t be silly’
Guess I’ll just have to try harder then 🤪
Everyone around me is having people notice how sick they are. Everyone around me is getting diagnosed. Everyone around me is getting help.
And then I’m stuck here after over a decade of suffering and still no one notices, or those who have don’t care. I don’t know what I have to do to finally get someone to realise that no, I’m not ‘doing so much better’, I’m worse than I have ever been. I need fucking help.
This is your reminder that fat people & straight sized people have eating disorders (yes, even restrictive ones).
Only 6% of people with eating disorders are underweight.
You are valid.
The amount of ed TikToks I’m getting on my fyp even though I’ve repeatedly said I’m not interested is probably a sign from god for me to get my shit together 🥴
YOUR ED IS VALID
Idk if you are gaining weight, loosing weight, eating regularly, eating irregularly, binging all the time, never binging, purging, or not purging
YOU ARE VAILD
ahhh time to get ready for bed
*scrolls through thinspo for three hours*
There are over 1,000 of you following me now....
I’m sorry you’re here, but I hope in some way you’re okay, or will be one day 🖤
me: eating voluntarily
my brain: wow you truly are faking your ed
I'll be like "oh i don't care" then ✨starving✨ for three days.
Uh so I was literally on the edge of relapse but holding it together until I found out my ex has fallen for the girl that literally encouraged me to develop my ed and now I’m mentally falling apart
So hi how’s everyone doing?