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[5tinkyguy]

🦷 Intro Post :: ˚𝄞 ݁𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

https://5tinkyguy.straw.page/ My name Is Samuel, or Sam! :D I'm 15 > 16 in June !! I'm pretty much into anything deemed odd or strange and lurk in many fandoms! Plspls moot me up!! I'm a transman + i like people , pref men

{ Boundaries ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 .ᐟ

I use he/him pronouns, If called otherwise I'll js block u;3. Don't call me nicknames unless we're close.. excluding 'Sam'. I don't mind human terminology (e.g: hands, hair) but prefer canine terminology (eg: paws, mane), though don't really mind what you use.

DNI : Proshippers/darkshippers, racists, homophobes, transphobes, ableists, sexists, anti-therian, anti-furry, prolife, bigots, Ai users/supporters, etc. I block freely ^^

{ General Interests ɞ° Art // Music // Politics // English // Writing // Literature // Punk fashion and ideology // crafts // DIY // Camping // StoryTelling // Oc's // Reading // Witchcraft // Taxidermy // Photography // Skating // 420

{ Fandoms ꕤ｡˚⋆ Class of 09 // Mystreet, (aphmau) // My Inner Demons // Mermaid Tales // Minecraft Diaries // The Amazing Digital Circus // Creepypasta // SallyFace // Seraph of the end // Bungo Stray Dogs // Angels Of Death // Demon slayer // Fairy tail // Kamisama kiss // Toilet Bound Hanako // The Seven deadly sins // Fireforce // Scott Pilgrim // House MD // TROLLS // What Remains Of Edith Finch // Genshin Impact // FNAF // Project Sekai // Miku // South Park

{ Selfships / Yumeships ⋆˚࿔ Ein - Phoenix Drop High | non-sharing Eyeless Jack - Creepypasta | selective sharing I have more.. but these two are my main<3 tehe uh u can interact if u like them idrc!

{ Alterhuman Stuff ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ PolySuntherian ! German Shepherd :: Psychological Hyena :: Psychological Skunk :: Psychological

{ Things you will see on this blog 𑣲⋆。˚ - posts abt alterhumanity - posts abt yumeshipping - posts abt fandoms - art - rants

{ Music Taste ⋆˚꩜.ᐟ  Radiohead // Cheap Perfume // Descendents // The Smashing Pumpkins // Weezer // The smiths // Pixies // Avril Lavigne // Pierce The Veil // MCR // Nirvana // Deftones // Slowdive // Panic! at the disco // Bikini Kill // Against me // The Strokes // Whirr // Mom Jeans // Coldplay // Car Seat Headrest // The Cure // Paramore // The White Stripes // Kings of Leon // The killers // Korn // Franz Ferdinand // Green day // Limp Bizkit // Queen // David Bowie // The Cranberries // Metallica //  slowdive // foo fighters // pink Floyd // Gacha music.. // hole // slipknot // linkin park

MOOT ME!!! https://5tinkyguy.straw.page/

[wiollily]

hihi!! hello!! dogboy toby and kittyboy ej drawing :)

also posted on tiktok ^^ check it out maybe...

TikTok - Make Your Day

[raspypenchant]

I turned Kawaii Chan into a COD operator. Do. Do you guys know who kawaii chan is ...? its ok. cute catgirl in tac gear.

[yevhen-irl]

Affirmations for the unsure alterhumans and maybehumans:

You can still be alterhuman even if you acknowledge parts or all of your humanity.

You can still be alterhuman even if you find comfort in human rituals, culture, etc.

You can still be alterhuman even if you display human behaviors and characteristics.

You can still be alterhuman if you look or act nothing like your 'type.

You can still be alterhuman without dysphoria, euphoria, or both.

You can still be alterhuman even if you never plan to transition or present physically or socially as alterhuman.

You can still be alterhuman without blowing hundreds of thousands of dollars on gear.

You can still be alterhuman even if you aren't queer (surprisingly common misconception by the way!)

You can still be alterhuman even if you don't find the furry community appealing.

You can still be alterhuman even if there weren't 'signs' of alterhumanity in your childhood.

You can still be alterhuman even if you find aspects of alter/nonhumanity uncomfortable or scary (and this may change as you discover yourself!)

You can still be 100% alterhuman and 100% human at the same time.

You can still be alterhuman without misanthropy.

You can still be alterhuman without a spiritual connection to nature or a religion pertaining to nature.

Even if you aren't alterhuman, it's okay to be human.

Even if you aren't alterhuman forever, it's okay to recognize your humanity afterwards.

No seriously, it's okay to be human in some aspects or all aspects.

You don't have to constantly strive to be the 'most nonhuman thing possible' and you don't have to try and reinvent the wheel coming up with a new term thats 'more nonhuman' or 'further than humanity' than the last.

There are infinite ways to be alterhuman and you may never find a term to define yourself. You might not even find a species to label yourself as.

On the same coin you may find that your experience is painfully common, or not 'original' enough to warrant a 'true' experience. You have to remember that it's okay to be one of the gazillion black wolf psychological therians out there and that it is functionally the same (and has the same moral weight) as having brown eyes.

It's okay to be unlabeled.

It's okay if you wouldn't be considered alterhuman by the old standards from the days when alterhumanity was mostly on independent forum boards.

Grills and grilling aren't relevant anymore and it's better to block people that try to bring that back.

But it is never okay to lie to yourself to fit into a box that's too small for you.

[mentholmutt]

i don’t want people to see me as “just another tboy puppy,” because my queer identity and my nonhuman identity are so much more than that.

[akutagawascoathanger]

Tw: depictions of sh

Okokok here's some real art..... Finnaly

I still haven't gotten my stylus, but it's in the mail so yay! But I was really itching to draw dazai, so I sucked it up and used my finger....

GOD IT SUCKED, I HAVE SO MUCH RESPECT FOR FINGER ARTISTS.

anyways don't be scared to interact with me... Please, I crave validation.

[creaturethoughts]

“feminine urge” this, “masculine urge” that. can’t a guy have a canine urge every once in a while, john. would that be so bad.

[111dollboy]

lucid dreaming of you

[trayne4eva]

not to fear fellas, i am alive and kicking. the yaoi pack just started hitting..

[zurific]

[5tinkyguy]

Uh uh yes

[sushizushi6]

[e3rt]

one of the line ups for the au master post-doing this plus individual profiles and a map of sorts

[vennro0]

I decided to redraw some of the creepypastas I drew in 2020 (these are all the ones I've done so far). Some of them have been slightly redesigned!

[tuna-jsgross]

Rewatching aphmau as an adult is a whole experience lmaoooo 😭 my inner kid misses these two a lot though

[lemonadeaddiction]

[vagabond-beast]

"Wolf in the sense that..."

where you see a human face, I see a wolf's head

where you see a twitching nose, I see a snout

where you see a flat head, I see perked ears

where you see fair skin, I see a thick coat of fur

where you see hands and feet, I see paws

You see a human walking on two legs, but that's a wolf on all fours.

Now, on to my thoughts about identifying as a wolf.

I acknowledge that if I take a DNA test right now, it'd show up as human. Can't argue with that. Whatever reality is, whatever life is, in this one, I'm physically human and I can't change that.

However, I am a spiritual person. I believe body and consciousness are separate. An individual is their consciousness and consciousness is an essence (soul, energy, life force, whatever you want to call it). Your core. My core, my soul, my essence, my consciousness is wolf. That's what I am. You can put me in a room full of humans and physically, I'll look identical to them. But if you watch me, truly watch me, you'll start to wonder if I really am human because I'll act nothing like them.

I move like a wolf. My body naturally postures and acts like a wolf, making instinctual movements based on my surrounding environment.

I think like a wolf, like a canine, a predator. Always watching, cautious, curious unless I'm in a relaxed environment. My reactions, thought processing, though patterns - it's all wolf.

I can look in the mirror and see a human for a second, looking back at me, but when my eyes meet the reflection, a wolf appears. In my mind's eye, this body is a wolf. In my dreams, even in dreams where I'm still interacting with humans, it's a wolf's body instead of the human one I have now. Doing silly things like trotting around Wal-Mart with a basket in my mouth, shopping for soy sauce and briskets.

The best way I can describe how I feel as a wolf in a human's body is like that of the anime Wolf's Rain. On the outside layer, everyone sees a human as if it's an illusion. And sometimes, I myself see in that human form. But underneath it is a wolf in disguise. I just seem to have forgotten how to turn off the human appearance.

One thing I do believe, though, that keeps me from labeling myself as a physical therian, is that I still accept my human self right now. Yes, I feel species dysphoria, body dysphoria, and some days, I feel depressed that I'll never get to express myself truly in this life. But that's ok. After 20 years, I've accepted the human parts of me that won't ever change. They don't make me any less of a wolf. They don't change my identity, my core. Because I know that after this life is done, I'll return to what I once was, ready for the next reality/life. Hopefully that next one, I'll have my wolf body back again, but I'll accept whatever comes because I'm lucky to even have the chance to be human right now.

I'm a wolf that's experiencing human emotions, as vast and complex as they are. I'm a wolf that's experiencing human culture and language. I'm a wolf that gets to travel across the seas and see lands I wouldn't have been able to previously. I'm a wolf that has thumbs and uses them to type, write, hold things, play video games. I'm a wolf that can listen to and sing with all kinds of music. I'm a wolf that can eat cheeseburgers and chocolate bars and pizza. I'm a wolf that can walk up tall buildings and see the stretch of landscapes. I'm a wolf that can look up at the stars and know what they are, know that there are planets out there and other systems and galaxies.

Yeah, I'm sad I'm not physically a wolf but to let myself continue to deny that I'm human right now. To let myself stay in that pit of despair and what-if's, I'll never live doing that.

To be oneself, one must accept themselves, all parts of who they are.

I am human. I am wolf.

I am me.

And yes, this identity still falls under Therianthrope/Therian. Even if my experience and self views on my identity differ from other therians doesn't mean the label doesn't fit me anymore. The label still applies because I still identify as a nonhuman animal.