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[gothalbinorat]

this user has an ED but supports and encourages recovery

[p0rcelainclown]

One of the side effects of my new meds is weight loss, fingers crossed guys

[damagedcaskets]

While I’d love to be the 3d girly who works out vigorously I’m more the rot in her bed type

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[immolationx]

what are people even on tumblr for if they dont have an eating disorder this app is for aesthetically pleasing body check selfies and mealspo pics with a lana quote above them

[puppydisease]

i need 2 try harder...

[cruellasdisorder]

i need to lock in my ed isnt eding im eating like a pig

[spruceygoose810]

does anyone else feel like eating a normal sized meal is a crime?

like now i just feel like a fat ass.

[p0rcelainclown]

Love the feeling of an empty stomach

[thereisnothinghereagain]

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

[imjustelibtw]

How I expect to look after fasting for 1 day

[thatgingerinrecovery-deactivate]

As soon as September hits the eating disorder starts disordering like it’s supposed to every year. Anyone else feel the same way

[c0rpse-br1d3]

What you eat in private is what you wear in public.

[lotusisgirlblogging]

food is not a reward.

[thatgingerinrecovery-deactivate]

You have 100 days until Christmas. Don’t you think getting to your ugw would be the best gift you can give yourself?

[6u66l3]

i want to hear "omg you're so skinny!" instead of "no, you're not fat"

[daintyyprincesss]

are you really gonna eat that? okay, i guess you don’t wanna look like this