Fears vs. Dreams

Sandy. 23. NorCal. I'm on a very long journey to find myself.

[cosmicwizdom]

“ Being in a relationship is not about kissing, dates or showing off. It’s about being with the person who makes you happy. ”

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[words-of-emotion]

Stop looking for a partner. Focus on your goals and rebuilding your life. The right person will eventually find their way to you.

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[cosmicwizdom]

Psychology says that Sex is better when it’s with someone you care about. Emotional attachment heightens your feelings of satisfaction.

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[lexiepeterss]

always keep your girl motivated

[caliphorniaqueen]

wow this is really me & @jonesycaporgime

[animalsnaps]

[72639ysss]

I don't know where this is headed but I'll enjoy the long open road.

[72639ysss]

I don't know what I did to have someone look at me in a way that makes them melt every time they see me. I'm shocked. I look like a damn potato. But they see a butterfly. Let's see where this goes.

[72639ysss]

I just want this feeling to end. The feeling of being numb and so lost. I don't know how to be who you want me to be and I can't give you what you need. I'm sorry I can't be myself, because I don't know who I really am. I'm a product of my past. I've never felt anything like this and I want it to end. The feeling of losing you made me lose myself in the process. I am not myself anymore. I am numb. I am lost.

[72639ysss]

If you're reading this, I'm going to be neutral in this situation. I got my own shit to worry about and I don't need this unnecessary stress.

[72639ysss]

I always feel like I'm never wanted in any setting. Yeah, I get invited to outings, but did you really want me there? Or did you do it out of pity that my mutual friends will be there and you're trying to spare my feelings? Either way, I appreciate the thought. I'd rather just stay home to be quiet honest.

[platiddypus]

honestly if ur an introvert ur probably better off befriending some extroverts bc having a whole squad of introverts is fine at first but eventually you end up never doing anything with them ever especially after you finish school bc ur all fine being loners and low maintenance friends that just tag each other in memes and snapchat each other which is nice but sometimes i wanna leave my house instead of binge watching spongebob squarepants you need balance in ur squad you need to have people who are gonna motivate the squad to be social 

[72639ysss]

Nothing will make it right. You seem like you're okay while I'm hurting beyond measure. Reaching out to you and I still don't matter. I should be used to this. Repeating to hurt me, like a broken record. You can't make this right.

[72639ysss]

Taught Ollie how to sit on a chair lol.

[72639ysss]

I want to give up on myself sometimes. I'm going through this all alone. I want help, but don't know how to ask for it. Nobody knows. Nobody cares.

[72639ysss]

Food adventures from the month of April

[72639ysss]

Losing you shattered me into many pieces.

My best friend of 13 years was killed by another dog in my own backyard.

I can’t get the images out of my head of the last moments of him being with me.

But I knew that you lived a happy life. I made damn sure of that.

You were the light that guided me through the darkest tunnels of myself.

You showed me how to love someone whole heartedly.

You were the first to express compassion and love towards me. I don’t know who else can love me the way Nifty did.

You were there when I fell into a deep depression.

You knew I needed comfort and made sure to never leave my side.

You brought life to my dying spirit.

The last words I said to you were “I love you, Nifty” while I bawled my eyes out and seen your “life"ascend from your body.

I knew you were gone but I knew you were fighting to stay. You knew I needed you and it was too soon for you to go.

I’ll try to be strong for you and myself.

I’m glad you’re back home where you belong.

[72639ysss]

Chillin