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Peter Solarz
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It has taken 8 months but I’ve finally figured out the main reason I was so fucked up by you. I felt safe with you, secure, I trusted you. That was all shattered in a second by you, by your anger, your unwillingness to talk, in that instant you proved it was all a lie, that you never really cared or at least not nearly as much as I did.
I didn’t eat for the first month, my hands shook constantly, I couldn’t sit still, I didn’t know what I did wrong, I’d thought I’d failed you somewhere & that that’s why you chose another. All I could ever think was that I didn’t go as sexual with you as they did but I know that can’t be the only reason you chose them. I don’t remember if I ever told you why I didn’t do that but it doesn’t matter now.
I was never going to be happy you chose them over me but that isn’t what hit me so hard. What fucked me up was someone I loved, someone who had meaning, a great deal of it, to me, shut me out of her life. No explanation, no reason, just a bout of anger then silence. So here I am 8 months later still asking what made you mad? What phrase, what word that I sent, what was it that caused that & why, why couldn’t you just speak to me, settle it all a few days later after we’d both had time to think a bit?
“in this terrifying world you continuously have the power to offer someone else a little relief . why would you withhold that. do you remember what a little relief feels like? it feels like a lot” you posted this once so guessing you get the feeling, it’s the same thing I’ve been asking for since August. Relief, answers, reason, not silence, not anger.
Unfortunately part of me still loves you, you’re always going to mean something to me & I have to live with that now. It’d be easier to get mad & hate you, like you probably do me, I can’t tho, idk how, I’ve tried but I can only ever bring myself to hate your actions, Them & for a time even myself.
If you genuinely believe they’re your future, fine, treat them better than me, I know you are rn but when things get hard, don’t be a fucking baby & get mad, don’t fall silent because emotions are difficult, be better to them than you were to me, don’t reduce another relationship to Ash.
“but what if my friend gets offended and hates me and refuses to speak to me after i set a boundary” easy peasy! that is not your friend. hope this helps
“Despite how open, peaceful, and loving you attempt to be, people can only meet you as deeply as they’ve met themselves.”
— Matt Kahn
you dont choose who you fall in love with or when. one day youre just spending time with someone and suddenly you realize that the slug is watching
“The me you used to know doesn’t exist, the you I used to know doesn’t exist. The fact that we changed was not simply because of time.”
— k.b. // agust d (feat. kim jong wan of nell) - dear my friend
I just want you to know that if you ever need anything, I’m still here for you.
after everything that happened..
I still wonder how you’re doing…
if you have any regrets .. if you think at all about the parts you played in our downfall…. or if you continue to blame me for it all…
the thing I find most annoying of all.. is that I wonder if you miss me too.. agh
I still care.
I don’t want to be alone, but I don’t see myself being happy with someone else either