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About

Mars or Arthur (current host) or Ashtree

he/him

25

White + autistic + did system

Feel free to ask for our discord or simplyplural or whatever really

Dni terfs, zionists, idk i block liberally if need be so

Current interests

Malevolent podcast, everymanhybrid (for all time lol), pathologic (classic + 2), disco elysium, the terror amc

Other

I try to tag general triggers (blood, gore, animal death, etc etc) but if I miss something please let me know

.[blank] tags are system/alter tags

Credits

icon + banner + sidebar image (desktop)

[the-casbah-way]

i get second hand embarrassment for tozer being down that bad for hickey like imagine being the most gorgeous voluptuous scrumptious man that ever lived and getting life endangering penis delirium over a dude that is the human embodiment of road kill

[ottoillustrates]

today i just (remembers to maintain privacy online) did something really cool. you have to trust me

[pierogiy]

Caught Up On My Stories BTW. Handling It

[ceruleanheaven]

month starting on a monday we have no excuse guys lets get to work and lock the fuck in

[ceruleanheaven]

yk its actually very chic and avant garde to start on tuesday the second

[ceruleanheaven]

many claim theres nothing more subversive and revolutionary than starting on wednesday the third

[itsalwaysdark]

you have to be careful reading too many things that are good/smart/well-written bc then you encounter something that isnt and you get confused like ? why didnt they just make this good ? were they stupid

[smithsonian-official]

tumbleweeds are such an interesting plant. oh i need to spread my seed so im going to run around for a while on my once in a lifetime adventure

[cuprumbao]

you guys cooked so hard with rocktiz i love him so much

[autistic-rock]

they should invent a job for autistic people where you get paid for thinking about special interest. At the end of the day your boss comes in hands you a form that asks "did you think about special interest today" & you answer "yeah " & then they give you a million dollar. every day forever.

[cloudabserk]

🩵

[punz1l]

top three favorite scenes for me makes me giggle everytime cus you can hear mary giving conflict resolution instructions and also WHOLE HOUSE MAD!!!!!

also rocky slamming his head against the ball in anger Son. “how long since last sleep question.(⇀‸↼‶) “

[cloudabserk]

it wants to be close to me. probably because it is so cold and soft & it knows i am strong and warm

[foeofcolor]

Only day you can rb this

[foeofcolor]

This post is like a fucking rosetta stone I've had the same theme song tagged in at least 6 languages so far

[sensoryscorpio]

okay to anyone who's working with the distortion, do yall do top surgery out there or is that more of a hunt/corruption thing?

[personalzombie-tv]

I think what you want is the flesh. Like yeah they'll be very weird about it but they are specialized in meat and meat related processes and most surguries are counted under that I think

[withswords]

the fears ranked by how qualified they are to do your mastectomy:

the flesh: this is a normal top surgery 👍

the vast: they can't remove tissue but i think they could theoretically make it smaller?

the web: they cannot help you with this one, but they know a guy

the stranger: successful but watch out! they probably won't stop with your top

the dark: again they cannot help with the actual removal but i guess they could. hide them?

the desolation: burnt to a CRISP! but successfully gone

the buried: i'm imagining like a chest inversion situation. boobs inside now. not good for you but at least technically a success

the end: this one seems like it should be last on the list but i think just killing you is like, neutral ground

the lonely: they waste your time and dodge your calls and do nothing

the slaughter: successful removal. then you bleed to death

the hunt: successful removal. then you bleed to death [biting edition]

the corruption: sepsis

the eye: not only will they not help but their very nature encourages them to make your dysphoria worse

the spiral: actively counterintuitive. your tits are now fractal

[storybookprincess]

one of the best ways i’ve found to combat that inherent depressive pessimism without veering into toxic positivity territory is simply the phrase “i’m open to the possibility”

this particularly works with anything negative i’ve forecasted. “i woke up feeling like shit today, so my day is gonna suck” isn’t a particularly helpful thought, but “it’s a great day to be alive!!!!!” feels hollow and insincere when i have a pounding headache & am running on three hours of sleep

instead i’ll tell myself, “i really don’t feel good right now, but i’m open to the possibility that coffee and breakfast might perk me up a bit.” or “i’m in a lot of pain today, but i’m open to the possibility that my workday might still have fun parts despite that”

sometimes, when your impulse is to slam the door on anything good, but you’re not exactly up to going out & hunting it down yourself, leaving the door open just a crack makes all the difference

[yujateaandpi]

This helped me today hope it helps someone else too

[papayajuan2019]

it feels like we're all simmering. someone turn us over. someone stir us.

[gaynaegis]

Movie marathon realizations