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spookybauhaus

Ritual Dagger, 17th century or earlier, Eastern Tibet, Kham region. Gilt copper alloy and rock crystal.

mrsterlingeverything

Stay on here all day and night for the rest of your life with me

digitalmemoriez

✫･ﾟ*.2008･ﾟ✫*.

1nternetangel

12/31/24

Quiet Baby

i carried a newborn in a backpack. it was a fully zipped up, lime green backpack with a baby in it. the baby moved, so it didn't suffocate or die. but it wasn't crying. i suddenly panicked, not because i realized it was wrong to carry a baby in a bag, but because i remembered that babies were meant to cry. if they didn't cry, for some reason, in my dream mind, it meant they were going to die.

i was waiting for the train for over 40 minutes with the baby in my backpack. i was sure it was going to die, yet i didn't care. i texted my partner, telling him "i think i killed the baby." he responded "oh okay".

i woke up realizing i don't think i'm ready to become a mother

#dream

12/30/24

Dumped Dog

mom dumped yangyang at the park. i cried and cried asking her to not do that. i cried and asked if i could take her instead. i said that we could feed her kibble and potty train her again so that she won't be so high maintenance or difficult to take care of. mom told me to be quiet and insisted that yangyang liked it in the park by herself. i cried and said she didn't. she missed us.

i woke up and realized mom would never leave yangyang. i called her and told her my dream but she didn't seem to hear me.

#dream