All I want in my life is for one day to go by where I don’t think “You know, I’d probably be way better off if I was dead”. I want one day where I don’t feel the need to cover up all the mirrors in my house so I don’t have to look at my own reflection. I want one day where I don’t feel like I’m a burden on everyone I know’s lives just for like, existing. I’m tired of having to take pills to be able to sleep. I’m tired of not being able to enjoy anything anymore, I’m tired of always being so fucking tired no matter if I actually manage to sleep or not. I high-key hope I don’t wake up in the morning.


















