don't you just hate when you share your art with people and they like it and then they show you their art and think "they're art is so much better than mine." I used to do that a lot. I would always compare my art to other people's art and tell them their art is so much better than mine and it was like i loved other people's art and just hated on mine cuz i thought i could never top what other people drew.
I remind myself of something one of my friends said when I told them that their art is better than mine. they told me "comparing yourself to others is the worst thing you can do as an artist." and i'll be real i could not agree more cuz of the amount of times i would call my art ass and praise people for their art cuz it was so much better than mine. There were times where i wanted to share my art but I was so scared because I was afraid of what other people would think. Like I was always thinking about how people would react to my art and it just made me want not draw at all or just never share my art anywhere.
I am doing a little better now with sharing my art and actually enjoying what I draw cuz I want to express myself and draw my favorite characters and ships, practice with poses and backgrounds. Any way I can express myself through my art and with what I love <3
but I still sometimes compare my art to other people's, but not as much as i used to. anyway sorry if this was a bit long and this is alot different than what i normally do but I just had to get this out there cuz it's been bugging me for a while.
After I played pnati I've been wanting to have my roster out there for a while but it I really had to think of who I wanted in the game so my roster would be:
Robert Roberson- Dispatch
Definitely one of my top picks! I've played dispatch twice and I while I have seen other characters are the represented at the table, I just think Robert would be the most fitting for me. And it also makes sense cuz Dispatch was one of the most talked about games when it first came out so I think Robert would fit at the table perfectly. For his buy in, he would have the astral pulse. He says it's the real one but then he later reveals that it's a prototype. I don't think he would give away the real one but he would give away the fake one and say it's the real one if u know what I'm saying.
Charlie Dompler- Smiling Friends
I know that any character from the main cast of smiling friends would be a really good fit but I know that in my heart, Charlie being at the table just makes the most sense. I do seem him as the TV show/ Adult swim rep and I fully agree with everyone who included him in their roster. For his buy in, he would have the mini version of Mr. Boss that he gets from Allan in season 2. I can just imagine everyone's reaction and just not know how to respond lmao.
Jonathan Gabriel- Penny Arcade
Ok. Hear me out. I know there some people that wouldn't consider Gabe, but I think he would be a good fit cuz out of all the characters in my roster, he'd 100% be the wild card like Max in PN1 and Claptrap in pn2. Like lowkey he would go all in with the worst hand. Also Tycho could be a cameo like Max in PN2 and interact with the other characters at the table in some way. I've also been very much into Penny arcade recently so this is more of a personal pick. I think for his buy in, it would be the Pac-Man watch. I imagine that Gabe buys in with in after stealing it from Tycho while he wasn't pay attention. I can imagine Tycho's reaction being like "How did you get that?!" and Gabe's just like "Uhhhh...it was on the floor..." Something like that. I was thinking of something else for Gabe's buy in but unless I come up with something else I'll just have the watch be it for now.
Bigby Wolf- The wolf Among Us
I wasn't sure on whether or not I wanted to include Bigby in my roster cuz I've never played the wolf among us but I know it's by the people that made dispatch and I have seen him in other people's rosters so I think he would also a great fit at the table. I'm thinking for his buy in he would have his pack of cigarettes.
The Dealer
Caine- The Amazing digital circus
tbh just seeing Caine as the dealer would be so fitting and would be web series rep. Also I think the interactions with the players would be interesting to see especially when he's first introduced, like everyone would be freaked out by him at first. I'm thinking for his buy in, if you get all of the other players buy in's, he'll offer his wacky watch.
Agere Tycho and Caregiver Gabe for the soul :) this was actually really healing for me tbh!!! I must give my thanks to the PA Fans discord, Luv u guys!! :D
Anyways hcs under cut if ur interested
When Tycho starts to regress, he'll hide in his sweater or fiddle with the hem of his sweater and just hides somewhere
I imagine when Gabe first found out he did not know what to do and felt really awkward. He did ask questions and has joked about it at least once
Not really making fun of Tycho regressing but let's just say that Tycho did not like that joke and just didn't say anything. It did make him uncomfortable tho
Tycho usually regress between ages 4-9
Tycho LOVES to take naps, since he does tend to stay late writing. He also sleeps with paci and his stuffed animals cuz they help him sleep better, and he loves sleeping when Gabe is around cuz he provides that sense of protection for him
Tycho will almost always want Gabe to read a story to him before bed and 9 times out of 10 it will always be Harry Potter
They do have nicknames for each other!! Gabe will call Tycho his lil turtle cuz he does like to hide in his sweater and Tycho will call Gabe Gabey or Gabeo
Like Gabe will come up to Tycho who's hiding in his sweater and he'll be like, "How's my lil turtle doing?" and Tycho just smiles and leans in to him like MY HEART AHHHH!!!
Sometimes Tycho will act scared and paranoid like he used to as a kid BUT DW Gabe helps him through it :)
Gabe will let Tycho curl up into him and Gabe will slowly rock him and softly hum to him to help Tycho calm down
Gabe would also be like the nicest he's ever been to Tycho when he regresses like he's the mixture of soft and nurturing but also very fun to be around u know
Also I Imagine when Gabe was getting together Tycho's agere gear and stuff, he didn't want to get anything involving Tycho's fetishes and all that cuz he was afraid that it would intervene with Tycho's little space and interrupt it in some way, so he didn't get any giraffe or hedgehog stuffed animals and iykyk
Gabe will let Tycho play on his DS cuz he does have animal crossing and other games that Tycho doesn't have on his DS
Lots and lots of cuddling like u can't tell me that they don't
Gabe knitted Tycho a sweater like the one he always wears but it's a lot baggier and Tycho LOVE it
Those are all the ones I got, if I come up with any more I'll had them here but yes this was really fun ngl!!
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