adhd gothic
you want to watch a movie. you put it on. two hours have passed. you havenât watched the movie. there are five new tasks in front of you. you want to watch a different movie.
there is an object in your hand. it is extremely important you donât lose it. you look down. there is nothing in your hand.
you donât know your friendâs name. youâve been friends for months. they just told you their name. you do not know their name.
your friend doesnât laugh at your joke. why didnât they laugh? do they hate you? they assure you otherwise. you know they are lying. did they ever like you?
someone asks you what you just said. did you say something? you said so many things. you said nothing. you said everything.
there is something youâre forgetting. you check. you check again. there is nothing youâre forgetting. there is something youâre forgetting.
you had something to say. you canât remember. it was important. wasnât it? you canât remember.Â
there is a task that needs to be done. it should take ten minutes. you check the clock. itâs been five minutes. you check the clock. itâs been two days.
