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25 / vent / active: SEPT 2021

[undo-my-scars]

I feel like life is draining me.

[a-framed-disaster]

High key returning to this blog, missed it

[a-framed-disaster]

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[dubnyangg]

*It won’t stop…

[glassboytoy]

[ojibwa]

[ahuens]

Weird feelings and mirrors don’t mix well

[literature-cult]

"my child is fine" ma'am ur child cannot find a healthy way to process their trauma so instead rants about it to strangers online.

[sickbeyondbelief-deactivated202]

I just want to eat everything in the whole world but at the same time starve for ever

[tea-and-bone]

A full stomach feels so disgusting

[pretty-little0ne-deactivated202]

I hate having a body, it’s so high maintenance! Shower this, eat that, drink this, sleep that, it’s all very stupid

[traaumaa]

there’s a comfort in sickness

[yelling-at-my-thighs]

[bonesboy]

omfg i will be skinny for fall,, halloween,,, WINTER???? the literal dream

[an-actual-real-live-eevee]

more little bpd things

- having a great day but having the urge to hurt yourself anyway - always being late to shit because you can’t conceptualize time - scratching your skin raw for the hell of it - always wondering if everyone hates you - crying because someone tells you they don’t think you really have bpd, and if you don’t have bpd then who the fuck are you - reassuring yourself you do have bpd because being unsure of your identity is a bpd thing - splitting on people in .5 seconds because they don’t give you the Response You Wanted - getting explosively pissed the minute someone tries to disagree with you - freaking out when you disagree with your Favorite Person - immediately changing your opinion so you don’t disagree with your Favorite Person - crying yourself sick for two hours and then not even being able to remember why - not showering for three days - getting incredibly paranoid people are going to leave you - cutting people off so that you’ll save yourself the pain of people leaving you - immediately regretting doing that because now you miss them and it hurts as much as them leaving - waiting about 2 seconds for a reply before deciding the person hates you - not talking to someone for several days and thinking they’re avoiding you - reading a neutral tone as pissed to all hell - spending your money on an impulsive decision that cannot be undone once it is done - berating yourself for being manipulative even when you’re not

[anthillkid]

[traumabpd]

im not something people love for long