Mothboy

Dio (He/They) I live in your walls

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Server Art by @strawberryside

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[herbalmutt]

Server Art is drawn by my lovely girlfriend, @strawberryside

The link below will be open for 24 hours! Our next opening period will be on July 1st!

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JOIN!

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Server Art is drawn by @acethatlovesdinos !!

The link below will be open for 24 hours! Our next opening period will be on June 1st!

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[herbalmutt]

Share if you love mozzerella sticks or being choked

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Sanctuary - Monthly Server Opening!

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The link below will be open for 24 hours! Our next opening period will be on May 1st!

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[a-fucking-nerd]

The Seven Deadly Sins

Oh son of Pride,

Tall you must stand,

For you are bigger, better, perfection,

Those below you stare up at you,

Strong and imposing,

Hating and loving you in equal measure,

They must never get close for one touch,

one caress,

will send you tumbling from your throne shattering into pieces along the fracture lines beneath your skin,

It would leave you weak and oh how the thought sickens you.

Oh child of Greed,

You want more than you can have,

You were born in the dirt,

And to wish for more, for better, to rise above your station dooms you,

People look upon you and scoff,

You should be grateful for what you have people have it worse you know?

The world will push and shove till you remember your place bellow them.

Oh daughter of Lust,

The world looks upon you with desire and disgust,

Whore, wench, slut, they scream,

You search and search for the warmth denied to you,

only managing to catch that fickle thing between moments,

You will let yourself be used and abused forever,

If only to feel loved,

to feel alive for one more moment.

Oh how you all must bleed

Oh son of Envy,

You want to be everything except yourself,

Because you know in your heart,

You are rotten to the core,

A sickness you can’t define,

Maybe if you become what they are,

Oh those perfect people,

You will be able to look in a mirror and smile,

For you have finally clawed out all that dooms you,

Ship of Theseus in human skin.

Oh child of Gluttony,

You’re hungry, so hungry,

And as you fill the bottomless hole that is your stomach,

That is your heart,

Because these mortal things bring you a comfort nothing else does,

The world is repulsed by you,

You are ugly and diseased and undesirable.

Oh daughter of Wrath,

The world fears you,

You are wrong,

Too sharp, too loud, too much,

Your silence is expected and it disturbs them when your voice is heard in it’s place,

Oh sisyphus they heckle and jeer and shame,

Cheering for your downfall,

If only you were a man.

Oh son of Sloth,

You are a waste,

A broken cog in a machine that demands everything,

You are a waste of potential, of resources, of love,

If only you tried, if only you moved,

It’s so easy just start, just do it,

Too slow, too weak, too lazy,

The world screams at you and you turn away,

Hiding in the comfort of nothing,

For soon they will quiet and leave you to decay.

Oh damned children be embraced by the flames of hell,

For they warm your soul in a way humanity will not.

[a-fucking-nerd]

[a-fucking-nerd]

Sunflower’s opinion on his coworkers :)

[herbalmutt]

Sanctuary’s 1 Year Anniversary is Soon! - Monthly Server Opening!

server art is drawn by @strawberryside !!

The link below will be open for 24 hours! Our next opening period will be on April 1st!

Sanctuary is a 16+ multi-fandom server with around 60 people! (We are small, don’t be overwhelmed!)

If you have any server related questions before you wish to join, feel free to send in an ask!!

JOIN !!

[blazingpeter]

Guys look at my homophobic dog

He's judging you

[herbalmutt]

[a-fucking-nerd]

With the revamp of @herbalmutt’s Nightingale mafia au I thought I’d rewrite a little piece of angst I wrote a little of a year ago now <3

Cw for a non-graphic description of death

The End

Sunflower always knew this would be his end. The second he looked into his sun’s eyes for the first time he knew he would burn for her. But to face it head on…

He was okay with this.

Sunflower repeats this mantra to himself. (It’s only a half lie, promise) He wishes he could've stayed longer… he loathes to leave her alone to manage the chaos that is their garden.

He was okay with this.

He will regrettably never get to see her reach her goal. The one she refused to speak about. The only thing she ever denied him access to.

He was okay with this.

He’s finally gifting her the last piece of him. He’s given his sun everything from his heart to soul and now his life was hers too.

He was okay with this.

God who knew dying hurt so much. He knew it would hurt (obviously he’s not stupid) but every breath feels like dragging sandpaper over his throat. He blinks his eyes open, when he closed them he couldn’t say. Blood drips out of the corner of his mouth.

He was okay with this.

He focuses his gaze on Rose a weak, “Sunshine?” falling from his lips. Even now in the middle of battle she’s as beautiful as the day he met her.

He was okay with this.

He feels a soft hand run through his fur scratching in just the right place. “I don’t think I can come back from this one, Roseanne.” He confesses quietly, like some dirty secret.

He was okay with this.

He hears her voice as steady as ever. “Sunflower I demand-“

He grabs her arm. Staring at her he begs. “Don’t make a liar out of me. I promised I’d follow your every order, don’t make me fail you now.”

He was okay with this.

The world goes quiet. He’s faintly aware of the battle going on around them but all that matters- all that has ever mattered is Rose. They sit in silence for what feels like hours but couldn’t have been more than a few seconds.

He was okay with this.

His antenna twitch as his sun starts singing. He recognizes the song from the first note. He’s never heard her sing it but it’s as perfect as he always expected. The melody surrounds him like a warm hug. (He remembers being a child finding the silly little lullaby and becoming obsessed finding every excuse to ‘serenade’ Rose with it.)

He was okay with this.

He reaches up clutching her face gently finishing the song, “Please don’t take my sunshine away.” Guiding it down he presses a kiss to her forehead.

He was okay with this.

“From now until the end.” He repeats, a vow she’s heard her entire life. A vow made over scraped knees and locked fingers. A vow made over a cooling body and blood soaked hands. A vow made in a quiet venue as he slips a ring onto her finger. A vow made in a million and one different ways and places. Now, made over his death.

He was okay with this.

His hand falls, body too weak to hold it up. As his eyes slowly slide shut against his best effort, he can’t help but think… This is perfect. Clutched in his sun’s grasp blessed to bathe in her warmth even as his own body grows cold. He’s not dying alone and that’s all he could ever want from her.

She wasn’t okay with this

She clutches his body close even as it falls limp. Though the man can no longer see it, a rain cloud covers his sun. He’s never seen her cry and he never will. Tears streaming down her fur, she's gotten her wish and so has he. It’s a bitter success.

Icarus flew too close to the sun. Clutching it so tight that as his wax wings melted and he fell… he dragged her right down into the cold unforgiving grasp of the ocean with him.

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[herbalmutt]

Spiderlily, Rose, and Madam Maggie

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GET OUT OF ME WALLS

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@eggdate was here

Help??

[herbalmutt]

I wanna post this amazing art wip for a trade I’m doing w my friend- and i am so proud of it but UNFORTUNATELY the fucker follows me on here

[a-fucking-nerd]

Kill them

[herbalmutt]

I hate you kyskyskys I can’t believe you fucking shot me 50 times like that fucking wild anyways you should totally post the art on tumblr so I can repost it and scream about it in the tags <3

Selfship art for my bestie here who as you can tell, greatly appreciates me