Joe Keery x reader —-> where they meet in different occasions by complete coincidence (reader is not famous, knows of him but wouldn’t geek out bc he’s a normal person just like everybody else.) They eventually become friends —> lovers
COINCIDENCE
joe keery x reader
desc - you and joe meet by coincidence, you also fell in love by coincidence.
val speaks - thanku sm for the request !!! i noticed u recently sent it again bc i took so long lol im sorry about that but i hope u love it ily !
you ducked into the café mostly to get out of the cold.
it wasn’t your usual place, but the wind outside had picked up enough to make the decision for you. the line was long, people shaking rain from their coats and checking their phones while they waited. you ordered whatever sounded warmest and stepped aside, scanning for somewhere to sit.
every table was full except for one open chair at a long shared table near the window. a guy sat beside it, hunched slightly over a coffee, absentmindedly tapping his spoon against the rim like he was stuck thinking about something.
“sorry" you said, gesturing to the chair. “is anyone sitting here?”
he looked up quickly, like he hadn’t expected to be spoken to. “no, you’re good.”
you thanked him and sat down, setting your drink carefully on the table. for a while neither of you spoke. it was the normal kind of silence you get when you sit near strangers, not awkward, just shared space. the café noise filled everything anyway, cups clinking, low conversations, the hiss of the coffee machine.
you noticed people looking over after a few minutes. not staring exactly, just lingering glances. one girl slowed down as she passed, clearly trying not to be obvious about it.
you followed her line of sight without thinking and looked at the guy next to you again.
messy hair, familiar face.
it took a second, then recognition settled in quietly. you’d seen him before, a show you watched with friends, clips online, interviews popping up now and then. joe keery.
you looked away again just as quickly, more surprised by running into someone recognisable in such a normal place than anything else. he seemed to notice the moment of recognition though, his posture shifted slightly, like he was waiting for something.
instead, you peeled the lid off your cup and frowned at it. “they’ve given me oat milk again” you muttered mostly to yourself. “i didn’t ask for oat milk.”
he let out a small laugh beside you, tension easing a little. “happens to me every time. think they just guess.”
“tastes like someone described milk from memory,” you said, taking a cautious sip anyway.
he smiled at that, properly this time. “that’s… accurate, actually.”
there was a pause, comfortable enough that conversation felt optional. after a minute he said, “i’m joe” in the polite, automatic way people introduce themselves when they’ve already been sitting next to someone too long not to.
you nodded. “yeah, i know.”
he glanced at you, waiting, maybe for excitement, maybe for the usual follow-up, but you just shrugged slightly.
“hope that doesn’t make it weird,” you added. “i’m not gonna pretend i haven’t seen stranger things.”
he laughed under his breath, more relieved than amused. “fair enough.”
the conversation drifted from there without much effort. nothing important, complaining about how busy everywhere felt lately, how hard it was to find somewhere quiet to sit, how everyone suddenly seemed to be in a rush all the time. he talked normally, without the careful phrasing people sometimes used when they knew they were being watched, and you responded the same way you would with anyone sharing your table.
every now and then someone passing by would look twice. you noticed it mostly because he noticed it, small shifts in his attention, brief moments where he seemed to pull inward.
“does that get tiring?” you asked eventually, not prying, just curious.
he hesitated before answering. “yeah. sometimes more than others.”
you nodded, like that made complete sense. because it did.
“well,” you said, adjusting your sleeve around your cup, “at least no one here’s asking you to sing or anything.”
he smiled faintly. “give it time.”
you checked your phone a while later and swore quietly under your breath. you were meant to be somewhere ten minutes ago.
“i’ve gotta go” you said, standing and pulling your coat back on.
he looked up. “yeah, of course.”
“nice meeting you” you added, and you meant it in the simple way you say it after an unexpectedly pleasant conversation with a stranger.
“you too” he said.
you left without thinking much of it, already focused on being late and the cold waiting outside again.
joe stayed at the table a little longer, staring at his coffee after you’d gone. it wasn’t that anything big had happened, it was just… normal. no careful reactions, no awkward excitement, no feeling like he had to match an expectation.
just a conversation.
and somehow that stuck with him longer than he expected.
-
work was slow in the worst way, not quiet enough to relax, not busy enough for time to move quickly. just a steady line of people, the beep of the scanner repeating over and over until it felt stuck in your head.
you’d been on the till for hours when a customer came up already looking annoyed. she dropped her shopping onto the counter like it had personally offended her.
“these are meant to be discounted” she said immediately.
you checked the screen. “the offer’s on the bigger size, sorry.”
she sighed loudly. “well that’s confusing, isn’t it?”
you gave the standard retail smile, the one that wasn’t really a smile but passed well enough. you explained again. she disagreed again. the queue behind her shuffled impatiently while she kept going back and forth about it like you had any control over pricing.
eventually she paid, still muttering, grabbed her bags, and walked off shaking her head.
the second she was gone, you exhaled hard and rubbed your face.
“it is never that serious” you muttered under your breath.
someone laughed quietly in front of you.
you looked up and froze for a second.
joe stood there holding a shopping basket, looking mildly apologetic for overhearing but also clearly amused.
“sorry,” he said. “just got the full performance while waiting.”
you huffed a small laugh despite yourself. “you missed last week when someone argued with me about bananas for ten minutes.”
“bananas feel like a losing battle.”
“always are.”
you started scanning his items, falling back into autopilot. seeing him again felt weirdly normal after the initial surprise, more like running into someone you vaguely knew rather than a big coincidence.
“you work here full time?” he asked.
“yeah. thrilling, i know.”
he shrugged. “honestly seems harder than what i do.”
you glanced up briefly. “doubt that.”
“no, i’m serious. nobody yells at me about cereal prices.”
“give it time.”
he smiled a little at that, resting his hands on the counter while you kept scanning. it wasn’t awkward, just easy conversation filling the space while you worked.
“didn’t expect to run into you again” he said after a moment.
“same,” you said. “although this is the closest supermarket, so you were bound to appear eventually.”
“good to know i’m predictable.”
you bagged the last of his shopping and told him the total. he paid, then hesitated slightly instead of moving away straight after.
“can i ask something without making it weird?” he said.
“depends,” you replied. “but go on.”
he laughed softly. “would you wanna swap numbers? just as friends,” he added quickly. “you’re easy to talk to, and i don’t really know many people around here yet.”
it sounded straightforward, not overly serious, which made it feel normal.
you grabbed a spare receipt and wrote your number down.
“yeah, that’s fine” you said, handing it over.
he smiled, folding the paper and putting it in his pocket.
someone behind him cleared their throat, and he stepped aside, picking up his bags.
“see you” he said.
“yeah, see you.”
you moved straight onto the next customer, the shift continuing like nothing had happened.
a few minutes later, during a quiet gap, your phone buzzed in your pocket.
unknown number: Hey, it’s Joe from the café / grocery store
you shook your head slightly, smiling without meaning to, and slipped your phone away as the next person walked up.
“hi,” you said automatically. “do you need a bag?”
-
you didn’t expect texting him to feel so normal.
it started casually, a few messages about work, him complaining about attempting to cook something that turned out badly, you sending a picture of the store’s aggressively early holiday display. nothing deep, just conversation that picked up whenever one of you had a free moment.
a few days passed like that before your phone buzzed again while you were on your break.
joe: Okay random question
joe: Can we hang out on purpose this time
you smiled at the screen before replying.
you: bold conceptyou: yeah, that sounds nice
you settled on meeting in central park a couple days later. nothing fancy, just a time and a rough spot near one of the paths. when you arrived, the park was busy in that calm way it always was. people walking dogs, runners passing by, someone playing music somewhere in the distance.
joe was already there, sitting on a bench with two coffees beside him. he stood when he saw you, giving a small wave like he wasn’t entirely sure whether to go for a hug or not.
“hi” he said.
“hi,” you replied, sitting down. “you brought coffee. good start.”
“i remembered your oat milk trauma,” he said seriously. “checked twice.”
“appreciated.”
for a while you just sat there, watching people pass by and talking about whatever came to mind. without the background noise of work or a café, conversation stretched more easily. you talked about where you grew up, jobs you’d had before, the weird customers you remembered years later for no real reason. he told you stories from filming that sounded a lot less glamorous than people probably imagined. long waiting around, early mornings, trying not to mess up simple scenes after hours of repetition.
it didn’t feel like interviewing a celebrity or trying to impress someone. just two people comparing lives that happened to look very different on paper.
at one point a group walked past and clearly recognised him, whispering to each other as they went. he noticed, but it didn’t interrupt anything. you kept talking about a terrible movie you’d watched recently, and after a second he relaxed again, attention drifting back to the conversation instead of the attention around him.
“this is nice” he said eventually, almost like he’d just realised it.
“yeah,” you agreed. “turns out planning to meet works pretty well.”
he laughed quietly, leaning back against the bench. the sun kept disappearing behind clouds, the air cool but not uncomfortable.
you ended up walking for a bit after finishing your drinks, no real destination, just following whichever path looked less crowded. conversation dipped in and out naturally, sometimes talking, sometimes just walking without needing to fill the silence.
it felt easy. familiar already, somehow.
after a while you stopped near the edge of the park, watching people cross the street outside.
“i’m glad you didn’t freak out when we first met” he said suddenly.
you glanced at him. “i feel like that would’ve been embarrassing for both of us.”
“probably,” he admitted. “but also… it’s just nice being treated normal.”
you shrugged lightly. “you are normal. you just have a weird job.”
he smiled at that, looking down for a second.
“we should do this again,” he said.
“yeah,” you said. “we should.”
you headed home later with tired legs and the lingering feeling of having spent the day well, while your phone buzzed before you’d even reached your stop.
joe: Next time i’m picking where we go
you typed back before the subway doors even closed.
you: ambitious. i’ll judge accordingly
-
somewhere along the way, hanging out stopped feeling like plans and just became routine.
it had been a few months since the grocery store coincidence, and seeing joe was as normal as meeting up with anyone else. sometimes it was coffee before your shift, sometimes late walks when he’d been stuck inside all day, sometimes just sitting around doing nothing in particular because neither of you felt like going home yet.
you didn’t really notice when the friendship settled into place, it just did.
your phone buzzed one afternoon while you were restocking shelves.
joe: Free later? I escaped work early
you: escaped makes it sound illegal
you smiled to yourself and typed back a quick yes before shoving your phone back into your pocket as your manager walked past.
later that evening you found him outside your building, leaning against the wall with two takeaway bags.
“you look exhausted” he said instead of hello.
“i am exhausted,” you replied, taking one of the bags. “is this food?”
“figured you wouldn’t have eaten yet.”
you started walking without really deciding where to go, the familiar rhythm of it automatic now. conversations picked up halfway through topics like they always did, no catching up needed because you already knew the small details of each other’s days.
he told you about a long recording session, how one song refused to sound right no matter what they tried. you told him about a customer who insisted coupons from five years ago should still count. both stories were delivered with the same level of seriousness.
at some point you ended up sitting on a low wall near the park, eating and watching people pass by.
by now conversations slipped easily between joking and quieter moments without feeling forced. there were stretches where neither of you said anything, just existing in the same space comfortably.
fame came up sometimes, but less and less. you’d gotten used to occasional double takes or someone asking him for a photo when you were out. he handled it, you waited, and then conversation just continued afterward like nothing had happened.
it stopped feeling unusual.
“i forget sometimes that we met randomly” he said after a while.
“me too” you said. "feels like we've known each other a while now"
it did. you knew his coffee order now, the way he got quiet when he was thinking about music, the specific sarcastic tone he used when he was tired. he knew which shifts you hated most, when you needed distraction versus when you just wanted company.
nothing about it felt complicated. just steady.
“i’ve got a demo of something i’ve been working on,” he said, pulling his phone out. “don’t feel obligated to like it.”
“i will be brutally honest” you said.
“that’s exactly why i’m playing it for you.”
you listened through one earbud while he watched your reaction like it mattered more than he wanted to admit. the song was good.
“okay,” you said when it ended. “i actually like that.”
“‘actually’ feels backhanded.”
“i mean it as encouragement.”
he smiled, looking relieved anyway.
the sky had started getting darker without either of you noticing. streetlights flickered on, people heading home around you.
“you know” you said, standing up and brushing crumbs off your hands, “we hang out more than i see most people i’ve known for years.”
“yeah,” he said, standing too. “i was thinking that.”
you started walking again, falling into step beside each other automatically.
“coffee tomorrow?” he asked.
“before work?”
“obviously.”
you sighed dramatically. “fine. but you’re paying.”
“i always pay.”
“and yet i still expect it.”
he laughed, and the conversation moved on to something else entirely before you even reached the end of the street.
by now, spending time together didn’t feel like coincidence anymore.
it just felt normal.
-
you didn’t notice the change all at once.
it wasn’t like anything big happened. there wasn’t a moment where everything suddenly felt different. things just started feeling… slightly off in a way you couldn’t explain. not bad, just more noticeable.
you became more aware of small things.
how close he stood when you walked through crowded streets. how easily conversations stretched late into the night without either of you wanting to leave. how he’d started texting you first thing in the morning sometimes, not about plans or anything important, just random thoughts that could’ve waited but didn’t.
you told yourself it was normal. you were close friends. that’s what happened.
still, something sat quietly in the back of your mind.
that evening you were at his place for the first time in a while, sitting cross-legged on the floor while music played softly from his speakers. takeout containers were spread across the coffee table, half finished because you’d spent more time talking than eating.
he was showing you different versions of a song he’d been working on, switching between recordings while explaining tiny differences you probably wouldn’t have noticed on your own.
“okay, listen to this part” he said, leaning closer so you could hear better through the laptop speakers.
you leaned in too, shoulders brushing without either of you moving away. it wasn’t unusual but this time you noticed it. the warmth, the fact neither of you shifted to make space. the song ended, but neither of you pulled back right away.
“that one’s better" you said quietly.
he didn’t answer immediately.
when you looked over, he was already looking at you.
not in a joking way, not mid-conversation. just… looking. like he’d forgotten what he was about to say.
the room felt suddenly quieter even though the music was still playing.
you became very aware of how close you were sitting. his arm resting beside yours, your knees touching. neither of you moved, but the pause stretched longer than normal conversation allowed.
his eyes flicked briefly to your mouth before coming back up again.
and for a second, it felt obvious what was about to happen.
you both leaned in slightly at the same time, hesitant, like neither of you were fully committing yet, just testing whether the other would move away.
then his phone rang.
loud. sudden. aggressively normal.
both of you pulled back immediately, like the moment had snapped in half.
he blinked, grabbing his phone off the table. “sorry- i should probably take this.”
“yeah” you said quickly, sitting back and reaching for your drink even though you weren’t thirsty.
he stepped into the other room to answer, voice low, while you stared at absolutely nothing and tried to act like your heart hadn’t just sped up for no reason.
you told yourself it hadn’t meant anything. moments get weird sometimes. people misread things. it was late, you were tired, you’d just been sitting too close.
completely normal.
when he came back a few minutes later, the energy had shifted in a way neither of you addressed. conversation picked up again, but more carefully, like you were both avoiding stepping back into whatever had almost happened.
you left earlier than you usually did, both of you pretending that wasn’t intentional.
“text me when you get home” he said at the door, the same way he always did.
“yeah, i will.”
the walk home felt longer than usual.
the next few days were… slightly weird.
not bad. just off.
you still texted, but replies took longer. conversations stayed safer, nothing that lingered too long in silence. you both acted like nothing had changed, which somehow made it more obvious that something had.
you caught yourself rereading messages before sending them, which you’d never done with him before.
he cancelled one plan because of work, which was normal, except you overthought it anyway.
by the third day, you were annoyed at yourself for even thinking about it. it had almost been a kiss. almost. that didn’t mean anything had to change.
still, when your phone lit up that evening with his name, your stomach did an annoying little flip.
joe: Are you working tomorrow?
you stared at the message for a second before replying.
you: afternoon shift. why?
a minute passed.
joe: Can i come by after?
joe:Feels like i haven’t seen you properly this week
you exhaled slowly without realizing you’d been holding your breath.
you: yeah. that’s fine
you locked your phone, leaning back against the couch.
nothing had been said yet. nothing defined. but the space between friendship and something else suddenly felt a lot smaller than it used to.
and you weren’t entirely sure which side of it you were standing on anymore.
-
your shift felt longer than usual.
nothing actually went wrong, but you kept checking the clock more than normal, distracted in a way you couldn’t quite shake. every quiet moment gave your brain space to replay the almost-kiss again.
by the time you got home, you were tired enough to hope maybe you’d imagined the tension entirely.
you’d barely kicked your shoes off when there was a knock at the door.
joe stood there holding a takeaway bag and looking slightly unsure of himself, like he’d reconsidered coming over halfway through but committed anyway.
“hi” he said.
“hi” you replied, stepping aside to let him in.
the usual ease was there, but thinner somehow. both of you aware of it without mentioning it. he set the food down, talking immediately about traffic, about how long it took to decide what to order, about accidentally walking past your building the first time because he wasn’t paying attention.
you nodded along, recognising nervous energy when you saw it.
you sat on the couch with your food, the tv on quietly in the background though neither of you watched it. conversation kept starting and stopping, small pauses stretching just a second longer than they normally would.
he laughed at something you said, then went quiet again, rubbing the back of his neck.
“okay,” he said suddenly. “this is weird, right?”
you let out a small breath. “a little, yeah.”
he nodded quickly, almost relieved you’d said it first. “i hate it. i hate that it’s weird.”
you waited, sensing he had more to say.
he leaned forward, elbows on his knees, staring at his hands for a second like he was trying to organize thoughts that refused to cooperate.
“i’ve been overthinking everything since the other night,” he admitted. “like… every conversation we’ve had. which is annoying because i never used to do that with you. you were the one person i didn’t feel weird around.”
his words came faster as he kept going, nervous humour slipping in between sentences.
“and i tried to just pretend nothing happened, but then it felt worse because obviously something happened. or almost happened. and then i thought maybe i imagined it and you didn’t, which somehow made it more stressful.”
you smiled slightly despite yourself, watching him ramble.
he glanced up briefly, then kept talking, momentum carrying him.
“and the thing is- i think i’ve liked you for a while. like… longer than i realised. it just didn’t hit me all at once. it was stupid small things.”
he laughed softly at himself.
“like how you always complain before your early shifts but still show up with coffee for other people anyway. or how you refuse to admit when you actually like a song until the third time you hear it. or the way you talk to strangers like they’re already your friends.”
he shook his head, smiling faintly.
“i started noticing that i remembered everything you told me. random stuff. stories you probably don’t even remember saying. and then suddenly i was looking forward to seeing you more than anything else, that probably should’ve been a sign.”
you felt your chest tighten slightly, but he kept going, words spilling out faster now.
“and after that night, when things got weird… i hated it. i hated not texting you normally. i hated feeling like i messed something up.” he exhaled, laughing nervously.
he finally looked directly at you, expression softer now but still unsure.
“i just keep thinking i should’ve kissed you,” he said quietly. “and i didn’t, and now i’ve been replaying it like an idiot all week.”
he started talking again immediately, almost backtracking.
“not that you had to want that- i mean, obviously, if you didn’t then that’s completely fine, i just-”
you leaned forward and kissed him.
it wasn’t dramatic or rushed. just enough to stop the words mid-sentence.
he froze for half a second, clearly surprised, before relaxing into it, one hand coming up instinctively to steady against your arm like he needed to make sure it was actually happening.
when you pulled back, he blinked at you, processing.
“okay,” he said softly, a small, almost disbelieving laugh escaping him. “that works too.”
you smiled. “you were talking in circles.”
“yeah”
the awkwardness that had hung between you all week seemed to dissolve all at once, replaced by something warmer but still familiar. not a huge shift, just the same comfort layered with something new.
he shook his head slightly, still smiling.
“i had, like, ten more examples ready,” he said. “fully committed to the speech.”
“you can save them,” you said. “for later.”
he leaned back into the couch, shoulders finally relaxed again.
“good,” he said. "i feel way better now.”
you did too.
this time, when silence settled between you, it wasn’t awkward at all.
-
dating joe didn’t feel like starting something new so much as continuing something that already worked.
the biggest difference was mostly in the background details. his hoodie permanently ending up at your place. your toothbrush appearing in his bathroom without either of you officially deciding it should. plans becoming assumptions instead of questions. you coming over after work, him waiting downstairs when your shift ended, weekends blending together because neither of you bothered making separate ones anymore.
you still spent most of your time doing ordinary things. grocery shopping together turned into debates over snacks neither of you needed. he’d play you pieces of music while you sat on the kitchen counter, pretending to judge seriously even when you already liked it. you’d tell him stories from work that somehow became funnier every time you retold them.
it stayed easy. that was the thing you both noticed most.
there wasn’t pressure to be impressive or romantic all the time. some days you barely did anything at all, just existing in the same space, comfortable enough to be quiet.
over the next few months, life settled into a rhythm that made everything else feel lighter. bad days didn’t stick as long. good ones felt better because there was always someone to share them with. somewhere along the way, you realised you were happier than you’d been in a long time, and judging by how often joe smiled lately, he probably felt the same.
that evening the air was warm enough to leave the balcony door open.
you were at his place, music drifting softly from inside while the city buzzed below in that distant, steady way it always did at night. you sat sideways across his lap on the balcony chair, one of his arms loosely around your waist while you absentmindedly played with the sleeve of his hoodie.
neither of you were talking much. it had been a long day for both of you, and the quiet felt earned rather than empty.
he seemed distracted though. not distant, just thoughtful. you noticed it in the way his thumb traced slow circles against your side, like he was working himself up to saying something.
“can i tell you something without you making fun of me?” he asked eventually.
you glanced up at him. “depends entirely on what it is.”
he laughed under his breath, nervous enough that you felt it in the way his chest moved behind you.
“see, this is why i hesitated,” he said, shaking his head slightly. he looked out over the street for a moment before continuing. “i’ve been trying to figure out how to say this for like… two weeks.”
that got your attention.
he shifted slightly, one hand coming up to rub the back of his neck. a habit you’d learned meant he was genuinely nervous.
“and i know we’re already… us,” he added quickly, gesturing vaguely between you. “so it’s not like anything needs to change. i just- i keep almost saying it and then overthinking it.”
you waited, heart picking up a little at the uncertainty in his voice.
he exhaled slowly, finally meeting your eyes.
“i love you” he said, quieter now, like admitting it felt bigger once it was actually spoken. “i didn’t want to make it a whole thing or freak you out or say it at a weird time, but…i really do.”
for a second he looked almost embarrassed after saying it, a small nervous smile pulling at his mouth like he wasn’t sure what reaction to expect.
your expression softened immediately.
you leaned closer, brushing a hand along his cheek.
“you could’ve just said it” you said gently.
“i know” he admitted.
you smiled, pressing a soft kiss to his lips before answering.
“i love you too.”
the tension left his shoulders so visibly it made you laugh quietly. he let out a breath he’d clearly been holding, pulling you closer against him.
“okay,” he said, half smiling. “good. i was like… ninety percent sure.”
“only ninety?”
“like to stay realistic.”
you shook your head, settling back against him while his arms wrapped around you again, steadier now.
the city lights flickered below, the night calm and unhurried around you.
and for the first time in a long while, everything felt completely settled, like you’d both quietly arrived somewhere you wanted to stay.
Summary: You wake after nine months, and everything feels unfamiliar, except him. Together, you relearn life, love, and what it means to come home.
Word count: 22k+ ( omg sorry)
Warnings: angst, emotional trauma and grief, physical and emotional rehabilitation, fluff, happy ending
A/N:
this is part 2 of honey? , so I would recommend reading that first xx
English is not my first language, so I apologize if I made any (grammar) mistakes. Feedback, requests, talks, vents, recommendations or just simple questions are always welcome.
Not my greatest work, so I apologize
Happy reading xxx
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You woke to the sound of rain.
Soft and steady, it whispered against the window like an old song you almost remembered. Each drop sounded far away, like the world itself was trying to remind you of something — of before.
The room around you was gray and hushed, the kind of quiet that didn’t feel peaceful but unnervingly still. For a long, long moment, you couldn’t place where you were. The air felt too clean, too sharp. Your chest rose, fell — and even that felt strange, wrong, foreign.
You felt heavy — too heavy — as though your bones had been filled with sand. Your limbs didn’t feel like your own. Your fingers were stiff, your skin tight and paper-thin, every nerve slow to remember what it meant to exist. A dull ache lingered deep in your muscles, like you’d been holding still for centuries.
You drew in a shallow breath, and even that burned faintly, scratching the back of your throat. Your lips were dry, cracked. The world smelled faintly of antiseptic and something metallic — the sterile tang of hospital air — but beneath it, something else.
Lavender.
Soft, faint, almost hidden beneath everything else.
That scent tugged at something deep inside you. A memory trying to surface. You used to— you used to spray that every night before bed, didn’t you? A little mist on the pillow. It made him smile.
Him.
The thought flickered by before you could grasp it, vanishing like smoke.
Your eyelids fluttered open, slow and uncertain. Light flooded your vision, too bright, too white, blurring into halos until your eyes watered. You squinted against it, trying to focus. The ceiling above you was a dull, sterile gray. Shadows moved somewhere in the periphery — machines maybe, faint green lights blinking in rhythm.
A sound reached you then — steady, methodical. Beep… beep… beep.
You turned your head toward it instinctively. Pain flared up the side of your neck, sharp and sudden, forcing a small, broken sound from your throat.
It startled you. The sound itself — rough and alien, like it didn’t belong to you.
Your heart rate jumped, the monitor beeping faster, louder. Panic clawed its way up your chest. Your breathing hitched, ragged. You couldn’t move. You couldn’t remember why you couldn’t move. You tried to lift your arm, but it was like trying to lift a mountain. Your hand twitched weakly, IV lines pulling at the skin.
Tears stung your eyes, unbidden.
Where am I? What happened to me?
You swallowed hard, your throat dry as sandpaper, and tried to speak. Nothing came out. Just another faint, hoarse noise — a ghost of a word that never formed.
A wave of nausea hit next, dizzying and sharp. The edges of your vision pulsed in and out. Your pulse raced so fast it hurt. The panic built with each second of not knowing, of not understanding.
You blinked again, trying to anchor yourself — the wall to your left, the rain outside, the faint hum of fluorescent lights above. It all felt like a dream stitched together wrong.
Then — footsteps.
Soft ones. Quick. Familiar.
A woman’s voice cut gently through the haze. “Hey— hey, easy now, sweetheart. You’re okay. You’re safe.”
You turned your head toward the sound, blinking through the blur until you saw her — a nurse, mid-thirties maybe, eyes wide and kind. Her name badge caught the light: Ramirez. She moved quickly to your side, hand landing gently on your wrist. “It’s alright. Don’t try to move too fast. You’ve been asleep for a while.”
Asleep? The word didn’t fit. This wasn’t sleep. Sleep didn’t steal time.
Did it?
You tried to form words again, but all that came out was a rasp. “Wh—where…?”
Ramirez leaned closer, her expression softening. “You’re in Metropolis General,” she said quietly. “You were in an accident, but you’re safe now. You’re in good hands, okay? Just try to stay calm for me.”
Your heart pounded so hard it hurt. “What… what happened?”
Then a doctor came in, exchanged a brief, heavy glance with the nurse — the kind of look people share when they know the truth is going to hurt. Then he stepped closer, the lines around his eyes softening. His voice dropped, careful, cautious — the way someone speaks when holding fragile glass.
“You were in a car accident,” he said quietly. “Do you remember that?”
You stared at him, blank at first — then, like a film reel burning to life, images flashed behind your eyes:
Headlights.
A blaring horn.
A scream — maybe yours.
The screech of tires on wet asphalt.
Then… nothing.
A yawning blackness where time should have been.
Your lips parted. “I… I think so.” The words barely made it out, rough and shaky.
The doctor nodded slowly. “You’ve been in a coma.”
The world seemed to pause.
He hesitated — just long enough for the dread to coil in your chest — before adding, “For nine months.”
The words didn’t land all at once. They just hung there, echoing in the sterile air, unreal. You blinked. Once. Twice. Waiting for him to take it back, to say you’d misheard, to laugh and tell you it had only been days.
“Nine… months?” you whispered.
He nodded, and the nurse’s eyes softened, full of quiet sympathy.
“No,” you said, voice cracking as you shook your head. “No, that can’t— I— that’s almost a year.” Your throat tightened, panic rising like fire through your chest. “Nine months?!”
The beeping from the monitor quickened, matching your racing pulse.
“It’s okay,” the nurse murmured, stepping closer, her hand light against your arm. “You’re safe now. You’re awake.”
Awake.
The word felt foreign in your mouth. Nine months later.
The tears came before you could stop them — hot and fast. They slipped down your cheeks, soaking into the stiff pillow beneath your head. Nine months of nothing. Nine months gone.
The weight of it hit you all at once — not just time lost, but life.
Birthdays. Seasons. Stories that unfolded without you.
You imagined the city moving on — people laughing, living, the world spinning forward — while you lay here, motionless, forgotten beneath white sheets and fluorescent light.
“I… I lost nine months?” The words sounded so small. So afraid.
The doctor nodded gently. “Your body needed time to heal,” he said softly. “Your injuries were significant, but you pulled through. Your scans look good now. You’re very lucky.”
Lucky.
The word cut like glass. You didn’t feel lucky. You felt robbed — hollowed out by absence. You felt like a ghost waking up in a world that had dared to keep going without you.
Your voice broke as you whispered, “Does… does he know?”
The nurse frowned slightly, glancing between you and the doctor. “Who, sweetheart?”
You swallowed hard, your mouth dry, every breath trembling. “Clark,” you rasped. The name came out cracked, raw, but it anchored you — a lifeline in a sea of confusion. “My boyfriend. Clark Kent. He—he needs to know.”
You tried to sit up, desperate to do something, but pain exploded through your ribs, white-hot and immediate. You gasped, your body folding in on itself.
“Hey, hey,” the nurse said quickly, steadying you with gentle hands. “Easy, honey. Don’t strain yourself.”
You shook your head weakly, tears spilling faster. “Please,” you whispered. “I need him. I need Clark. Someone—someone get me a phone.”
The desperation in your voice silenced the room. Even the steady beeping seemed to fade beneath it. For a long moment, no one moved — until the doctor exhaled quietly and nodded.
The nurse hurried to the counter, grabbing her phone with careful hands. “Alright,” she said softly, “let’s call him.”
Your hands trembled so violently you could barely keep them steady as she handed you the phone. The plastic was cold against your skin, and you could hear your pulse in your ears — a frantic, uneven rhythm.
“Do you want me to dial for you?” the nurse asked gently.
You nodded, unable to trust your voice. “Please.”
She glanced at your chart — at the emergency contact written in neat black ink — the same number that had been called hundreds of times over the months, the same man who had never once missed a visiting hour. Her fingers moved quickly over the keypad.
The phone rang.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
Your breath hitched. The ringing filled the room like thunder. Then —
“Hello?”
His voice.
That voice.
It was tired. Trembling. Rough in a way that spoke of sleepless nights and too many tears swallowed down. But beneath it, achingly familiar — warm, deep, steady. Home.
Something inside you broke open. The tears that came now weren’t just grief — they were everything at once: relief, disbelief, love so sharp it hurt.
Your lips quivered, and your voice barely made it past your throat, soft and shaking and full of everything you couldn’t say all at once.
“Honey?”
Clark didn’t remember leaving the office.
One moment, he was standing at his desk — frozen, the phone trembling violently in his hand, your voice echoing through the line like something pulled straight out of a dream — and the next, he was moving.
Fast. Reckless.
His chair crashed to the floor behind him, papers scattering like startled birds. His heart was a thunderstorm in his chest — pounding, wild, disbelieving — his breath coming out in ragged bursts that didn’t seem to reach his lungs. His whole body felt electric, alive, and yet completely untethered.
He stumbled through the bullpen like a man possessed.
“Clark?” Lois’s voice cut through the noise, sharp and startled as she shot up from her chair. “Clark, what—?”
But he didn’t hear her.
Didn’t hear Jimmy calling after him, or Perry’s booming voice demanding to know where he was going. Their words were muffled, meaningless — ghosts of sound drowned out by the echo still ringing in his head.
Your voice.
“Honey?”
It didn’t even sound possible. And yet it had been so real.
His vision tunneled, narrowing to a single, impossible truth. You were awake. You were awake.
He didn’t bother with the elevator. Didn’t even register the stairs. One moment he was in the newsroom — the next, he was outside, air whipping against his face, the wind roaring in his ears. His tie flew loose behind him, his glasses askew, his chest burning with adrenaline and disbelief.
The city blurred beneath him, colors smearing into streaks of gray and gold. Traffic lights, rooftops, clouds — all of it passing in a dizzying rush. He didn’t care. He didn’t think. He didn’t stop.
By the time the red cross of Metropolis General came into view, his heart felt like it might split open from the sheer force of it — fear, hope, exhaustion, love — all colliding in one unbearable explosion.
He landed outside the entrance hard enough that his knees buckled slightly. His hands were shaking as he pushed through the doors, the automatic glass panels parting with a hiss.
The sterile air hit him immediately — that sharp, antiseptic smell that had haunted him for months. It was the scent of heartbreak, of sleepless nights and whispered prayers, of you.
He was still catching his breath when he reached the front desk. The world around him felt both impossibly fast and agonizingly slow. Every step echoed too loud. Every second felt like forever.
The nurse at the counter looked up.
Nora.
He knew her name by heart. She was one of the nurses who always smiled at him when he showed up after visiting hours with flowers in his hand. The one who left him a spare blanket when he fell asleep in the chair beside your bed.
Her expression softened the instant she saw him.
“Mr. Kent,” she said softly, like she was afraid if she spoke too loud, the moment would break.
Clark stopped in front of the counter, breathless, disheveled, eyes red-rimmed and shining. His voice came out rough, broken, his chest heaving. “Please,” he rasped, barely above a whisper. “Please tell me I’m not hallucinating.” His throat worked, swallowing hard. “Please—tell me she’s—”
Nora’s smile trembled, her eyes bright with tears she didn’t try to hide.
“She’s awake, sweetie,” she said simply, voice warm and soft as sunlight. “She’s asking for you.”
For a heartbeat, the world went completely still.
Clark froze. His breath hitched. He blinked once, twice — as if the words were too big, too good to be real. His vision blurred instantly, tears spilling before he even realized he was crying. His hand flew to his mouth, stifling the sound that tore out of him — a choked, helpless laugh that cracked in half halfway through.
“Oh my God…” he breathed, his voice shaking so violently it barely held together. He pressed the heel of his hand against his chest, like he could hold his heart in place. “Oh my God.”
The nurse laughed softly, eyes glistening. “ You know the room number. Go on.”
He didn’t need to be told twice.
He was running before the words even finished leaving her lips — through the halls he knew by memory, past the familiar posters and white walls and flickering lights. His footsteps echoed off the linoleum, fast, frantic, unsteady.
People turned as he passed — a blur of motion and tears and the faint, desperate sound of his breath catching on the edge of a sob.
And for the first time in nine months, Clark Kent wasn’t running from something.
He was running home.
He didn’t take the elevator. He didn’t trust it.
Every second mattered, and yet every step felt like an eternity. His shoes pounded against the stairs, echoing up the narrow, sterile stairwell. His legs burned, his lungs screamed, but he didn’t care. He could have torn through concrete if it meant getting to you faster. People moved out of his way as he flew past, their startled glances lost on him — just a blur of motion and desperation in a wrinkled shirt and tear-streaked face.
By the time he reached the third floor, his chest hurt from running — but it wasn’t the physical ache that stopped him. It was something deeper, older, heavier. A kind of pain and love that had lived inside him for months, clawing at the edges of his heart, and now had nowhere to go.
He stumbled to a stop.
Room 306.
He knew the number like he knew his own name. That little brass plaque had been burned into his memory — the place where hope had lived and died and lived again. How many nights had he sat just inside that door, voice hoarse from reading, whispering into the quiet, begging for something, anything?
And now…
Now it was real.
He stood frozen in the hall, one trembling hand hovering over the handle. His breath came in shallow, uneven bursts. He could hear his own heartbeat pounding in his ears, loud and fast and almost unbearable.
What if this wasn’t real?
What if this was another cruel dream — another nightmare where you’d vanish the second he reached for you?
His vision blurred with tears again. He pressed his palm flat against the cool metal of the door and whispered, so softly it barely carried,
“Please be real. Please…”
Then, with a breath that shook all the way through him, he turned the handle.
The door creaked open.
And there you were.
Awake.
The world stopped moving.
Everything — the beeping of the heart monitor, the hum of the machines, the faint hiss of the oxygen line, even the rain tapping softly against the window — fell away until there was nothing left but you.
You were sitting up slightly, eyes half-open, blinking against the light. You looked so fragile, so impossibly small against the white sheets, but your chest rose and fell. Your eyes — glassy, dazed, but alive — found his, and in that instant, the universe righted itself.
“Clark…”
The sound of his name — your voice, your real voice, cracked and trembling but yours — tore right through him.
He made a sound that didn’t belong to words — a gasp, a sob, a prayer. He crossed the room in three long, uneven strides and dropped to his knees beside your bed like a man collapsing under the weight of a miracle. His hands shook violently as he reached for you but stopped short, inches away, afraid.
What if touching you made this all disappear?
But then your fingers — weak, trembling, still marked by faint bruises that hadn’t quite faded — brushed against his.
And the dam inside him broke.
A strangled laugh tore out of him, choked and wet, and before he could stop himself, he pressed your hand to his face, his forehead resting against your palm as his shoulders shook. He didn’t care that he was crying — really crying, the way he hadn’t since the day they’d told him you might not make it.
You felt the warmth of his tears on your skin. The sound of his broken breathing filled the room.
“Clark,” you whispered again, your throat raw, the name barely audible. “You—you look so tired…”
He let out a breathless, shaky laugh that broke halfway through. “You think?” he whispered, voice rough and uneven. He turned his head just enough to meet your gaze, and the sight of him — the red-rimmed eyes, the unshaven jaw, the exhaustion carved into every line of his face — made your chest ache.
“You’re here,” he said hoarsely, voice wrecked beyond recognition. His breath hitched on the word here, like he still couldn’t make himself believe it. His eyes searched your face as though afraid you might dissolve right in front of him. “You’re really—” His voice cracked, his throat closing around the last word. “You’re here.”
You blinked, tears spilling freely down your cheeks. “I am,” you whispered, your voice soft and uneven, every word trembling with exhaustion. “I—I’m so sorry, Clark…”
He shook his head almost violently, his hand trembling as it cupped your cheek with reverence, his thumb tracing the faint scar near your jaw like it was something sacred. “Don’t you dare apologize,” he choked, his voice breaking open in the middle. “You have nothing to be sorry for. You—” His words faltered, his mouth twisting as another wave of emotion hit him. “I thought I lost you. I thought—” His breath caught sharply, his body trembling as he tried to speak, but nothing came out except a raw, broken sound that echoed in the quiet room.
You reached up with weak, trembling fingers, your touch feather-light as you brushed away one of his tears. “You didn’t,” you whispered, the words barely audible. Your lips curved into the faintest smile, fragile but real. “You didn’t lose me.”
Clark let out a shaky exhale — something between a sob and a laugh — and closed his eyes as if he could press the moment into his memory forever. His forehead pressed against your hand, his breath warm against your skin. “I prayed for this,” he murmured, voice trembling, cracking. “Every night. I’d sit here and tell myself that if I just kept believing, if I just held on long enough, you’d come back to me.” His shoulders shook. “And now you’re here, and I—” He broke off again, laughing through his tears. “God, I don’t even know if I’m awake right now.”
You smiled faintly, though your own tears kept falling. “You are,” you whispered, voice so soft it could have been the rustle of air. You pressed your trembling hand over his chest, right where his heart was hammering against his ribs. “You’re home.”
Clark’s eyes opened slowly, and when he looked at you, it was like seeing sunlight after a year of darkness. His hand moved up to cradle your face — tentative, shaking — his thumb tracing over your bottom lip like he needed to feel every part of you to be sure you were real.
His voice was low, ragged. “You have no idea how long I’ve waited to hear your voice again.”
You smiled through your tears, and your voice broke on a quiet laugh. “Then don’t stop listening.”
He couldn’t help it. The breath left him in a trembling sigh as he leaned forward, closing the distance between you. His lips met yours — soft at first, almost hesitant, like he was afraid the world might shatter if he pushed too far. The kiss trembled between life and dream, full of disbelief and everything he hadn’t said for nine endless months.
Your lips moved against his, weak but real — and the moment your mouth responded, even the smallest movement, a strangled sound escaped him. His hand slid to the back of your neck, his touch impossibly gentle, holding you like you were made of starlight and breath.
When he finally pulled back, his forehead rested against yours. His eyes were red, his lashes wet. His breath shook as he whispered, “I love you. God, I love you so much. You don’t know what it was like without you.”
You gave him a small, tired smile, your thumb brushing a tear from his cheek. “I think I do,” you whispered, voice faint but steady. “I think... I heard you. Sometimes. I don’t know how, but I did. You’d talk to me, tell me about your day, about the world, and I—I think that’s what brought me back.”
Clark let out a breath that hitched halfway, his chest trembling under your hand. “You heard me?” he whispered, wonder threading through his voice.
You nodded weakly. “Every time you said ‘I love you,’ I wanted to say it back. I just… couldn’t.”
Clark’s eyes flooded again, his expression crumbling under the weight of it all. “You don’t have to say it,” he murmured, his voice low and raw. “I’ve known it every single day. Every day you stayed, every breath you fought for. I knew.”
He kissed your forehead this time, lingering, his lips shaking against your skin. “You came back to me,” he whispered. “You really came back.”
“I told you,” you murmured softly, eyes fluttering shut from exhaustion. “You didn’t lose me.”
Clark stayed there, kneeling by your bedside, his forehead resting gently against yours, his arms carefully cradling you. He could feel your heartbeat — faint, uneven, but alive — beneath his hands. He closed his eyes, tears still slipping down his face.
“I waited for you, honey. I never stopped waiting.” He whispered in your hair, like he was afraid to lose you again.
For the first time in nine months, Clark Kent let himself believe in miracles again.
Clark stayed kneeling there for what felt like forever, his fingers entwined with yours as if afraid that letting go—even for a moment—would undo everything. The machines hummed softly beside you, their rhythmic beeping like a fragile lullaby, reminding him that this was real. You were here. You were alive.
He whispered endlessly, words choked with disbelief and emotion.
I love you… I missed you… You’re safe now.
Each syllable was a prayer, a confession, a vow, and he couldn’t stop the tears slipping down his cheeks. Every tiny motion of your hand against his face or the brush of your fingers sent him spiraling into awe and disbelief — that you were really, truly back.
A soft knock on the door made both of you flinch. Clark blinked rapidly, reluctantly letting go of your hand enough to glance toward the sound. Dr. Patel stepped in, his white coat crisp against the muted hospital light. His kind eyes, though shadowed with fatigue, softened when he saw him.
“Mr. Kent,” he said quietly, offering a small, understanding smile. “I thought I might find you here.”
Clark straightened slowly, one hand still clutching yours like a lifeline. “She’s awake,” he rasped, his voice hoarse, trembling with disbelief. “She’s really awake.”
Dr. Patel’s expression softened further. “She is. And that’s a miracle we’re all grateful for.” He moved closer, checking your chart with careful efficiency, his movements gentle and considerate. “How are you feeling?”
You swallowed hard, your throat dry and raw. “Like… like I’ve been asleep for years,” you murmured, blinking against the harsh light. You tried to offer a smile, but it was shaky and weak.
“That’s not far off,” he said kindly, his lips curling in a faint, reassuring smile. “You’ve been in a coma for nine months. That takes a serious toll on the body. Your muscles have weakened — you’ll need time, and we’ll start with short, careful physical therapy sessions. Small steps: sitting up, moving your legs, rebuilding your balance. You’ll get there.”
You nodded faintly, the weight of her words pressing down on you. Nine months. Nine months of silence, absence, lost mornings and evenings. Hearing it aloud made it hurt in a new way, like a bruise pressed too hard. “Nine months,” you whispered, voice distant. “The world kept moving… without me.”
Clark’s hand squeezed yours tighter, thumb brushing your knuckles. “The world waited for you,” he said firmly, voice low but unwavering. You looked up at him, eyes glistening with tears, and he offered a tiny, trembling smile that spoke more than words could.
Dr. Patel nodded, sympathy deep in his gaze. “He’s right,” he said gently. “But I won’t sugarcoat it — waking up after so long… it’s not just your body that needs healing. Your mind and your heart will too. You might feel confused, disoriented, or even grieve for the time that’s passed. That’s completely normal.”
You stared down at the blanket covering your legs, your voice just above a whisper. “Grief… for something I didn’t even get to lose consciously.”
“Exactly,” Dr. Patel said softly. “It’s a lot to process — realizing how much has changed, trying to find your footing again. I’ll be referring you to a trauma therapist who specializes in coma recovery. Talking to someone will help.”
Clark never let go of your hand, his thumb still brushing against yours. “She won’t have to face that alone,” he said quietly. “I’ll be here. Every single step.”
Dr. Patel gave a small, sad smile, almost wistful. “I know you will. You always have been.” He glanced at your chart one last time, then looked back at you. “You’ve already done the hardest part. You woke up. Everything else… We’ll face together.”
You gave a weak, grateful smile, tears brimming again. “Thank you,” you whispered.
The doctor squeezed your shoulder gently. “I’ll give you two a few more minutes. Then the nurse will come by to run some tests. Rest when you can — your body needs it.”
After he stepped out, the room seemed smaller somehow, the air quieter, softer. The rain outside whispered against the window, faintly silver in the gray light. Clark sank back into the chair beside your bed, still holding your hand like it might slip away if he loosened his grip.
“Therapy,” you said after a pause, voice small. “I don’t… I don’t even know where to start.”
He smiled faintly, eyes glistening, his thumb brushing over yours. “We’ll start with this,” he said gently. “You breathing. Me sitting here. One day at a time.”
You looked at him, really looked — at the exhaustion etched into his face, the faint shadows under his eyes, the lines carved by months of grief and sleepless nights, and at the love that had never dimmed. “You waited for me,” you whispered.
Clark let out a quiet laugh that broke halfway, shaking his head. “You think I could’ve gone anywhere else?” His voice cracked, low and trembling. “You’re my whole world.”
You reached up again, fingers brushing weakly against his cheek. “Then I guess I owe you nine months of sunrises,” you murmured.
He leaned down slowly, reverent, and pressed a soft, trembling kiss to your forehead. “We’ll make up for every single one,” he whispered, voice breaking against your skin. His hands lingered on your face, caressing, memorizing, worshipping every feature as though trying to engrave you into his memory forever.
You exhaled a faint laugh, fragile and raw. “Promise me we’ll go slow,” you whispered. “I… I’m not strong yet.”
Clark shook his head softly, tears falling freely again, a mixture of awe, relief, and love. “We’ll go however you need, honey,” he murmured. “I’ll be with you every step. I’ve waited nine months to hear you say my name. I’ll wait as long as it takes for you to be okay.”
You rested your hand over his heart, feeling it hammer with a force you’d never fully realized before. “I feel it,” you whispered. “All of it. And… I missed you so much.”
“I know,” he breathed, pressing his forehead against yours once more, holding you like the world could never take you from him again. “I missed you every single day. Every single moment. And now you’re here. That’s all that matters.”
Your brow furrowed as you tried to catch your breath, the haze of sleep and months of unconsciousness still clinging to your mind. The hospital room felt simultaneously foreign and achingly familiar—the soft hum of machines, the sterile scent of antiseptic, the faint lavender that reminded you of home. Your voice came out small, hoarse, trembling with both confusion and urgency.
“Clark… I… I need to know,” you whispered, fingers weakly clutching the bedsheets. “My family… are they… okay? My parents… my brother?”
Clark’s hand tightened around yours, a tremor running through his fingers as he swallowed hard. His eyes glistened, glinting with relief, exhaustion, and months of pent-up fear. “They’re… they’ve been… worried sick,” he said, voice catching. “Every single day. They came to see you… every chance they got. Your mom cried when she thought I wasn’t looking. Your Dad… he tried to be strong, but I know he prayed every night. And your brother… he waited outside the hospital doors so many times… just hoping you’d wake up. Every single day. But eventually, they had to go back to Australia, for your brother's school. They will be over the moon when I call them”
Tears welled in your eyes as the weight of what you had missed pressed down on you. You tried to swallow, but your throat felt raw and heavy. “I… I missed so much,” you whispered, voice breaking. “Did… anything… happen while I was… gone? Anything… bad?”
Clark shook his head, though his lips trembled with the memory of the terror he had lived through each day. “Nothing worse than… than the accident itself. I stayed with you. Every day. Every hour. I… I kept watch. I told you stories. I read to you. I brought little things I thought might comfort you… letters, snacks… even your coffee, exactly how you like it. I… I don’t think I’ve ever been so scared in my life.”
Your hand lifted weakly, trembling as you reached for his face, brushing a faint trail over his cheek. “You… you really didn’t give up on me. Even when I wasn’t… even when I couldn’t be…” Your voice faltered, tears spilling freely now. “You stayed.”
Clark leaned down, forehead resting against yours, letting his tears mingle with yours. “Never. Not for a second. You’re… you’re my world. Every single day without you… it was like the sun didn’t rise. I thought… I thought I had lost you. And I… I couldn’t live in that world.”
Your chest tightened, your fingers clutching at him, desperate for some tether to the world you had just woken into. “And… my friends?” you asked, voice small, fragile. “ Your friends? Lois, Jimmy, Cat… did they…? Did they come?”
Clark’s lips quivered, voice breaking as he recounted the months of devotion and waiting. “They came. Every weekend, every holiday, every time they could. Sammy called every day—because you know she hates hospitals. Rachel kept bringing drawings of lilies, your favorite flower. Chris came every day to fill you in on celebrity gossip, so you wouldn’t miss out. Lois… she almost drove me crazy with her questions, insisting I take a break, that I eat, that I… sleep. Jimmy… brought every single photo he thought you’d want to see. Every time you slept, he’d bring a new memory. And Cat… she… she stayed too, even when she knew I wouldn’t leave your side. They all… they all waited, but I… I was here.”
The truth of it hit you like a physical blow. Nine months. A lifetime spent unconscious. The world had kept moving without you, and yet, some things—some people—had not given up.
" I talked to you. Every single day. I told you about work, about Lois’s latest headlines, Jimmy’s photos, the things happening in the world… in our apartment. I… I even read books to you, like you always wanted. I wanted you to come back to a world that hadn’t forgotten you… that hadn’t stopped waiting for you.”
You swallowed hard, tears streaming down your cheeks. “Clark… I… I don’t even know how to process all of this. Nine months… gone.”
He cupped your face gently, thumb brushing your tears away. “I know,” he whispered, voice trembling with equal parts relief and awe. “I know it’s a lot. But we’ll do it together. One step at a time. I’ll tell you everything—about your family, your friends, everything you missed. I promise. Every detail. Every laugh. Every day that went by without you.”
You closed your eyes, leaning into him, letting yourself feel the gravity of it all. The ache of lost time, the relief, the impossibly sweet reunion. “I… I missed you so much,” you whispered.
“I know, baby,” he murmured, voice low, raw, against your hair. “And I waited. Every day. I waited for you to wake up… and now, you’re here. You’re really here. And I’ll never let you go again.”
You opened your eyes, searching his face for the reassurance that had kept you tethered to reality even while unconscious. “I need… I need to know everything,” you said, voice small but insistent, trembling from the flood of emotion and questions.
Clark kissed your hand, pressing it gently to his lips. “Then I’ll tell you everything, honey. Every moment you missed, every worry, every laugh… I’ll be here for every step you take from now on. Always.”
You nodded, weak but resolute, letting his warmth anchor you. “Together?”
“Always,” he said, voice fierce, raw, unwavering. “Always, honey.”
The next morning, the room felt impossibly small, quieter somehow, as if the world outside had paused in deference to the fragile new reality inside. You perched on the edge of the bed, legs dangling over the side, your muscles trembling under the simple weight of your own body. Every fiber of your being felt alien, uncooperative, like someone had borrowed it and forgotten to return it fully.
Clark was already there, perched in the chair beside the bed, hand hovering over yours, eyes scanning your face for every flicker of discomfort, every twitch of fear. His presence was grounding and terrifying all at once — a reminder that love had endured while you slept, and that the world had waited for you, but also that so much had been lost.
“You’re going to do amazing,” Clark whispered, low and trembling. “I’m right here. Every movement, every step… I’ve got you.”
You swallowed hard, gripping the sheets, a mix of fear and frustration coiling tight in your chest. “Clark… I don’t know if I can. I… I feel like I’ve lost everything. My legs… my strength… it’s all gone.”
“Yes, you can,” he said firmly, brushing a sweaty strand of hair from your face. “You’ve fought through worse. Months of nothingness… and now… this is just the first step back.”
The door opened, and in walked a tall woman with a confident, professional air. She carried a clipboard and wore a gentle but firm expression. “Good morning,” she said. “I’m Dr. Elena Vargas, your physical therapist. We’re going to start with some very careful steps today. You’re safe, but it’s going to be challenging — and that’s okay. Every movement matters.”
You blinked at her, suddenly aware of the unfamiliar authority in the room. “Challenging?” you rasped. “I… I can barely move my legs.”
Dr. Vargas nodded, placing a walker in front of you. “That’s why we start here. One motion at a time. We’ll measure your progress in inches and seconds at first. I’ll be right here, guiding you. Clark…” She glanced at him, voice softening. “He can support your arm if you need him.”
Clark’s fingers entwined with yours, his eyes searching yours. “I’m not going anywhere,” he murmured. “Every step, every stumble… I’ve got you.”
You let out a frustrated groan, gripping the walker as your legs quivered violently under you. The simplest motion felt like trying to move through cement. Pain lanced through muscles that had forgotten how to work. Your knees shook. Your thighs screamed. Every nerve in your body seemed to revolt.
“This is impossible,” you hissed through gritted teeth. “I… I can’t—”
“You can,” Clark cut in, his voice breaking with emotion. “Look at me. One step. You’re doing this. You are strong enough. You have to believe it.”
You forced a shaky foot forward, then another. Your legs buckled slightly, and tears pricked your eyes. “Clark… it hurts so much! I feel like I’m falling apart! I can’t… I can’t do this!”
Dr. Vargas moved closer, steadying you with a calm, professional grip. “It’s supposed to hurt. That means your muscles are waking up. That’s progress. Breathe. Focus on the movement, not the fear.”
Clark leaned in, brushing your damp hair from your forehead, pressing a trembling kiss to your temple. “I know it hurts. I know it’s frustrating. I know you want to scream and cry. And that’s okay. You’re alive. You’re moving. You’re here with me. That’s what matters. One step at a time.”
You blinked through the sting of tears, your chest heaving. “I feel like I’m breaking,” you whispered.
“No,” Clark murmured, pressing his forehead to yours, his voice thick with emotion. “You’re not breaking. You’re waking up. You’re healing. Every stumble is a step toward being yourself again. I’ve waited for this for nine months. I’ve waited for you. And now, you’re here. I’ve got you. I love you. Always.”
With another trembling effort, you took a few more steps, each one slower and shakier than the last, but forward nonetheless. Pain lanced, frustration bubbled, but so did a fragile, flickering hope.
“I… I think I’m doing it,” you whispered, astonished, breath ragged, tears streaming freely.
Clark’s lips quivered into a smile, and he pressed your hand to his lips, eyes glistening. “Yes, honey. You’re doing it. I’ve waited a hundred times over for this. Look at you… moving. Alive. Here. You’re incredible.”
You stumbled slightly, and Clark caught you immediately, wrapping you in a careful, fierce hug. “I’ve got you,” he murmured against your hair. “Always, honey. Always.”
By the time the session ended, exhaustion and pain had overtaken you, but the tiniest spark of triumph and hope glimmered in the midst of it. Clark helped you back to bed, brushing damp strands from your face, pressing soft, lingering kisses to your forehead, cheeks, hands.
“You’re amazing,” he whispered, voice breaking. “Absolutely incredible.”
You rested against him, chest heaving, the weight of nine lost months pressing down on you. And yet, for the first time since you woke, hope blossomed. Because here was someone who had waited, suffered, and loved through every agonizing day — someone who would not let you face any of it alone.
“I love you,” you whispered, weak but certain.
“I love you,” he replied, voice hoarse and raw. “I’ve always loved you. And now… now we start again. Together.”
You rested against him for a long moment, letting the warmth of his body anchor you in a world that had felt unsteady for so long. But as the adrenaline of relief ebbed, the reality of your weakened body pressed in. Your muscles ached just from sitting, your arms and legs trembled, and a deep frustration bubbled in your chest.
“I… I don’t know how to do this,” you admitted, voice small, shaky. “Everything… it’s like I’ve forgotten how to be me.”
Clark’s fingers threaded through yours, holding you steady. “You don’t have to know how,” he said softly. “We’ll figure it out together. Step by step. That’s all that matters. One moment at a time.”
You sighed, a shaky, almost defeated sound. “It’s so frustrating… my legs don’t listen. I can’t even stand for more than a few seconds without shaking like I’m made of glass.”
Clark pressed his forehead to yours, his voice breaking slightly. “I know, honey. I know it’s hard. I’ve watched you struggle through every quiet night, every agonizing hour of waiting… and now it’s just the beginning of getting your strength back. But you’re not alone. I’m not going anywhere.”
Dr. Elena Vargas, your physical therapist, stepped back into the room, her clipboard in hand, eyes warm but professional. “Clark, I know your support is invaluable,” she said gently, “but today, it’s about small victories. I want her to try a few steps with the walker again. Even if it’s just a foot forward at a time.”
You groaned, frustration breaking free. “I have to do it again? A foot? That’s it? That’s supposed to be progress?”
Dr. Vargas smiled patiently. “It’s enormous progress. Your body has been inactive for nine months. Every inch you take today is a triumph. Your muscles and balance are waking up. You’re doing the impossible.”
Clark’s hand tightened around yours, a tether of reassurance. “See? You’re already doing it. One step. That’s all that matters right now.”
You pushed yourself upright with the help of the walker again, your legs trembling violently beneath you. Every motion burned, every fiber protested. Your breath came in short, jagged gasps, and a tear slipped down your cheek. “It hurts so much, Clark! I hate this! I can’t… I can’t do it!”
Clark stepped closer, placing a steadying hand on your lower back. “Yes, you can. You’re alive. You’re moving. You’re here. That’s what matters. I’m right here with you. Every stumble, every ache… I’ve got you. Always.”
You forced a shaky foot forward. Then another. And then another. Pain lanced through your thighs and knees, but with Clark’s support and Dr. Vargas’ guidance, you took a few more tentative steps. Each movement was exhausting, terrifying, but also exhilarating.
A sudden wobble made you stumble slightly, and Clark caught you instantly, pressing you against him. “I’ve got you,” he murmured, holding you tight. “Always, honey. Always.”
You rested against him, chest heaving, exhaustion and triumph mixing into a cocktail of emotion so strong it left you trembling. “I… I’ve missed this,” you whispered, voice barely audible.
“I’ve missed you,” he said, pressing soft kisses to your hair, your forehead, your hands. “Every day. Every second. And now… now we get to start again. Together. Step by step.”
Dr. Vargas nodded approvingly, a faint smile crossing her face. “See? Look at what you’ve done. Every step counts. You’re building a foundation for everything that comes next.”
You let out a shaky laugh, tears still streaming. “I just… I didn’t realize how much strength I’d lost. I didn’t realize how much I’d need you.”
Clark’s arms tightened around you. “You don’t need to realize anything. You just need to keep moving. And I’ll be here.”
You closed your eyes, letting yourself soak in the warmth and unwavering devotion, even as frustration and exhaustion fought against it. It was raw, it was painful, but it was real.
The next few weeks blurred together, a rhythm of small triumphs and crushing setbacks. Each morning, you would wake to the sterile hum of the hospital, the faint scent of antiseptic mingling with lavender from Clark’s insistence on bringing a little of home with him. The walker sat waiting beside your bed like both a lifeline and a reminder of how much your body had betrayed you.
Clark never left your side. He was there when the physical therapist arrived, his hand hovering over yours, ready to steady you. His eyes never left you, tracking every tremor, every flinch, every flash of frustration. But some days… frustration got the better of you.
“I can’t do this!” Your voice cracked, echoing off the sterile white walls. Tears blurred your vision until the world was just shapes and shadows. “My legs hate me, Clark! They just hate me!”
You kicked weakly at the air — not out of strength, but desperation — and the walker in front of you wobbled dangerously. Your knees buckled, muscles trembling violently from the effort. A helpless, broken sob tore out of your throat. “Why won’t they work?”
Clark was there before you could fall, hands steady on your waist, anchoring you. “Hey—hey, easy,” he whispered, voice calm but laced with heartbreak. He lowered you gently back to the chair, kneeling so his eyes met yours. His tie brushed the floor, but he didn’t care.
“I know, honey,” he murmured, voice soft but unwavering. “I know it’s hard. I see it. I feel it. But even in this anger… even in this frustration… you’re moving. You’re trying. That’s everything. That’s progress.”
You turned away, biting your lip so hard it almost drew blood. “You don’t understand!” you choked, your hands clenching into fists against your thighs. “You don’t know what it feels like to be trapped in your own body! To remember who you were, but not be able to be that person anymore!”
Clark’s chest rose and fell in uneven breaths. He wanted to reach for you, but he could see the tension in your shoulders — the way your frustration trembled just beneath your skin. So instead, he waited, voice low, careful. “You think I don’t understand pain, sweetheart?” he said, the smallest waver in his tone betraying his calm exterior. “I watched you sleep for nine months. I sat by that bed every day, praying to hear your voice again, praying you’d open your eyes. I watched the world move on without you, and I couldn’t. I couldn’t move on. I was frozen.”
You shook your head, tears falling faster. “I feel… useless. I’ve lost everything I used to be. I can’t even stand! I can’t walk across the damn room!”
Clark’s heart ached. He reached up, brushing the tears from your cheeks with trembling fingers. “You’re not useless,” he whispered fiercely. “You’re alive. You’re here. You’re breathing. That’s not nothing, honey — that’s everything. You’ve already done the hardest part. The rest… the rest we’ll do together.”
“I don’t want to be strong anymore!” you burst out, your voice breaking. “I’m tired! I’m tired of fighting, of hurting, of feeling like a shell of who I was!”
Clark leaned forward, pressing his forehead gently against yours. His breath was steady, his voice barely above a whisper. “Then don’t be strong,” he said. “You don’t have to be. Not with me.”
You froze, your sobs hiccupping to a stop, your chest heaving.
He continued, voice rough with emotion. “You can cry. You can scream. You can hate the world, hate me, hate the walker, hate everything. You can break down a hundred times if you need to. I’ll still be here, honey. I’ll take it all. Every word, every tear, every ounce of anger — I’ll take it. Because you’re still here. And that’s what matters.”
You stared at him, trembling, anger and heartbreak warring inside you. “You shouldn’t have to do this for me,” you whispered. “You deserve someone who—”
Clark cut you off, his voice suddenly fierce, the calm breaking. “Don’t,” he said sharply. “Don’t you dare finish that sentence.” His hands cradled your face, firm but tender, forcing you to meet his eyes. “You are everything to me. I waited nine months for you, and I’d wait nine more if it meant I’d get this — you, right here, fighting. You are worth every second of it. Every tear. Every prayer.”
Your lip trembled. “Clark…”
“I love you,” he said, the words coming out raw, urgent. “I love you, even when you’re angry, even when you’re hurting, even when you don’t believe you can do it. Especially then. Because you’re trying. And that’s more than enough.”
You broke then, the anger dissolving into quiet sobs. Clark pulled you into his arms, holding you close against his chest. You felt his heart pounding under your ear — strong, steady, real.
“I don’t want to keep failing,” you whispered into his shirt.
He kissed the top of your head, his voice muffled but steady. “Then don’t think about failing. Just think about trying again tomorrow. And the next day. And the one after that. One day, you’ll stand on your own again. One day, you’ll walk. I’ll be there for every single step. I promise.”
Your fingers clutched at his shirt, holding on like a lifeline. For a moment, neither of you spoke — just the quiet sound of your uneven breathing and his heartbeat beneath your ear.
Some days, the sessions were short — mercifully, painfully short.
A single, shaky step could undo you.
Your legs would tremble beneath you, muscles straining as if they were trying to remember something long forgotten. The world would tilt slightly, a reminder of how fragile your balance still was. Sweat gathered at your temples despite the cold air, your breath coming in sharp, uneven gasps. And then, just as you thought you could take another step, your body would falter — the strength gone as suddenly as it had come.
You would collapse into the chair with a frustrated sob, your chest heaving, tears spilling freely down your cheeks. “I can’t,” you’d choke, voice breaking. “I can’t do this today.”
Clark was always there, instantly, steady hands on your shoulders, a grounding presence in the blur of pain and disappointment. “Hey,” he’d whisper, his voice a low hum meant only for you. “It’s okay. You did enough. You stood. You fought. That’s everything.”
Sometimes, he’d kneel in front of you and take your trembling hands in his. His thumbs would trace slow, comforting circles over your skin, even as your tears fell onto his knuckles. “You’ve already done more today than most people do in a week,” he’d murmur. “You showed up. That’s what matters.”
But on the better days — the rare, golden ones — you’d manage two steps. Then three. Then four. The sound of your walker scraping against the floor would echo down the hallway, uneven but determined.
Your breaths came in sharp bursts, your face flushed with effort. Each step felt like fire — your calves screaming, your knees wobbling — but beneath the pain, there was something else: momentum.
And when you reached the end of the short therapy mat, just six feet from where you started, you’d let out a small, disbelieving laugh through your tears. A sound that was half joy, half exhaustion, and somehow entirely you.
Clark would be at your side in an instant, smiling through misted eyes. “Look at you!” he’d whisper, brushing your damp hair from your forehead, his thumb lingering at your temple. His voice trembled with pride, with awe. “Every inch counts, honey. Every single one. You’re incredible.”
You’d shake your head weakly, still trying to catch your breath. “I don’t feel incredible,” you’d whisper back, your voice raw and hoarse from both crying and effort. “I feel like I’m breaking every time I try.”
Clark’s gaze softened, his hand still cupping your cheek. “You are breaking,” he said gently, honestly. “But only in the way glass breaks before it becomes something stronger. You’re breaking and rebuilding. That’s how strength comes back. That’s how healing works.”
Your chin quivered as another tear slipped down. “I just… I thought it would be faster,” you admitted in a small voice, like a confession. “I thought I’d wake up and be me again.”
He smiled — that small, crooked, heartbreakingly tender smile — and pressed a kiss to your forehead. “You are you,” he said softly. “You never stopped being you. You’re just… finding your way back. And I’m right here, every step of the way.”
You looked at him then — really looked — and saw the dark circles still faintly shadowing his eyes, the worry lines that hadn’t quite faded, the quiet love burning steady behind it all.
“Why are you still here?” you whispered, your voice trembling.
He smiled faintly, brushing a tear from your cheek. “Because you’re the only place I ever wanted to be.”
Sometimes, in moments of extreme frustration, you would lash out—not at Clark, but at the helplessness of your own body. A weak shove, a frustrated groan, a burst of tears—sometimes aimed at him, sometimes at the walker, sometimes at nothing at all. And each time, he never flinched.
“Hey,” he’d murmur, voice steady, gentle, wrapping his arms around you. “I’m not leaving. You can yell, cry, curse… whatever you need. I’ll be right here, honey. Always.”
“You’re too good to me,” you’d sometimes whisper between sobs and shaky breaths.
“I’m just in love with you,” he’d reply simply, pressing his forehead to yours, tears mingling, voice cracking. “And I always will be, honey. All of this… it’s part of the journey. And I’ll be here for every step.”
Little victories began to accumulate. A few more steps with the walker each day. Standing unassisted for moments that stretched longer and longer. Tiny triumphs punctuated by moments of despair, each followed by Clark’s unwavering presence and encouragement.
“You’re doing it,” he whispered one day, holding you as you wobbled precariously on your own feet. “I’ve waited so long for this. Every month, every hour… all leading to this. You’re here. You’re alive. You’re mine.”
“I feel… so weak,” you admitted, tears stinging. “But I… I’m trying. I really am.”
“And that’s enough,” Clark said, voice raw with emotion, brushing a kiss to your temple. “Trying is all I’ve ever wanted from you. You’ve survived nine months in a coma, honey. Everything else… this is just the world catching up to you. And I’ll be right here while it does.”
The sessions were painfully slow, heartbreaking, and beautiful in equal measure. Each step forward carried the weight of months lost. Each setback carried the echoes of despair you had felt while unconscious. But through it all, Clark remained your constant. Your anchor. Your unwavering devotion. The world outside could wait; here, in the quiet hospital room filled with the scent of lavender and hope, you were slowly, painfully, reclaiming yourself.
It was a rare day without physical therapy. Your muscles ached from weeks of effort, your joints still stiff and unforgiving, but today’s challenge was different. Today was mental, emotional — a therapy session with Dr. Madeline Reyes, a specialist in trauma and recovery after long-term comas. Clark had come only because you had asked him to, to anchor you, to hold your hand when the storm inside your head became too loud.
You sat on the edge of the hospital bed, knees tucked under, blanket wrapped tightly around your shoulders like armor. Clark knelt quietly beside you, fingers loosely entwined with yours, eyes steady but silent. His presence was a lifeline, but today wasn’t about him. It was about you.
Dr. Reyes entered, her expression gentle, voice warm. “Good morning. Clark, thank you for being here. And you… welcome back. How are you feeling today?”
You swallowed, throat tight. “I… I don’t know,” you admitted. “Confused, mostly. Angry. Sad. And… scared. Everything is too much, all at once.”
She nodded, settling into the chair across from you. “That’s understandable. Nine months is a long time to lose. Your mind and body are just beginning to process everything.”
“I feel like I should be happy,” you said, voice barely a whisper, trembling. “I woke up. I’m… alive. But I don’t feel alive. It’s like the world moved on without me."
Your hands gripped the blanket tighter. Heat rose to your face as tears pricked your eyes. “I… I can’t even remember the last day before I… went under. And now… it’s like nine months of my life just… disappeared. How do I get that back? How do I fix it?”
Dr. Reyes leaned forward slightly, eyes patient. “It’s not about getting back to who you were before. It’s about understanding who you are now, and how you move forward with the life you have. And it’s okay — more than okay — to grieve the time you lost. Those nine months matter. Your emotions matter.”
You buried your face in your hands, hot tears spilling freely. “I just… I need him. I need Clark. I don’t know how I lived without him here. Even knowing he visited… I can’t imagine how lonely it must have been for both of us.”
Clark shifted beside you, but didn’t speak. His fingers stayed locked with yours, thumb brushing gently over the back of your hand. His silence was grounding, letting you have this moment without interruption.
“I feel so… weak,” you confessed through trembling lips. “Not just physically. My mind feels stuck in that coma. Like I’m missing months of me, and I don’t even know who that version of me was. I… I don’t know if I’ll ever feel normal again. I don’t know if I can catch up.”
Dr. Reyes nodded. “That’s very real, very normal. The mind and body take time to reconnect after trauma like yours. It’s not a race. It’s a process. And some days will feel impossibly hard, while others may surprise you with small victories. It’s okay to feel frustrated, to feel lost, to be angry. All of that is part of healing.”
You wiped your face on the blanket, voice raw. “It’s just… every day I wake up, and I feel this… emptiness. Like nine months were stolen from me. And I can’t get them back. How do I move on when the world didn’t wait for me?”
Clark’s hand squeezed yours, reassuring, steady. But he still didn’t speak. He was here, silent, letting you own this — letting you confront your grief, your anger, your confusion.
Dr. Reyes offered a small, encouraging smile. “You’re not alone in this. And it’s okay that it hurts. Today is about talking, about letting these feelings exist without judgment. You’re safe to say whatever comes to mind, however it comes out.”
You exhaled shakily, letting your hands fall to your lap. “I don’t know what to do first,” you whispered. “I just… want to feel like myself again. But I don’t even know who that is anymore. Did I… miss everything? Was everything okay without me?”
Your voice cracked, a fragile thread of pain, fear, and longing. Tears spilled again, freely, hot and unrelenting. Clark simply held your hand, shoulder brushing yours, breathing steady and patient. His presence alone reminded you that you weren’t facing this alone — that someone who had waited, who had loved you through it all, was right there, silently promising he wouldn’t let you fall.
“I just… I want to understand,” you continued, voice quivering. “I want to feel… grounded again. I want to know how to live in a world where I missed so much, and everything feels… strange. I don’t want to be broken forever.”
Dr. Reyes nodded again. “And you won’t be. This is the beginning of that process. Healing takes time, patience, and sometimes anger, sadness, or grief. All of it is part of rebuilding. And you’ve already survived so much. You’re stronger than you know.”
You closed your eyes, pressing your palms to your face, but it didn’t stop the tremors running through you. The pain wasn’t physical — not entirely. It clawed from the inside, hollow and heavy, a weight that pressed on your chest and tightened around your ribs. Every breath felt shallow, as though the air itself was trapped in the empty space of nine months lost.
“I… I can’t,” you whispered, voice trembling. “I can’t even think about it without feeling… everything. I wake up, and it’s like… I’m in someone else’s life. I don’t remember the days, the weeks… the months. I don’t know what I missed. And… and what if… what if I’ve changed so much that no one… no one even knows me anymore?”
Tears streamed down your face, warm and relentless. Your hands shook violently as you pressed them to your lap, gripping the blanket like it could hold you together. “I only remember the accident… I remember the pain, the headlights, the screeching tires… and then nothing. Nine months of nothing. And people… they moved on. They lived. And I was… gone.”
Dr. Reyes leaned forward, voice gentle but insistent. “It’s okay to feel that, to grieve those months. You lost them, and that loss is real. And it’s okay to be angry, to feel confused, to feel scared. You’re allowed all of it.”
“I feel… guilty,” you admitted, your voice breaking. “Guilty that I wasn’t there. Guilty that Clark… he had to watch me lie there for nine months. Guilty that I’m here now and everything else… everything else kept moving without me. I should be happy, right? But I feel… broken. Hollow. Like I don’t belong in my own life anymore.”
A strangled sob escaped, and you couldn’t stop it. Your body shook with it — violent, uncontrollable. The grief of lost time, lost experiences, lost self, poured out of you in tidal waves. Clark’s hand held yours firmly, steady, his thumb rubbing slow, comforting circles over your knuckles. He didn’t speak. He didn’t need to. He was here to anchor you while you let yourself fall apart, to be the one safe place where you could release everything.
“I can’t remember simple things,” you whispered between gasps. “Faces… conversations… laughter… I feel like a stranger in my own life. And Clark… I see him, and he’s been here every single day, loving me, waiting for me… and I don’t even know how to tell him how sorry I am. How I can’t even… how I can’t even—”
Dr. Reyes let you cry, offering a tissue without forcing words. “You don’t have to explain anything yet. Just let yourself feel it. You’ve been carrying nine months of silence and absence inside you. Let it out. Let it touch you, let it move through you. Clark is here to hold you while you do it. That’s all that matters right now.”
You buried your face in your hands, shoulders shaking, your body trembling like it had been emptied and refilled with pain. The tears flowed freely, unrelenting, every sob carrying months of fear, anger, loss, and guilt. Your chest ached from the force of it, but somehow, beneath the unbearable heaviness, you felt a thread of something else — relief, because for the first time in months, you didn’t have to fight alone.
Clark pressed his forehead gently against your shoulder, silent, steady, grounding. His presence whispered a single truth you could cling to.
you are not alone. Not now. Not ever.
And though the pain was still raw, jagged, and all-consuming, you let it sweep over you. You let it be real. You let yourself hurt — and, somehow, that made a fragile space for hope.
Dr. Reyes waited patiently, letting the silence stretch for a few moments before speaking, her voice soft and deliberate. “You’ve been through a lot,” she said gently. “And right now, that grief is valid. But I want to try something different for a moment. Let’s talk about something positive. Something small, maybe even tiny, that still exists for you.”
You shook your head slightly, bitter laughter escaping through your tears. “Positive? After… after losing nine months? After feeling… like I don’t even belong in my own life?”
“It doesn’t have to erase the pain,” Dr. Reyes said. “It’s not about forgetting or minimizing what you’ve lost. It’s about finding the little pieces of life that still matter — the things that make you feel alive again, even just for a second.”
You bit your lip, hesitating. Your mind swirled with memories half-remembered, moments you’d lost, days you hadn’t lived. “I… I don’t know. Everything seems… empty.”
“Start anywhere,” Dr. Reyes coaxed. “A sound you like, a smell, a memory, a person… anything that gives you even the tiniest spark.”
You glanced at Clark, who gave the slightest squeeze of your hand. You drew a shaky breath, and the words tumbled out before you could stop them. “His voice,” you whispered, barely audible. “Clark… just hearing him, being near him… that’s… that’s something that stayed real. Even when everything else… disappeared.”
Dr. Reyes nodded, encouraging. “Good. Hold onto that. Can you tell me more? What about Clark’s voice? What does it do for you?”
You swallowed, tears still wetting your cheeks. “It… it grounds me. Makes me feel safe. Even when the world feels like it’s moving too fast and I’m lost, I know… he’s there. He’s steady. And he’s… he’s been waiting. For me.”
“And how does that make you feel?” Dr. Reyes asked softly, letting you explore the space without pushing too hard.
“Grateful,” you admitted, voice trembling. “And… hopeful. But also… guilty, because he waited. He never left, never gave up. And I… I wasn’t awake. I wasn’t… myself. And I can’t… I can’t stop thinking about all the things I missed.”
Dr. Reyes gave a small, empathetic nod. “You can carry both at once — gratitude and guilt, hope and sorrow. It’s okay to feel them together. You’ve been through something no one should have to endure. The fact that you’re awake, that you can recognize the good in even one thing… that’s huge. That’s progress.”
You hiccupped a sob, your voice cracking. “I… I just want to catch up. I want to remember… everything I lost. I want… to feel alive again. I want… to be me. And I don’t know if I can.”
“Every step matters,” Dr. Reyes said, calmly but firmly. “Even this. Even saying these words. You’re reclaiming pieces of your life, piece by piece. And Clark… he’s here because you asked for him. He’s here to hold the pieces with you. That’s okay. That’s what love looks like in recovery.”
You let out a shaky breath, leaning slightly into Clark’s shoulder. “I… I want to try,” you whispered, “even if it hurts. Even if it’s slow. I want… to feel something good again.”
Dr. Reyes smiled warmly. “Then that’s exactly where we start. One small positive at a time. Just notice it, hold it, and let it exist alongside the grief. You’re allowed that. You deserve that.”
And for the first time that day, you let yourself imagine — just for a moment — that maybe, with help, with time, with Clark beside you, it was possible to feel whole again.
Nine Weeks Later
You and Clark sat side by side in the comfortable chairs by the window, books resting in your laps, legs stretched out and barely brushing. His glasses had slipped slightly down his nose, and the messy sweep of his hair fell just enough to make him look as effortlessly disheveled as always. Every so often, his eyes would lift from the page, glancing at you with quiet pride, relief, and a tenderness that made your chest ache.
You were still cautious on your feet — sometimes leaning on the arm of the chair or resting your walker nearby — but the progress over the past weeks had been remarkable. Even the small victory of walking a few steps to the window to feel the sunlight on your face without support felt monumental. And today, the room felt light, alive, as if the sunlight itself was celebrating your tiny triumphs.
Turning a page slowly, you read aloud in that soft, tentative voice you’d spent months recovering. Clark leaned slightly toward you, tilting his head as he followed along. “Wait — that part,” he murmured, his finger hovering above a sentence. “That’s exactly how I pictured it when I read it last time. You’re going to love what happens next.”
A soft laugh escaped your lips, breathless and uneven, the sound like music to his ears. “I doubt it,” you teased, your voice still shaky from weakness and exertion. “You always think you know what’s coming, and you’re usually wrong.”
Clark grinned, that familiar half-smile that could make the world feel safe. “Maybe,” he admitted, leaning closer, brushing a loose strand of your hair from your face. “But it’s fun to be wrong with you.”
You laughed again, more fully this time, the sound catching on a sob you quickly swallowed. Clark’s eyes softened at the sound, and before you could even react, he leaned in and pressed a light, fleeting kiss to your lips.
“Clark!” you gasped, blinking at him, your voice half-laugh, half-protest.
“I couldn’t help it,” he murmured, voice low, teasing, but carrying all the warmth and devotion he’d held back for so long. “You’re gorgeous when you read aloud like that. I couldn’t resist.”
You shook your head, pretending indignation, but your smile betrayed you. “Gorgeous? I’m weak, wobbling, and practically clinging to a chair for dear life, and you call me gorgeous?”
Clark laughed, the sound rumbling softly in the quiet room. “Exactly,” he said. “You’re even gorgeous then. There’s something brave and beautiful about the way you’re here, fighting, laughing, reading aloud even when it’s hard. That’s more than enough.”
Your chest swelled, a mix of pride, relief, and an ache that had been buried under months of fear. You reached up instinctively, brushing your fingers over his hand, which was still resting near yours. “You always know what to say,” you whispered, a little breathless, a little tender.
“I try,” he said, leaning closer again, teasing and soft at once. “But mostly, I just try to be here… for you. That’s the part that matters.”
You shook your head, laughing again despite yourself, the sound shaky but light. “I think you might be spoiling me, Clark Kent.”
He smirked, brushing his nose gently against yours. “Maybe I am. But I’m not sorry.”
And then, in a quiet, fleeting moment, he captured your lips in a gentle kiss, light and tentative, savoring the feel of you, the warmth, the life that had returned to you. You kissed him back, weakly at first, but the connection, fragile yet unbreakable, made your heart feel fuller than it had in months.
When you pulled back, breathless and laughing softly, Clark rested his forehead against yours, eyes glistening. “You’re amazing, honey. Every single day. And I’m so proud of you.”
You smiled through the tears forming in your eyes, a shaky laugh escaping. “I… I don’t know how I got this lucky,” you whispered.
Clark pressed another soft kiss to your hand, the smallest gesture overflowing with love and devotion. “I’ve been waiting my whole life for this moment,” he said quietly. “And I’m never letting you go.”
A knock at the door broke the quiet. Dr. Patel stepped in, clipboard in hand, his expression warm but professional.
“Good morning,” he said, smiling. “How are we feeling today?”
You set your book down, straightening in your chair. “Okay, I guess. A little tired. And a little nervous,” you admitted. “Clark and I were just reading…” You gestured vaguely to the books on your laps.
Clark squeezed your hand, this time speaking softly. “And we were just discussing why the main character is terrible at taking advice,” he said with a teasing smile, trying to lighten the tension. You let out a small laugh, and he grinned, brushing his thumb gently over your knuckles.
Dr. Patel nodded, stepping closer. “That’s good. I have some news, though — and I think you might be ready for it. With the progress you’ve shown, both physically and emotionally, we can start preparing for you to go home.”
Your heart jumped, a mix of excitement and hesitation twisting inside your chest. “Home?” you whispered. “I… I don’t know if I’m ready. My legs… I still feel… wobbly. I don’t want to fall. I don’t know if I can do this on my own.”
Clark leaned closer, his hand firm over yours. “Hey,” he said, voice low and steady. “You can do this. And I’m not going anywhere. We’ll take it one step at a time. I’ll be with you every single second. You won’t fall because I’ll be right here.”
Dr. Patel nodded thoughtfully. “That’s very understandable. Even though you’ve shown great improvement, your muscles are still rebuilding after nine months of immobility. The therapy will continue at home and at the hospital — both physical and emotional — but with fewer sessions, because you’re strong enough to handle more independently. You won’t be left alone, and we’ll provide support for any challenges you face.”
You swallowed hard, uncertainty and fear rising like a tide. “But what if I… what if I can’t? What if something happens and I… I fall?”
Clark leaned forward, resting his forehead gently against yours for a brief moment. “Then we’ll do it together,” he said firmly, eyes shining. “You’ve been through more than anyone should have to, and look at how far you’ve come. You’re stronger than you think, and I’ll make sure nothing happens to you. We’ll figure this out, together.”
Dr. Patel offered a reassuring smile. “It’s okay to be hesitant. That’s normal. Going home is a big step, but look at what you’ve accomplished. You’re ready — even if it doesn’t feel that way yet.”
You exhaled shakily, pressing a hand to your chest. “I… I think I want to try. I want to go home. But… it’s scary. I’ve been here so long… this room has been my world.”
Clark brushed a loose strand of hair from your face again, then spoke softly, almost a whisper: “You’re ready for this. And home… home is where we’ll keep building the life we’ve waited so long to have. I’ll be with you every step — even when it’s scary, even when it hurts. I’m not going anywhere. I promise.”
Dr. Patel gave a small nod, his eyes warm but steady. “Take it at your pace. The first few days will be adjustments, but you have a support system in place. And Clark…” He glanced briefly at him, his lips curling in a faint, knowing smile. “He’s clearly a remarkable support for you. Use him. Let him be there. Lean on him when it feels overwhelming — he’s more than capable, and he wants to be.”
You swallowed hard, letting the words sink in. Home. The word felt heavy in your chest. Leaving the hospital — the place that had been both your cage and your sanctuary for months — was terrifying. Every wall, every monitor, every nurse’s smile had been a constant in your life, and stepping out into a world you’d missed so much felt impossible.
Your gaze shifted to Clark. He was still holding your hand, fingers wrapped around yours, steady and unwavering, his thumb brushing gentle circles over the back of your hand. His eyes were glistening, just on the verge of tears, and for a moment, all the fear threatening to rise in your chest was balanced by the sheer certainty of him. He won’t let me fall. He won’t leave me.
“I… okay,” you whispered finally, your voice trembling despite your efforts to sound stronger than you felt. “I’ll try. I… I want to go home. But… I need you. Please, Clark… I need you there with me.”
His eyes softened, and the corner of his mouth lifted in a small, tender smile. Tears shone along the edge of his lashes, and his hand tightened around yours. “You’ll always have me,” he said, voice low, steady, and full of emotion. “Always. I’m not going anywhere, honey. Not for a single second. We’ll face everything together.”
You exhaled shakily, pressing your forehead to his shoulder for a moment, letting yourself feel the relief and love and fear that had been coiled in your chest for so long. The hospital, the monitors, the routines — everything that had held you captive for nine months — suddenly felt like it was fading behind you, and in front of you was a future you had only dreamed about.
Clark lowered his lips to the back of your hand, pressing a gentle, reverent kiss. “Let’s go home,” he whispered, his breath warm against your skin, “together. Every step, honey — I’m right here. I promise.”
Your fingers tightened around his, letting him anchor you. You closed your eyes, leaning into him for strength, for courage, for the simple, unshakable truth that he would be there. Home wasn’t just a place. Home was him. And with him, maybe — just maybe — you could start to feel whole again.
The hospital room was quiet, except for the steady beep of the monitors. Sunlight filtered through the blinds, dust motes dancing in the golden light. You sat on the edge of your hospital bed, legs still trembling from the small exercises you had done that morning, and Clark hovered nearby, quiet and watchful, as if he had been waiting his entire life for this moment.
Dr. Vargas had given the final instructions earlier, explaining that while therapy would continue at home, you had progressed enough to be discharged. The words had sunk in slowly, unsteady in your mind. Home. A place you hadn’t been in almost a year. The thought was thrilling and terrifying all at once.
Clark had gone ahead of the hospital staff, making sure your apartment was ready for your arrival. He had washed your favorite clothes — soft pajamas, comfortable leggings, and a loose sweater — carefully folding them on a chair near the door. The scent of laundry detergent, faintly floral, mingled with the warmth of your home. It was subtle, clean, and comforting, like a promise that someone had prepared for you to return.
“Okay,” he said softly, kneeling in front of the chair and holding up a sweater for you. “We’ll take this slow, okay? I’ll help you. Step by step.” His voice carried the same steady devotion that had kept you alive through months of uncertainty.
You nodded, nerves fluttering in your chest. “I… I don’t know if I can do this, Clark.”
“You can,” he said firmly, brushing your hair gently from your forehead. “And if you can’t, I’ll catch you. Every step, every stumble. I’m right here.”
He helped you into the clothes with careful, deliberate movements, making sure each sleeve and pant leg was adjusted without causing strain. You noticed the faint scent of detergent and fabric softener in the clothes, the care he had taken to make them feel fresh and familiar. Something inside you melted — the thought that he had thought of every little detail, that he had been waiting for this day as anxiously as you had.
When he finally helped you stand, your legs quivered violently under the unfamiliar weight of your body. Clark immediately held you, his hands steady on your waist. “I’ve got you,” he murmured. “Just breathe. One step at a time.”
Your first tentative step into the hospital hallway was slow, every muscle screaming in protest, every nerve ablaze with fatigue. But Clark stayed by your side, every bit the anchor you needed. “Good,” he whispered after each movement, voice full of quiet pride. “That’s perfect. You’re doing amazing, honey.”
You took another step, then another, until you reached the wheelchair waiting near the door. Clark helped you into it carefully, making sure you were comfortable before wheeling you down to the lobby. The sunlight streamed in through the glass doors, reflecting off the polished floors, and you realized with a jolt that you were really leaving.
Clark pushed the wheelchair with steady hands, glancing at you frequently, his eyes soft and wide. “Almost there,” he murmured. “We’re almost home.”
The ride through the city was a blur, a strange, overwhelming storm of sights and sounds that your mind struggled to process. Buildings stretched impossibly high, their glass facades reflecting the sunlight in shards of gold and blue. Cars honked and weaved, their tires screeching on the asphalt. Pedestrians moved in a chaotic rhythm, a living mosaic of color and motion.
You felt the car beneath you, the subtle hum of the engine, the way it carried you forward, and a strange mixture of fear and exhilaration twisted in your chest. Your body tensed with every movement; your muscles, long unused to supporting your weight, protested even the gentlest shifts. Every bump, every slight jolt made you flinch.
Clark’s hand rested lightly over yours, warm and grounding, a tether to something steady and safe in the midst of sensory chaos. His thumb brushed in small circles, steady and slow, and you realized it was the first thing that made you feel anchored since you’d woken up. “You’re doing so well, honey,” he murmured, voice low, reassuring. “I’ve got you. Just look at me.”
You turned your head toward him, blinking rapidly, trying to focus on the familiar face. “It… it’s so… so different,” you whispered, voice trembling. “Everything’s… bigger. Louder. I… I don’t know where to look first.”
Clark squeezed your hand gently. “That’s normal. You’ve been out of it for nine months — the city moved on while you were asleep. It’s like stepping into a painting that’s still moving.” He gave a small, teasing smile. “But I’m right here. You don’t have to figure it all out at once.”
Your breath hitched as you looked out the window again. Neon signs flashed messages in colors that seemed sharper than memory allowed. Street performers, hurried commuters, delivery trucks, the smell of coffee drifting from a nearby café — all of it rushed past you in a dizzying blur. You swallowed, eyes wide. “I… I feel like I’m seeing the world for the first time,” you whispered, voice breaking. “It’s… it’s… overwhelming.”
Clark chuckled softly, a warm, grounding sound. “You are seeing it for the first time,” he said gently. “And it’s okay to be overwhelmed. We’ll take it slow. I’m not going anywhere.”
You turned toward him, your hand still trembling under his. “I… I missed so much."
You exhaled shakily, leaning a little into him, feeling both the fear of the unfamiliar city and the comfort of the man beside you. “It’s… strange,” you admitted, voice small. “I know the streets, I know the buildings… but it’s like I’m seeing them for the first time, like I’m… someone else.”
Clark’s eyes softened, his fingers tightening over yours. “You’re the same person I’ve always loved,” he said quietly, almost reverently. “You just get to see the city — and the world — again. And I get to be here with you. Every step, honey. Every moment.”
A car honked sharply nearby, and you flinched, gripping his hand tighter. He laughed softly, brushing a loose strand of hair from your face. “See? It’s loud. It’s chaotic. But we’re okay. We’re together.”
You let out a shaky laugh, the first genuine one in months, tears welling in your eyes. “I… I never thought I’d get to do this again. See it all. Feel it all.”
Clark smiled, squeezing your hand once more. “And you’re doing it, honey. One step, one breath, one moment at a time. You’re here. You’re alive. And nothing… nothing can take that from you.”
Finally, you arrived at your apartment. The city outside seemed quieter now, softened by the light fading through the windows, but inside, the space was alive with small signs that it had been waiting for you. Clark pushed the door open and helped you inside, carefully maneuvering your wheelchair across the smooth hardwood floors. Every step was slow, deliberate, filled with the same care he had shown you in the hospital.
He had moved furniture, cleared obstacles, and placed the couch in just the right spot by the window so the sunlight would fall across it in a warm, comforting patch. The familiar scent of laundry detergent lingered faintly in the air, mingling with the delicate perfume of the flowers he had set on the table — your favorites, tulips and lilies, in soft pinks and whites. The room smelled like home, like care, like someone had been waiting for this very moment.
Clark turned the wheelchair so you could face the couch, his hands steady on your arms. “Alright,” he said softly, voice low and reverent. “We’ll do this slowly, okay? Just a few small steps. I’m right here.”
You nodded, hands gripping the armrests, knees trembling from the effort of balancing your body again. “I… I’m scared, Clark,” you whispered, voice tiny and vulnerable. “What if I fall? What if I can’t…?”
“You won’t,” he interrupted gently, brushing your hair back from your face. “I’ve got you. Every step, every stumble — I’m not going anywhere. You’re safe. You’re home.”
Taking a deep breath, you allowed him to lift you from the wheelchair. His arms were a fortress, steady and unyielding beneath your fragile frame. Your legs wobbled violently as they hit the floor, muscles weak from months of disuse, but his hands never faltered. You took a shaky step toward the couch, then another, your breath coming fast and shallow.
Clark pressed a kiss to your temple, a soft, grounding touch that made your knees feel a little steadier. “You’re home,” he murmured again, voice thick with emotion. “We’re home. You did it, honey. You made it.”
You leaned against him, exhaustion settling deep into your bones, a tremor of fear and relief running through you. “I… I can’t believe I’m here,” you whispered, voice breaking. “It feels… unreal. Like I’m dreaming.”
Clark wrapped his arms fully around you now, holding you close while his lips brushed gently against your hair. “I know,” he murmured, his own voice cracking with the weight of months he had carried silently. “I can’t believe it either. But you’re here. You’re alive. And we’ll face everything together. One step at a time.”
Tears pricked at your eyes, and you allowed yourself to let them fall freely, pressed against his chest. “I missed… everything,” you whispered, voice trembling. “I missed the sun, the city, being… alive.”
“You didn’t miss me,” he said softly, almost like a promise, his lips brushing the top of your head. “I was right here. Waiting. Every moment. And now you’re back. That’s all that matters.”
You let out a shaky laugh, leaning further into him, the warmth of his body and the sunlight mingling on your skin. “It feels so strange… everything’s familiar, but different. And I… I don’t know where to start.”
Clark chuckled quietly, brushing your hair back again and pressing another gentle kiss to your temple. “Start with me,” he said simply. “I’m here. And we’ll take it slow. One breath, one step, one day at a time. We’ll rediscover everything together.”
For a long, golden moment, you just rested against him, letting the sunlight warm your skin, the scent of clean clothes and fresh flowers fill your senses, and the enormity of what had happened sink in. After nine months of struggle, pain, and uncertainty, you were finally home. And for the first time in almost a year, it felt like life might really start again — fragile, tentative, but beautiful.
Clark tightened his arms around you, voice low and reverent. “Welcome home, honey. You’re finally home.”
You whispered back, closing your eyes against the tears and exhaustion, feeling it all for the first time: “I’m home… with you.”
The familiar scent of laundry detergent and fresh flowers still lingered in the room, mingling with the subtle, grounding warmth of Clark’s presence. It wrapped around you like a shield, a reminder that, for the first time in months, you were somewhere safe.
You sat on the couch, legs stretched out, a soft blanket draped across your lap, the weight of it oddly comforting. Clark moved quietly in the kitchen, the faint clinking of spoon against mug accompanying the aroma of tea steeping. He made it exactly as you liked — light honey, a hint of lemon — and the steam rising from the mug carried the gentle scent throughout the room, mingling with the air you breathed in, steadying you in a way that was hard to put into words.
Even the simplest tasks were monumental. Standing to pour yourself a glass of water left your legs trembling violently, muscles weak and stiff from months of disuse. Moving from the couch to the kitchen required careful planning, slow breaths, and Clark’s unwavering hands on your waist, guiding and steadying you like a silent promise: you wouldn’t fall, not while he was there. Every step, every small motion, was a sharp reminder of the months you’d lost, the body that had betrayed you, and the fragility of this newfound independence. But even in that frustration, there was triumph. Each movement was a victory, and Clark never let you forget it.
“You’re doing amazing, honey,” he whispered one afternoon, his hand warm around yours as he guided you toward the counter to place a dish down. His voice was soft, unwavering, the kind that held steady even when your legs threatened to buckle. “Every little thing counts.”
You huffed, exhaling sharply as your legs shook. “It’s ridiculous. I should be able to do this on my own by now,” you said, cheeks burning with a mixture of shame and frustration.
Clark’s hands stayed firm, unyielding, resting lightly over yours. “It’s not ridiculous,” he said gently, eyes full of a quiet reverence that made your heart ache. “It’s progress. You’ve come so far already, and I’ve never been more proud of anyone. But I’m here. Always. I'm telling you, you don’t have to do this alone.”
Mornings were a different kind of challenge — slow stretches and exercises that felt almost torturous at first. Clark would kneel beside you, demonstrating movements, counting repetitions with calm patience. His eyes never left yours, keeping you tethered to the world when your body felt like it might betray you. Each small victory — a step that was once impossible, a bend of your arm that no longer felt like fire — was celebrated quietly, intimately, between shared glances and soft words.
Sometimes, though, the frustration overflowed. Muscles screamed, joints ached, and your body felt foreign, alien. One morning, as you struggled to lift your arm over your head, the ache burning deep into your shoulder, the tears of exhaustion and anger pricked at your eyes.
“I hate this!” you shouted, slamming your hands against the countertop, the sound echoing through the apartment. “I can’t even bend without feeling like I’m going to fall!”
Clark didn’t flinch, didn’t step back. He knelt to meet your gaze, his expression soft but steady, his hands resting lightly on your shoulders as if they could absorb your pain. “I know, honey,” he murmured, voice full of tenderness. “I see it. I feel it. That anger, that frustration? It’s part of healing. You’re allowed to be upset. You’re allowed to be scared. I’ll take it. All of it. I’m here, and I’m not going anywhere.”
Your breath hitched, tears spilling over despite yourself. He didn’t move. He just held you in that space, letting you be raw, letting you be furious at your body, at the months you’d lost, at the unfairness of it all. And slowly, almost imperceptibly, your body leaned into him, seeking the grounding only he could provide.
“You really… mean it?” you whispered, voice small, broken, almost afraid that accepting it would make the pain worse.
“I mean it,” he said firmly, pressing a gentle kiss to your temple. “Every word. Every day. Every step — I’m right here with you.”
Afternoons were quieter now, a rhythm you were learning to cherish. Sunlight pooled across the hardwood floors, spilling over the corners of the furniture, catching on the dust motes like little sparks of gold. You sat in your chair, legs still shaking from the morning’s exercises, the walker parked close by as a security blanket of sorts.
Books lay open in your lap, their pages soft and worn, familiar stories that grounded you when the world outside felt unfamiliar. Clark sat beside you, leaning just enough to read along without crowding, occasionally brushing his fingertips against yours. The touches were quiet, subtle, but each one felt like a lifeline — grounding, reassuring. You could feel his pulse, steady and strong, as if it were telling you that the world was safe, that you were safe, that you were allowed to be here, alive, whole, even if only slowly.
A record played in the background, the gentle croon of a voice that had been part of your life for years filling the apartment. You hummed softly along, your voice catching at first, hoarse from disuse, but Clark’s hand pressed lightly over yours, encouraging. “Don’t worry about the pitch,” he murmured. “I’ve waited nine months to hear you sing again. That’s all that matters.”
Evenings were always more complicated. Your body ached, a deep, persistent soreness that reminded you of every month of immobility, of every wasted muscle, of every moment of helplessness in the hospital. And yet, even as your limbs trembled, your mind spun faster than you could contain. Every sound of the city filtered in through the open window: the blare of a horn, sirens wailing like distant alarms, the chatter and laughter of strangers passing by. It was overwhelming, almost too much, a flood of sensory input that made your chest tighten.
Clark never left your side during those moments. His hand on your back was steady, unyielding, a warm, constant weight that reminded you to breathe. “In… and out,” he murmured quietly, brushing a strand of hair from your temple. “Focus on me, honey. That’s all you need to do right now. Just me.” His voice was soft, insistent, coaxing, and somehow it made the chaos outside the windows shrink into something manageable.
Even the smallest moments had become milestones, victories carved out of everyday life. The first time you walked across the living room without gripping the walker, legs quivering but standing, Clark’s eyes had shone with quiet awe. Every tremor of your muscles was met with his steady hands and whispered encouragement: “That’s it… perfect. You’re doing it. Every inch counts.” Holding a cup of tea without it shaking, standing by the window and letting sunlight pour over your face, even laughing at a joke without fear of falling apart — all of it became monumental, shared triumphs in the cocoon of your home.
Some nights, when the fatigue pressed down on your bones and the memories of the hospital crept back like shadows, you’d sink against Clark’s chest, curling your legs against him as he wrapped you in his arms. His warmth was the anchor that tethered you to the world outside your memories. “I’m scared,” you’d whisper, voice small, vulnerable, and raw.
“I know,” he’d reply, pressing a gentle kiss to your temple, over your hair, anywhere he could reach without crowding your space. “But you’re here. You’re alive. And I’m right here with you. We’ll face everything together, one moment at a time.”
Slowly, as the days passed, the apartment — once simply a space of furniture and light — became your sanctuary. Every cautious step, every tremor of exhaustion, every sigh of frustration or laugh of relief was witnessed and held by someone who had spent nine months waiting for you to return. Someone who had never left, never faltered, never stopped believing.
You’d close your eyes sometimes, inhaling the mingling scents of laundry, tea, the faint floral of the flowers Clark always kept, and his presence — warm, solid, unwavering. In those moments, you could almost feel yourself piecing back together, little by little, day by day. “I’m home,” you whispered, voice trembling but resolute. “Really home.”
Clark pressed a gentle kiss to your hair, smiling softly as his hand brushed over yours again. “You are, honey. And we’ll make every day here ours. Every single one.”
Sunlight spilled through the wide windows, painting golden stripes across the floor, lighting up every familiar corner with a brilliance that felt both comforting and disorienting. Every object — the couch, the coffee table, your favorite books stacked carefully on the shelf — seemed charged with memory, yet unfamiliar after so many months away. Your walker stood near the couch, sturdy and familiar, but today it felt almost foreign. Today, you wanted to trust yourself, cautiously, painfully, with every step your own.
Clark knelt beside you, close enough that the warmth of his body brushed against yours without touching. His hands hovered, a silent offer of support. His eyes were wide and bright, reflecting both concern and awe, as if he were watching a miracle unfold in slow motion. “You sure about this, honey?” he asked softly, voice low and reverent, careful not to startle you.
You nodded, swallowing past the lump in your throat, heart hammering so violently it made your chest ache. “I… I want to try. I know you’re here. I just… I need to do this on my own.”
Clark pressed a soft kiss to your temple, grounding you, letting you feel his unwavering presence. “Then I’m right here. Every step, every moment. I won’t let go.”
You took a long, trembling breath, feeling your legs quake under the familiar, unwelcome weight of your body. The muscles had forgotten how to obey, protesting every small motion with sharp, fiery reminders of the months spent dormant. But determination surged through you, bright and fierce. You shifted your weight, toes pressing into the cool hardwood, and took the first tentative step. Then another. And another, each one deliberate, a fragile victory.
Clark’s hand brushed lightly against the small of your back, not lifting, not holding, just reminding you that you weren’t alone. “That’s it, honey,” he whispered, his voice soft, steady. “One step at a time. You’ve got this.”
The tremor in your legs made each movement a battle. Your breath came in shallow, ragged bursts, your muscles threatening mutiny with every motion. And yet, the fire in your chest burned brighter than the pain, fueling each small, determined step.
You moved past the couch, past the coffee table, past the familiar chairs and rugs that suddenly seemed like obstacles in a world reborn. Your voice was barely above a whisper, almost a prayer. “I… I can do this. I… I’m doing it.”
Clark’s lips trembled into a small, awe-filled smile, his eyes glistening with unshed tears. “You are, honey. You are. Look at you.”
Halfway across the living room, your leg quivered violently, a tidal wave of fear crashing through your chest. Panic rose sharply, and for a heart-stopping moment, you froze, the world narrowing to the trembling of your own knees. But then you felt it: the warmth of Clark’s presence, the quiet, unwavering faith in you, and the gentle steadiness of his gaze.
“Don’t stop,” he whispered firmly, voice low and full of love. “Keep going. I’m right here. I’ll never leave you.”
Summoning every ounce of courage, you forced another step. And another. The quiver in your legs persisted, but the steps came, small and unsteady but undeniably yours. The apartment — once static, silent, and still — became a stage for your fragile triumph.
By the time you reached the far corner near the window, sunlight spilling over your shoulders and warming your skin, your knees gave slightly, a wave of relief mingling with terror. And you laughed — small, shaky, breathless, but triumphant. “I… I did it,” you whispered, voice cracking, tears brimming. “I… I walked!”
Clark closed the distance instantly, hands firm yet gentle on your waist, steadying you without removing the victory from your own legs. His face was alight with love, awe, and disbelief, a reflection of every sleepless night, every whispered word, every heartache endured in your absence. “Yes! You did it, honey! You’re incredible!” His lips brushed your forehead in a long, trembling kiss. “Look at you… every single step.”
Tears blurred your vision as relief, exhaustion, pain, and triumph collided inside you. “I… I can’t believe it,” you breathed. “It hurts… but I did it. I really did it.”
Clark’s hand covered yours, warm, grounding, steady. “I know, honey. I know it hurts. And that’s okay. Every step, every ache, every tremor — it’s proof of your strength. Of your fight. Of you. And I’m here. Always. Every step, every moment.”
You leaned slightly into him, exhausted but exhilarated, letting yourself feel it all: the fragility, the victory, the impossibility of what you’d just done. The city outside, with its noise and movement and chaos, felt less overwhelming, almost gentle compared to the miracle of your own strength.
Clark stayed kneeling beside you, watching in silent reverence, a man witnessing the rebirth of someone he loved more than life itself. Each small victory was monumental; each unsteady step a testament to months of pain, hope, and unwavering devotion. In this quiet apartment, filled with sunlight and the faint scent of clean laundry and flowers, you were reclaiming the world — one slow, deliberate, beautiful step at a time.
After a few more careful steps across the living room, you sank onto the couch, legs trembling violently beneath you, muscles screaming in protest. Clark immediately knelt beside you, his hand brushing along yours, fingers warm and steady against your skin. You leaned back, letting the sunlight spill over you, the golden light washing away some of the tension coiled tight in your chest. For the first time in months, you allowed yourself to breathe fully, slow and uneven, tasting the faint floral sweetness of the detergent still lingering in the apartment.
“It… it’s strange,” you whispered, voice raw, almost brittle. “Being here. Feeling… like I’m really home.”
Clark’s thumb brushed in tiny circles along the back of your hand, grounding you. “It’s okay, honey,” he said softly. “It’s going to feel strange for a while. Your body’s learning again. Your mind… your heart… they’re catching up. But you’re doing it. You’re here. You’re alive.”
A shaky laugh escaped you, more fragile than you expected. “Alive… it’s just—after everything, it feels almost impossible to believe it.”
He leaned closer, brushing a loose strand of hair behind your ear, his forehead settling lightly against yours. “I know. I’ve waited nine months for this, every single day hoping for it. And now it’s here. You’re here. I’m here. We’re together. That’s all that matters.”
Tears pricked your eyes again, hot and relentless, as your hand pressed to your chest, feeling the irregular, rapid rise and fall of your heartbeat. “I… I never thought I’d feel normal again. Or even… okay.”
“You don’t have to feel normal yet,” Clark murmured, lips brushing your temple in a tender, reverent kiss. “You just have to feel. Every step, every ache, every triumph — that’s enough. That’s living. And you’re reclaiming it, honey, piece by piece.”
For a long, suspended moment, the apartment wrapped around you in warm quiet. Outside, the city roared on, oblivious and chaotic. Here, though, sunlight pooled over the hardwood floors, painting your shared world in gold and comfort. Clark’s presence was an anchor, his steady breathing matching yours, his hand never leaving yours.
Finally, you turned toward him, a flicker of resolve in your gaze. “Clark… I want to try something else. Just… just for a few minutes.”
His eyes lifted instantly, hope mingled with caution. “Anything, honey. Whatever you need.”
You gripped the arms of the couch, muscles quivering, teeth clenched against the tension in your legs. Slowly, agonizingly, you pushed yourself upward. Clark’s hands hovered just behind you, ready to catch, not to restrain. His steady presence was a lifeline, a reminder that no matter how fragile you felt, you weren’t facing this alone.
“Good,” he whispered as your knees wobbled beneath you. “You’ve got this.”
Step by step, inch by inch, you moved toward the kitchen. The sunlight streaming through the window caught the steam rising from Clark’s tea, the faint floral scent of fresh laundry lingering like a protective halo around you. Every slight movement — your shaking hands grasping the counter for balance, your careful placement of one foot before the other — felt monumental, a quiet testament to months of painstaking effort.
When you reached the counter, your knees threatening to give out, you allowed yourself a small laugh, shaky and trembling. “I… I did it again,” you whispered, disbelief cracking through your voice.
Clark’s face softened, tears pooling in the corners of his eyes. “You did, honey. You really did. Every step, every tiny victory — I see it all. And I love you even more for it.”
You exhaled, letting the tension of both your body and your mind release a fraction, leaning into him, feeling the warmth and steadiness of his presence. “I… I’m scared,” you admitted, voice raw. “But… I want this. I want to feel normal again. I want… to live.”
Clark pressed his lips gently against your temple, then rested his forehead against yours, grounding you. “You are living, honey. Every breath, every shaky step, every fight you face — that’s life. And I’m here. Always. Every moment, every inch.”
You let your eyes close, letting yourself drink in the peace of the moment — the sunlight, the smells, the quiet apartment, and the unwavering devotion beside you. Every tremor, every pang of fatigue, every heartbeat that reminded you of what you’d lost and what you were reclaiming — all of it felt real, alive, and achingly beautiful.
Clark whispered into the silence, soft enough to brush against your ear: “We’ll take it one step at a time, honey. Together, we’ll take it all back.”
And for the first time in months, you believed it — not just the words, but the promise, the life waiting for you outside the hospital walls, and the man who had never left your side.
A few weeks had passed since you’d returned home, and the slow rhythm of life had begun to settle into something familiar. You could walk across the living room without the walker for support, stand at the window without Clark’s hand holding yours, and even manage short stretches into the kitchen on your own. Your body was still weak, muscles protesting, but each step was steadier, more confident — a testament to the months of painstaking therapy and your unyielding determination.
This morning, you found yourself in the softly lit office of Dr. Reyes, your therapist. The room smelled faintly of sandalwood and paper, bookshelves lined with novels and therapy guides. For the first time, you had asked to meet with her alone, to speak freely without Clark hovering just outside the door.
“You wanted some privacy today,” Dr. Reyes said gently, offering a small, understanding smile as she gestured to the chair across from her.
You nodded, wrapping your hands around your knees. “I… I need to try this on my own. Clark’s amazing, but… I feel like I need to face this by myself for a bit.”
Dr. Reyes' voice was calm, patient. “Of course. You’ve made incredible progress physically, and now it’s time to give your mind the same care. Why don’t we start with how you’ve been feeling over the last few weeks?”
You exhaled slowly, letting the words rise from a place deep inside your chest. “It’s… weird,” you admitted, voice trembling slightly. “Being at home, walking, doing things… but my mind keeps drifting back. I remember the hospital, the room, the bed, the… waiting. And then I think about everything I missed — friends, normal days, even small things like a morning walk. And it hits me… I’ve lost so much time.”
Dr. Reyes nodded softly, scribbling a few notes. “It makes sense. You’ve been through nine months of forced stillness, months where the world moved on without you. That’s a lot to process. Can you tell me what part of that loss feels the heaviest right now?”
Your hands clenched together, nails pressing into your palms. “I don’t know… maybe just… the fear that I can’t catch up. That I’ll never feel normal again. That everything I loved… it’s… different now. I feel… fragile.”
“Fragile doesn’t mean broken,” Dr. Reyes said gently. “It means you’re aware, and you’re learning to protect yourself while you rebuild. And you’re not alone — you have Clark, your support system, and even though you’re here alone today, this is still a safe space to explore those fears.”
You swallowed hard, blinking rapidly, tears threatening to spill. “It’s just… sometimes I feel angry. At the world, at myself, even at him. Because he… he waited for me, but he also suffered while I was gone. And I… I can’t stop feeling guilty about that.”
“That guilt is a sign of love,” Dr. Reyes said softly. “You’re recognizing the impact this has had on the people around you, but you also need to recognize your own strength. You’re here. You’ve endured months of physical and mental recovery. You’re rebuilding not just your body, but your life. That’s remarkable.”
You exhaled shakily, staring at your hands for a long moment. “It feels… like I’m climbing out of a pit that’s so deep I forgot what sunlight looked like.”
Dr. Reyes' eyes were gentle, unwavering. “And you are climbing. And look — here you are, walking on your own at home, attending therapy sessions, confronting the emotions you’ve carried for months. That sunlight isn’t gone. It’s right there, and you’re reaching for it.”
You lifted your gaze to her, the first faint spark of hope flickering in your eyes. “I… I want to feel that sunlight again. I want to… be okay.”
“You will,” Dr. Reyes said, smiling. “It’s not a straight path, and some days will be harder than others. But you’re learning, healing, and growing stronger every day. And the fact that you’re here, taking these steps, talking about these feelings — that’s proof that you will get there.”
You let out a small, shaky laugh, a mixture of relief and vulnerability. “It’s… hard. I didn’t think it would feel this hard. But… I want to try.”
“That’s all you need,” Dr. Reyes said warmly. “Trying, being honest with yourself, letting yourself feel. You’re doing more than enough. Now, take a deep breath and let’s talk about what’s been the smallest moments of joy for you since coming home. Even tiny victories count.”
You shifted in your seat, a faint smile tugging at your lips. “The sunlight… feeling the air on my face when I walk to the window… having tea in my favorite mug… Clark… he… he’s still here. Every step, every day, he’s… he’s amazing.”
Dr. Reyes nodded, letting the words settle. “See? That’s the light. That’s what you’ll build on. And one day, those small victories will feel as real and as powerful as the big ones. Your journey is yours, and it’s unfolding beautifully.”
You exhaled again, letting the warmth of that truth sink in. “It’s… overwhelming,” you whispered. “But… I think… I think I can do it.”
Dr. Reyes leaned back slightly, letting the silence stretch for a moment before speaking again. “Overwhelming is okay,” she said gently. “It means your mind is waking up again, just like your body has been. You’ve been through so much… it’s natural to feel everything all at once.”
You nodded, fingers gripping the edge of the chair. “I… I just keep thinking about all the time I’ve lost. Months of… life, just gone. And I don’t even know if I can… if I can catch up.”
“That’s a normal fear,” Dr. Reyes replied, her voice calm but firm. “Nine months is a long time, but it doesn’t define the rest of your life. You’re starting from a different place now, yes — physically, emotionally — but it’s a starting point. And the fact that you’re sitting here, talking about it, and willing to face it… that’s progress in itself.”
You let out a shaky breath, blinking rapidly. “I feel… like a stranger in my own life. Everything’s familiar, but… it’s also not. I can remember what it was like before, but now… now it’s different.”
Dr. Reyes nodded again. “That’s called disorientation. Your brain has been in recovery mode for months, and now you’re reintegrating. It takes time. Be patient with yourself. Let yourself feel the strangeness without judgment.”
You closed your eyes for a moment, taking in a slow breath. “And Clark… he’s… he’s been incredible. I don’t know what I’d do without him. But I keep worrying that I’m holding him back. That… I’m not enough.”
“That worry is natural too,” Dr. Reyes said softly. “But love isn’t about measuring worth or time lost. It’s about showing up, supporting one another. He’s choosing to be here, every step of the way. That’s a gift — and it doesn’t diminish who you are, or how far you’ve come.”
You opened your eyes again, the beginnings of a faint, genuine smile tugging at your lips. “I guess… I just want to feel normal again. I want to wake up without this fear gnawing at me every morning.”
“And you will,” Dr. Reyes said, leaning forward slightly. “It’s a process. The fear is real, but it’s also temporary. Each day you practice walking, talking, laughing, even crying — each day is a step toward reclaiming normal. And you’re not alone in this. You have your home, your support system, and the tools to face what comes next.”
You exhaled, letting some of the tension drain from your shoulders. “I… I think I understand. It’s just… I need to remind myself that it’s okay to be scared. That it’s okay if it takes time.”
Dr. Reyes smiled warmly. “Exactly. Courage isn’t the absence of fear — it’s moving forward in spite of it. You’ve shown that courage every day for months. You’ll keep showing it, and it will get easier, I promise.”
You nodded slowly, the weight of the session settling over you in a quiet, almost comforting way. “Thank you… for helping me see that.”
“You did all the work,” Dr. Reyes said, her voice soft but full of conviction. “I just help you notice it. You’ve done more than most people could imagine. Now, take that strength home and continue building on it. One day at a time.”
You left the office with a deep, shuddering breath,feeling a small spark of hope flicker in your chest.
Clark sat at his desk, papers and reports spread out before him, but his mind was elsewhere, drifting like a leaf caught in a slow current. His glasses had slid slightly down his nose, hair tousled in the familiar, messy way he never quite bothered to fix, and his tie was loosened, giving him an uncharacteristic, almost exhausted appearance. He stared at the words on his screen, fingers poised above the keyboard, yet the sentences blurred together, meaningless. Every so often, he would hover over a report, blink, and realize he hadn’t absorbed a single word. His thoughts weren’t on deadlines, headlines, or office politics—they were with you.
The last few weeks replayed in his mind with vivid clarity: the way you had risen from the hospital bed with Clark’s steady hands supporting you, the faint tremble in your legs giving way to small, determined steps, the triumphant laughter after each victory—even when paired with tears of frustration and exhaustion. He remembered the mornings when you would grimace through stretches, muscles screaming, your body betraying your willpower, and the evenings when you rested against him, forehead pressed to his chest, whispering softly, “I’m home… really home.”
He let out a slow, almost inaudible sigh, rubbing his temples, trying to wrestle his thoughts back to the newsroom. Around him, life continued unabated: Lois was mid-sentence about a breaking deadline, gesturing wildly with her pen; Jimmy was leaning over a colleague’s shoulder, teasing and laughing with unfiltered energy; Perry’s voice boomed down the hallway like an unstoppable force, demanding attention. And yet, none of it reached him. The office buzzed and pulsed with urgency, but Clark felt detached, almost unreal.
“You’re zoning out again, Clark,” Jimmy said, leaning against his desk and giving a light nudge. “Man, you need a break. Go get a coffee, take five, maybe even stop brooding over the city for five minutes.”
Clark rubbed his jaw, a slow, deliberate movement that belied the tension coiled in him. “I… I’m fine,” he said, though the words sounded hollow, lacking conviction. He had gone back to work because you had insisted. You had done so gently, but firmly, exhaustion and determination etched into your face:
“You can’t be my entire world, Clark. You need air, sunshine, people—just… life,” you had said one evening, brushing a stray strand of hair from your face. “Even if I feel like I’m the only thing that matters, you have to remember yourself. Please. Take time for yourself. Go on walks. Go out with Jimmy. Be Superman. Just… live.”
He had argued weakly, insisting he could work from home, remain close in case you needed him. You had smiled softly, a faint laugh escaping your lips despite your fatigue.
“No, Clark. You need to remember the world exists outside of me. Even if I’m all you can think about, there’s a city waiting. A life waiting. You need it. You need… you.”
So he had. Tentatively at first. One step at a time. The first walk through the park alone had felt strange and hollow, the city alive but distant, and every sight and sound a reminder that he wasn’t fully in your orbit. He had gone out for coffee, grabbed lunch with Jimmy, and even patrolled when necessary. Each time, a small part of him ached with the absence of your presence. And yet, he found a fragile comfort in knowing that you were safe, that you were strong, that you were home—and every small, victorious step you took strengthened him in return.
Now, sitting at his desk, he was physically present but mentally adrift. His thoughts wandered back to the morning’s video call with you, where you had laughed at some minor frustration in your therapy exercises. He remembered the way your eyes had sparkled, defiant and determined despite the tremor in your hands, the way you had insisted, “Clark, I’ve got this. Go live your life. I’ll manage.”
He let his fingers rest on the keyboard, unmoving, mind spinning with images: you taking those first tentative steps across the living room, gripping your walker tightly, muscles quivering; you finally reaching the window and letting sunlight wash over your face, a small, triumphant smile tugging at your lips; the quiet evenings when you read aloud while he traced the curve of your hand with his thumb.
His chest tightened with longing and awe. Every paper on the desk, every blinking cursor, seemed trivial in comparison to the sight of you alive, laughing, resilient, and fragile all at once.
“You sure you okay, man?” Jimmy’s voice pulled him briefly back to the present. “You look like you just… remembered the world’s biggest secret or something.”
Clark shook his head slightly, a soft smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. “Yeah,” he said quietly, almost to himself. “Just… thinking about her. How far she’s come.”
Jimmy raised an eyebrow but didn’t press further, sensing the depth of what Clark carried. He leaned back, smirking. “You’re a hopeless mess, you know that? She’s going to crush you with all that love when she finds out you’re thinking about her during deadlines.”
Clark chuckled softly, a sound edged with both melancholy and warmth, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “I don’t care,” he whispered, almost reverently. “I just… I’m proud. I’m… so proud.”
And then he heard your voice.
“Honey?”
Clark’s head snapped up at the sound of your voice, eyes widening in disbelief.
You stepped forward, cane in hand, the lunch bag carefully in your hand. The sunlight from the large newsroom windows caught the edges of your hair. “I… thought I’d surprise you,” you said softly, taking a careful step. “I brought lunch. All by myself.”
Clark was on his feet in an instant, shock written across his face. “You… you’re here? Alone?” His voice was barely above a whisper, trembling with awe. “Without anyone helping?”
You nodded, a shy smile tugging at your lips. “Mostly alone. I had the cane, but… I wanted you to see it. I wanted to remind you I’m really okay.”
At the edges of the newsroom, Lois, Jimmy, and Cat had been looking up from their desks, startled by the sudden shift in the atmosphere. Jimmy’s jaw dropped, Cat blinked rapidly, and Lois immediately rose, eyes wide. “Wait… is that—?”
Clark didn’t answer at first. He just walked toward you, moving almost as if in a daze, and took the bag from your hands, setting it on his desk. His eyes roamed over you, memorizing every line of your face, the way your hair caught the light, the faint flush from the effort of walking. “I… I can’t believe this,” he whispered. “You… you really did all this… on your own?”
“Yes,” you said softly, still steadying yourself with the cane. “I wanted to. For me… and for you.”
Lois, finally recovering, leaned forward with a mixture of awe and disbelief. “Oh my god… you walked in here. You’re… you’re really standing.”
Jimmy, grinning, muttered under his breath, “Man… Clark, I think she just broke the laws of gravity and patience at the same time.”
Clark shook his head, laughing softly, tears glistening in his eyes. “You amaze me every single day. How… how do you keep doing this?”
“I guess I just wanted to remind you I’m here,” you said, a little breathless. “I didn’t want you to have to worry so much. And I wanted to see you smile… for real, Clark.”
Clark pressed a hand to your cheek, thumb brushing slowly over your skin. “Honey… I’ve been smiling the whole time I’ve been with you. But this… seeing you here, standing… it’s something else. Something I can’t even put into words.”
Lois moved closer, eyes softening. “Clark… look at her. She’s incredible.”
You let out a soft laugh, shaky and breathless. “Careful… you’ll make me cry before we even eat.”
Clark chuckled, a warm, shaky sound. “Then we’ll cry together,” he whispered, leaning down to press a tentative kiss to your temple. “But first… let’s get you seated before you collapse from all this walking.”
He guided you carefully to the chair by his desk, every step deliberate, giving you confidence while keeping you safe. Once you were seated, he arranged the tray in front of you, hands lingering over the edge.
“I can’t believe you thought of everything… even my favorite sandwich,” he said softly, awe thick in his voice.
“I wanted it to be perfect… for you,” you said, reaching out to steady yourself with trembling fingers.
Clark leaned in, pressing a quick, careful kiss across your lips. Soft, tentative, full of love and awe. You kissed him back, weakly but wholeheartedly, your lips lingering just long enough to make his heart ache. Pulling back slightly, he rested his forehead against yours, eyes glistening.
“You… you’re incredible,” he whispered. “I don’t deserve this. And yet… here you are, strong, alive, standing in front of me.”
Lois stepped closer, her voice catching. “Clark… she’s… she really came here all alone. Look at her. You’ve waited a year for this moment… and now she’s here.”
Jimmy added, a grin on his face, “Seriously, Clark. You’re not gonna stop staring, are you?”
Clark smiled through his tears, not even listening to his friends, pressing another gentle kiss to your hair. He was too focused on you. “You’ve given me everything,” he murmured. “Every moment, every step, every triumph… you’ve given me more than I could have imagined.”
You reached out, holding his hand over yours. “Then let’s eat before we both cry too much and forget lunch entirely.”
Clark chuckled, brushing his lips once more against your temple. “Agreed,” he said, finally settling beside you. “But I swear… every bite, I’m going to marvel at the fact that you walked here… by yourself.”
Lois shook her head, smiling fondly. “I don’t think anyone at this desk has ever seen anything like this.”
Jimmy grinned. “Yeah… this is officially the most heroic lunch in Daily Planet history.”
You took a careful sip of your tea, the warmth grounding you, and let out a small laugh. “You know… I feel a little like I’m cheating,” you said, teasing lightly. “Walking in here alone, carrying lunch… and you’re all… staring at me like I performed some kind of miracle.”
Clark smiled, brushing a strand of hair from your face, eyes still wide with disbelief. “You did perform a miracle,” he said softly. “You’ve fought every single day for months, and now… you’re here. Right in front of me. You’re breathtaking, honey.”
Lois crossed her arms, shaking her head with a fond smile. “He's not exaggerating, sweetie. I’ve never seen him this… undone,” she said, glancing at Jimmy and Cat. “It’s like you just rewrote the laws of gravity, patience, and every heroic cliché we’ve ever heard.”
You let out a small, exhausted laugh, leaning slightly on your cane but steadying yourself as best you could. “Well… someone had to make sure Clark remembered what it’s like to be taken care of for once,” you teased, shooting him a pointed look.
Clark’s laugh came out shaky, full of awe and emotion. “You’re relentless,” he murmured, leaning closer and pressing a soft kiss to your cheek. “And I… I love every second of it.”
You leaned back slightly, smiling despite the tremor in your hands. “I am amazing… thanks to you. Every step I took, every therapy session, every small victory… you were there, Clark. You’ve been my rock, my anchor, my home. And now… we’re really here. Together.”
Clark pressed a gentle kiss to your forehead, lingering, letting the weight of the moment sink in. “Together,” he echoed, voice thick with emotion. “Always. And… seeing you like this — alive, laughing, strong — it’s more than I ever dreamed I’d get.”
You took a deep, shaky breath, feeling the warmth of Clark’s hand, and the strange, thrilling mix of familiarity and wonder. “It feels… surreal,” you admitted softly. “Like life paused for a while… and now it’s starting again.”
Clark leaned closer, brushing his lips against yours in a careful, lingering kiss. “And I’ll be here for every second of it,” he whispered. “Every first step, every laugh, every victory. I’m not going anywhere, honey.”
For Clark, the newsroom felt different that day.
The same steady rhythm of keyboards clacking, phones ringing, voices rising and falling — it all played like background noise to a life he was finally starting to feel again.
A year ago, this room had felt like a coffin.
He remembered that day with painful clarity — the hum of conversation, the half-eaten sandwich on his desk, the nagging feeling in his chest that something was wrong. He’d almost gone to check on you, almost stood up from his chair — but a breaking story and Perry had pulled him back, just for a moment. Just long enough.
And then the call came.
The world had shifted on its axis. The newsroom that had always been so alive suddenly became unbearably still. Lois had said his name, Jimmy had asked what was wrong, but all he could hear was the pounding of his own heart — each thud echoing the same thought: too late.
That moment had replayed in his mind for months. A quiet, merciless ghost haunted every beat of his day. He’d wondered if leaving five minutes earlier would have changed everything, if he could have stopped it — if he could have saved you.
For nearly a year, this place — his second home — had become a reminder of what he’d almost lost. Every byline, every meeting, every ringing phone reminded him of the day his world had fallen apart while the rest of the world kept moving.
But now, impossibly, that same space — that same desk — had become something else.
Because there you were.
Standing.
Alive.
Walking toward him.
Carrying lunch.
It was almost unbearable in its poetry — the place that had once destroyed him now healing him in a single, breathtaking instant. The same sunlight that had mocked his grief a year ago now caught your hair, soft and golden, glinting like a quiet miracle.
His heart ached, but not with pain this time — with awe. Every heartbeat whispered the same thing: She’s here. She’s okay. She’s walking.
He thought of everything that had lived between that day and this one — the sleepless nights by your hospital bed, the hollow mornings when he went through the motions of living, the ache of waiting for your voice, your laugh, your hand in his again. He remembered whispering your name into sterile air, praying to anyone who might be listening. He remembered Lois’s hand on his shoulder when he thought he couldn’t go on. He remembered all of it — every broken piece of the year that had nearly taken him down with you.
And now, here you were, bringing him lunch in the same place he’d once received the worst news of his life. It was as if fate had written the cruelest story imaginable… and then given him this moment as its redemption.
He had spent so long wishing he could go back — change his decision, rewrite that day, stop time before it all went wrong. But as he watched you smile, your eyes meeting his, he realized maybe this was what it meant to survive. Not to undo the pain, but to prove that something stronger could grow from it.
A year ago, he’d stayed behind and lost you.
Now, you had walked back to him — here, in this same place — not as a memory or a ghost, but as something far stronger, far more real.
The clatter of keyboards, the distant murmur of conversations — it was all still there, but it no longer pressed on him like it used to. The tension that had lived in his shoulders for almost a year eased. The familiar weight of worry lifted, replaced by something tender, fragile, but alive: relief. Gratitude. Awe.
For the first time in so long, Clark could breathe without the ache. He could exist in a moment without fear, without the ghost of “what if” whispering in his ear.
He realized now that home wasn’t a place — not the apartment you shared, not even this city. Home was you. The sound of your laugh, the look in your eyes, the quiet strength that had carried you both through hell and back.
Every instinct in him, every muscle that had been braced for bad news for an entire year, finally relaxed. Every ache in his chest, every sleepless night, every whispered prayer softened into something new — something that felt a lot like peace.
The same desk where he’d once sat paralyzed with fear had become the place where he saw life return to him. The same sunlight that had once mocked his grief now wrapped around you both like a promise.
And for the first time in a year — after all the pain, the waiting, the quiet, desperate hope — Clark Kent was finally, truly, irrevocably home.
Not in his apartment.
Not even in the safety of your arms.
But here, because you were back. Because you were alive. Because you were his, and he was exactly where his heart had been waiting to be all along.
For the first time, he let himself believe in the world again, not as a place of loss or danger, but as a place of love, of life, of steady, miraculous return.
And he knew, deep in his bones, that he would carry that certainty — that miracle — for the rest of his life.
What is the definition of friendship? To you, it is your childhood friend—Scaramouche
Light angst, Friendship break up
Part 2: What is nostalgia? To you, it was remembering a version of Scaramouche that no longer exists.
You used to think friendship had a shape.
Back then, if your teacher asked the class to define it, your eyes would immediately drift toward Scaramouche sitting beside the window, chin propped lazily against his palm while pretending not to listen. Friendship was him splitting his strawberry milk with you without asking. It was him sliding his paper toward you during quizzes with a quiet, irritated sigh because you were “too stupid at math.”
It was him waiting outside your classroom every afternoon even when his own class ended earlier.
“Move faster,” he would grumble, adjusting the straps of his bag while you hurried down the hallway. “Do you walk this slow on purpose?”
“You still waited.” You said while smiling at him.
“Unfortunately.” But despite the sharp tongue and perpetual frown, he always slowed his pace whenever you struggled to keep up.
You and Scaramouche were inseparable in the way childhood friendships often are—effortless, unquestioned, absolute.
You shared lunches almost every day. Your food always ended up mixed together somehow: his neatly packed rice and tamagoyaki beside your snacks and sweets. He’d complain every single time you stole from his lunchbox.
“You’re shameless,” he muttered one afternoon, narrowing his indigo eyes as you snatched another octopus sausage from his container.
“You gave me your pudding yesterday.”
“That was because you kept staring at it like a stray dog.”
Yet he pushed the lunchbox closer anyway.
You copied each other’s assignments. More accurately, you copied his while he clicked his tongue dramatically and threatened to stop helping you.
“If we both fail because of you, I’m leaving you behind.”
“You say that every time.”
“And one day I’ll mean it.” will he truely do this? or you just didn’t know.
Walking home together became routine. The streets felt smaller with him beside you. Summer afternoons smelled like pavement warmed under the sun, convenience store snacks tucked into plastic bags swinging between your hands while Scaramouche complained about literally everything.
“The old man at the crossing looked at me weird.”
“He probably wasn’t even looking at you.”
Even then, there was fondness hidden underneath every insult. Tiny things only you learned to notice over the years.
Like how he always walked closest to the road.
How he quietly adjusted his pace to yours.
How he remembered what snacks you liked without asking.
You thought it would always stay that way. Then one afternoon, something changed. It was so small you almost convinced yourself it didn’t matter.
“Go ahead without me today.” You paused by the school gates, fingers tightening around your bag strap. “Huh?” His answer left you confused.
Scaramouche didn’t look at you immediately. His attention lingered somewhere behind you instead, toward a taller boy waving from across the courtyard.
“I’m going somewhere.” From the tone of his voice, he clearly in a rush
“With who?” The feeling is new to you, you didn’t know how to comprehend it nor how to react properly because it is unpleasant in the way that you cant even describe it
“A friend.” The word settled strangely in your chest.
Friend.
Of course he could have other friends. There was nothing wrong with that. It was normal. Healthy, even. But for some reason, hearing it felt unfamiliar because Scaramouche was your only friend.
You tried to smile anyway. “Oh. Okay.”
He shoved his hands into his pockets awkwardly. “Don’t look so pathetic about it.”
“I’m not.” You defend your self, “You are.”
Then, after a brief pause, he added quieter—
“I’ll walk with you tomorrow.”
But tomorrow became twice a week. Then once. Then not at all and somehow, you never realized that childhood could end so quietly.
By high school, the distance between you had become impossible to ignore.
You still shared classrooms sometimes, still recognized the familiar sharp tilt of his eyes, the dark violet hair brushing against his neck, the bored expression he wore like armor—but he no longer felt reachable.
Scaramouche changed in subtle ways first. He became quieter around you. Less patient. Less willing to linger.
Conversations that once came naturally now felt stiff and uncertain.
“Did you study for the test?” you asked one morning while catching up beside his desk.
He didn’t even glance up from his phone. “Obviously.”
“Oh.” Silence.
“…You wanna walk home later?” you try to start a conversation with him, still hoping that maybe you can him again.
“I’m busy, can’t you understand that? well…. He is still your friend right? …. right?
Every answer became shorter than the last. You started wondering if you had done something wrong. But whenever you searched his face for answers, you found nothing. Only indifference and that hurt far more than anger ever could.
Eventually, you stopped trying as often. Not because you wanted to because rejection becomes exhausting after enough repetitions.
Ironically, high school was when your social circle finally expanded. You made new friends, joined group outings, laughed louder than you used to.
People liked you. People stayed.
Yet sometimes, in the middle of crowded cafeterias or noisy classrooms, your eyes would instinctively search for him.
And every single time, you’d remember— boy who used to wait for you after class now walked past you like you were barely there.
Still, there were moments. Small, terrible moments that kept hope alive. Like catching him staring at you from across the room before immediately looking away or when he wordlessly handed you a pen after yours ran out during exams.
Or the one rainy afternoon when your umbrella snapped inside out from the wind. You stood under the convenience store awning in disbelief.
“Seriously?” A familiar voice clicked its tongue beside you. “You’re hopeless.”
You turned sharply. Scaramouche stood there holding a black umbrella, irritation evident on his face as rain poured heavily behind him.
“You’ll get sick standing there.” For a second, your chest tightened painfully with nostalgia.
Like middle school again. Like nothing had changed.
You smiled before you could stop yourself. “Then share your umbrella with me.” He hesitated. Just for a second.
Then he sighed sharply and tilted the umbrella toward you. “Don’t misunderstand. I’m only doing this because I don’t want to hear you whining tomorrow.”
You walked beside each other in silence after that. Not the comfortable silence from years ago. This one felt fragile. Careful. You wanted to ask him so many things.
Why did you leave me behind?
Did I become boring?
Do you still think about us too?
But the words stayed trapped in your throat. When you finally gathered enough courage to speak—
“Scara—“
His phone buzzed. He glanced down immediately. “I have to go.”
And just like that, the moment disappeared. Again.
Time moved cruelly fast after graduation. You entered college before you fully realized high school had already ended. Life became busier. Louder. Faster. Assignments. New people. Deadlines. Sleepless nights.
Somewhere along the way, Scaramouche became less of a person in your daily life and more like an ache tucked quietly beneath your ribs.
Then one evening, while hanging out with old classmates, someone casually mentioned—
“Oh, didn’t you know? Scaramouche studies abroad now.” Your fingers froze around your drink.
“…Abroad?” You asked, you want your ears to betray you.
“Yeah. Left months ago, apparently.” Months ago….
You never knew, it hurts you that you found out about that in another person
You laughed softly to hide the strange crack forming inside your chest. “I see.”
Nobody noticed how quiet you became afterward. That night, you walked back to your dorm alone. The city lights blurred faintly through tired eyes while cold wind brushed against your face. Your hands stayed buried in your pockets as thoughts circled endlessly in your head.
If time hadn’t drifted you apart…
Would he be attending your university right now?
Would you two still be sharing terrible instant noodles at midnight while complaining about professors?
Would he still insult your life choices while walking beside you under dim streetlights at two in the morning?
Would you still be his first call?
Would he still wait for you?
You missed him. God, you missed him.
Not the distant version everyone knew now. Not the cold, detached person high school turned him into. You missed your best friend. The boy who shared his lunch with you. The boy who walked you home. The boy who used to stand beside you so naturally it felt impossible to imagine a future without him in it and maybe that was the cruelest part of growing up.
Sometimes nobody betrays you. Nobody fights. Nobody says goodbye.
People just slowly become strangers again.
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note: how r u guys doing? I miss writing angst, so im gonna offer you this fic hehe. @justag00ber hello anna
summary: soonami studios forces you and keys mckey into a shared apartment as a temporary housing arrangement. at first, it’s just surviving each other — the arguments, the competition, the constant tension of being around someone who gets under your skin too easily. but the longer it goes on, the harder it becomes to ignore how naturally your lives start folding into each other. and once someone becomes part of your everyday life, losing them starts feeling a lot more dangerous.
warnings: slow burn, forced proximity, enemy coworkers/roommates, workplace rivalry, arguments, profanity, smoking, mutual pining, jealousy, emotional conflict, domestic tension, suggestive touching, smut (will be warned), emotionally repressed people pretending they don’t care about each other when they very obviously do..
an: helloo, i’m so excited for you all to read this keys series i have planned. i’ve been so keyspilled recently so this has just been so easy to write. updates might be a little chaotic depending on my schedule, but i’m genuinely so excited for this story and all the little moments i have planned for them. arguments, tension, domestic stuff, yearning, emotional damage.
a very special thank you to juls, sierra, and ani for genuinely being the sweetest people ever throughout all of this. ani is literally the reason this story even exists because she brought me the original idea and somehow altered my brain chemistry with it. thank you for giving me suggestions, helping me figure things out, and always being people i can run to whenever inspiration hits. i genuinely don’t think this story would feel the same without all of your excitement and support behind it <3
25 "you've no idea what you do to me," vulnerability dialogue prompts !!
(feel free to use <333 tag me when yall write!! my favs are 5!! 10, 3 )
"God, I need you."
"I've craved this more nights than I can remember." :'')
"Would it assure you if I say.. that I'd be honored to protect your vulnerability with me?"
when you both sleep together after a traumatic event, you holding them
^ they silently whisper, "I'm scared.. That you'll leave me once you see how much I need you. that this love will consume me, make me.. clingy, and you'll see I'm just.. broken"
"Can you hug me?" By a really vulnerable you and they still at the request before one hand moves to your back, holding you against them - perhaps more tightly than necessary.
They make a choked sound, half laugh, half sob, pressing their forehead against yours, "What would I be without you?"
"Would you... would you be okay if I put my arm around your shoulders? Like, hugging you from the side?"
^ "Would u want to?" you ask but they hadn't expected you to ask if they wanted to. your question implies that you care about their feelings too, and it touches something deep within them. "Yes," they admit softly. "I do."
Cuddling but its them on top resting their ear over ur heart and listening to its beatssssss
3 am truth exchanges and both your voices are really quiet, intimate and genuine, eyes shining with lots of emotions that you both honor and hold close.
Mr. Manager, after tasting your Seared Scallop and Eel Stew, I found myself haunted by the flavor and thus would love to request a second serving.
If I may, could I request a look into how the Overblot Boys react to the MC being really hurt and in the infirmary from said Overblots? A taste of how they would feel on seeing the Mc wrapped up and wounded by their own actions. Especially if it was a love at first sight sort of set.
I eagerly await your response and am excited to sample the rest of your delicious menu. Thank you.
Ah, what a discerning palate. It is a pleasure to serve a patron who can appreciate the complex, bittersweet "flavors" of our more haunting dishes.
A second serving of Seared Scallop & Eel Stew is a substantial order, and the kitchen is more than willing to oblige your request. This "dish" is one of our specialties. It explores that precise, agonizing moment after the chaos, when the adrenaline has faded and the full, horrifying weight of the consequences settles in.
The addition of the "love at first sight" request makes this a particularly potent serving. To harm anyone is a burden; to harm the one person your soul recognized on sight… that is a special kind of poison.
Please be advised, this "dish" is served very heavy. It contains significant themes of profound guilt, self-loathing, descriptions of injuries (bandages, IVs, unconsciousness), and the emotional trauma of harming a loved one.
I hope this preparation is to your satisfaction, esteemed patron.
Serving: The First Silence (Reactions to a Wounded S/O, Post-Overblot)
The infirmary is quiet, save for the steady, soft beep of a heart monitor. The adrenaline is gone. The blot has faded. The masters of Night Raven College have done what they can, and now you lay still, unconscious, wrapped in bandages. One by one, after being cleared, they are allowed to see you.
👑 Riddle Rosehearts
He stands in the doorway, unable to make his feet move. His entire life has been a pursuit of perfection, of control. From the moment he saw you, he felt something right, a variable that made his rigid world feel… warm. You were the one person he wanted to be a perfect, rule-abiding gentleman for.
Now, he sees the proof of his failure. You’re small in the infirmary bed. There are bandages wrapped around your arm, where a thrown piece of debris struck you, and a stark white patch on your temple. He did that. He did that.
He finally forces himself to the bedside, his hands clenched so tightly his nails dig into his own palms. He won't sit. He doesn't deserve to. Tears of pure, undiluted self-hatred stream silently down his face. "I… I am a monster," he whispers, his voice cracking. He remembers your scream, remembers the look of terror in your eyes before his magic went wild. He reaches out a trembling hand, hovering over yours, terrified to touch you, terrified he'll break you further. "I swore… I swore to follow the rules, to be good… and I hurt the only person… the only thing…" He chokes on a sob, his entire body rigid with the agony of his guilt.
🦁 Leona Kingscholar
He’s already in the chair by your bedside, having refused to leave the room since he woke up. He’s slumped forward, elbows on his knees, head in his hands, staring at you. He’s not used to feeling anything this strongly. He'd loved you from the moment he saw you, a bothersome, persistent light that he couldn't chase away… and didn't really want to. You were his. His treasure. A king is supposed to protect his territory.
And he, in his rage, was the one who savaged it. Your shoulder is wrapped tightly, where his magic—or his claws, he can't bring himself to remember which—tore through. He watches the steady, shallow rise and fall of your chest. It's the only thing keeping his own magic from lashing out at the walls. He can't sleep. Every time he closes his eyes, he sees you, crumpled on the ground.
A low, pained growl rumbles in his chest. He slowly reaches out, his claws fully retracted, and his large, calloused hand gently, so gently, covers yours. His thumb brushes your knuckles. "Tch… You idiot," he rasps, his voice thick. "What are you… doing with a good-for-nothing beast like me?" He's not talking to you. He's talking to himself. And he's terrified of the answer you'll give when you wake up.
🐙 Azul Ashengrotto
He’s a mess. He’s at the bedside, his glasses folded neatly on the nightstand, his face buried in his hands. His shoulders are shaking in silent, wracking sobs. This is the ultimate, unpayable debt. From the second you walked into the Mostro Lounge, he was done for. He loved you. It was an immediate, illogical, terrifying fact. And you, in turn, had started to see him—not the facade, not the Lounge manager, but him.
And this is how he repaid you. Your leg is elevated, set in a cast from a "forceful" encounter with one of the twins under his command. An IV drips fluid into your arm. It was his order. His madness.
"This is… this is the one contract I can't fulfill," he chokes out, his voice muffled. "I can't… I can't take this back." He looks up, his eyes red-rimmed and raw, and he stares at your peaceful, unconscious face. He's horrified. He, who prized control, had lost it so completely that he’d destroyed the one thing he ever truly valued. He tries to take your hand, but pulls his back, as if his touch is now poison. "I'm… I'm pathetic. Useless. I'm… I'm the one who hurt you. After everything… I did this." He's terrified you'll wake up and finally see him as the monster he's always believed himself to be.
🐍 Jamil Viper
He won't sit. He stands in the darkest corner of the room, arms crossed, his face a mask of stone. But if you were awake, you'd see the tremor in his hands. He'd been drawn to you instantly, a "love at first sight" that felt like the only thing in his life that was truly his. You were his secret. His joy. His one selfish, beautiful choice.
And in his desperate, chaotic bid for freedom, he had turned his poison on you. He’d seen you get caught in the crossfire, saw you fall. The sight of your still form in this bed, with bandages wrapped around your ribs from where his magic slammed you into a pillar… it’s a living nightmare.
He feels a self-loathing so cold and sharp it threatens to choke him. "I wanted to be free," he whispers to the shadows, his voice shaking with a rage directed solely at himself. "And in doing so, I hurt the one person who ever… ever… made me feel that way." He won't approach. He can't. He feels toxic, a walking embodiment of the betrayal he never wanted to inflict on you. He just stands vigil, punishing himself, vowing that if you just wake up, he'll spend the rest of his life atoning for the moment he became the very snake he always tried to hide.
👠 Vil Schoenheit
He is perched on the edge of the visitor's chair, his posture perfect, his hands clasped so tightly his knuckles are white. He has not moved. He's livid. He’s in a cold, silent rage at the world, at magic, but most of all, at himself. He'd loved you on sight. You were… real. A perfect, genuine, beautiful thing in a world of fakes. His "fairest one."
And he had marred that beauty. His overblot… his ugliness… had done this. He stares at the stitches on your cheek, the deep, ugly purple of the bruises on your arm. He feels filthy. He, the arbiter of beauty, had become a creature of such grotesque rage that he had scarred his masterpiece.
His gloved hand reaches out, his fingers trembling, and he gently, gently, brushes a stray hair from your face. "How… how could I?" he breathes, his voice tight, his perfect facade cracking. "I… I became the very monster I despise." He leans his head down, his forehead almost touching your hand. "To chase perfection… I destroyed what was already perfect. Please, my dear… forgive this… ugly, foolish… beast." He would trade all the fame in the world to undo the "flaws" he created.
💻 Idia Shroud
He's not in the room. He can't be. He's outside, in the hall, phased partially into the wall, his hair a dull, flickering, dying-ember red. He can see you through the small window in the door. He’s a sobbing, hiccuping wreck. He'd loved you from "first sight"—probably a profile picture, a high score, a chance meeting in the library. You were his "fated encounter," the one 3D person who made his 2D world feel less lonely.
And he hurt you. His phantom, his rage, his fault. You have burns on your arms and were treated for smoke inhalation. His smoke. His fault.
"It's my fault… it's all my fault…" he's muttering, his voice warbling. "I'm a… I'm a villain. Not even a final boss. Just… a buggy, awful NPC who hurts the main character. I'm… I'm a curse." He's terrified. He knows he's the one who did this. He, the shut-in, had actually caused real-world, 3D harm. He'll never forgive himself. He's convinced that the moment you wake up, you'll see him for the monster he is and leave. And he knows, with a crushing, hollow certainty, that he would deserve it.
🐲 Malleus Draconia
He is at your bedside. He has not left. He has refused to let anyone else in, save for the healers. His "love at first sight" was a cosmic shift. For the first time in centuries, someone had seen him… and not been afraid. You were his "Child of Man," his precious, wonderful, fascinating light in an eternity of loneliness.
And he had become the monster. His grief, his loneliness, his power… had been turned on you. He sees the bandages on your hands, the deep, healing cuts from the thorny, magical briars. He sees the pale, ghostly frost that still seems to cling to your skin.
He is holding your hand, his large, clawed one completely enveloping yours. His magic, a gentle, warm, healing green, is pouring into you, a desperate, silent plea. Hot tears, the first he's shed in an age, are falling from his glowing green eyes onto your joined hands. "I… I did this," he whispers, his voice breaking. "You… you were the one. The only one… who I did not wish to frighten. And I… I became the very thing they all whisper I am." He leans his forehead against your hand. "Please… please… do not leave me alone again. I… I cannot bear this silence."
This was a particularly heavy "dish," patron, but a profoundly flavorful one. The kitchen hopes it has met your expectations, and we are grateful for your continued, discerning patronage.