Sweet Nothings

Hey I'm Ellie and welcome to my blog made up of bands and feelings

[destroymylife]

have a nice day :)

[lovekittenbaby]

Bless your confused little heart honey

[psicologicamenteblog]

[homeforhomelesssubs]

psicologicamenteblog:

Source: What are anxiety disorders?

[dominantlife]

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more articles in the Library For Kinksters.

[hunterinabrowncoat]

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

[im-drinking-your-milkshake]

amen. reblog forever

[dsfjhd34jb2ibd-deactivated20210]

Me: Wow im really tired. What should I do about that.

My brain and entire body: please. we’re begging you. go the fuck to sleep.

Me: interesting. acknowledged. any other suggestions?

[valtsv]

admit it, we’ve all fantasised about slow-dancing in the kitchen barefoot in our pyjamas at 2am in the arms of someone we love while old romantic jazz songs play softly on the radio

[beebugger]

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[serious]

[love]

[suspend]

[misfitoffate]

[perrfectly]

“I don’t know how to love without using my whole heart. I don’t know what its like to love someone ‘half way’. I practice giving love in the same way I’d like to receive it.”

— Reyna Biddy

[poems-and-word]

“Anyone who cares about you has to realize that you need a little looking after, nothing else really matters.”

— Franz Kafka, The Letters to Milena (via philosophyquotes)

[books-n-quotes]

“Growing apart doesn’t change the fact that for a long time we grew side by side; our roots will always be tangled. I’m glad for that.”

— Ally Condie, Matched (via books-n-quotes)

[voulair]

me @ the stars: help me

[mymemphisparade]

[hipster]

find someone that knows how to calm your storms