Aaliyah Roxas

good girl gone bad

[wnq-writers]

10 pieces of advice to give yourself at the age of 20

At the age of 11, you learned that perfection does not always mean a flat tummy and a thigh gap. Go on and eat that second piece of cookie that you crave so much.

At the age of 12, you learned that just because you call her “mom” and him as “dad,” it doesn’t mean they inherently know how to be that. Also, suicide poison is not the cure for everything, it’s not a cure at all.

At the age of 13, you learned the difference between giving up and taking a rest. You might have given it your all but not make it. Remember to disregard everything that comes after but.

At the age of 14, you learned that standing up for everyone else does not mean that all of them will stand up for you when you need someone. Not one of them would be the first one to defend you, that spot is reserved for your name.

At the age of 15, you learned that people rarely mean what they say even if as a writer, you deem each and every word important. Learn to know the voices that speak sincerity and the voices that are just trying to get into your pants.

At the age of 16, you learned that letting go of people that only brings toxicity in your life is never a crime. Thinking about your own peace of mind does not make you selfish. Neither does placing yourself above that last number on your priority list.

At the age of 17, you learned that giving yourself to everyone willing could only lead to one thing: your own’s deterioration. Dear, you are more precious than someone who can’t even look into your eyes in the morning.

At the age of 18, you learned that loving and accepting yourself are two different things. Placing yourself in situations you are well aware of your self distraction is never loving yourself.

At the age of 19, you learned that lovers are not the only ones that can break your heart. People stay and go for a reason. Remember to treasure the rightful ones that life allowed to stay.

You’re 20 now and life has never been what you expected and planned it to be and that’s possibly the greatest thing that can happen into your life. You’re a writer but life writes with you, know when to let it leave significant marks and know when your own pen should be the one doing so.

written by bleakfantasies,  writing prompt #62: list 10 pieces of advice you’d give yourself

(via wnq-writers)

[leimojica-deactivated20181113]

Nagsimula lang lahat sa laro Larong hindi ko alam kung magiging masaya ba ako Oo, nakilala kita ng husto Pero sapat na ba ang mga kaalamang ito

Sa mga matatamis na salitang binibitawan mo Lahat ba ng iyon ay totoo Sabi mo hindi ka gago Pero bakit mo ako niloko

Nagising ako isang araw sa dalawang salita Salitang nagpagising sa aking diwa Mahal mo ako hindi ba? Bakit umayaw ka bigla?

Oo nga pala, laro nga lang pala Puta bakit ako naniwala Naniwalang magkakaroon ng pag-asa Pag-asang ako mismo ang sumira

Ang tanga ko ba talaga Oo mahal kita pero naunahan ako ng pangangamba Pangangambang mas masaya ka sa iba At pag-asang magkakaroon ng tayo sa ating dalawa

Nakakatawa hindi ba? Masaya naman talaga sa una Pero dadating din sa puntong nakakasakit na Lalo na ng dalawa kaming mahal mo na dapat ay iisa

Minahal mo ba talaga ako? O mahal mo lang ako kasi ako ang pampalipas oras mo Ginagago ko lang ba ang sarili ko? Dahil alam kong masasaktan ako pero sumusugal pa din ako

[aaliyahatr]

tangina.

[aaliyahatr]

sinaktan mo ko, dito, dito atsaka dito.. and still you're acting like you were the one who's bleeding

[medyocute-deactivated20191020]

I wanna talk to someone who’s so interested in me, like they’ll always wanna plan to hangout or talk to me & get pissed if I don’t reply.

[babaengplywood-deactivated20250]

hindi naman ako mahuhulog kung hindi ka nagpakita ng motibong sasaluhin mo din ako. ikaw kaya ihulog ko tapos lolokohin kitang sasaluhin kita tapos hindi naman pala. 

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[aaliyahatr]

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[babaengplywood-deactivated20250]

What if suicide is the only option to end the pain permanently?

shit, ang hirap naman neto. i’ve been in that position once, that my only choice is to kill myself dahil sa mga nangyayari sa buhay ko. pero come to think of it, a lot of people loves you, imagine kapag nawala ka, paano na sila? suicide is not the only choice, believe me. you have to get through the pain na nararamdaman mo ngayon, i dont know if i make sense here haha pero ayon, sayang naman kasi yung ibinigay na blessing ni God which is na mabuhay ka kung ieend mo na yun lahat. anon, please don’t kill yourself okay? if u want someone to talk to, im here :-) 

[tangian]

Choice ang magpahinga oo. Pero ang tumigil hindi.

[babaengplywood-deactivated20250]

hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay aayon ang tadhana sa kagustuhan natin. minsan ang tanging kailangan nating gawin ay maghintay. tanggapin natin na may mga taong dadaan lamang sa ating buhay at hindi magtatagal marahil ay isa itong paraan ng tadhana upang makarating tayo sa taong dapat na para saatin. kaya ikaw, kalma ka lang. hayaan mong ang tadhana ang magpasya at magiging masaya ka din tulad ng iba. 

[aaliyahatr]

yup

[aaliyahatr]

GOD HAS A PLAN

I’m sick of school, problems, I’m sick of everything but all I can do is to pray and be thankful for all the things I have now because I know GOD HAS A PLAN. God has the best plan for all of us. And I believe in him! 

I believe that eveything that is going now was part of God’s plan so everyone, be thankful for our lives now don’t waste it and treasure every part of it. 

[hendalldream]

KenGi 💋💕

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💕

[aaliyahatr]

Love 'em

[aaliyahatr]

My 14th birthday (March 1, 2016)

That day was super fun and a little bit of sad.. mix emotions. 

Fun because, that day was so amazing! They prepared surprise birthday party for me and that’s mean alot. I’m really glad that they put their times and efforts just to make that whole surprise birthday party specially my mom who, buys the food, rent the videoke, and other stuffs. And my ate, who invites my classmates and friends. And to my ate mika, who planned all of this. And to my classmates & friends who, celebrates my birthday with me even though we’re not complete I feel so really glad to have them all. No words can explain my gratitude for them. Sml <3

[aaliyahatr]

Highschool

They’re right, sabi nila pag highschool yun yung pinakamasayang grade ng school life. Tama nga! Dito mo mararanasan yung mga bagay na di mo pa nagawa sa buong buhay mo. Yep! Freedom in another term, sa mga panahong ‘to kasi papayag payagan ka na ng parents mo makagala kasi may tiwala na sila sainyo na alam na natin kung ano yung tama at mali. Dito na din mararanasan mo yung mga bagay na mag-cutting, di sumunod sa mga rules atbp. So many kalokohans but for us its just for fun! Akala natin habang buhay na tayong magiging masaya kapiling ang ating mga kaibigan yung walang hangganan..

Then suddenly, lahat ng yon masisira dahil sa di pagkakaunawaan, may aalis, may mangiiwan, may maninira o anuman.. Lahat ng mga pinagdaanan mawawala na sa isang iglap. May hangganan pala ang langit? 

[aaliyahatr]

Colegio de San Jose

A school that, filled with joy, laughter, loved, and etc. A school that, filled with lovely and caring staffs, teachers and students. A school that everyone will love to. A school that, taught me to be humble, kind, confident and have faith in good. A school that, will always be in my heart.

Obviously, this school really means alot to me coz’ it taughts me alot. This school will always be in my heart and each and every moments I spend my time with those lovely people is so memorable and it will always remain in my heart and I promise I will not forget about it.

The cries, laughters, sadness, hopeless, wasted, happiness, nervous, wasted and etc.

Cry, bc we felt so bad, we’re left out, sometimes we lose, we know that everyone should & can leave us, we argue, we have problems but every cries end up smiling and okay bc of each other bc we don’t let each other cry and make our cry and sadness longer.

Laugters, bc we let each other happy, we make each other happy and we always want each other smilling, we win, we made it, we laugh at our own jokes, something great happen, we felt so loved, we know that we’re always there for each other, we’re having fun and etc.

Sadness, bc something bad happen, maybe sometimes one of our friend was scold by their parents, someone will transfer school, we lose a competition, we we’re scold by our teachers and etc.

Hopeless, bc we know that if someone will transfer school we’re going to forget each other, we thought we couldn’t win the competition we we’re competing, we thought that our arguments will last forever and etc.

Nervous, bc one of our friends will compete a competition, one of us was scold by our parents, we did something bad *evil grin* hahaha and etc. So many.. feelings right? but after all I wanna thank them for everything they’ve done for me. Every moments, every days, every months, every years, every seconds, every minutes, every hours, every memories, every laughters, every joy, every sadness, every cries, dramas, every thing! 💙 Its really hard to leave this school bc this is everything for me you will probably feel you’re being loved when you study there bc it filled with lovely people even teachers was like a student and a friend. Teachers, staffs and students will treat you better.. maitim, pandak, pango, o sino man. I will surely miss everything and everyone in CDSJ.

[aaliyahatr]

going to post some blogs for tomorrow super drama non, be ready ahihi its all about my friends or we should call it family hihi edit ko pa bukas eh okay bye for now i gotta go may encouragement to love god even more pa kami later 9am so goodbye.

[aaliyahatr]

Paraiso Beach Resort (Sariaya, Quezon)

It was fun, fun bc I spent my whole day with my family and some of our stick bomb society members actually me and ate was not a sbs member (stick bomb society) but because of my mom and dad I and my ate was able to have fun with them. It was really fun coz’ I saw beautiful sunsets, beach, pools and etc. again! Pretty nice, right? 

It was also tired, tired because of some activities but we should just forget about it coz like what I’ve wrote it was so fun and really great experience for each and everyone. That’s all. You guys should go there too coz’ its very nice.

[sixteensmallstepstohappiness]

Sixteen Small Steps to Happiness

1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.

2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable.

3. erase processed food from your diet. start with no lollies, chips, biscuits, then erase pasta, rice, cereal, then bread. use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it.

4. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else.

5. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything. 

6. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice.

7. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small. 

8. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full.

9. organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle.

10. have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck.

11. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog.

12. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through.

14. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything. 

15. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends.

16. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.