Life Update
Wow, its been forever since I’ve been on this site. And to be honest, I don’t know why I decided to come on, but now that i’m here, I just feel the need to update it and hopefully the future me can look back on what i’m saying right now. So. Here I go.
I’m currently in the air force and I have a little over 2 years left. 2 LONG, DREADFUL YEARS...I just feel like I’ve been in the service for ever! I mean I love my country, but I just don’t see myself doing this as a career, but that’s okay. I know I can stick it through. At least my girlfriend is moving down next month. NEXT MONTH! Probably the biggest decision my gf and I made so far. This is it. This next month on will decide the fate of our relationship. I really hope we don’t get on each others nerves, but honestly, I just hope she can handle the switch to the mainland. I mean, she has to leave her life with her family, friends, and job, just to start a new one with me. This is going to be tough, but I feel like we got this. Hmmm, what else is going on with me as I casually type what i’m thinking? My friends are all the same or so it seems every time I visit them on leave. I just can’t wait to see where my life takes me this next year. I started streaming on Twitch which I know a part of getting famous on there is luck, but you know what? I just love playing video games. I feel like I should be taking advantage of my free school in the military and doing something with it, but I’m an idiot. I know. Though for now, I just have to focus on studying for staff, hopefully I can make it on the first try.
Well, I know this post was supposed to be for my future self, but this parts for my past self. I know it doesn’t make sense, but I’m writing it anyway!
To my past self, don’t worry. You can stop worrying about how your life’s going to end up. No more depressing nights crying about the girl that didn’t love you back. No more sleepless nights turning to drugs worrying about your future because you messed up in school. You’re good, dude. You handled it. You’re happy, not like ECSTATIC, but you’ll get there. I know it.
I guess that’s it. for now. im done typing. k bye
