take off your colours

aaron: 8teen; third year student; basketball captain book nerd & writer 1x1 " I didn’t a b a n d o n you— I just didn’t know how to FIND you again."

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aftermath // xar & syj

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Yejun would never forget how well the other took care of him, especially during times like this, no matter the amount of teasing he had to endure. When it came down to it, all the care he received was worth so much more. Right now, they had to be extra careful though, because with only water, there was only so much they could do. He closed his eyes, to concentrate on the feeling of Aaron’s tongue against his wet skin. Right now, he was truly amazed at how the elder could could hold him up while trying to prepare him anyways– that seemed very astonishing to him, but… when was the elder not? When he felt the other pull back, Yejun opened his eyes again to meet Aaron’s gaze, returning the kiss with just as much need. “You can keep going.” He shot the other a smile, giving his permission for the other to keep prepping him; it didn’t even matter if it took longer than usual, because he would like this to go as smoothly as possible for the both of them as well. It was an important and very good thing about their relationship, that they asked questions and made sure that the other was okay (Aaron was certainly better at that), but it was something that Yejun found to be especially exceptional and different from many relationships he’d been in before.

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Aaron couldn’t think of any other way to be considerate and caring other than the way he was now-- being careful and slow about the preparation, taking in how the younger felt and his feelings on it. After all, that was all that really mattered to him now as he focused on giving Yejun pleasure over pain, and if that was by running his tongue over the youngers skin, sucking marks into it lightly and holding the other up, then he’d do that all to take the other male’s focus away from the preparation that he was having to do in a slower and more careful manner than he’d normally be doing. And well, Aaron was proud himself being able to keep this up as well, being able to hold Yejun up and prep at the same time, it was an achievement not many could probably accomplish after all. When he was told he could keep going, Aaron was careful in adding a second finger, still going slow but this time focusing on kissing the younger with a careful need as he bit gently at Yejun’s lip before slipping his tongue past the others lips to explore his mouth like he had done before, all the while being slightly hesitant in adding a third finger now, but making sure to go slow because he knew even if it took time and effort and patience, that it would be worth it in the end anyway. Yejun’s comfort was his priority in these cases as well.

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aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

“You’re right.” Yejun didn’t want to really think about what would’ve happened otherwise, but it was at least reassuring that he’d have Aaron by his side in some capacity. If there had been a freak accident, that could’ve been a very interesting way to find out about what they were into– and then, well, that could’ve led into more depending. The younger chuckles at the comment; he can only trust the elder on that one. Yejun wasn’t one who liked to look at himself while naked, he felt embarrassed most of the time, and the only times he enjoyed it were the times that he was with Aaron, could see what marks that the elder had left on him– they always made him feel wanted and even beautiful in a way. That was part of why he didn’t care to hide them; they made him feel better about himself. The younger also couldn’t help but be protective over the elder– he was Yejun’s first real love, the first person he’d fallen in love with, and in his heart, they were meant to be. They had become so attached that the younger couldn’t help but be possessive, and he had tendencies over getting too jealous. But mostly, he felt comfortable with Aaron, he wanted everyone to know that Aaron was his too. There was no one else as wonderful, important or understanding, no one else he’d like to have as a lover, no one who knew how to treat him well. The younger knew full well what was about to happen, and he tried to control his breathing, stay calm as the other prepared him, soft noises and sighs leaving as the other distracted his attention.

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Aaron was forever careful when it came to preparing the other, and however teasing it could get he just wanted to be sure.. he’d rather minimise any unnecessary pain after all. This was some kind of special case anyway too, it wasn’t really like they had lube besides water now was it-- so he had to be more careful now as he started out with just one finger still. The elder continued circling the youngers nipple between his teeth though with his tongue, using his free arm to keep Yejun secure in his grip too. After some amount of moments, Aaron pulled back a little, straightened up so that he could look at the younger once more (and now he was actually truly thankful that he was strong enough to do this, because holding someone up like was slightly difficult). Either way, his actions of preparing the younger with just one finger right now slowed a little as he kissed the younger softly, but the passion and need was still there. “Doing okay?” He asked quietly, needing the others approval still to continue on with this. If there was anything he was respectable and wary of, was knowing if Yejun was comfortable enough for him to continue or stop, to know what he needed that was what Aaron was aware of.

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aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

“You should know that people aren’t always how they seem. I hope that you were pleasantly surprised, because I was by you.” He shot the other a mischievous smile, because he’d definitely been a bit surprised by all of this, at least at first, but god, he loved it. He loved the fact that Aaron knew what he was doing, knew how to push his buttons and fucked him the way he wanted. “And you have quite an imagination of your own.” He hadn’t caught on to what the elder meant so he switched it back to him, because hey, that was true as well. Maybe he was at a loss of words, which wouldn’t be too surprising, considering. The younger stayed still, cooperating as Aaron left more marks on his skin, and part of him couldn’t wait until the next day when he could see them all as he looked at himself. The possessiveness that the elder had towards him, both during times like this, as well as in general, made the other feel both wanted and safe– craved and needed, and it always got to him. In these instances, it turned him on, and in general, made his heart flutter among other things. Yejun obeyed when Aaron asked him to wrap his legs around the other, only letting out quiet sighs as the elder’s lips dragged down his chest.

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“I know that, and I was. It’s good to know we both were then.. but hm-- it shows the kinds of things we wouldn’t be aware of about each other if we hadn’t gotten together, however.” He grinned. It was like some sort of secret in that way that they’d never have known unless it was some freak accident. Maybe that could be added to the list of reasons as to why he was glad for that one night with Yejun on New Year, and that was already a long list, long probably an understatement still. “That I do.. but not as good as yours when it comes to this, I can imagine.” Another truth anyway. Aaron couldn’t wait either, to see the marks that had been left over the youngers skin from both right now in this moment, and from the night before. He could already trace out some of those, they made him smile anyway to look at his work on Yejun’s body anyway, but he needed more to be shown in visible places-- where the younger couldn’t possibly hide them. All Aaron wanted was to make Yejun know how wanted he was from the elder, how adored he was to have the younger in all ways imaginable and how much he just wanted to have the other know that he was his-- and that nobody could take care of him in this way any better than he could in the moments like these. He wanted Yejun to know all of that, as well as still be reminded of the caring and gentle side that was also still forever there, just like right now as actions turned from teasing and frustrating to gentle and careful as he took one of the youngers nipples between his lips, sucking on it softly and flicking his tongue out over it to distract a little from the way his finger lightly circled the others hole, before pushing in carefully. When it came to preparation, Aaron was probably as careful as he could be, rather having too much preparation than too little anyway and hurting Yejun.

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Character Kinks~

BOLD - yes ITALIC - unsure/possibly STRIKE - no

69. Anal. BDSM. Begging. Biting. Blood play. Breast smothering. Car sex. Choking. Clothes on. Cream pie. Cross dressing. [Partner] Cross dressing. [Being called] daddy. [Calling partner] daddy. Dark themes. Dirty talk. Dominating. Double penetration. Face fucking. Feminization. Fingering (giving again). Fisting. Flame play. Forced dressing. Forced Nudity. Gagging. [Being] Gagged. Hair pulling. Humiliation. Ice. Incest. Knife play. Knotting. Marking/Bruising. Master/Sir/etc. Nipple play. Non-con. Oral sex [receiving]. Oral sex [giving]. Orgies. [Wearing] panties. [Partner wearing] panties. Pegging.Phone sex. Piercing. Praise. Public sex. Rape. Rimming. Role play. Scat. Scratching. Sex toys. Shower sex. Spanking. [Being] Spanked. Squirting. Stripping/Giving a show. Submitting. Teasing [a partner]. [Being] teased. Tickling. Touching/fondling under the table. Tying up [a partner]. [Being] Tied up. Vomit. Watching, but no touching. Water sports. Whipping. [Being] whipped.

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aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

“That’s because I’m not innocent for you, you make me feel this way. When I’m with you, I can’t stop imagining doing things with you, because I want you so bad.” The younger lets out a gentle sight. “I love it when I turn you on, and I make you want me to– because when I talk, when I squirm and moan for you, I know you can resist the urge to fuck me either. I want to give you all of me, I want you to take all of me so that we both can get the satisfaction of what it’s like when I can’t walk because of you. How we’ll look at each other and have our little secret that no one knows.” Yejun did his best to control his body as Aaron continued to pump him, and there was something about them both struggling to breathe that just turned him on more. He fucking hated that the elder knew that he wasn’t the type to last long, and always drew out his teasing as much as possible– it felt so good, until he just stopped. He moved his neck to give the other access, he didn’t care if people saw anything, it wasn’t the first time Yejun had come in with marks on his body anyways and he was never ashamed so he never hid them. The younger couldn’t help making out another sound when their lips met again, continuing as the elder began to touch him and massage his ass. God, he couldn’t have felt more ready for this, and if Aaron was up to any more tricks…. He couldn’t control the noises coming from his throat, the panting or the sighs and he wanted Aaron to take him now so he could just let them all out.

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“No.. you definitely are not. Which is why it’s so amusing to think that before all of this you were.” He chuckled lowly once more. “What a wild imagination you must have then, both an advantage and a disadvantage.” And that was only for himself to know the meaning of those words for now, something the younger would understand at some point in time soon anyway. “I’m glad we’re both on the same page there.” Were his last words as he just focused on sucking in the marks to the youngers neck, because they both knew that neither cared about showing them off. It wasn’t like it mattered what anyone thought anyway. But there was a point to be made behind it, a point of showing off that Yejun was his, only his-- there being a certain possessiveness to it all because that’s sort of what he was. Or well they both were. Possessive of each other. Aaron just couldn’t get enough of all the noises he drew out of the youngers though, from the soft and subtle ones to the loud and made to be heard moans. some of which he’d be hearing shortly anyway. Those were the ones that got to him most anyway, knowing that is was all from his actions, that is was only him that could make Yejun sound that way, be that loud-- all for him. Aaron was done with his games now though, the teasing over with because even he couldn’t stand it after a certain point, and that point was now as his hands left the others ass to grip the youngers thighs, picking him up quickly whilst still using the wall to pin him back and help. “Wrap your legs around me.” He muttered quietly as his lips gently grazed over the youngers skin, lips dragging down the youngers chest slowly.

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aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

Aaron’s words almost made him laugh, because in Yejun’s mind, the elder was the one who sounded better right now– cursing and groaning at the way he was being talked to. Even if the younger was being awfully needy right now, like always, he’d do anything to get Aaron to want to fuck him more. He knew that other liked when Yejun talked like this, let himself curse and let free all of his desires that he couldn’t possibly tell anyone else– the way his voice changed when he began to talk like this, the way he said those words, the look in his eyes. He breathed out, “Oh, yeah? How does it feel when I talk to you like that?” It didn’t take long for him to lose his thoughts though, as Aaron pushed against him. All thoughts were replaced by a feeling, the feeling of throbbing and no more words– he moaned, because this felt like such a tease, this wasn’t enough. But it felt so good as the other held him against the wall, as they kissed, occasionally panting for air. Yejun was panting a bit now, quietly, wanting both more air and more stimulation, and when Aaron began to pump him again, he kept his eyes on the other, concentrating on bringing him to the brink. They both knew that the elder wouldn’t let him get off like this, no, not after all of this– it wasn’t an option. The younger squirmed, as he let out a louder, more high pitched noise, and from there, he assumed he could only get louder.

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At the question, a low laugh fell from his lips, and he smiled that devilish smile as he answered quietly. “Arousing. You sound so hot and needy, and it’s one of the most arousing things to hear from you. The most arousing though, that’s when you’re panting-- groaning with pleasure and moaning out my name loudly. Begging to come, for me to stop teasing you, because we both know I like that. That’s the biggest turn on.” He groaned again quietly as he pressed up against the other again, “but hearing you talk like that, telling me what you want and what you need to me to do to you, want from me, damn it gets to me. You sound so good when you speak like that, makes me laugh a little when I think about how innocent you used to appear. But fuck, when you tell me how much you want me to fuck you, that really destroys that in the best way.” Aaron was teasing both of them now, not just Yejun because even he wanted more than this, but he couldn’t help the teasing. It was just.. in his nature to say. And bringing the other to the brink only to stop was another of those things as his wrist flicked back and forth skillfully, all the while their mouths stayed locked in the needy kiss-- and Aaron was panting too, for air as he moved on, dragging his lips down the others jaw and back to his neck to mark the other side now. Only when he heard the noise from the younger did he stop, pulling his hand from Yejun’s dick once more, dragging his lips back up to the others and kissing him again. He’d brought him to the brink, but now he really couldn’t wait any longer. Both his hands now ran down the others back slowly as he kissed the other, hands reaching his ass a few moments later only to stay there for a few moments as they gently massaged the youngers ass, letting him know at least that he was moving on now, preparing him for that anyway, letting him know like he always did.

[aaronxxu-blog]

aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

“I told you that I’ve thought about this a lot– I think about you a lot.” He let out another sound, one of trying to restrain himself as the other left more marks on his neck. The younger didn’t say anything in return, he was pleased that they both were thinking about the same things at least– and part of him totally wanting to kick himself. Of course he wanted Aaron to fuck him until he couldn’t walk anymore, that was one of the best parts– that meant that after this, it would be sweet, and the younger always liked that about them. Even if they wanted to be rough, tease and show no mercy, it was always sweet later. “Let me rephrase then.” He whispered, before raising his voice a little. “I want you to fuck me so that nothing else is on my mind and I can’t stand straight, so that you get to hear me and only me and you’ll remember it at night when you want to touch yourself. I’ll sound like a broken record or something, all you’ll hear is my breath, your name, all the noises I make when you fuck me well, and how it feels so good. We’ll both know it’s because of you, and it’ll be our secret, like it always is. I want you to talk dirty to me, talk down to me when I beg you.” His breathing was becoming more erratic as he caught the sight of the elder pumping his dick. The other was doing what he knew best, at Yejun’s pleasure and demise. The way Aaron touched him, he couldn’t describe it in words because it felt so… so irresistible and so different from everything else, the elder taking his nipples in between his fingertips, making Yejun squirm. His eyes almost widened when the other turned him around, put him against the wall, but god, he didn’t mind at all. Part of him didn’t want to meet Aaron’s eyes but he did anyways– he wanted to look into the other’s eyes right while he continued to talk, seduce, make the younger want him more than he already did. He couldn’t say much to the next comment either, who knew if the younger would have energy– hell, he definitely wouldn’t if Aaron was going to fuck him like he said he would. When their lips met, Yejun’s tongue desperately slipped into the other’s mouth, letting out a sigh, and he held onto the other’s neck with his hand, almost delicately.

[aaronxxu-blog]

“I know you do.” Was his only reply as he left the trail of deep marks over the others neck still, marks made to be seen and not hidden as he sucked on the skin. Aaron at least knew how much he was getting to the younger with just that action alone also, paired with the rest at least. As much as they’d joked about returning to the bed after this, the elder had a feeling that really was going to be the case now, then they could both sleep, and Aaron could take his turn to take care of Yejun in a somewhat more gentle way anyway, in comparison to this as he listened to the other speak once more. It made him grin, hearing those words fall from the youngers mouth. A dangerous grin that really only meant one thing, because Yejun really had a way with words when he was like this, that was a fact. “Fuck..” He groaned out quietly, “you sound so good when you speak like that, you have no idea.” It was his only reply as he turned the other around anyway, lips connecting quickly as his hand ran through the others hair. Aaron couldn’t help but push their hips together either, grinding gently and letting out quiet groans into the kiss-- he hadn’t thought he’d needed this before, but now he definitely did as he let the others tongue explore his mouth, sucking on it gently for a moment. As one hand continued grasping at the others hair, body keeping Yejun pinned to the wall, the other drifted back down between them to pump the youngers dick once more, wanting to bring him to the brink only to stop there, because he had more planned than letting the other reach his limit through this means, no they both knew and wanted more than that, and Aaron would give him that. Soon.

[aaronxxu-blog]

Character Kinks~

BOLD - yes ITALIC - unsure/possibly STRIKE - no

69. Anal (I’m taking this as anal giving, not receiving). BDSM. Begging. Biting. Blood play. Breast smothering. Car sex. Choking. Clothes on. Cross dressing. [Partner] Cross dressing?.[Being called] daddy. [Calling partner] daddy. Dark themes. Dirty talk. Dominating. Double penetration. Face fucking. Feminization. Fingering (giving again). Fisting. Flame play. Forced dressing. Forced Nudity. Gagging. [Being] Gagged. Hair pulling. Humiliation. Ice. Incest. Knife play. Knotting. Marking/Bruising.Master/Sir/etc. Nipple play. Non-con. Oral sex [receiving]. Oral sex [giving]. Orgies. [Wearing] panties. [Partner wearing] panties. Pegging.Phone sex. Piercing. Prais(ing). (semi) Public sex. Rape. Rimming. Role play. Scat.Scratching. Sex toys. Shower sex. Spanking. [Being] Spanked. Squirting.Stripping/Giving a show. Submitting. Teasing [a partner]. [Being] teased. Tickling. Touching/fondling under the table. Tying up [a partner]. [Being] Tied up. Vomit. Watching, but no touching. Water sports. Whipping. [Being] whipped.

[aaronxxu-blog]

aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

What was worse about this was that Aaron knew– he knew that it wouldn’t take long for Yejun to give into him, not right now, in this state. He tried to control his breathing, but really, he couldn’t. It was like there was a lump in his throat. How close their bodies were made it even worse– it was one thing if Aaron was facing him during all of this and teasing him, but now that the elder was up against his body, dragging this all out… He couldn’t say anything even now, even if he wanted to because his mind and senses were put into overdrive, all he could really let out were small and quiet noises of pleasure. The younger did his best not to let them all out, to keep quiet, but like usual, he ended up failing. Failing as he let out another moan, his mind and body betraying him because he wanted to hold onto that for a while. It was obvious that Aaron liked to tease, obvious from both their first time together and just in general reason– that was certainly how he was with Yejun. Then he closed his eyes, his body shuddering slightly from both the other sucking on his skin, and the words that followed. He tried his best to gather some words so that he could at least reply; the first question, he couldn’t think of an answer to, but he figured that with enough talking, the answer to the second would make up for it. And now it was time for his filter to break. “I want you to keep touching me until I’m hard, and then I want you to fuck me right here and you can taste me as I come on your body. I want you to fuck me until I can’t speak any more, until I’m loud and you can barely hear anything else. When you’re done with me, I want to take care of your body, make it mine, and I want you to think about exactly how it feels when I touch you, when I suck you off, all the noise I’ll make as I take you in my mouth. I want the warm water to wash over you with my tongue and lips, my teeth. I want to leave marks and kisses all over you, I want you to forget how bad you felt when you woke up this morning, replace all of that with thoughts of me. How it felt to fuck me, how I looked as I touched you, how I sounded– so that you don’t feel that pain anymore. That’s what I want.”

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It wasn’t hard to know from the start that Yejun was easy to get to give in, to go with what he wanted and give in to him quickly, and when Aaron was playing it this way with the teasing, well it probably made that an easier process. The quiet noises were what he wanted in return right now, however he wouldn’t be opposed to louder ones that’s he’d hear soon enough anyway. As for the teasing, well Aaron had always liked teasing. He knew he could be a pain with it, torturous pleasure being handed out but not exactly what anyone wanted, but it was his own turn on, and watching Yejun underneath him, in front of him, anywhere, unfolding and begging for more might just be a bigger turn on. But not as much as hearing the younger speak without his filter. That was the thing that made him give in to what Yejun wanted to, follow through with what he was saying, and listening to the younger speak as he continued to stroke him, speeding up the pace a little anyway as he listened, it made let out a quiet groan in the others ear just at how the other sounded right now. How could he not anyway. “Sounds like you have it all figured out.” The elder chuckled once more, taking his hand of Yejun’s hip for a moment to tip the youngers head back so he could lean over and suck more marks into the others neck again. “Lucky we have the same thoughts.” He murmured, biting into the skin again gently. “But you missed something.. as much as I want to fuck you until you can’t speak anymore, until all you can say is my name and how good it feels when I’m inside you-- I want to fuck you until can’t walk anymore, and we’ll both know it’s because of me. I want to hear you beg when you’re close, for me to let you come, for me to give you the best you’ve ever had and then hear you pant and moan, coming down from it.” He gave the others dick a few more pumps before letting go, trailing his fingers back up to the youngers nipples once more and playing with them for a few moments before pulling himself away. He was quick to turn to the other around, push him back into the wall and pin him there as he locked eyes with him. “As for the second half of that, I’ll let you show me that instead when we get there,” he leaned into the others ear, “if you have enough energy to, that is.” He pulled back again and his hand went to the back of the others head, fingers twisting into Yejuns hair as he locked their lips roughly, sloppily and full of both want and passion altogether.

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aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

It was like all the things he tried to hide from other people, Aaron knew, and that included this. The elder knew what made him tick, what turned him on, what he liked, what he was thinking about and those were only a few things among many. His eyes widened at the question, he was caught just like that and why did he have to slip and why– now he was silent. What was there to say when the other practically knew everything already? Yejun was taken a bit off guard when the other turned around and began to wash him. He just began cursing in his mind because Aaron was right about everything. The younger was thinking about a lit of things, definitely about touching the other and the other touching him, but most of it was more than touching– he didn’t just want to be touched, and Aaron knew that too. He let a soft noise out as the other pulled him back against him. Aaron’s hand was on his hip, and that was so close… He just had to focus on something else– something besides the feelings and thoughts and then Aaron would stop teasing him, right? But he couldn’t tear his eyes away as the other led both their hands up to his nipple, rubbing against it for a moment. He let out another sigh because the more Aaron talked, touched him, and was descriptive, the more Yejun wanted him right now. Honestly, part of him wanted to skip all that teasing and he just wanted the elder to fuck him right now, skip all the touching and teasing and games– but who was he kidding? Of course he didn’t care if someone walked in. Would they check the curtain? It probably would’ve just sounded like someone jacking off in the shower (if they were quiet enough), and certainly the guys around here had probably heard it all before. The more sensation and the lower Aaron touched him, the more Yejun thought his knees were going to give out under him– all the factors of this made all the thoughts he’d usually had much more… explicit. He let out a quiet moan as the elder began to suck on his skin, and now Yejun was giving in. Aaron had already won and there was no use trying to fight it. “H-hyung…” He pleaded, pleaded without any other words that could come out of his mouth because there were none. They’d already been said. “We both know… That you’re r-right..”

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Honestly, Aaron didn’t think he’d end up getting a response to the questioned, it was practically a rhetorical one anyway, but it just amused him anyway being met with silence and the soft sound as he pulled the other back against him. Now they were close again, the back of Yejun’s body against the front of his own as he let his fingers do their job, rubbing and pinching at the others nipples for a few moments. The noises he elicited from the younger with just this stimulation fueled him on to, more so because that was all he wanted to hear now as his hand drifted down, down, until he was stroking the other slightly, not enough. What was he but a tease really right now. Aaron knew exactly what Yejun wanted, wanted him to do right now and skip, but he himself had a thing for teasing, felt it made it better and seeing the younger unfold before him through it just made it all that much better. As he continued the actions there, his lips let up on the skin he’d been sucking on, admiring the mark a little before he moved his head back behind the others ear when he got words out from the other finally. His hand on the others hip now rubbing soft circles into the skin, but at the same time holding him up again with a slight force that may leave small bruises-- “How right though am I, Yejun?” He practically purred the name out over the noise of the shower as he sucked gently on the lobe of the others ear now for a moment. “How much do you want this right now, tell me everything you want in this moment, in this shower, right now.”

[aaronxxu-blog]

aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

“If I didn’t want to know yet, I wouldn’t be asking. You know my curiosity gets the best of me sometimes.” He catches the other’s smirk and tries his best to sigh quietly, hopefully at least covered by the sound of the water. “Yeah, but what usually ends up happening is that I like it when you have to teach me a lesson. Which I thought wasn’t the point.” He kept his eyes focused on the other’s hands, washing his hair, watching the soap suds flow down along with the water. God, he knows, he fucking knows, doesn’t he? The younger bit his lip, rather hard really because it was too late and Aaron knew what he was doing and it only made Yejun’s thoughts wander to what he’d been imagining even more. He was staring at the elder and damn, now Aaron was looking back. Was it that obvious that Yejun just wanted Aaron to take advantage right here and now, in this tight space, while no one was here or expecting it? He let out a quiet noise of being disappointed, discovered really. “I-is it fun to imagine what I feel, what I’m thinking of right now? Or is it better when I tell you like this–” He stops, not letting himself say any more. “Because you know that I think about you.”

[aaronxxu-blog]

“Oh, I wouldn’t be so sure of you enjoying this lesson. I know I will, but you-- well, we’ll see about that when it comes around.” He chuckled lowly again, going back to focusing on washing out the soap. Of course he knew really as well, it wasn’t hard to pick up on Yejun for Aaron. The way he spoke and acted-- his thoughts weren’t hard for him to pick apart when he was being like this, and considering the small space they were in right now, hell he wouldn’t be surprised if he was right about this all anyway. The starting kind of gave it away as well, that wasn’t hard to catch through the corner of his eye anyway, and he laughed. “Son Yejun, did you just stutter?” His smirk widened into a small grin at that, because he knew the younger was aware that he knew now. “It’s better.. when I can show you what you’re thinking of, tell you about it myself.” It died back down to a smirk as he tuned the other away from him, pulled the other back to his chest so that he was facing away and the elder was behind him, his hand covering the youngers soapy one as he took over the washing duty for the moment. “You’re not just thinking about me.. you’re thinking about other things too, the things that you know you shouldn’t be--” Aaron’s laugh was quiet as his other hand snuck to the others hip to pull him back closer, lips ghosting over the wet skin behind the others ear. “You’re thinking about touching me, me touching you--” His hand moved with the others up to the youngers nipple, allowing his fingers to rub against it a few times, “here, because I know how sensitive you are there, how much the sensation gets to you, makes you feel in all the right places.” His head moved to slightly suck on the skin behind Yejun’s ear for a moment, his voice still low as his hand moved over to the other nipple. “And then I’ll do the same here, and you’ll get annoyed as I drag it out, pinching and rubbing-- sucking, if you’re lucky. Because that’s what you want, right now. Not just for me to touch you with my my hands and my body, but my lips and my tongue too, dangerous things.” He laughed again to himself quietly as he moved his lips down to the others neck. “And then, you’ll beg me touch you more--” his hand moved from the others nipples down, slowly, “down here, because I’m teasing too much and the stimulation isn’t enough from your nipples-- and you want more. For me to touch you more, turn you on more, even though we both know that anyone can walk in at this moment, but you just want me to touch you, have my way with you. Just like last night.” Aaron bit down a little on the wet skin, sucking harder on the skin, running his tongue over it to deepen the mark he was making already.

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aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

“Most of my ideas are pretty great, if you ask me.” He laughed quietly, a grin on his face, because he couldn’t deny that thought at all. Yejun hadn’t really considered the idea of showering with anyone else, the whole thing seemed embarrassing and awkward, unless maybe it was when he was younger with family. Maybe part of it was that he hadn’t been really exposed to it, not on any of the sports teams or anything. But with Aaron, that didn’t matter because he felt safe and knew the elder didn’t mind or ask about it. “You’ll let it slide? What would you do if it didn’t slide with you? You know that I can get sweeter later–” He stopped when the other’s voice lowered. “Maybe I will, maybe I won’t– but you can’t tell me that you don’t enjoy my shamelessness too. Just depends on my mood.” He was quiet as Aaron pulled his head under the water, waiting for it to run clean. “And right now, we’re alone in an enclosed, tight space, wet… And without any clothes on. How can I try to be sweet right now? No matter if I try, it can’t last forever.” Another devilish grin appeared on his face, as he began to take some of the soap, covering his body slowly. “I’ve thought about this before.”

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“I’ll give you that, that’s true.” Aaron chuckled, because it really was true. But sometimes he did have to question the ideas actually, some of them at least. Honestly, showering with others didn’t bother the elder too much-- or well showering physically with people he wasn’t too close with did, but if we close close in terms of relationships it wasn’t too bad. It wasn’t even because he was comfortable with his body even, it was just because he didn’t mind it. But showering with Yejun was the best of all he’d showered with anyway. “I don’t think you want to find that out just yet-- mm I know.” He smirked a little, voice still low. “I didn’t say I didn’t enjoy it, it brings about some of the best moments, but you still need to be taught on lesson.” That sweet smile was still there as he pulled back and ran his hands through the others hair gently, carefully, making sure to get it all out anyway. Aaron only laughed at the others words after that, shaking his head as he moved under the water himself for a moment to wash out the shampoo in his own hair-- maybe semi-dragging it out as he looked over at Yejun as he ran his hands through his hair. “I bet you love that. being this close, naked, in a space that wasn’t built for more than one person. A space too tight for the two of us. I bet I know how it makes you feel, your thoughts at this moment.” His own devilish smirk painted over his face, because two could play at this game, and now he was amused, and maybe sort of a little something else. “Why am I not surprised-- probably thought of a little something else more though, related to this.”

[aaronxxu-blog]

aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

“Why wouldn’t I be keen on answering it, it’s pretty nice sounding idea, don’t you think?” There was no one else Yejun would even consider taking a shower with if he had to, or was given the opportunity. “I am hurrying up as best as I can–” He laughed quietly as he practically jumped out of the shower to get in Aaron’s as soon as he could. The younger on the other hand wasn’t very comfortable with other people seeing his body, he didn’t always like his body in general, and the possibility of getting comments on it from people he didn’t know well or getting teased bothered him– he didn’t want to go through that again. “You know that’s just how I am, sweet and then shameless– sorry, that’s just how my mind works when I’m around you.” When his eyes met Aaron’s, he grinned, happy with what was coming next before closing his eyes. The younger couldn’t deny how much he enjoyed being taken care of, especially little things like this– it made him feel safe and loved, as well as embarrassed and wanting to change the mood up a little. Whenever he thought about a situation similar to this, it was cute for a while before things got, you know… Steamy. He wanted to be touched, softly, gently– as if he was the most precious piece of art in the entire world, the feeling of soap against his hair and skin, slippery paired with fingertips against him.

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“Mm, it’s one of your better ideas anyway, yes.” Aaron couldn’t lie that he hadn’t showered with others before anyway, and in the same case here it was his exes anyway, but Yejun was probably the one he was most comfortable with that-- especially considering the fact he didn’t need to go about explaining why there was a girl in the guys shower room with him anyway.. that was a little more awkward anyway. But he didn’t mind this, and if anyone did come in then Aaron would take the responsibility of an explanation considering they were his dorm mates, he knew them-- some of them were on his team anyway too. “Sweet and shameless as hell, yea. Somehow I think that’s a bad thing, but I’ll let it slide, I feel like you need to be sweet more often though especially after last night.” The elder grinned a little, leaning down to whisper that in the others ear anyway. “Maybe you’ll learn your lesson after I’m done with you and I get to have my payback.” His voice was low when he spoke, but it was a contrast to how he was smiling softly and laughing like he hadn’t just said that honestly. He continued the repeated actions for a while longer of running his fingers through the others hair to make sure it was all covered, before gently pulling the other under the steady stream of water a little more now so that he could rinse it out gently.

[aaronxxu-blog]

aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

Why hadn’t Yejun thought about soap? He was so focused on picking out clothes and meeting the elder at the showers as soon as possible. Well, at least Yejun is pretty good with ideas and his imagination, even coming up with a deal that Aaron couldn’t resist. As for the clothes, it did take longer than the younger would’ve liked, but now he was confident in his choices. Now he had his hopes up that the elder would let him in after shameless peering at Aaron’s body (hey, who could blame him though). “Want to find out?” It was easy to both see and hear how amused Yejun was by the idea– in many ways. “Hm, and I can enjoy the view even more if I come in…” He nodded slowly before moving to take up the spaces behind the elder. He was still hoping that no one would come in here, even if he didn’t mind explaining what this was, because it probably was whatever someone would think this looked like right now. Wrapping his arms around Aaron’s torso, he rested his head on the other’s shoulder to whisper. “This is way better than showering by myself. And you’re right in front of me, instead of having to imagine what you’d look like.”

[aaronxxu-blog]

Aaron probably could’ve blamed the younger for the whole forgetting the soap thing, but at the same time, it hadn’t exactly crossed his own mind either and so here they were in this predicament, but it wasn’t exactly the worst one to be in. It just made the elder laugh a little honestly. “I think that’s a question you’re already keen on answering yourself.” Aaron chuckled, because it didn’t really need to be a question when they both knew he’d let the other in with him. “Then hurry your ass up and come up if you want a better look.” The elder called out to him, laughing again as he stuck his head back under the water to continue washing out the soap from his hair. Honestly, Aaron could’ve care if anyone walked in. Did it matter? There was a curtain covering their section as well, so it didn’t really matter to him if there was anyone else around, but it wasn’t likely for anyone to be in the dorms right now either. The elder smiled at the feeling of Yejun’s arms wrapping around him and his head on his shoulder, but he couldn’t help the quiet laugh that slipped out at the end of the others words. “You know, that started out sweet before you got shameless again.” He laughed out softly, turning himself around now instead so he could face the other and see him properly. Aaron didn’t really say anything after that as he took the shampoo bottle once more, this time applying some of the soapy liquid to the youngers hair in front of him before proceeding to more or less massage it into the others hair gently.

[aaronxxu-blog]

aftermath // xar & syj

[sonyejun-blog]

“Probably, that’s the key.” Yejun nodded– it was most likely that they would, in some capacity end up in this bed, cuddling some more in not too long. Another motivational thought. The younger made a face at the elder’s comment, before smiling as well. There was something about Aaron’s cockiness that both annoyed and amused the younger in these kinds of moments, the times when Aaron acknowledged Yejun’s complements. “Yes, they did, and I liked that a lot. I like pleasantly surprising you, it’s always worth it, and how could I not? It’s awfully rude to just have my way with you and leave in the middle of the night– after all, you’re warm, I love you, and I will take any opportunity I can get to not sleep alone. Nothing compares to sleeping next to you. I know you feel like crap, that’s why I said I’d take care of you, and partly why taking a shower is a good idea. I’ll make sure you feel better soon.” He smiled warmly for a moment– even if Yejun loved having the most attention, he also loved caring for Aaron when the other would let him. He said a quiet goodbye before the elder closed the door, still rushing to find clothes. Later on, he made it to the showers, pleasantly surprised to know that it was only the two of them in there– no reason to be worried or nervous. Hanging up his clothes, he undressed before turning on the water, getting used to the temperature. But he had no soap, no shampoo, nothing besides clothes with him. Not too long after, he shut the water off before calling out to the other. “You’re the one with the soap, can I join you? It’ll be better that way anyways.” Not at all being subtle, he gets out, practically moving the curtain just a little so that he can make sure the other heard him (well, sort of, mostly just take a look). He couldn’t hide whatever devilish grin was on his face either, he probably could’ve just asked for soap, but that was no good. No fun– and he’d still probably think about Aaron showering anyways.

[aaronxxu-blog]

Aaron was in the middle of starting to wash his hair anyway when he heard the other shower turn on, knowing it was Yejun made him smile a little anyway, but he was tempted to laugh a little to himself because it must’ve still taken the younger some time to pick out clothes. Aaron also couldn’t deny however that he really like seeing the other wearing his clothes as well. After a little bit and hearing the other shower shut off, it made him curious, but then hearing Yejun’s voice and getting an explanation to that made the elder laugh a little. Should’ve thought that one through anyway. Aaron had his back to the younger when he answered, hearing the curtain pull back as well anyway, he did laugh a little. “Why not? I think there’s room for both of us in here anyway.” He shot the other a look, grinning as he turned his head to the other with a raised brow. “I know you’re enjoying the view right now, but hurry up and get in here already.” Aaron chuckled, rolling his eyes a little as he shifted to make room for the two of them in there comfortably.

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