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hello, sinners! welcome to hell! the queen, meg masters ( from cw's supernatural ), isn't all that jazzed to see anyone. ever. we won't even pretend. ( headcanon && personal development driven. ) ( 21+ ONLY. ) ( N S F W present. ) here are all the links you're gonna need. if they're striked through, i am either changing or updating them:: rules&&DNI List && mains/ships && about && promo updated as of: 09/11/2021. rocki's active muse list:: - dena marie. high activity. oc bisexual dumpster fire. - dean winchester. hiatus. mostly headcanon based. the littlest spoon.

#!pinned post. u p d a t e d.

here is the deal. like this and i will write u a starter on lucy. bc i am fallout obsessed and started another account. i won't be taking questions or criticisms at this time. and yes, it is the only way to get the link.

#{crowndrop.}#it's on dean and dena too bc idc.#self promo

CATCH ME IN MY FALLOUT ERA BECAUSE OF ONE (1) HOT GHOUL.

#{crowndrop.}#That's the whole post. because cooper howard is making me a cooper hoeward. and i won't be stopped. i-.#need to probably go to bed but i want to talk abt baby and coop is baby.

heartvess

I logged in so there’s that.

#Shut you mouth Satan (OOC)

NEW RULE/RANT. I WILL SHUT UP SHORTLY, BUT I AM NOT GOING TO GO OUT OF MY WAY ON THIS:: This applies to all of my blogs from this day forward.

Let me preface this by saying I really did not feel the need to have to state this, but since I did, it’s clearly a problem. This is going to be long, and it might piss someone off, but I am making tumblr a good place for me since I decided to return.

When I share my discord, I do so because I want to be friends with people. It’s my hope that we can vibe well and that we can be some sort of friends, because it makes me more comfortable writing. I do my damnedest to always be there for people, but I cannot and will not promise constant contact with you. I have something called ASPD coupled with horrendous PTSD. I try not to disappear for a whole month, but I do sometimes. The easiest way to get ahold of me is through discord. I am always on. It’s on my phone. I will get back to you, even if it takes me a day or so. Sometimes longer. I’m going through some shit, like I said.

Let’s talk about why it’s an issue, now. Why I felt the need to make this a whole rule and give it it’s own section.

I recently had someone who I thought was a friend just disappear from two of the SIX blogs I followed them on. That’s right. Six. Count them. It happened the day I wanted to try my hand and putting all my little eggs right back on tumblr. People drift off all the time. No one owes anyone anything, and I get that. I do. I don’t get saying no one cares about you, when you knew full well I wasn’t doing well between my IVF ( and yes, I am going through IVF. Daily shots. Weekly Doctor visits for a slim chance at having a baby with my spouse ). And on top of that, the event that caused my PTSD is right around the corner as this is posted. DO NOT ACT LIKE AN ABSOLUTE DICK WHEN I DO NOT RESPOND TO YOUR EVERY MESSAGE. See, when you disappear from two, and follow me from four more, I am going to come check on you. Because, mind you, I have no clue what is going on at that moment. I am going to make sure you’re okay, apologize for my absence like I always do, and I am going to determine if you meant to or not. I am going to follow that up with wishing you well and, if I determined you unfollowed me intentionally, I am not going to follow up that initial message. I never will. Why, right?

The issue comes up when you claim friendship and communication is a two-way street, talk mad shit to your other friends like I won’t hear about it, and act like someone personally victimizes you by CHECKING on you when someone comes out of a bad mental place to ENGAGE with you. Mind you, you don’t do the same thing. You expect me to know everything about your muses but won’t give me any room to write with you, only want to talk about your muse or come to me when you feel a type of way.

I DO NOT HAVE THE CAPACITY TO PUT UP WITH IT. I DO NOT HAVE THE PATIENCE TO CODDLE ANYONE.

Not when I actively apologize for things I can’t control.

Not when I actively come try to talk to you every once in a while when I cannot get my shit together long enough to go grocery shopping.

I always start ‘my dumbass is back’ messages with wishing you well and making sure we’re good on a friendship level, because I genuinely want to be a good friend to everyone I meet.

But to say I don’t give a shit about you and your muse? Keep that over there, because evidence will always say otherwise.

I adore passion and feelings about your muses. I understand not having a muse or a new muse. I understand just needing a friend, and to the best of my ability, I will do that for you.

I will be there as much as I can for everyone I ever meet.

The thing is, if you soft block me without telling me, I am gonna think something happened and tumblr screwed off, so I am going to TALK TO YOU.

The easiest way to avoid any sort of bullshit is by saying SOMETHING. Be that I feel like we moved in different directions or I just don’t think our muses work.

I will respect that.

I won’t put up with being made to feel bad because I have a hard time mentally, physically, and emotionally.

I won’t put up with vague posting about me when I simply wanted to make sure you were okay and that I, in my silence, didn’t hurt you some way. Because AGAIN, I value every person I have ever met and have been able to become friends with here.

NEVER. EVER. EVER. EVER. Make anyone feel bad for needing to be away from here. NEVER make anyone feel bad for a time of silence and clarity.

And if you take NOTHING from this rule addition, just know:: IF YOU DO THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR, YOU WILL BE PUT ON MY PERSONAL DNI. I DO NOT WANT TO ASSOCIATE WITH PEOPLE WHO DO THIS.

It’s your blog. It’s your muse. Do whatever the fuck you want to, but DEAR GOD, do not call someone your friend and be an absolute dick when they don’t have the strength to be there for you 24/7 or get out of their fucking bed.

I do not want people like that here. I do not want people like that around me. I do not want to be left to feel like I fucked up because I needed to focus on me for a bit.

( 09/11/2021 )

#!new rule announcement #get it here while it's hot ( important )#psa from yours truly ( rocki speaks )#i am not doing this ever again with anyone

look it's a text only starter call you probably won't read. we're gonna make it even spicier today, sunflowers. we're going to let this decide the length, this decide the relationship, and spotify set the mood. i have no clue how it is going to happen. we're gonna let it happen, though.

#!startercall #//we're gonna do this over here too. fuck it.

sb: meg, why. meg: bc i am on my third husband, unbelievably rich, and i can.

#large image cw #//so what we're saying is. she's still incredibly hot. just a little taller.#//do we phase her in? we might. we really might.

for those interested, should i share what meg looks like now? i will not be taking questions. just yeet or yee.

#{crowndrop.}

@glitchedmuses :: ↳ ❛ We playing nothing but Usher. All Usher, all the time. ❜ from bobo.

no. no way. it won’t happen. there isn’t a chance in hell of it happening. he’s pretty, but dear fuck is he irritating. forever is a long time for both of them, and she’s squinting up at the man like he grew a second head. actually, she’d rather see that than put up with his poor music taste.

“ you remember that time i told you that ‘ eating fifteen eggs is entirely healthy ’ was stupid? i take it back. this is definitely the stupidest thing you’ve ever let slip from your pretty little mouth, and i’m not amused. ” meg glares. “ you’re an actual dumbass, and i don’t want to be seen with you in public, del rey. ”

#answered;;glitchedmuses #//meg tolerates one (1) pretty demon man. it's bobo.#glitchedmuses

i am, almost done here. minus icons. then it's dean's turn. even though he is my least active child. by my own doing. with that being said, i am going to tentatively close shipping with meg. from this point on, it's fight on sight.

#{crowndrop.}#//w hich i should do with dean too. and it might not cause me so much fcking anxiety when i get on him #// but apples and oranges right?.

Then I slit his throat and ripped his heart out through his chest.

Does that make me a bad person?

#!self promo #indie supernatural rp #supernatural roleplay #demon rp #indie spn rp #spn rp #supernatural rp #// we made a new one. like trash.

abandonedbyheaven

ind. meg masters controlled by; ROCKI

#!self promo

Accept Me ( @faiththesinfulslayer )

she’s never been one for playing nice when it comes down to it. never had the patience to put up with someone following her around like a lost puppy. occasionally, she’d go out of her way. play nice with someone other than those she’s forced to, but she has too many secrets for that to be an actual thing. that, and people die. squishy bits get crushed. too tedious for the queen of hell.

given her position, meg isn’t too enthused with the gamble for her attention, let alone someone out right asking her to give them a chance. don’t they know she isn’t capable of chances? she isn’t capable of being friendly for more than five seconds before her brain actually explodes. it’s not her style.

“ so, you want me to accept you, hm? you want me to take you under my wing, when we both know i work just fine on my own? ” she scoffs, knowing full fucking well she’s unstable as all fuck.

it would be interesting, though. the change of pace. she doesn’t like blind followers; doesn’t like people who would rather make her happy instead of making her proud. good luck with that, though. right?

“ color me impressed, squeaks. ” she sighs, standing to straighten her jacket. “ you get one chance. disappoint me, you die. annoy me, you die. piss me off, well, you get the picture. let’s go. ” she shrugs, walking away on silent heels.

here’s to hoping you wanted to blow some things up, faith. she doesn’t take people in often.

welcome to the shitshow.

#!drabble #faiththesinfulslayer #i am surprised she said yes #bc she is a rude ass on her best days

❛ Would you like to play a game of pick up basketball, where I will most for sure dunk on you? ❜

" i want to for sure stab you in the face. " they haven't been at the job for all that long, either. honestly. he is going to be the death of her. she can't deal. he is a twit. " drink your redbull and sit down, will you? you're giving me a migraine with all of your dumbassery. "

(x)

#answered;;endxwithme #j ohn. stop it.#endxwithme

❛ No, no, no, no, no. You put that sentence back in your mouth! ❜

" what? that the star wars movies are woefully underwhelming? " this is what she gets. this is what she gets for making a winchester a knight of hell. she deserves this. " i'm not taking it back, john. they're shittier than your hairline these days. "

#endxwithme #i'm not even gonna try to figure out where you got this #answered;;endxwithme

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☠ Drabble list-- You can send one anytime.

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lightxswan:

☠Send me one at your leisure and I will write a drabble based on what you send— Other prompts are always welcomed and encouraged if it’s not stated on this list.

Send any of these to me at your leisure and I will write it— Please be specific to who is going to be doing what.

Scream: My character has caused yours to scream out for some reason. Headache: How my character will take care of yours when they have a headache Expecting: Our characters find out they are expecting a child together. Milkshake: Our characters will have to split a milkshake. Coffee: My character will be hyped up on coffee and pester yours. Mistletoe: Our characters will share a kiss under the mistletoe. Graveyard: My character will visit your characters grave. Spectre: My character will be visited by your character’s ghost or vice versa. Bleed: My character will injure your character. Dream: My character will have a dream about your character. Letters: Our characters will write letters to one another. Nightmare: One of our characters will have a nightmare. Holiday: Our characters will spend a holiday together. Apologize: My character will apologize to yours. Busted: Your character will catch mine doing something they shouldn’t.

Angst of Hell

O Romeo: I will write my character missing/looking for yours. O Juliet: I will write about my character’s feelings for yours. O Macbeth: I will write about how my character kills yours. O Hero: I will write about my character mourning yours. O Puck: I will write about my character pranking yours. O Titiana: I will write about our characters sharing a night in bed or sharing a kiss. Specify. O Oberon: I’ll write about my character getting angry at yours over something they did. Regrets: I’ll write a drabble about my character having regrets about yours. Heaven: I’ll write a drabble about our characters going to heaven. Hell: I’ll write a drabble about our characters going to hell. Purgatory: I’ll write a drabble about our characters going to purgatory. Time: I’ll write a drabble about our characters doing to a different time/dimension. specify.

Will you…?—

Amuse Me: I will write a funny drabble about my character trying to cheer yours up. Accept me: I will write a drabble about my character accepting yours or vice versa. /Or both to accept one another/ Break Me: I will write an angsty drabble about our characters. Befriend Me: I wil write a drabble about our characters meeting for the first time in an AU. Call Me: I will write a drabble about my character asking for yours [be it at the brink of death/in a battlefield/knocking on the front door wounded, feel free to specify.] Comfort Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character comforting yours- vise versa. Drink Me: I will write a drabble about my character taking shots with yours. Dominate Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character dominating yours. Or vise versa. Enamor Me: I will write a fluffy drabble about my character trying to woo yours [be it out of the blue/Valentines Day,feel free to specify.] Embarrass Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character saying or doing something embarrassing to himself or to your character. Fight Me: I will write a drabble out my character fighting with/or against yours. Forgive me: I will write a drabble about my character forgiving yours or vise versa. Get Me: I will write a drabble about my character saving yours. Humor Me: I’ll write a funny drabble about our characters. Hustle Me: I’ll write a drabble about our characters hustling. Humiliate Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character doing something humiliating to yours. Haunt Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character watching over yours [as a ghost, watching from a distance, or otherwise, feel free to specify.] Hunt with me: I’ll write a drabble about your character and mine on a hunt together. Invite Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character asking your character to Join Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character giving your character an offer [be it a proposal for an alliance, asking them to join them in an activity (you can get dirty if you want), feel free to specify.] Kill Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character killing yours. Love Me: I’ll write a fluffy drabble about our characters. Mourn Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character mourning your character’s death. Nurse Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character healing yours. Offer Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character giving yours a gift. Paint Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character drawing a picture of yours [like one of your french girls~ be it painting them or drawing them, maybe offering a picture of them as a gift, feel free to specify.] Quiet Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character trying to calm yours down [be it from crying, from lashing out, feel free to specify.] Remember Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character trying to get yours to remember them [be it from an accident, meeting them after years apart, feel free to specify.] Raise Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character resurrecting yours. Vise versa. Reunite Me: I’ll write a drabble of our characters reuniting together. Shag Me: I’ll write a dirty drabble about our characters. Surprise Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character surprising yours. Vise versa. Save Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character saving yours or vise versa. Shoot Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character shooting yours or vise versa. Tell Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character confessing something to yours [be it a love confession, a secret, feel free to specify.] Text me: I’ll write a drabble about my character texting yours or your character texting mine. Trick Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character tricking your character. Unbind Me: I’ll write a drabble about your character freeing mine, or the other way around, or something among the lines [be it freeing them from jail, from handcuffs, from a trap, from a curse, feel free to specify.] Value Me: I’ll write a drabble about my character telling yours how they feel about them. Wed Me: I’ll write a drabble about our character under the subject of wedlock [be it my character proposing to yours, or marrying yours, feel free to specify.] X Me: I will write whatever it is that you wish, [specify.] Yahoo Me: I’ll write a drabble about our characters celebrating something [feel free to specify.] Zip Me: I’ll write a drabble about your character dressing mine, or the other way around [this can also be used for shutting them up as well, but feel free to specify.]

NSFW-ish Drabbles.

Torture Me: I’ll write a drabble about your character torturing mine or vise versa. Take Me: my character will kidnap yours. Leave Me: my character will leave your character behind. Deny Me: my character will either deny your character’s advances or deny them a ’ happy ending’. Grope Me: my character will grope yours. Lick Me: my character will lick yours in any specified place or manner. Suck Me: my character will suck on any body part of your character. Tease Me: my character will tease yours, whether in a friendly or a sexual manner. Please Me: my character will do anything to please yours. Bite Me: my character will bite yours on any part of their body. Blindfold Me: my character will blindfold yours in order to have their fun. Meet Me: My character is meeting yours either for the first time or just causally. Greet Me: My character will greet yours, either at the door, at work, or somewhere else. Own me: My character owns your character. Slap me: my character will slap yours. In the sexual manner, or of anger. specify. Call Me: My character will call your character for whatever reason. Hug Me: My character will hug yours. Either by surprise or for a specific reason. Give Me: my character will give yours a gift. Tickle Me: my character will tickle yours ruthlessly.

Starts With a Single Word Drabbles.

Sleep: My character needs to stay at your character’s house for the night, or vise versa. Specify. (you can add any other special things that could happen!) Drink: My character will call, text, or show up at your character’s house drunk. Specify which of the three. Heal: My character will tend to your character’s wounds, or be at their side when they’re sick. Confess: My character will speak their true feelings about your character. (or about a topic. you may choose.) Death: My character’s reaction to your character dying. Time: My character is running late! They are supposed to meet your character at ___________ (fill in the blank) or vise versa. Specify. Protect: My character keeps yours safe from harm. Kiss: My character kisses yours, or vise versa. Specify. Dream: My character wakes up in the middle of the night because of a dream with your character in it. Run!: My character is chasing your character (or vise versa) OR both characters are being chased by ___________ (fill in the blank). Rivalry: I’ll write a drabble of our characters having a rivalry between each other. Revenge: My character will get revenge on yours. Jealousy: My character gets jealous over yours. Hallucinations: My character will have hallucinations about your character. Candle: Our characters spending time together by candle light. Obsession: I’ll write a drabble about my character having an obsession with yours. Vise versa. Thief: My/your character has stolen something from yours/mine and plans to escape with said item. (Be specific on who gets which role) Healer: My/your character helping your/my character when they are hurt/sick. (Be specific on who gets which role, and whether the pain is physical, emotional, or just having to catch a fever) Sky: Our characters are stargazing. Seer: An event with our characters in the past or future. Help: My character requests help from your character (be something silly or serious, you may decide.) Gift: My character gives your character something special. Or vise versa. Specify. I Do: I will write our characters as a married couple. Broken: I’ll write our characters breaking up or in an angsty scene. Spell: I’ll write my character putting a spell on yours. Or being under a spell/curse.

Random Drabbles.

Joke: My character pulling a prank on yours. School: How our characters live through a school day. Specify class if needed. Song: My charcter singing a song to yours, or vice versa. Gloves: How my charcter deals with news from yours, Specify news, etc. Snow flake: Our characters in the cold together.

Will you Mourn…?

Rain — I’ll write a fluffy drabble of our characters kissing in the rain. Kill — I’ll write a angst drabble of my character violently killing yours. Love — I’ll write a drabble of my character admitting they love yours. Lust — I’ll write a drabble of our characters making love together. Date — I’ll write a drabble of my character taking yours out on a date. Defend — I’ll write a drabble of my character protecting yours. Fight — I’ll write a drabble of my character fighting with/against yours. Death — I’ll write a drabble of my character with yours on their deathbed. Mourn — I’ll write a drabble of my character mourning yours. Pet — I’ll write a drabble of my character buying yours a pet. (specify what kind.) Wash — I’ll write a drabble of our characters showering/bathing together. Pool — I’ll write a drabble of our characters swimming together. Beach — I’ll write a drabble of out characters at the beach together. Sing — I’ll write a drabble of my character singing to yours. Snow — I’ll write a drabble of our characters building a snowman together. Game — I’ll write a drabble of my character playing videogames with yours. Movie — I’ll write a drabble of our characters watching a movie together. Shop — I’ll write a drabble of my character taking yours shopping. Cook — I’ll write a drabble of our characters cooking together. Sleep — I’ll write a drabble of my character snuggling in bed with yours.

Some More…

Traumatic: I’ll write my or your characters going through a traumatic experience. Murder: I’ll write my character killing yours or vice vesra. Home: I’ll write our characters living together. Scars: I’ll write your character touching my character’s scars or vice versa Sketching: I’ll write your character drawing mine or vice versa Warmth: I’ll write our characters getting warm. Solace: I’ll write my character comforting yours or vice versa Drink: I’ll write our characters drinking together Game: I’ll write our characters playing a game. Love: I’ll write our character’s falling in love. Death: I’ll write our character’s mourning over each other. Hate: I’ll write our character’s hating each other. Seduce: I’ll write my character trying to seduce yours or vice versa Old: I’ll write our characters growing old together Song: I’ll write our character’s singing or playing a musical instruments. Child: I’ll write our characters raising a child. Poem: I’ll write my character speaking a poem to yours or vice versa Insane: I’ll write my character is insane inside asylum and yours is the doctor, vice versa

Our Relationship is more than a…

Rivalry — I’ll write a drabble of our characters having a rivalry between each other. Obsession — I’ll write a drabble about my character having an obsession with yours. Vise versa. Proposal — My character proposes to your character. Vise versa. Celebration — Our characters celebrate together. Or have a party. Secret — My character tells your character a secret. Promise — My character makes a promise to your character.

Spending Holidays Together…

Pumpkin: Your character and mine doing some halloween decorating Trick: Your character and mine being sneaky together Treat: Your character and mine being sweet to one another Costume: Your character or mine, dressing up for the other Candy Corn: Your character or mine being cheesy to the other Treat Bag: My character sharing something with yours Leaves: Your character or mine clearing the air about something. Stars: Our characters under the stars together Snow: Our characters in the cold together Scarf: Your character or Mine borrowing/stealing clothes from the other Hot Cocoa: Our characters enjoying a hot moment together. Candles: Our characters enjoying a moment by candlelight Gift: Your character or mine, surprising the other with a present Bows: Your character or mine, dressing/undressing the other Peppermint: Your character or mine, sharing a sweet secret with the other.

#we're gonna do this all day apparently #memes;;

abandonedbyheaven

!Starter Call || Everything Call?

Kids this is your chance. Everyone knows by now that I am the absolute worst when it comes to doing things. Always. I am looking for an idea here of who wants the following: ♛ Memes ♛Starters ♛ Plotting ♛ Generally everything I don’t do in a timely manner. I’m going to use this as a database of cool kids who are down for all the fun things. As always, you can still come yell at me if I’m not moving my ass fast enough for ya. Trust me, guys. I will shut this down soon enough.

Accepting from; MUTUALS; Current Status; Open for now, but Momma is hella bad at keeping things open for very long;

#!starter call #this is a t hing

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