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[abbyadapts]

The leading cause of death in childhood in the USA

IS NOT A POLITICAL ISSUE.

It's not a left or right issue.

It's an everybody issue.

And if it's NOT your issue by now,

Then you have a heart issue.

[animentality]

[abbyadapts]

These feelings inside-

Frantically scream, scratch, sear me.

What it is to grieve.

[abbyadapts]

Is it possible?

Am I still beautiful now?

Through my brokenness?

Yes.

Through these tears will come

My triumph from tragedy:

Metamorphosis.

[abbyadapts]

Mind, shut down now. Please?

One night of peaceful sleep. Please?

.

.

.

Melatonin, then.

[abbyadapts]

I am so tired.

I'm every way, tired.

My mind

My muscles

My nervous system

My bones

Ache for relief.

I am tired

Of this life.

[abbyadapts]

Digging through the pain

Finding power and purpose

My transformation

[abbyadapts]

meek and mild surface.

wreaking havoc from shadows.

wolf in a sheep's mask.

[abbyadapts]

Some days I'm healing.

Others I'm breaking again.

The waves keep coming.

[abbyadapts]

Can I trust myself?

I should have before! I will-

now & ever more.

[abbyadapts]

My intuition

tried to warn me. I ignored.

I forgive myself.

[abbyadapts]

Overwhelmed or numb.

Can't find balance in-between.

Catch me when I fall?

[abbyadapts]

Betrayal. What now?

Long for comfort of old days.

But they were not real.