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@ablogofthoughts
I don't know what I said to make my friend feel like he needed to inform me of his relationship status but okay. Like, you have a girlfriend. Cool. Did I accidentally flirt with you to make you feel like you needed to say something??? How do you want me to respond? I can be jealous and be like, "no fair. I want a girlfriend," I guess.
Idk, just felt weird.
my crush on a person is only getting worse and I just know that they don't like me back
I wish for romance. But I'm unsure if I can even feel the romantic feelings required to get such romance.
I fear that I want without the capability to ever properly return.
I just want to be in love with someone who likes me back T°T
Haven't I hurt you enough?
You don't want me in your life anymore, I promise.
Panic attack time! Wooo! Yay!
Okay, so...
I know that you want an apology from me. I recognize that my actions have lead to you feeling hurt. However, I do not see how the way that I have chosen to live my life warrants any apologizing. I genuinely do not feel like I have done anything worth apologizing for (barring what I have apologize for).
What exactly do you want me to apologize for??
Something is wrong with me. I don't know what but it feels like everything I do and everything I am is wrong. Wrong for ny parents, wrong for my friends, and wrong for me. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. Something made me stupidly existential and now I keep having stupid breakdowns. Maybe it's because I haven't really taken my meds in a bit. I should bother my psychiatrist about that. Anyway, I feel like I've ruined a couple friendships and have avoided ruining others by avoiding confrontation. So that's great :))))
So anyway,
I'm a shitty roommate and I want to die. I wish my friends were still in town so I could stay with them because I really don't like it here right now.
A new blog with my thoughts :)