About Chaos and Love

[elycwinters]

Homesick

I am homesick for arms that have never held me, for that one special person whose love can change me.

I am homesick for eyes that have never gaze at me with a devotion that is previously unseen.

I am homesick for lips that have never touched mine, whose kisses give me the air that I need to breathe.

I am homesick for a voice that has never soothed my dreams, a voice that I have yet to meet.

I am homesick for a heart in which I have never lived, one that will shelter mine for all of time.

- Ely C. Winters. | @nosebleedclub | Feb. #21

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It hit me in so many ways. Loved it. Felt it.

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Tonight I just wanted to be touched by someone.

Tie me up, maybe? Good night.

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hoooot

Okay, today was so hot. I'm melting, literally. I just wanted to say that.

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Last night was actually FUN!

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I wanna feel good about my birthday... I mean, of course I'm happy, I just made one more year, but... I don't feel whole... but does anyone? Just thinking. Good Monday, people.

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Today is my birthday. Two decades and 4 years... That's a lot, but not nearly enough 🎂 Ps: Do I have to worry that I still feel like I'm 17???

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Stuck!

Have you ever felt stuck in life?Like you can’t see anything ahead for you; you just keep going but you don’t have goals, ambitions, everything feels so... unreal, so far away from you. Even people. Its fucking annoying. I hope its just a phase. GO AWAY.