Just the lingering smell of ash...

They say you only live life once, well I'm back for a second try. "The things we've lost to the flames, Things we'll never see again. All that we've amassed, sits before us shattered into ash."

[absconditusfuror]

"There’s a dead human in our house."

"Just one..?"

"Please do tell me the other didn’t run off."

[badassbetaerica-archive]

Erica groaned. They hadn’t even done anything to him. “I’m thinking we should probably get all this mess cleaned up before Derek finds out about it because he will freak out and kill you..again.” Erica didn’t like this situation but she knew that the pack needed Peter, he knew things and that made him invaluable.

[absconditusfuror]

" I’m not really good at cleaning up after myself, unfortunate character flaw of mine." lifting the second body up he tossed it on top of the first. "Hmm I could just roll them into the rug.." He mused, more to himself than her. "Do you think Derek will miss it?"

[badassbetaerica-archive]

"He’ll probably notice, yeah, but I can make up an excuse. I’ve gotten really good with controlling my heartbeat so it stays steady. I had to be. You just get rid of them. And you seriously need to stop this killing thing, haven’t you ever heard of the thing that Derek always says. ‘we’re predators but we don’t have to be killers’?"

[absconditusfuror]

"Well at least one of you has managed to learn a trick or two. And even one that Derek himself isn't too good at." Arching an eyebrow he gave an amused huff. "Oh yes, because I am someone that concerns themselves with what my dear nephew thinks. Honestly Erica, do you think that I care? I'm not hurting anyone that wouldn't hurt us if they found out, so it's hardly as bad as he makes it seem."

[absconditusfuror]

Officially off extended hiatus:

The only thing I really can say was that I lost my Peter muse for a bit, however he has decided to wake his grumpy old ass up and work with me after a month long break. 

Now on to the important matters: threads. 

I've gone through my drafts I only have two left in there which I'll get out tonight, so I'm also going to be posting an open or two for those who want to talk to Peter. Anyone can reply to opens as long as I follow you back.

If you want to plot: Just leave an ask and I'll get back to you, I love plotting and prefer it over general posts so I'll be more than happy to plot. Don't hesitate to approach me, I won't bite unless I'm hungry. 

I rp on skype:  While I am off hiatus, rping over skype and kick is still the easiest way for me right now between school, exams, and work. Anyone can add me as long as I follow you back. Please tell me your url if you add me so I know who you are, even if we haven't met yet it's okay to add me.

Skype: eattherudeones

kik: eattherudeones

-R

[absconditusfuror]

Clawing my way back to life. || Peter & Stiles

[absconditusfuror]

Despite being with Jackson it clearly didn’t mean that Lydia couldn’t keep an eye on many of the boys in the school, or refraining from commenting on them. Though she spent most of her afternoon trying to push certain ones on Allison. 

{Apparently Scott wasn’t up to Miss Martin’s standards, not even for dating her friend.}

During one of her breaks Lydia had cornered Allison by her locker again, prattling on about trying another double date with Jackson and Scott. 

{Yes because putting two boys that hate each other together is clearly the best plan of action.}

It wasn’t until Scott showed up, looking slightly panicked that Peter actually started to pay attention again. He was getting better at ignoring Lyida, though it was a strange sensation. Unless he was actively trying to control what the teen was doing he had no sensations of her moving. He wasn’t in control therefor he didn’t feel anything she did. It was a bit like daydreaming in a sense, however he needed to be careful. It was easy to lose himself, to let go and float in his thoughts. He couldn’t stay that way too long or it became harder and harder to come back. His tie to Lydia wasn’t a strong one, easily broken if he didn’t actively enforce it. 

Scott told them about Stiles, his panic attack and how he was staying in the nurse for a bit. If Peter had lips he would have been smirking. It was cruel to enjoy tormenting someone so, but he couldn’t help it. It was a game to him, one he would play out for as long as he could. Allison and Scott hurried off to their study hall, leaving Lydia by herself. 

Peter knew this little stunt would weaken him more than he’d like, but it was far too tempting to pass up. 

The sounds of people moving blurred together, dimming to just simple background noise as he moved through the halls. It took a moment to figure out where the nurses room was, a moment he really couldn’t spare. It was already straining him to do this, to not only move her but to keep her from realizing what was happening. Stepping into the office he saw Stiles sitting on a bed. His movements became jerky, and slow, barely able to reach the bed he let out a curse as his control slipped and he once more fell into the backseat only able to watch as Lydia blinked her eyes and woke up. Thankfully Stiles hadn’t seen him slipping back, not that it would matter if he found out right now it would be a simple matter to just hide away in Lydia’s mind and let the pack think Stiles was imagining things. 

Looking around slowly, it took Lydia a moment to realize where she was. There was confusion spiking in her, Peter could practically feel it. 

"Stiles…?"

[the-heart-and-the-wildfire]

The boy hadn’t heard Lydia come in, so deeply immersed in his own thoughts and the patterns that were emerging and the processes that spread out into the distance, branching effortlessly into connections and possibilities and perhaps: Stiles’ mind had always been chaos, a disordered mess that he somehow thrived in (would have driven Peter even more insane if it had been the boy’s mind he had found himself in instead), but it worked for Stiles. The mess, the lack of order somehow make things click so much faster—encouraged patterns to emerge if he watched things just long enough… and something was starting to form, when—

Stiles froze, so still that he wasn’t even breathing, when Lydia murmured his name, tone of voice confused. He swallowed slowly, the sound audible in the silence of the nurse’s office, and slowly dropped his hands from where they had been covering his amber gaze from the time he had settled himself in the bed. Still, so still—forcibly so—the fine trembling that the teen couldn’t help but make at the thought of Peter Hale buried somewhere within Lydia’s consciousness lay hidden in the tips of his fingers, buried under the folds of the bed’s sheets.

"…hey, Lydia," the boy began, offering the redheaded girl a slightly lopsided smile. It wasn’t as bright as any of the typical ones he usually tossed her way, but perhaps she would accept it as a side-effect of the panic attack that landed him in the nurse’s office in the first place. "I didn’t expect to see you here. Come to visit ye olde invalid? I promise that I’ll survive; the doc even said that I may manage to keep an arm if I’m lucky enough." 

It was easy enough to toss things off as a joke, words a casual stream that flew effortlessly from his mouth: years of talking shit and offering half-conscious banter towards whoever happened to be in the room with him at the time made this something that he didn’t even have to be paying attention to; by now, it was instinctive, which was a relief since fear ran deep and the wish that he was wrong burrowed deeper yet.

Because—if he was right… why Lydia? (And how to get him out of her??)

Tongue wetting suddenly dry lips, Stiles’ gaze shifted just slightly, glancing quickly over the nurse’s medical supplies out on the counter to see if she had anything useful. Highly doubtful that Nurse Ratched (as Stiles affectionately called her) would have a large container of salt or a jug of holy water lying about, but… still, maybe something similarly workable?

[absconditusfuror]

"Wha-" It took the strawberry blonde a moment to recognize where she was, the nurses office. Frowning she tried to remember how she got here. There was a small moment of panic when she realized she couldn't remember, however she pushed it down. She didn't want to freak out in front of the other teen, to be seen as any more crazy than she already was. It was the last thing she needed. She'd already managed to build her status back up, only now slightly marred by her attack and naked run through the woods. “Stiles- what happened?” She meant to ask if he was okay, that's what you should ask someone who was sick or hurt but instead the blunt question just slipped out of her lips. Pressing her lips together for a moment she looks around the room. “You had Scott completely freaked out, he was even thinking of canceling on Allison tonight.”

Running a hand through her hair she moved to sit down on the cot across from Stiles, pulling a face as the plastic covering over it crunched under her. “I hate it in here.” She murmured.

You're not the only one.. Peter thought. He was thoroughly frustrated in the face that he'd lost his hold on her for the moment, forced to sit here and listen to her converse with Stiles. He wanted to be the one to talk to the teen, it should be him in control, not a narcissistic little girl but he was too weak at the moment. He would have to be more patient, after all it would take time to get what he wanted.

[deathinnumbers]

""INTERRUPTION""

28) Your muse distracts mine from baking

Glancing up from where he’d been scooping out the pre-made cookie dough onto the tray he let out an irritated noise at the teen who’d just barged into his apartment. “Do remind me why I ever told you where I live?”      However the teen’s frustrated look stopped him in his tracks. It could be a number of things stressing the teen out, but Peter wasn’t about to press it. He’d learned a long time ago that if the teen didn’t wan’t to talk he’d either clam up or talk about everything but the problem. Giving the unbaked cookies a lingering look he sighed and shifted into his wolf form. His sweet tooth would have to wait. Padding over to the teen, he let out a soothing rumble and brushed against his leg.

He had managed to get all the way to the wolfs house with out acting suspicious or upset but now that he was here, the gates had opened. Stiles dropped to his knees and wrapped his arms around Peters neck, sobbing freely, face buried in his fur.      ”I need your help Peter. I just couldn’t take it any more. He just kept pushing and pushing, I can’t even say I didn’t mean to. I meant it. I meant all of it. Oh My God, I’m a monster.”

[absconditusfuror]

Letting out a confused whine he nuzzled at the teen, going more on instinct than knowledge of how to comfort another. Hearing Stiles' words only made him more confused, what could the teen have done that was so bad? This was Stiles, someone who at times could have questionable morals but never harmed anyone that didn't deserve it.

[stilinskitriplebros]

OPEN TO PETER HALES

[absconditusfuror]

"Well, if I’m going to be playing a game it should at least be a little more…interesting, don’t you think?" The blue eyed beta asked, leaning in a bit closer. "After all, if I’m going to be putting effort into persuading you…and we all know I can be very persuasive when need be." A smirk playing at his lips Peter replied "It seems I’m not the only one who doesn’t believe she’s mine, far too easy, to simple for that to work, don’t you think?"

[stilinskitriplebros]

"Interesting? What ever do you mean, Fido?" Stuart asked because, honestly, he does want to know what Peter is doing and what he’s playing with. "Persuading me? What do you have to persuade me with? Cause last time I checked, I’ve never done anything you asked, even as a young child." The brown eyes human said. "It was too quick for them to figure out. I want to know why it was the first name and first person they came up with. I do not believe the banshees had whispered a name to Lydia. I  do have some theories of my own, though."

[absconditusfuror]

"By interesting I mean just that. I don't play simple games and I don't play games that don't benefit me in some way." Peter replied, ignoring Stuart's other question he moved right on to the next " From what I understand she does have an interesting background, however that does not make her mine." Tilting his head he narrowed his eyes at the teen "And just what are these theories of yours?"

[absconditusfuror]

"There’s a dead human in our house."

"Just one..?"

"Please do tell me the other didn’t run off."

[badassbetaerica-archive]

"The other one? What the hell, Peter? I thought you were over this whole, killing people thing."

[absconditusfuror]

"Well even the best people have relapses." The beta replied, moving from room to room looking for the other body. "Oh- never mind I found it. And if it makes you feel any better they were rogue hunters."

[badassbetaerica-archive]

"Well I suppose that is some comfort but I’m really hoping that they did something to provoke you and you didn’t just decide to make a preemptive strike.." Erica watched as she walked back over to her and she let out a small sigh. A few months ago this conversation would have freaked her out but this had become the norm.

[absconditusfuror]

"Are preemptive strikes really that bad?" The older wolf asked as he dragged the second body in by its feet, grimacing at the streak of blood it left behind on the hardwood. "I should probably leave Derek a note about that don’t you think?"

[badassbetaerica-archive]

Erica groaned. They hadn’t even done anything to him. “I’m thinking we should probably get all this mess cleaned up before Derek finds out about it because he will freak out and kill you..again.” Erica didn’t like this situation but she knew that the pack needed Peter, he knew things and that made him invaluable.

[absconditusfuror]

" I'm not really good at cleaning up after myself, unfortunate character flaw of mine." lifting the second body up he tossed it on top of the first. "Hmm I could just roll them into the rug.." He mused, more to himself than her. "Do you think Derek will miss it?"

[absconditusfuror]

  A pleased rumble left him as he trailed his hands down Isaac’s frame to rest on his hips. Leaning forward, he let his fangs trail over Isaac’s skin before he roughly bit down. A possessive growl left him as he pulled the teen closer to him.

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac whimpered and clutched onto Peter as the older male bit into his throat. He blushed a deep red at the noise but couldn’t deny it’s what he had been searching for. He gripped one of Peter’s arms and let out the quietest moan against Peter’s shoulder as they were pulled closer. “I submit… a lot… easily.” He panted out, trying to convey he meant more than just submit as a wolf.

[absconditusfuror]

He bit down just a slightly bit harder at the teen's words, a low, pleased growl leaving him. Pulling back he trailed his tongue over his mark, a satisfied and slightly possessive smirk spreading across his face. "You are just full of surprises aren't you, Isaac?" 

[absconditusfuror]

Letting out an irritated growl the wolf asked “How old do you think I am- no don’t answer that. I’ll tell you what, I am not nearly as old as you think I am.” His age was admittedly a sore spot, not that he really wanting to broadcast it. “And why would I ever be scared of you? Violet eyes are not enough to get me shaking.”

[feeriico-deactivated20150329]

“I will answer it anyways, you really like at least 38, maybe even 40, you have wrinkles, you should use some creams, and you can always trust those types of comments from this Stilinski.” He said, noticing he was starting to annoy the Hale. “It’s not about my violet eyes, you’ve never seen what I’m capable of, but not like I’m going to let you discover such thing, I would be losing then.”

[absconditusfuror]

"I apologize for not having flawless skin, not everyone is so blessed." He snipped back, clearly irritated by the subject of his age. "Yes but like you I hate to lose, so I won't make this an easy victory for you. I will find out, it just might not be right now. It's okay, I'm patient, I can wait."

[deputysexii-blog]

+3

[deputysexii-blog]

"I know you were in a fire. And you were hospitalized. Then you made a miraculous recovery. Though, your recovery probably has to do something with the fact that you’re a werewolf, right?"

[absconditusfuror]

"Someone’s done their homework." 

"Though that makes me wonder exactly what you intend to do with this information. I can’t help but be…cautious after all."

[deputysexii-blog]

"I’m not going to do anything with it right now. But if you get on my bad side…I’m sure there’s plenty of information I could dig up on you that some people would love to know."

[absconditusfuror]

"Rather clever of you." He commented only mildly bothered by the threat. "Though I wonder what someone could dig up on you deputy." He tilted his head slightly as he considered the man before him. "I'm not interested in getting on your bad side right now. Though if you become a problem for me, I don't need to resort to blackmail to get rid of my problems."

[absconditusfuror]

{ Hiatus } Till May 1st

Firstly I want to say that this is not permanent. I just have too much going on with school right now to be able to be on all of my accounts all the time. I have a lot of work I need to catch up on, I'll be graduating in June and I can't afford to fall behind any more than I already am. I have starters from people saved and my drafts are full so I will slowly get to replying to all of them but I won't be posting them until I get back. If all goes well I may be back sooner. I'll miss you all on here.

I do RP over skype and kik, its the easiest way to do so for me. If you want to rp, even if we haven't before, just add me and please make sure to tell me who you are.

Skype: eattherudeones

Kik: absconditusfuror

[absconditusfuror]

I am alive I swear!

Its been a while since I've been on, I know, I've been bad. Peter is being a cranky old man and not listening to me but I've managed to force him out of bed and got him to work.

So I'm gonna try and get through all my drafts and then delve into my tag and ask.

-R

[deputysexii-blog]

+3

"What are you doing here?”

[absconditusfuror]

"You seem to know who I am, which puts me as a disadvantage as I have no clue who you are."

[deputysexii-blog]

"It’s my job to know about the people in this town. I’m Deputy Parrish. I work with the police department."

[absconditusfuror]

"Deputy Parrish hm? Well then, care to tell me what you know about me?"

[deputysexii-blog]

"I know you were in a fire. And you were hospitalized. Then you made a miraculous recovery. Though, your recovery probably has to do something with the fact that you’re a werewolf, right?"

[absconditusfuror]

"Someone's done their homework." 

"Though that makes me wonder exactly what you intend to do with this information. I can't help but be...cautious after all."

[deputysexii-blog]

+3

"What are you doing here?”

[absconditusfuror]

"You seem to know who I am, which puts me as a disadvantage as I have no clue who you are."

[deputysexii-blog]

"It’s my job to know about the people in this town. I’m Deputy Parrish. I work with the police department."

[absconditusfuror]

"Deputy Parrish hm? Well then, care to tell me what you know about me?"

[deputysexii-blog]

+3

"What are you doing here?”

[absconditusfuror]

"You seem to know who I am, which puts me as a disadvantage as I have no clue who you are."

[absconditusfuror]

"Daddies? Is that the category I fall into now?" He asks amused. "You know, I am trying to be civil, so why not do the same and come sit. I’ll even keep my teeth away from your pale skin." Though biting the teen wouldn’t have accomplished anything even if he was an alpha. 

[feeriico-deactivated20150329]

“Well, you could literally be my dad, don’t you think?” He said proud of his words, which was noticeable on his own face, as a grin took over it. “I’m not scared of your teeth, however, you should be scared of me, so watch what you do, the fact that you’re older doesn’t mean I’ll be considerate to you.” He knew that even if Peter bit him, his body was immune to the bite, so he had no reason to be scared of a wolf.

[absconditusfuror]

Letting out an irritated growl the wolf asked "How old do you think I am- no don't answer that. I'll tell you what, I am not nearly as old as you think I am." His age was admittedly a sore spot, not that he really wanting to broadcast it. "And why would I ever be scared of you? Violet eyes are not enough to get me shaking."

[absconditusfuror]

"Mm oh I will." A teasing tone in his voice. Patting the bed beside him the wolf continued "Why not join me? After all you had not trouble cuddling up to me before." Really this was just too much fun, Peter hadn’t got a chance to spend a lot of time with the teen but now he’d make sure to remedy that. Especially with the added bonus of figuring out what said teen was. 

[feeriico-deactivated20150329]

Peter could easily understand Lydia and all the times she’s talked about the Hale before, he was no good news, and he almost killed the strawberry blonde, there was no chance he’d let the other even discover what he was. “Oh, I’d love to, but sadly I’m not into daddies.” He told the other as he furrowed his eyes, bitting on the inside of his cheek as he kept the stare on the wolf. He didn’t even want to think all the bad things that could happen if the one in front of him discovered his hidden side.

[absconditusfuror]

"Daddies? Is that the category I fall into now?" He asks amused. "You know, I am trying to be civil, so why not do the same and come sit. I'll even keep my teeth away from your pale skin." Though biting the teen wouldn't have accomplished anything even if he was an alpha. 

[badassbetaerica-archive]

absconditusfuror replied to your post “I totally want to do an AU where Erica is the shewolf that is back and I’ll come up with a super cool plot”

// I would love you forever <3

Seriously? Do you want to do the thing? I’m thinking maybe Erica faked her death and killed one of the alpha’s, making her one. Or maybe just someone found her and used some weird magic to resurrect her, messing with her mind

[absconditusfuror]

I would seriously love to do this. I adore Erica and I can’t get enough of her. She should have been the one to come back. Either one of these works! Whatever you want to do I am more than happy to roll with because I’m sure it will be fantastic. 

[badassbetaerica-archive]

Aww.. I recon I’ll do the second one cause i don’t have photoshop to make alpha!erica icons aha, want me to make a starter?

[absconditusfuror]

Sure thing! I'm in school for a bit so I'll be slow but I'll be home soon.