Will you stay in my Shadow?

!!!Don't report just block!!! TW ED & Adults stuff Just a 21y girl who's bored and mentally ill. My little diary

[abstract-nonsense-lou]

This blog contains potential triggers!

Please do not scroll down if mentions of mental health, self harm, eating disorders, 18+ stuff or other unhealthy habits could trigger you. Stay safe and click of this blog.

I am NOT responsible for you triggers!!

I use this blog to vent and as my diary. I'm brutally honest and I write things very detailed down (even sexual stuff). So again if this triggers you get of my blog and block me.

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About me:

My name is Lou and I'm 21y. I have an ED since the age of 5 but at the age of 12 it got worse (thank you dad). I'm not in recovery, never was and don't want to be in it. But ofc I encourage you to seek help for ur ED.

My stats:

156cm | HW:79,8kg | LW:47,4kg | CW:56,8kg| GW1: 50kg [ ] | GW2: 48kg [ ] |GW3: 45kg [ ] | UGW:42kg [ ]

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[abstract-nonsense-lou]

Welp I’m 25 and still alive. Gained a ton of weight but at least I’m back on track lmao four years passed and gained like 10kg during that time. By now 62kg but going low luckily.. gosh

[dynastydeadboy]

:,)

[dynastydeadboy]

:,)

[muttgirl]

I am not that fifteen year old girl anymore.

[livelovelax]

wannarexic IS NOT A REAL THING

if you “want” an ed, you already have one

[livelovelax]

wannarexic IS NOT A REAL THING

if you “want” an ed, you already have one

[muttgirl]

I am not that fifteen year old girl anymore.

[untaintedfeelings]

getting accidentally sick feels so lucky to me. now I have no appetite and no one questions why

[rosiedollyy]

[error-503]

[vixensofdeath]

I am so tired and burnt out, I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore

[0kcal4ngel]

Body: Can I have some calories??

Me: No we have calories at home

The calories at home:

[bl33dm0r3]

[xyzvuu0]

this is your sign to never trust a word anyone says about your body ppl use to tell me i look “looked good” or “you don’t look fat” but i did NOT look good or skinny i was a train mess…

like i was looking at my old pictures and videos and i was blinded because i really thought i was serving body but it was giving sloppy joe 😬

[pretty-crybabybaby]

I will fit xs

I will fit xs

I will fit xs

I will fit xs

I will fit xs

I will fit xs

I will fit xs

[chronicallyonlinesworld]