im really angry and sad and extremely beyond upset w everything in my life rn bc i genuinely FEEL like i was meant to be something important and big in this world but im deadass broke, living with my abusive mom, depressed, starving, i lost all of my ids, and have no source of income. i am literally living in a shit shack and im probably at the lowest point in my life rn at only age 19. i have so many aspirations and shit but i have no way of achieving them bc of my issues rn and my friends keep telling me they wanna help me but all they do is listen and let me vent but dont actually make any actions to help me and it frustrates the fuck out of me. im also really surprised that i havent killed myself yet??? like i still have suicidal thoughts but im obviously not stupid enough to go through with them and ugh i need help i really truly want help, i always reach out to people for help but they never actually help me!!!














